Thursday, 10 June 2010
Monday, 7 June 2010
Friday, 4 June 2010
Chance
Wootz Wootz Wootz!
I get a full day off on tuesday to attend a course from 12 to 2pm at Suntec.
since Lunch hour starts at 12, i might need to leave office at 11am, coming back 3pm. So if i do not take e full day off, i'd be at work from 930am til 11am, and 3pm to 6pm. Which is rather meaningless knowing that i'd b in the office for only 4.5 hrs total. ^^
Time to hang out! =D
I get a full day off on tuesday to attend a course from 12 to 2pm at Suntec.
since Lunch hour starts at 12, i might need to leave office at 11am, coming back 3pm. So if i do not take e full day off, i'd be at work from 930am til 11am, and 3pm to 6pm. Which is rather meaningless knowing that i'd b in the office for only 4.5 hrs total. ^^
Time to hang out! =D
Thursday, 3 June 2010
Dear blog,
I admit i have been very unproductive today at work. in fact, there was nth to be done so i slacked my thru the entire day, d/ling gadgets and photo tagging on picasa. Went tuition and came back with more photo tagging. And now I'm terribly awake coz i jus set off to slumberland when my bro started to watch Undisputed 2 on my PC in my room. Yeah, the one with the 5.1 speakers. Now I love the cold living room floor. No, really.
- Jon -
I admit i have been very unproductive today at work. in fact, there was nth to be done so i slacked my thru the entire day, d/ling gadgets and photo tagging on picasa. Went tuition and came back with more photo tagging. And now I'm terribly awake coz i jus set off to slumberland when my bro started to watch Undisputed 2 on my PC in my room. Yeah, the one with the 5.1 speakers. Now I love the cold living room floor. No, really.
- Jon -
Tuesday, 1 June 2010
Thursday, 27 May 2010
it's been a long time, old chum.
well, it sure has been awhile.
lemme see, e past one mth...
1 mth ago was still exams,
n i only had that weekk's thursday n friday as a holiday.
weekends onwards til next week was project project project...
i can still remem e bunch of us not sleeping on tat project week thursday.
everyday sleeping at 4am n waking up at 815am was like staring at death in ur face.
i cant imagine i survived that week.
especially on thursday no sleep from 8am til nxt day 2pm, with only a 38mins nap.
that would be like almost 18hrs non stop coding for the bulk of it. n video recording n editing for like 2 hrs.
tat was hell.
n after a 2hr nap, im up up n away to go out to watch a concert, and oso a midnight movie. n thruout, i was rather awake. reached home darn late as usual due to e constant light shower. got us stuck at this bus stop near Raffles CC.
hee, but it was fun! me played some Chef game (not cooking but a rather Mario-esque game instead) and Cows in Space. hee, it's been quite awhile tat i played iphone games. =]
n next week come internship. really no break at all.
n after one week i'm still here testing programs n having much self-entertainment talking to one of my Indian superior who has a knack for using CAPS n making it sound like she's scolding me with her constant "ok fine..." replies. humorous indeed. ^^
n today!
gd news n bad news. bad news 1st.
i received an sms from my tutee's mum tat the kid failed his english!!!
*ROARRR* how could tat ever happen???
gawrsh!
i went over to his place with a heavy heart.
sat down n looked at him. his mum looking like she doesnt want to tell me the bad news.
he placed his report book on e table.
i... couldnt bear to flip it open...
my tutee forcibly opened it instead.
n his mum blurted out...
"Yun Chen 他考到第一名!"
i was sooo stunned i think i teared a lil. I hope they dun see tat. =']
even the younger kiddo, Yun Cong got all his subjects in the 70s range!!!
so darn happy for them!!
i almost wanted to cancel the tuition to go celebrate with them!
=D
but nah, im still a tuition teacher nvrtheless. they shd b heading out to Malacca in 4 hrs time to see their relatives. ^^ Glad for them.
but my own results?
hahaha really suck. brought down my grades alot. Thank God that i even passed. yeah it's bad... bye bye 2nd lower...
ok 1 more round of IE8 testing tml n it's weekends!!! i so forgot it's vesak day this fri. =3
ok sleep sleep....
well, it sure has been awhile.
lemme see, e past one mth...
1 mth ago was still exams,
n i only had that weekk's thursday n friday as a holiday.
weekends onwards til next week was project project project...
i can still remem e bunch of us not sleeping on tat project week thursday.
everyday sleeping at 4am n waking up at 815am was like staring at death in ur face.
i cant imagine i survived that week.
especially on thursday no sleep from 8am til nxt day 2pm, with only a 38mins nap.
that would be like almost 18hrs non stop coding for the bulk of it. n video recording n editing for like 2 hrs.
tat was hell.
n after a 2hr nap, im up up n away to go out to watch a concert, and oso a midnight movie. n thruout, i was rather awake. reached home darn late as usual due to e constant light shower. got us stuck at this bus stop near Raffles CC.
hee, but it was fun! me played some Chef game (not cooking but a rather Mario-esque game instead) and Cows in Space. hee, it's been quite awhile tat i played iphone games. =]
n next week come internship. really no break at all.
n after one week i'm still here testing programs n having much self-entertainment talking to one of my Indian superior who has a knack for using CAPS n making it sound like she's scolding me with her constant "ok fine..." replies. humorous indeed. ^^
n today!
gd news n bad news. bad news 1st.
i received an sms from my tutee's mum tat the kid failed his english!!!
*ROARRR* how could tat ever happen???
gawrsh!
i went over to his place with a heavy heart.
sat down n looked at him. his mum looking like she doesnt want to tell me the bad news.
he placed his report book on e table.
i... couldnt bear to flip it open...
my tutee forcibly opened it instead.
n his mum blurted out...
"Yun Chen 他考到第一名!"
i was sooo stunned i think i teared a lil. I hope they dun see tat. =']
even the younger kiddo, Yun Cong got all his subjects in the 70s range!!!
so darn happy for them!!
i almost wanted to cancel the tuition to go celebrate with them!
=D
but nah, im still a tuition teacher nvrtheless. they shd b heading out to Malacca in 4 hrs time to see their relatives. ^^ Glad for them.
but my own results?
hahaha really suck. brought down my grades alot. Thank God that i even passed. yeah it's bad... bye bye 2nd lower...
ok 1 more round of IE8 testing tml n it's weekends!!! i so forgot it's vesak day this fri. =3
ok sleep sleep....
Wednesday, 26 May 2010
Thursday, 29 April 2010
ahhh, im finally back from my escapade. nope, not e same as those ive had b4, it's a whole new experience.
walking real slowly at a snail's pace lets u see e world differently from 140km/h.
u see:
e clouds warp ard the moon,
e wobbly steps of mine,
e ripples on e surface of the lake,
e clear view of e moon in an open carpark,
e clouds changing,
e spooky illuminated Heritage Centre,
e experience of standing under blinking zebra crossing lights,
e lorry with neon lights and devil horns,
e constant longing to be at the rooftops of buildings u see,
e clouds trying to cover e moon to its dismay,
e view over e canopy of buildings,
e brave girl who walks alone in the dark dim corridor,
e I-nvr-knew-that-was-the-HSS-library library
e trickling fountains,
e troop of ants under my feet,
e overgrown short trees that seem to wrap ard u
e narrow lanes of shorthouses to ur sides,
e buzzzing streetlamp.
e black and white cat across the road on the pavement staring at oncoming vehicles,
e view of dimmed lights in rooms as ppl mug
e stares of bored ppl in the midst of mugging,
and especially e absence of humans ard me.
how thrilling. =]
now i can concuss in peace.
walking real slowly at a snail's pace lets u see e world differently from 140km/h.
u see:
e clouds warp ard the moon,
e wobbly steps of mine,
e ripples on e surface of the lake,
e clear view of e moon in an open carpark,
e clouds changing,
e spooky illuminated Heritage Centre,
e experience of standing under blinking zebra crossing lights,
e lorry with neon lights and devil horns,
e constant longing to be at the rooftops of buildings u see,
e clouds trying to cover e moon to its dismay,
e view over e canopy of buildings,
e brave girl who walks alone in the dark dim corridor,
e I-nvr-knew-that-was-the-HSS-library library
e trickling fountains,
e troop of ants under my feet,
e overgrown short trees that seem to wrap ard u
e narrow lanes of shorthouses to ur sides,
e buzzzing streetlamp.
e black and white cat across the road on the pavement staring at oncoming vehicles,
e view of dimmed lights in rooms as ppl mug
e stares of bored ppl in the midst of mugging,
and especially e absence of humans ard me.
how thrilling. =]
now i can concuss in peace.
Sunday, 25 April 2010
Wednesday, 21 April 2010
Sunday, 11 April 2010
Monday, 5 April 2010
Wednesday, 24 March 2010
Deja Vus
haha it's another such moment again.
it all jus seems so familiar, like ive seen it in a dream.
my laptop screen, e people ard, the setting.
it's not e 1st time alr.
i wish there were more... ^^
it all jus seems so familiar, like ive seen it in a dream.
my laptop screen, e people ard, the setting.
it's not e 1st time alr.
i wish there were more... ^^
Monday, 22 March 2010
Thursday, 18 March 2010
Monday, 15 March 2010
Monday, 1 March 2010
Saturday, 27 February 2010
Monday, 22 February 2010
All your Anxiety (Rejoice songbook) inspired from Philippians 4:6
Is there a heart overbound by sorrow?
Is there a life weighed down by care?
Come to the cross each burden bearing,
All your anxiety leave it there.
No other friend so keen to help you,
No other friend so quick to hear;
No other place to leave your burden,
No other one to hear your prayer.
Come then at once delay no longer!
Heed His entreaty kind and sweet;
You need not fear a disappointment
You shall find peace at the mercy seat.
Refrain:
All your anxiety, all your care,
Bring to the mercy seat leave it there;
Never a burden He cannot bear,
Never a friend like Jesus!
( Thank you, mei. =] )
Is there a life weighed down by care?
Come to the cross each burden bearing,
All your anxiety leave it there.
No other friend so keen to help you,
No other friend so quick to hear;
No other place to leave your burden,
No other one to hear your prayer.
Come then at once delay no longer!
Heed His entreaty kind and sweet;
You need not fear a disappointment
You shall find peace at the mercy seat.
Refrain:
All your anxiety, all your care,
Bring to the mercy seat leave it there;
Never a burden He cannot bear,
Never a friend like Jesus!
( Thank you, mei. =] )
Friday, 12 February 2010
Tuesday, 9 February 2010
Wednesday, 3 February 2010
Thursday, 28 January 2010
Saturday, 16 January 2010
Wednesday, 6 January 2010
Tuesday, 29 December 2009
Sunday, 27 December 2009
Monster
the squirrel tat tried to run into the glass door b4 my alvin and the chipmunks 2 movie really made my morn. =]
36 hrs without sleep and counting.
36 hrs without sleep and counting.
Wednesday, 23 December 2009
Saturday, 5 December 2009
Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody
Gotta Be Somebody Lyrics
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.
Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.
Thanks Daph for dedicating this song to us on 987!
Thanks for always being the pillar of support for us all. ^^
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.
Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.
Thanks Daph for dedicating this song to us on 987!
Thanks for always being the pillar of support for us all. ^^
Friday, 4 December 2009
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
UnInitialize
Just realized...
just how often do i pray for my 'enemies'?
almost... never.
guess i shd start asap.
just how often do i pray for my 'enemies'?
almost... never.
guess i shd start asap.
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
401
crap, FB's down for me.
oh wells, tat jus means less idling n wasting time there.
gd enough.
2 more days. GREAT!!!
n im kinda sick of Mac, of subway, of Cant A.
wat else shd i eat. zzz.
Hunnngry...
oh wells, tat jus means less idling n wasting time there.
gd enough.
2 more days. GREAT!!!
n im kinda sick of Mac, of subway, of Cant A.
wat else shd i eat. zzz.
Hunnngry...
Sunday, 15 November 2009
Saturday, 14 November 2009
tainted.
time after time after time, i've failed over n over.
as flashbacks swarm me, so does my thoughts n regrets and guilt.
if only i could undo those wrongs i've committed.
life for me would b lighter den air.
as i write this out with a heavy heart, i trudge along forward with a suitcase full of bad times.
it is my extra baggage. my sins. my fears.
i cant look backwards.
it pains, it saddens me much that i wished sometimes i could lock them away somewhere.
or better yet, may God grant me amnesia.
but i know that i can never be the same person i knew a yr ago.
life rushes on.
we encounter new experiences that make us and shape us; Our future.
the old is replaced with each new commodity that breaks into our environment.
it permeates our protective membrane and forces those miniscule changes in us.
many a times i've tried to fight them away but i've failed.
it's like a wave that rushes all over me, sweeping me along in its current,
changing our intended course of direction.
life is just that random and cruel.
and life never stops for you to catch a breather.
it bombards you with everything that it has.
trying to wear you down.
ok, fine. that's just the negative side.
to be fair,
life does give a fair bit of thrills and spills of pure bliss
although the frequency stays low.
but such things have been looking less and less colourful as days pass.
soon i fear, i'll turn blind to colour.
in fact im already steadily and surely attaining it.
this, is what i analyse.
this, is what i foresee.
and this, is what i don't want it to be.
but it is...
as flashbacks swarm me, so does my thoughts n regrets and guilt.
if only i could undo those wrongs i've committed.
life for me would b lighter den air.
as i write this out with a heavy heart, i trudge along forward with a suitcase full of bad times.
it is my extra baggage. my sins. my fears.
i cant look backwards.
it pains, it saddens me much that i wished sometimes i could lock them away somewhere.
or better yet, may God grant me amnesia.
but i know that i can never be the same person i knew a yr ago.
life rushes on.
we encounter new experiences that make us and shape us; Our future.
the old is replaced with each new commodity that breaks into our environment.
it permeates our protective membrane and forces those miniscule changes in us.
many a times i've tried to fight them away but i've failed.
it's like a wave that rushes all over me, sweeping me along in its current,
changing our intended course of direction.
life is just that random and cruel.
and life never stops for you to catch a breather.
it bombards you with everything that it has.
trying to wear you down.
ok, fine. that's just the negative side.
to be fair,
life does give a fair bit of thrills and spills of pure bliss
although the frequency stays low.
but such things have been looking less and less colourful as days pass.
soon i fear, i'll turn blind to colour.
in fact im already steadily and surely attaining it.
this, is what i analyse.
this, is what i foresee.
and this, is what i don't want it to be.
but it is...
Crunch
To all who felt tat Friday the 13/11/09 was a bad day:
Cheer up!
Though life's bitter,
Eat more bittergourd.
Fight fire with fire!!!
Cheer up!
Though life's bitter,
Eat more bittergourd.
Fight fire with fire!!!
Friday, 13 November 2009
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
URGHHH...
how come i always feel SOOOO irritated with myself every tues n fri nites!
i jus cant do things well!
i fumble up like always!!!
i go blank.
i make mistakes.
n more mistakes.
old bad habits still not conquered.
n everything jus seems sooooo wrong.
urgh.
wat else am i missing.
wat else can i do to rectify these.
im so darn tired of it.
stupid old mistakes jus keep coming back.
even if i give my all, it's still not enough!
it feels so painful tat i feel like giving up.
im just not gd enough.
i muz admit, my expectations of myself are high.
i wanna see some change.
i dun wanna be stagnant.
i wanna grow too.
conquer myself n my weaknesses.
but it jus aint happening!
pissed. PISSED.
my smile jus turned upside down.
*edit*
i will.. I WILL CONQUER THIS PEAK! ROARS!!!!!
how come i always feel SOOOO irritated with myself every tues n fri nites!
i jus cant do things well!
i fumble up like always!!!
i go blank.
i make mistakes.
n more mistakes.
old bad habits still not conquered.
n everything jus seems sooooo wrong.
urgh.
wat else am i missing.
wat else can i do to rectify these.
im so darn tired of it.
stupid old mistakes jus keep coming back.
even if i give my all, it's still not enough!
it feels so painful tat i feel like giving up.
im just not gd enough.
i muz admit, my expectations of myself are high.
i wanna see some change.
i dun wanna be stagnant.
i wanna grow too.
conquer myself n my weaknesses.
but it jus aint happening!
pissed. PISSED.
my smile jus turned upside down.
*edit*
i will.. I WILL CONQUER THIS PEAK! ROARS!!!!!
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
the Definition
What made me happy this morn:
1) the calmness of the morn
2) e usual weird antics of ShoeBox
3) some partially irritating coursemate to currently mug with
4) getting 28/30 for an algo test. (like finally aft failing all others)
5) confirmation of internship
6) did my calls and was shown hospitality by some agents (except one who muttered a 'nabei' as he ended the call)
guess these are all settled. wats left is e comp and exams.
so what made u happy this morn?
1) the calmness of the morn
2) e usual weird antics of ShoeBox
3) some partially irritating coursemate to currently mug with
4) getting 28/30 for an algo test. (like finally aft failing all others)
5) confirmation of internship
6) did my calls and was shown hospitality by some agents (except one who muttered a 'nabei' as he ended the call)
guess these are all settled. wats left is e comp and exams.
so what made u happy this morn?
Monday, 9 November 2009
Outsourcing
BAH!
not jus low but devoid of both intrinsic n extrinsic motivation.
had to drag my @$$ all e way to sch early early in e wee hrs of e morn to force myself to study.
it takes extreme measures to get some input into my head, for better output in 10 days' time.
i,
i'm gonna sleep in sch.
not jus low but devoid of both intrinsic n extrinsic motivation.
had to drag my @$$ all e way to sch early early in e wee hrs of e morn to force myself to study.
it takes extreme measures to get some input into my head, for better output in 10 days' time.
i,
i'm gonna sleep in sch.
Sunday, 1 November 2009
Thursday, 22 October 2009
Monday, 19 October 2009
anw... Sch's finally 24 hrs again!
time to camp in sch everyday!
yayness!
i can finally shout out tat same phrase i used last sem.
"It's Muggin' time!!!"
ANW, jus a pic of my long-gone toenails.
was rather fun to pluck them out one-by-one!
YAY! it's been a LOOOONG time since i started waking up at 6am.
hard to adjust to e fact tat everything's still dark even after sleepin.
anw, more reports to chiong out by tonight.
plus a presentation to prepare and another quiz to study for.
*yawnz*
time to camp in sch everyday!
yayness!
i can finally shout out tat same phrase i used last sem.
"It's Muggin' time!!!"
ANW, jus a pic of my long-gone toenails.
was rather fun to pluck them out one-by-one!
YAY! it's been a LOOOONG time since i started waking up at 6am.
hard to adjust to e fact tat everything's still dark even after sleepin.
anw, more reports to chiong out by tonight.
plus a presentation to prepare and another quiz to study for.
*yawnz*
Sunday, 18 October 2009
Sunday, 11 October 2009
Thursday, 8 October 2009
Creeper
RARRR!!! scary nightmare i had this morn. thankfully it didnt spoil my mood too much. felt so real, like another prediction of e future. (nope i havent been watching much of flashforward)
e lines between it and reality was blurred so much tat i actually confused it with reality and almost got swayed by it.
anw, life's been tough after recess week.
every deadline jus comes caving in. time's been spent on completing them but my studies hav been neglected. my saved energy bank is near depletion le. i tried to tap on it for e previous few weeks n survived at the bare minimum. i really need an escapade but i dun hav e time.
zzz, how i wish i could go overseas like everone else.
BAH, nvm, i shall stay contented to having not wasted my time doing nth!
busy busyness is a gd thing... aint it not?
e lines between it and reality was blurred so much tat i actually confused it with reality and almost got swayed by it.
anw, life's been tough after recess week.
every deadline jus comes caving in. time's been spent on completing them but my studies hav been neglected. my saved energy bank is near depletion le. i tried to tap on it for e previous few weeks n survived at the bare minimum. i really need an escapade but i dun hav e time.
zzz, how i wish i could go overseas like everone else.
BAH, nvm, i shall stay contented to having not wasted my time doing nth!
busy busyness is a gd thing... aint it not?
Tuesday, 6 October 2009
Saturday, 26 September 2009
eden
FINALLY!
aft ard 10 hrs of exercise ytd,
n ~ 4 hrs of sleep everyday,
i can get some well deserved rest!
10 hrs of sleep sounds really delicious! ^^
aft ard 10 hrs of exercise ytd,
n ~ 4 hrs of sleep everyday,
i can get some well deserved rest!
10 hrs of sleep sounds really delicious! ^^
Friday, 25 September 2009
Dis-connection
Theres been a mighty lot of Deja Vus that I've been experiencing this yr. somehow my entire 2009's images equals to half of the total sum that i ever had.
Its really scary to see one familiar scene after another, n when it all flows into reality, u'll noe tat lost photograph in ur memory comes back from e depths to haunt u.
*edit*
[and yet another precognitive image flashed past at 250909 1635hrs. SCARY ><"]
anw, i shortcircuited the lab twice,
destroyed all traces of some student's hardwork (i think),
caused a commotion,
heard heavy breathing at the back of the lab,
laid another's head down on the table in despair.
e 2nd time came when i plugged in my adapter again into e adjacent powerpoint this time.
all clear at first.
n when e other end of adapter came in contact with laptop,
*bzzzt, bzzzzt*, power down.
-_____-
apologised much n went down to 8 flags computer shop where they declined to try out my adapter.
Hum ji.
lolz.
called NEC jus to find out tat adapter is warranted for 3 yrs.
GOOD.
tried it at another powerpoint outside LT 22.
was expecting a huge blackout n power failure.
expectation violated.
went back to e shop, to ask them to really test it if possible.
rejection num 2.
went to Canteen B to try it out n this time hoping i could shut down e entire Canteen's power!
haha i feel so terrorist-empowered!
expectation violated num 2.
zzz.
it suddenly gets boring from here.
n now i finally gave up the thinking tat i had e ability to disrupt lectures and potentially destroy some lost of info sharing between internet users.
oh well, there's always some other way to cause mischief in sch.
i'm still thinking how.
Its really scary to see one familiar scene after another, n when it all flows into reality, u'll noe tat lost photograph in ur memory comes back from e depths to haunt u.
*edit*
[and yet another precognitive image flashed past at 250909 1635hrs. SCARY ><"]
anw, i shortcircuited the lab twice,
destroyed all traces of some student's hardwork (i think),
caused a commotion,
heard heavy breathing at the back of the lab,
laid another's head down on the table in despair.
e 2nd time came when i plugged in my adapter again into e adjacent powerpoint this time.
all clear at first.
n when e other end of adapter came in contact with laptop,
*bzzzt, bzzzzt*, power down.
-_____-
apologised much n went down to 8 flags computer shop where they declined to try out my adapter.
Hum ji.
lolz.
called NEC jus to find out tat adapter is warranted for 3 yrs.
GOOD.
tried it at another powerpoint outside LT 22.
was expecting a huge blackout n power failure.
expectation violated.
went back to e shop, to ask them to really test it if possible.
rejection num 2.
went to Canteen B to try it out n this time hoping i could shut down e entire Canteen's power!
haha i feel so terrorist-empowered!
expectation violated num 2.
zzz.
it suddenly gets boring from here.
n now i finally gave up the thinking tat i had e ability to disrupt lectures and potentially destroy some lost of info sharing between internet users.
oh well, there's always some other way to cause mischief in sch.
i'm still thinking how.
Wednesday, 23 September 2009
Monday, 21 September 2009
“ Everybody has a secret world inside of them. All of the people of the world, I mean everybody. No matter how dull and boring they are on the outside, inside them they’ve all got unimaginable, magnificent, wonderful, stupid, amazing worlds. Not just one world. Hundreds of them. Thousands maybe."
Neil Gaiman
Saturday, 19 September 2009
Wednesday, 16 September 2009
starve
ARGH!!!
my original cam batt might hav been stolen as well!
it's together with Sam's shoebag!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....
*whimpers*
oh well,
The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away, blessed be the name of the Lord.
my original cam batt might hav been stolen as well!
it's together with Sam's shoebag!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO....
*whimpers*
oh well,
The Lord giveth and the Lord taketh away, blessed be the name of the Lord.
Sunday, 13 September 2009
Friday, 11 September 2009
Thursday, 10 September 2009
scArs (edited 120909)
my cut wounds hurt.
but not more den the hurt it caused to e hearts of man.
which in turn went 1 full circle ard.
i hate u Kitty.
i cant blame u for wat u did.
i still love u,
SB.
the onus is on me.
i cant blame anyone else.
rite kitty?
kitty: "fd-qwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww1anh1w3v aqg"
me: errrr...
but not more den the hurt it caused to e hearts of man.
which in turn went 1 full circle ard.
i cant blame u for wat u did.
i still love u,
SB.
the onus is on me.
i cant blame anyone else.
rite kitty?
kitty: "fd-qwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww1anh1w3v aqg"
me: errrr...
Wednesday, 9 September 2009
Sunday, 6 September 2009
mc^2
my hair's still wet n i dun feel like sleeping.
besides, it's jus a few more hrs til i wake up again.
n i feel terribly awake.
mayb i shall jus not sleep at all.
besides, it's jus a few more hrs til i wake up again.
n i feel terribly awake.
mayb i shall jus not sleep at all.
Saturday, 5 September 2009
the widening
somehow i always hav sudden fevers which go away as fast as they come.
hmm, or mayb it's due to e fact tat i ate Vegetarian for both breakfast n lunch.
one from Cant A while pon-ning lab for halfhour. and the other from Cant B. it aint TAT bad as i expected to be. n who noes, mayb i'll go there to sup more often now!
hmm, elevators... houses... i wonder wat's next?
hmm, or mayb it's due to e fact tat i ate Vegetarian for both breakfast n lunch.
one from Cant A while pon-ning lab for halfhour. and the other from Cant B. it aint TAT bad as i expected to be. n who noes, mayb i'll go there to sup more often now!
hmm, elevators... houses... i wonder wat's next?
Saturday, 29 August 2009
rapture
fever went down already. so now im feeling less of a headache. i guess exercising does help to cure sicknesses. im somehow getting appetite swings. from 12pm onwards i was super hungry, but when it came to nightfall, all appetite was lost. how absurd. bo bian, had to force myself to eat, if not ppl will complain bout me not eating enough. esp my mom! anw, back to work. lotsa things to b done. lotsa stuff to be settled.
Friday, 28 August 2009
the barrier
i guess theres no jogging tonight.
windy is gd, but not when coupled with rain.
most of the stuff more or less settled le.
unless they are procrastinated and left for another day.
ie, i havent touched my 'house' for a week already.
n now, new projects r coming in.
zzz.
feng came over today n thwarted all my plans.
Thanks arr, feng.
LOL.
yeah, but ok lah, i do need to relax once in a while.
killing multitudes of zombies kinda did e destressing trick .
yep somehow, i jus cant let my hair down everyday.
(not tat my hair is short -_-)
but jus tat, theres so many concerns n worries ard me.
i think im stiffening up.
my instincts tells me tat if left alone for mths,
i'll eventually live a reclusive life.
i'll definitely become hostile.
yeah, i think i jus outlived my happy-go-luckiness.
am trying hard to find it back
but my baggage weighs more than a ton.
my shield is up.
"En Garde" runs through my mind every once in a while.
it's heavy, but i cant put it down.
there's jus no time to rest.
gotta prod forward with each millisecond tat im entitled to.
i jus hope sometime soon a boulder will come crashing on me
(like how it jus squashed 2 of my AI teammates)
n THEN, perhaps i may reconsider taking a hiatus.
windy is gd, but not when coupled with rain.
most of the stuff more or less settled le.
unless they are procrastinated and left for another day.
ie, i havent touched my 'house' for a week already.
n now, new projects r coming in.
zzz.
feng came over today n thwarted all my plans.
Thanks arr, feng.
LOL.
yeah, but ok lah, i do need to relax once in a while.
killing multitudes of zombies kinda did e destressing trick .
yep somehow, i jus cant let my hair down everyday.
(not tat my hair is short -_-)
but jus tat, theres so many concerns n worries ard me.
i think im stiffening up.
my instincts tells me tat if left alone for mths,
i'll eventually live a reclusive life.
i'll definitely become hostile.
yeah, i think i jus outlived my happy-go-luckiness.
am trying hard to find it back
but my baggage weighs more than a ton.
my shield is up.
"En Garde" runs through my mind every once in a while.
it's heavy, but i cant put it down.
there's jus no time to rest.
gotta prod forward with each millisecond tat im entitled to.
i jus hope sometime soon a boulder will come crashing on me
(like how it jus squashed 2 of my AI teammates)
n THEN, perhaps i may reconsider taking a hiatus.
Wednesday, 26 August 2009
Degeneration.
1) Sleeping in e toilet
2) Sleeping while riding
3) Sleeping in lecture
4) Sleeping in tutorial
5) Getting lost in JB
6) Sleeping in tuition
7) Mind blankness
8) Sleeping while bathing
9) Applied facial foam on body
10) What's next?
Waking up from etherealism, resigning myself to my former fate.
2) Sleeping while riding
3) Sleeping in lecture
4) Sleeping in tutorial
5) Getting lost in JB
6) Sleeping in tuition
7) Mind blankness
8) Sleeping while bathing
9) Applied facial foam on body
10) What's next?
Waking up from etherealism, resigning myself to my former fate.
Sunday, 23 August 2009
Friday, 21 August 2009
chocobos make me high!
nth ever beats Chocobo theme songs on a jog.
it jus makes u go on further n further n further!
somehow im missing jogging with ppl.
or at least, with ppl tat i can pace with.
i've been kinda 'enlightened' last wed aft i jogged with e ppl from Calvary Pandan.
esp Zhongyan who ran uber uber fast!
tat esp kept me going to try to run as fast as him.
me've been only training steadily my speed, den stamina, den my speed.
nvr really tried e extremes.
(ok lah, except for me 20km jog one night. yes i was crazy)
but this was my extreme speed-intensive run.
*pauses*
motivating.
ah well,
1st, bath.
den comes clearing my hello-kittified camera of photos n vids.
it's totally filled to e brim!
den comes song cutting again.
n lastly, INTERIOR DESIGNING!!!!
WHEE~
ok shucks it's 12 now!
y cant we save 'time' into a bank n use it whenever we like?
hmmm, gotta invent a time-machine 1st.
nvm, as a comp scientist,
i shall build it in e VR world!
=X
it jus makes u go on further n further n further!
somehow im missing jogging with ppl.
or at least, with ppl tat i can pace with.
i've been kinda 'enlightened' last wed aft i jogged with e ppl from Calvary Pandan.
esp Zhongyan who ran uber uber fast!
tat esp kept me going to try to run as fast as him.
me've been only training steadily my speed, den stamina, den my speed.
nvr really tried e extremes.
(ok lah, except for me 20km jog one night. yes i was crazy)
but this was my extreme speed-intensive run.
*pauses*
motivating.
ah well,
1st, bath.
den comes clearing my hello-kittified camera of photos n vids.
it's totally filled to e brim!
den comes song cutting again.
n lastly, INTERIOR DESIGNING!!!!
WHEE~
ok shucks it's 12 now!
y cant we save 'time' into a bank n use it whenever we like?
hmmm, gotta invent a time-machine 1st.
nvm, as a comp scientist,
i shall build it in e VR world!
=X
Wednesday, 19 August 2009
phew, such long days everyday r really gonna slaughter me twice over.
im always pretty much braindead by 9pm already.
by reason of strength, it be til 12am,
it's definitely a miracle!
or adrenaline/sugar rushes from obsessively speeding n drinking highly-sugarnated ice milos.
anw,
i've got houses to build,
papers to mark,
tutorials to do,
many projects upcoming,
assignments n more...
such revelation introduced in e 2nd week already.
i bet theres much more which i totally forgot about.
anw, dinner's all heated up n waiting for me to sup!
yum yarms!
^^
im always pretty much braindead by 9pm already.
by reason of strength, it be til 12am,
it's definitely a miracle!
or adrenaline/sugar rushes from obsessively speeding n drinking highly-sugarnated ice milos.
anw,
i've got houses to build,
papers to mark,
tutorials to do,
many projects upcoming,
assignments n more...
such revelation introduced in e 2nd week already.
i bet theres much more which i totally forgot about.
anw, dinner's all heated up n waiting for me to sup!
yum yarms!
^^
Saturday, 15 August 2009
Thursday, 13 August 2009
half a smile
at 1st, i was expecting this post to start with a 'sigh'
but den again,
i muz say,
miracles DO happen!
when i heard bout e meteor shower jus hrs ago,
i really really wanted to see one!
well, at least it was my chance to be childish jus for once n make a wish at it.
when i got to my personal escape spot at ard 120am,
i realized there was still quite abit of light pollution ard.
but tat didnt deter me!
n aft straining my neck for 10mins,
n still no sign,
i kinda purposed in my heart tat i would not b so blessed to see any tonight.
145am was my deadline.
i stood,
i squatted,
i strained my neck further.
still no traces of meteors...
zzz.
all i got were lots of poofy clouds and lightning flashes at e northern horizon.
n e clouds coming from e southwest were rolling in pretty fast!
within mins, they overtook at least 25% of e nightsky.
tat simply diminshed my viewing pleasure by half.
but no matter, i was taking photographs of e beautiful half moon with its surrounding black clouds.
"Moonriver" started playing in my mind.
a smile etched itself onto my face.
i waited n waited.
den i told myself,
if i could ever see a meteor tonight,
it could only b a miracle.
as time drew past,
i was impatient.
i gave up all hope.
THEN, at 143am,
a flash jus hurried across e sky towards e direction i was facing!
it lasted a sec.
an entire whole second.
I WAS THRILLED!
but well, somehow it wasnt magical.
perhaps coz im jus viewing it alone.
there's no one to share tat experience with.
but i was reminded of the interpretation of my chi name.
just like a glimmer of hope, it burned brightly,
cutting thru e nightsky.
broadening tat smile in my heart.
i was thankful,
yet greedy.
while trotting back home across e carpark,
my gaze was up towards e heavens as i walked backwards.
i hoped for another.
but TOO BAD!
there was none else.
but it's okie!
im sastified.
=X
n now back home, all i can do is hope i wun hav insomnia again for the 6th nite in a row.
somehow im beginning to 'love' 830 lessons more n more.
but den again,
i muz say,
miracles DO happen!
when i heard bout e meteor shower jus hrs ago,
i really really wanted to see one!
well, at least it was my chance to be childish jus for once n make a wish at it.
when i got to my personal escape spot at ard 120am,
i realized there was still quite abit of light pollution ard.
but tat didnt deter me!
n aft straining my neck for 10mins,
n still no sign,
i kinda purposed in my heart tat i would not b so blessed to see any tonight.
145am was my deadline.
i stood,
i squatted,
i strained my neck further.
still no traces of meteors...
zzz.
all i got were lots of poofy clouds and lightning flashes at e northern horizon.
n e clouds coming from e southwest were rolling in pretty fast!
within mins, they overtook at least 25% of e nightsky.
tat simply diminshed my viewing pleasure by half.
but no matter, i was taking photographs of e beautiful half moon with its surrounding black clouds.
"Moonriver" started playing in my mind.
a smile etched itself onto my face.
i waited n waited.
den i told myself,
if i could ever see a meteor tonight,
it could only b a miracle.
as time drew past,
i was impatient.
i gave up all hope.
THEN, at 143am,
a flash jus hurried across e sky towards e direction i was facing!
it lasted a sec.
an entire whole second.
I WAS THRILLED!
but well, somehow it wasnt magical.
perhaps coz im jus viewing it alone.
there's no one to share tat experience with.
but i was reminded of the interpretation of my chi name.
just like a glimmer of hope, it burned brightly,
cutting thru e nightsky.
broadening tat smile in my heart.
i was thankful,
yet greedy.
while trotting back home across e carpark,
my gaze was up towards e heavens as i walked backwards.
i hoped for another.
but TOO BAD!
there was none else.
but it's okie!
im sastified.
=X
n now back home, all i can do is hope i wun hav insomnia again for the 6th nite in a row.
somehow im beginning to 'love' 830 lessons more n more.
Wednesday, 12 August 2009
urgh i terribly want hw210 but there are no more slots.
all coz of e yr 3s n 4s who didnt add them in yr 2.
jus went to JB n back in about 1hr.
explored a new route from e customs towards Wong Ah Fook.
thankfully I was not lost.
phew.
traffic there wasnt as congested.
plus e customs had no queue!
mayb i shd jus go JB every wed aftnoon!
hahaha
breakfast... lunch... dinner... eveything go there bao ka liao.
aft my late morn nap back home,
now im heading back to sch!
but b4 tat i gtg JP to settle some bank stuff.
n at e same time hopefully can sign up for iBanking.
yes, i noe, im still in e old tech when it comes to banking stuff.
e old grey POSB card is still being used since P sch i believe.
n my bankbook's a dull green colour.
muz hav been e aftermath of e primary sch saver's club thingy.
anw, off to sch i go!
(yummy ice milo btw)
all coz of e yr 3s n 4s who didnt add them in yr 2.
jus went to JB n back in about 1hr.
explored a new route from e customs towards Wong Ah Fook.
thankfully I was not lost.
phew.
traffic there wasnt as congested.
plus e customs had no queue!
mayb i shd jus go JB every wed aftnoon!
hahaha
breakfast... lunch... dinner... eveything go there bao ka liao.
aft my late morn nap back home,
now im heading back to sch!
but b4 tat i gtg JP to settle some bank stuff.
n at e same time hopefully can sign up for iBanking.
yes, i noe, im still in e old tech when it comes to banking stuff.
e old grey POSB card is still being used since P sch i believe.
n my bankbook's a dull green colour.
muz hav been e aftermath of e primary sch saver's club thingy.
anw, off to sch i go!
(yummy ice milo btw)
Tuesday, 11 August 2009
the moon still shines
YAYNESS!
finally bought ourselves a new vacuum cleaner!
now i really dun mind helping out with housework with this sexy sleek machine.
sporting solid bumblebee colours of yellow n black, it totally fits ShoeBox's litter box n scoop!
i think it can be counted under his property le!
tuition this morn was gd.
jus tat mayb coz it's e first time we've ever met,
tat kid, n even e mom (?!), seems kinda shy.
they seem like an awe-ful quiet bunch.
sch's starting today,
here comes my hellish nightmare of morn to night lectures n tutorials!
pray tat I'll hav energy to continue on thru e long days ahead.
i think i better buy a small pillow soon!
n find a small corner to sleep in!
happy academic yr 2009 - 2010 to fellow uni frens!
finally bought ourselves a new vacuum cleaner!
now i really dun mind helping out with housework with this sexy sleek machine.
sporting solid bumblebee colours of yellow n black, it totally fits ShoeBox's litter box n scoop!
i think it can be counted under his property le!
tuition this morn was gd.
jus tat mayb coz it's e first time we've ever met,
tat kid, n even e mom (?!), seems kinda shy.
they seem like an awe-ful quiet bunch.
sch's starting today,
here comes my hellish nightmare of morn to night lectures n tutorials!
pray tat I'll hav energy to continue on thru e long days ahead.
i think i better buy a small pillow soon!
n find a small corner to sleep in!
happy academic yr 2009 - 2010 to fellow uni frens!
Monday, 10 August 2009
when i got off my rattan chair n made e usual squeaks one would expect,
ShoeBox instinctively stared at me with his squinty-eyed glare.
it kinda reminded me of someone without glasses.
anw, i was reminded of a dream i had a long long time ago.
i guess perhaps only 1 other person in e world knew bout this special dream.
i hope u're reading this n knowing tat it's exclusively between me n you.
time seems to flow slowly,
grey silhouettes of faces flash pass as i run...
the only dream where i consciously teared as i awoke.
how reminiscent.
well, i do noe some dreams turn into reality.
ive had more den a couple of them already.
its more den jus cases of deja vu.
it's like, remembering e future prophesied in e past.
how amazing.
but i jus wonder...
will this,
this old dream resurface n appear in my future?
who knows?
time for bed,
tml morn's my 1st ever tuition.
PRAY FOR ME!
ShoeBox instinctively stared at me with his squinty-eyed glare.
it kinda reminded me of someone without glasses.
anw, i was reminded of a dream i had a long long time ago.
i guess perhaps only 1 other person in e world knew bout this special dream.
i hope u're reading this n knowing tat it's exclusively between me n you.
time seems to flow slowly,
grey silhouettes of faces flash pass as i run...
the only dream where i consciously teared as i awoke.
how reminiscent.
well, i do noe some dreams turn into reality.
ive had more den a couple of them already.
its more den jus cases of deja vu.
it's like, remembering e future prophesied in e past.
how amazing.
but i jus wonder...
will this,
this old dream resurface n appear in my future?
who knows?
time for bed,
tml morn's my 1st ever tuition.
PRAY FOR ME!
Saturday, 8 August 2009
Tips to mastering self-entertainment
1) Be curious about everything:
-Bite the plastic bag.
-Bite wires
-Bite strings
-Bite towels
-Bite ropes
-Bite soft toys
-Bite newspapers
-Bite human hands n feet
-Bite each moving object
-ahhhh, heck, jus bite everything u can sink ur teeth in.
2) Pester one'smaster slave:
-Wake him up at unearthly hrs in e night
-Whine nonstop about lack of food
-Dig sand everywhere
-Bite him ----> (point 1)
-Step over him when sleeping
-> Aim his face n throat
-Run up n down e living room n any empty space
-Climb to the highest restricted area you can find.
-> The more restricted, the better the result.
-Take his chair so that your slave does not have a place of rest
->Sleep on it if possible
-Hog his bag and bite it
-Claw your way up shorts to get to that juicy length of drawstring rope
3)Explore places you've never been before
-Behind the refridgerator
-Behind the washing machine n dryer
-Behind the TV
-Up on the dining table
-> Aim for e food if any
-Inside carton boxes
-Inside plastic bags
-Under the bed
-Behind the computer
-The world beyond 'The Door'
4) Chase your own tail
-Bite the plastic bag.
-Bite wires
-Bite strings
-Bite towels
-Bite ropes
-Bite soft toys
-Bite newspapers
-Bite human hands n feet
-Bite each moving object
-ahhhh, heck, jus bite everything u can sink ur teeth in.
2) Pester one's
-Wake him up at unearthly hrs in e night
-Whine nonstop about lack of food
-Dig sand everywhere
-Bite him ----> (point 1)
-Step over him when sleeping
-> Aim his face n throat
-Run up n down e living room n any empty space
-Climb to the highest restricted area you can find.
-> The more restricted, the better the result.
-Take his chair so that your slave does not have a place of rest
->Sleep on it if possible
-Hog his bag and bite it
-Claw your way up shorts to get to that juicy length of drawstring rope
3)Explore places you've never been before
-Behind the refridgerator
-Behind the washing machine n dryer
-Behind the TV
-Up on the dining table
-> Aim for e food if any
-Inside carton boxes
-Inside plastic bags
-Under the bed
-Behind the computer
-The world beyond 'The Door'
4) Chase your own tail
Friday, 7 August 2009
Today's Today
Checklist for 060809:
go to sch for lecture? Checked.
eat tat Chicken O'? Checked.
go gym? Checked.
eat roti john? Checked.
get swarmed over msn? Checked.
check mails? Checked.
head over to JB alone? Checked.
bought supper? Checked.
left key in bike while getting supper? Checked.
didnt realize it til i got back to bike? Checked.
bike stolen? Unchecked.
lost my way coz they cordoned off this stupid area under e highway? Checked.
went to a detour to n fro along e highway finding an exit to U-turn? Checked.
heck-cared bout e red lights? Checked.
did illegal turns here n there? Checked.
found new Shell tat requires u to pay b4 u top-up? Checked.
was wondering how much i'll noe to top-up? Checked.
found out tat 15RM didnt fill much? Checked.
scurried up n down along e highway again to find e usual exit? Checked.
made my way to e old Shell to top up 5RM more? Checked.
paid? Checked.
unexpectedly confirmed tat i had 1RM more? Checked.
realized there was enough space for ard 1RM more of petrol? Checked.
rode thru e race circuit-like bends n almost-U-turns over e causeway? Checked.
forgot to take off helmet at SG checkpt? Checked.
went into Goods Declaration Bay for cars? Checked.
detoured to e one for bikes? Checked.
finally made my way home? Checked.
type this disturbingly long post? Checked.
eat supper n bathe? Unchecked.
phew, wat an eventful day.
go to sch for lecture? Checked.
eat tat Chicken O'? Checked.
go gym? Checked.
eat roti john? Checked.
get swarmed over msn? Checked.
check mails? Checked.
head over to JB alone? Checked.
bought supper? Checked.
left key in bike while getting supper? Checked.
didnt realize it til i got back to bike? Checked.
bike stolen? Unchecked.
lost my way coz they cordoned off this stupid area under e highway? Checked.
went to a detour to n fro along e highway finding an exit to U-turn? Checked.
heck-cared bout e red lights? Checked.
did illegal turns here n there? Checked.
found new Shell tat requires u to pay b4 u top-up? Checked.
was wondering how much i'll noe to top-up? Checked.
found out tat 15RM didnt fill much? Checked.
scurried up n down along e highway again to find e usual exit? Checked.
made my way to e old Shell to top up 5RM more? Checked.
paid? Checked.
unexpectedly confirmed tat i had 1RM more? Checked.
realized there was enough space for ard 1RM more of petrol? Checked.
rode thru e race circuit-like bends n almost-U-turns over e causeway? Checked.
forgot to take off helmet at SG checkpt? Checked.
went into Goods Declaration Bay for cars? Checked.
detoured to e one for bikes? Checked.
finally made my way home? Checked.
type this disturbingly long post? Checked.
eat supper n bathe? Unchecked.
phew, wat an eventful day.
Thursday, 6 August 2009
little changes in our game
wat a foggy day it is.
somehow it looks abit like genting to me.
anw, it's jus a few days left to enjoy e bliss of hols b4 all academic turmoil starts to tumble in n pervade our sentient minds.
but off to sch i go yet again.
somehow it looks abit like genting to me.
anw, it's jus a few days left to enjoy e bliss of hols b4 all academic turmoil starts to tumble in n pervade our sentient minds.
but off to sch i go yet again.
Sunday, 2 August 2009
Thursday, 30 July 2009
not a wink
n no, i didnt hav any sleep at all.
was something bothering me??
wat could b on my mind?
or was it coz of e late nights?
i jus hope it's e latter.
was something bothering me??
wat could b on my mind?
or was it coz of e late nights?
i jus hope it's e latter.
7
phew, long long long nights again.
like i said, i've been sleeping at 9am n 7am for e past 2 nights.
1 thing is tat i tried out Windows 7 Ultimate aft my bro bought it from JB.
nxt is tat i tried, for e umpteenth time to fix tat 'dead' tv tuner in my com.
oh well, i had e high hope of my touchscreen PC to function MUCH MUCH better with win 7 since it had better touch capabilities.
i was thinking of multi touch, like those on e iPhone/iTouch.
it was promisable!
it happened!
but not on my version of HP Touchsmart.
zzz.
only e newer versions get to enjoy such thrills.
stupid NextDriver, creating only drivers for mine which r incompatible with win 7.
anw, woke at ard 230pm on tues aft a loong gruelling "(dunno how many hrs) of waiting for 7 to install.
had to research e pros n cons of installing b4 actually getting down to it.
but aft 7 was done.
it looked marvellous!
remem Vista Ultimate allowed for Videos as desktop wallpapers?
this time 7 ultimate allows for a slideshow!
n has new operating sounds to boot!
chimes or funky tunes now available.
but i had to tweak n reinstall drivers etc.
esp tat audio splitter tat allowed for a 5.1 system. ^^
but all in all, i like this new OS.
faster den vista!
ok mayb jus a bit.
but well, arent things nice for a change?
only con is tat it hangs more often now.
seems like theres some discontinuity for my PC since certain inbuilt HP programs cant work with 7.
but well, things r getting better.
5.1 audio is jus so pleasant to e ears. =]
woke at 230pm with e thought of going swimming while e sun was hot.
(i havent done any swimming with e sun in e sky for mths!)
n gym too!
but aft delays from fried rice (YAAAARrrMM)
n petting kitty.
finally reach sch to return keys, draw keys, book rooms etc b4 heading to e overcrowded swimming pool where Student Union n Sports Club FOC were having their activities!
booked from 830 to 5pm!
zzzzzz
im NOT swimming in a pool tat has been overcrowded.
n i dun hav a hot bod like them, im shy! ><
so i headed for a gym from 4 toil 5 where i ran 2.4 on e treadmill at about 11mins i think.
a large amt of time was spent walking for warmup so i didnt noe how long i took oso.
did more stretching b4 its time to hit e metal!
n now my abdomen's so sour!
arms n legs too!
den i had this crazy idea aft gym.
i left my bags n bike back at e studio b4 walking to Macs at North Spine to buy dinner!
n it took me bout 45 mins to travel there, buy, and walk back.
now im appreciating my bike more!
yeah, so much time to spare, wat else to do.
so aft dinner i jus slept while waiting for ppl to come in.
n amazingly, long-time-no-seen ppl like Jeremy n Jane arrived!
n even Leyi, our long long ago senior.
haha.
ok lar, honestly even if no one arrived, i wouldnt sleep all e way.
i'll jus b bored tat there'll b no one else. tats all.
but yeap, i was struck in e back of my head when e msg tat my basics were deteriorating fell upon my ears.
i felt useless.
all those mths n i developed bad habits le.
for sure, irritation n frustration came fleeting by.
lost much confidence there too.
but yeah, most of e time, i feel REALLY stagnant.
or on a downhill.
i always come to think tat my partner is slowly becoming better n better but as for me, im not improving.
this gave me another strike on e back of my head.
i feel like a letdown.
i feel like im pulling her down when she could be much more den she could be.
discouragement persists...
but no, im gonna hav to prac harder, try harder n make sure i wun fall into e pits!
no matter how egoistic i may appear to be, i wanna b on par.
i dun wanna fall behind!
well, at least i dun wanna b a wet blanket.
but yeah, its jus so hard to overcome e physical barrier.
it takes lots n lots of drilling since i hav no talent in it.
(while for others, it seems all so natural for them. at times, im jealous.)
wat to do now when expectations r higher for us now tat we're at this junction n we cant meet up to them?
but perhaps have we been comparing with e wrong ppl?
nah i guess not.
since e ones we were comparing to were ourselves.
we still havent surpassed ourselves.
i wun deny it,
im weak.
im only a nobody who is dependable on my Lord to give me strength.
all blessings are from Him.
but sometimes i still cant shake off tat feeling tat my strength is not enough to overcome obtacles i face.
it feels, pitiful. (n definitely weak)
wat a clingy n bothering feel it is.
sometimes it's so disheartening to noe tat u've put in effort but e results dun show it.
im not usually a pessimist but sometimes my intuition tells me jus tat.
it shows me a downhill path frm henceforth.
more discouragement arises.
or perhaps im jus thinking too much now tat my brain is at rest from my studies.
yeah i think i am.
zzzzz.
it pays to be free sometimes.
anw, i had a great dinner aft Pop&Lock this aftnoon.
had to go down to Alexandra to collect my road tax n insurance from e bike shop there.
phew!
i made it in time!
it closed jus 25mins aft patronising them.
anw, met up with Wil, supposedly to go bike surveying, but since e shops closed, we still met up for dinner.
well, his supposed BS meeting was cancelled since everyone kinda disappeared n was uncontactable.
we ate Poached Salmon at Ikea!
it was fabulous!
totally loved e sauce topping tat enveloped e fish.
n wats more, free flow of drinks!
wheeee~!
yeah, aft tat i headed down to SnG at bugis aft stressing myself out on thinking of a way to reach there frm where i was.
yes, i forgot bout AYE(ECP).
i was sooooo worried tat i'll b late n reach aft e stipulated time of 9pm, but thank God tat e OIC, Freddy (we call him Uncle Freddy), was later den me!
*breathes*
had a long briefing (or rather, lots of sidetracking bout e purposes of doing wateva we're doing now. like "y do we study" etc. not forgetting e frequent flirting with e 3 young poly girls who equally taunted him [ok mayb only 1 of them did])
n we ended our talk at 1040pm.
hung ard abit more to check up on Mario and his sleekness
(yes serene, stop swooning over it, wipe ur drool)
b4 saying my goodbyes n making my way back home to prepare for tml's conference and IPPT.
n kitty has a new nick from my frens: FatalisCat
he scratches, he bites, he doesnt tailswipe but he's deadly. and FAST!
better treasure my sleep while i can.
no more tweaking of windows 7 tonight!
might want to do a fresh install if possible
but tat might mean i'll hav to backup EVERYTHING!
now, where can i find space to do tat?
hmmmm.
oh well, ship reach bridge head, naturally straight.
shall let e things of the morrow worry for itself.
'Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof. -Matt 6:34'
(n yes! my torrent is picking up speed aft being stagnant at 0 - 0.2kb/s for weeks!)
hip hip hooray!
(hip's better this week too ^^)
like i said, i've been sleeping at 9am n 7am for e past 2 nights.
1 thing is tat i tried out Windows 7 Ultimate aft my bro bought it from JB.
nxt is tat i tried, for e umpteenth time to fix tat 'dead' tv tuner in my com.
oh well, i had e high hope of my touchscreen PC to function MUCH MUCH better with win 7 since it had better touch capabilities.
i was thinking of multi touch, like those on e iPhone/iTouch.
it was promisable!
it happened!
but not on my version of HP Touchsmart.
zzz.
only e newer versions get to enjoy such thrills.
stupid NextDriver, creating only drivers for mine which r incompatible with win 7.
anw, woke at ard 230pm on tues aft a loong gruelling "(dunno how many hrs) of waiting for 7 to install.
had to research e pros n cons of installing b4 actually getting down to it.
but aft 7 was done.
it looked marvellous!
remem Vista Ultimate allowed for Videos as desktop wallpapers?
this time 7 ultimate allows for a slideshow!
n has new operating sounds to boot!
chimes or funky tunes now available.
but i had to tweak n reinstall drivers etc.
esp tat audio splitter tat allowed for a 5.1 system. ^^
but all in all, i like this new OS.
faster den vista!
ok mayb jus a bit.
but well, arent things nice for a change?
only con is tat it hangs more often now.
seems like theres some discontinuity for my PC since certain inbuilt HP programs cant work with 7.
but well, things r getting better.
5.1 audio is jus so pleasant to e ears. =]
woke at 230pm with e thought of going swimming while e sun was hot.
(i havent done any swimming with e sun in e sky for mths!)
n gym too!
but aft delays from fried rice (YAAAARrrMM)
n petting kitty.
finally reach sch to return keys, draw keys, book rooms etc b4 heading to e overcrowded swimming pool where Student Union n Sports Club FOC were having their activities!
booked from 830 to 5pm!
zzzzzz
im NOT swimming in a pool tat has been overcrowded.
n i dun hav a hot bod like them, im shy! ><
so i headed for a gym from 4 toil 5 where i ran 2.4 on e treadmill at about 11mins i think.
a large amt of time was spent walking for warmup so i didnt noe how long i took oso.
did more stretching b4 its time to hit e metal!
n now my abdomen's so sour!
arms n legs too!
den i had this crazy idea aft gym.
i left my bags n bike back at e studio b4 walking to Macs at North Spine to buy dinner!
n it took me bout 45 mins to travel there, buy, and walk back.
now im appreciating my bike more!
yeah, so much time to spare, wat else to do.
so aft dinner i jus slept while waiting for ppl to come in.
n amazingly, long-time-no-seen ppl like Jeremy n Jane arrived!
n even Leyi, our long long ago senior.
haha.
ok lar, honestly even if no one arrived, i wouldnt sleep all e way.
i'll jus b bored tat there'll b no one else. tats all.
but yeap, i was struck in e back of my head when e msg tat my basics were deteriorating fell upon my ears.
i felt useless.
all those mths n i developed bad habits le.
for sure, irritation n frustration came fleeting by.
lost much confidence there too.
but yeah, most of e time, i feel REALLY stagnant.
or on a downhill.
i always come to think tat my partner is slowly becoming better n better but as for me, im not improving.
this gave me another strike on e back of my head.
i feel like a letdown.
i feel like im pulling her down when she could be much more den she could be.
discouragement persists...
but no, im gonna hav to prac harder, try harder n make sure i wun fall into e pits!
no matter how egoistic i may appear to be, i wanna b on par.
i dun wanna fall behind!
well, at least i dun wanna b a wet blanket.
but yeah, its jus so hard to overcome e physical barrier.
it takes lots n lots of drilling since i hav no talent in it.
(while for others, it seems all so natural for them. at times, im jealous.)
wat to do now when expectations r higher for us now tat we're at this junction n we cant meet up to them?
but perhaps have we been comparing with e wrong ppl?
nah i guess not.
since e ones we were comparing to were ourselves.
we still havent surpassed ourselves.
i wun deny it,
im weak.
im only a nobody who is dependable on my Lord to give me strength.
all blessings are from Him.
but sometimes i still cant shake off tat feeling tat my strength is not enough to overcome obtacles i face.
it feels, pitiful. (n definitely weak)
wat a clingy n bothering feel it is.
sometimes it's so disheartening to noe tat u've put in effort but e results dun show it.
im not usually a pessimist but sometimes my intuition tells me jus tat.
it shows me a downhill path frm henceforth.
more discouragement arises.
or perhaps im jus thinking too much now tat my brain is at rest from my studies.
yeah i think i am.
zzzzz.
it pays to be free sometimes.
anw, i had a great dinner aft Pop&Lock this aftnoon.
had to go down to Alexandra to collect my road tax n insurance from e bike shop there.
phew!
i made it in time!
it closed jus 25mins aft patronising them.
anw, met up with Wil, supposedly to go bike surveying, but since e shops closed, we still met up for dinner.
well, his supposed BS meeting was cancelled since everyone kinda disappeared n was uncontactable.
we ate Poached Salmon at Ikea!
it was fabulous!
totally loved e sauce topping tat enveloped e fish.
n wats more, free flow of drinks!
wheeee~!
yeah, aft tat i headed down to SnG at bugis aft stressing myself out on thinking of a way to reach there frm where i was.
yes, i forgot bout AYE(ECP).
i was sooooo worried tat i'll b late n reach aft e stipulated time of 9pm, but thank God tat e OIC, Freddy (we call him Uncle Freddy), was later den me!
*breathes*
had a long briefing (or rather, lots of sidetracking bout e purposes of doing wateva we're doing now. like "y do we study" etc. not forgetting e frequent flirting with e 3 young poly girls who equally taunted him [ok mayb only 1 of them did])
n we ended our talk at 1040pm.
hung ard abit more to check up on Mario and his sleekness
(yes serene, stop swooning over it, wipe ur drool)
b4 saying my goodbyes n making my way back home to prepare for tml's conference and IPPT.
n kitty has a new nick from my frens: FatalisCat
he scratches, he bites, he doesnt tailswipe but he's deadly. and FAST!
better treasure my sleep while i can.
no more tweaking of windows 7 tonight!
might want to do a fresh install if possible
but tat might mean i'll hav to backup EVERYTHING!
now, where can i find space to do tat?
hmmmm.
oh well, ship reach bridge head, naturally straight.
shall let e things of the morrow worry for itself.
'Take therefore no thought for the morrow: for the morrow shall take thought for the things of itself. Sufficient unto the day is the evil thereof. -Matt 6:34'
(n yes! my torrent is picking up speed aft being stagnant at 0 - 0.2kb/s for weeks!)
hip hip hooray!
(hip's better this week too ^^)
Tuesday, 28 July 2009
it's been so long since i last ran in e drizzle.
e refreshing drops of rain quicken me to pick up my pace, yet urging me to stay in this race.
e park route ard zhenghua is finally open!
aft 2 mths of construction n rebuilding.
it's e usual place where i can get my imagination running wild.
shadows all ard me,
e faint glimmer of e lamp rays,
coupled with e fallen huge leaves on e pathway lead me to interpret those shapes on the floor.
could it be a rat? a kitten? junk? litter? or jus another fallen leaf?
all ard the estates n past e 7-11s and Macs which led me craving for savoury foodstuf.
as my legs kept moving, my stomach was craving.
MUSHROOM SWISS DOUBLE!
n later a 2nd crave:
CARL'S JR.!
if i had all e money in e world, i'd eat Carl's til i'd b sick of it!
had a Vitasoy aft my run. I finally carried some cash with me for runs!
only a dollar for a drink.
but i was greedy.
i wanted a tube of popsicle too!
but too bad Vitasoy was worth exactly a dollar.
zzz.
but i was nvr in time for e local neighbourhood mamashop to b open during my previous runs.
this time i started out earlier at ard 10+ n ended run at 12am.
phew phew.
n e loooong workouts tat came aft left me begging for more Vitasoy.
i scrimped each n every drop of juice in my mouth.
taking sips n not gulping it down.
n i realized tat as i did my situps or any other workout,
i'd b under this tree with a huge wide canopy tat extended to e far ends of e exercise corner.
remem e talks about trees and nitefall n 'dun look up'?
haha, i think i did 100 situps in total.
bleah.
ahhh well, i did most of my exercises facing e tree trunk.
BAH.
n now tat im home,
i'll have to plan out tml's activities.
wake up, hopefully get a Big Mac Meal in sch b4 collecting e keys to e dance studio while returning e seminar room 1 key and book more slots for friday practices.
(hmmmm, shdnt fridays be held at Hall 13 when sch starts instead?)
n book e studio/sem room specially for ex-pres CY on thurs night.
den go for a swim!
or gym 1st?
ok mayb gym 1st, den i relak in e pool while swimming n tanning. =]
all e way til dinnertime.
i bet im gonna eat alone this time.
everyone seems to be away again.
but oh wells, who cares?
i can eat at my own pace.
a VERY VERY slow pace.
hhahaa.
k, it's 310 now. i better b off to bed.
kitty's been transferred to sis room.
FINALLY.
gotta let her noe how hard it is to stay asleep in e mid of e night while he runs n jumps n whines with every big movement tat u make.
seems like she hasnt stepped out of her room since she stayed inside.
usually she would go to e loo every half to 1 hr.
but i guess not this nite!
n yes, i still crave mushroom swiss.
CHEEEEEEEEEEESSEEE...
e refreshing drops of rain quicken me to pick up my pace, yet urging me to stay in this race.
e park route ard zhenghua is finally open!
aft 2 mths of construction n rebuilding.
it's e usual place where i can get my imagination running wild.
shadows all ard me,
e faint glimmer of e lamp rays,
coupled with e fallen huge leaves on e pathway lead me to interpret those shapes on the floor.
could it be a rat? a kitten? junk? litter? or jus another fallen leaf?
all ard the estates n past e 7-11s and Macs which led me craving for savoury foodstuf.
as my legs kept moving, my stomach was craving.
MUSHROOM SWISS DOUBLE!
n later a 2nd crave:
CARL'S JR.!
if i had all e money in e world, i'd eat Carl's til i'd b sick of it!
had a Vitasoy aft my run. I finally carried some cash with me for runs!
only a dollar for a drink.
but i was greedy.
i wanted a tube of popsicle too!
but too bad Vitasoy was worth exactly a dollar.
zzz.
but i was nvr in time for e local neighbourhood mamashop to b open during my previous runs.
this time i started out earlier at ard 10+ n ended run at 12am.
phew phew.
n e loooong workouts tat came aft left me begging for more Vitasoy.
i scrimped each n every drop of juice in my mouth.
taking sips n not gulping it down.
n i realized tat as i did my situps or any other workout,
i'd b under this tree with a huge wide canopy tat extended to e far ends of e exercise corner.
remem e talks about trees and nitefall n 'dun look up'?
haha, i think i did 100 situps in total.
bleah.
ahhh well, i did most of my exercises facing e tree trunk.
BAH.
n now tat im home,
i'll have to plan out tml's activities.
wake up, hopefully get a Big Mac Meal in sch b4 collecting e keys to e dance studio while returning e seminar room 1 key and book more slots for friday practices.
(hmmmm, shdnt fridays be held at Hall 13 when sch starts instead?)
n book e studio/sem room specially for ex-pres CY on thurs night.
den go for a swim!
or gym 1st?
ok mayb gym 1st, den i relak in e pool while swimming n tanning. =]
all e way til dinnertime.
i bet im gonna eat alone this time.
everyone seems to be away again.
but oh wells, who cares?
i can eat at my own pace.
a VERY VERY slow pace.
hhahaa.
k, it's 310 now. i better b off to bed.
kitty's been transferred to sis room.
FINALLY.
gotta let her noe how hard it is to stay asleep in e mid of e night while he runs n jumps n whines with every big movement tat u make.
seems like she hasnt stepped out of her room since she stayed inside.
usually she would go to e loo every half to 1 hr.
but i guess not this nite!
n yes, i still crave mushroom swiss.
CHEEEEEEEEEEESSEEE...
Monday, 27 July 2009
3 more bloodied scratches since fri.
kitty has now learnt to climb up my hi-fi n onto e dining table.
dangerous dangerous!
tats where e iron is kept too!
i wonder how long more i can keep him from it.
necessary punishments hav alr been meted out.
n now he's afraid to enter e kitchen!
yayness.
nxt is my mom's room n den e dining table.
thank God i live on e 19th storey. *winks*
oh n on sat, me travelled to n fro.
from home, rode to haw par, parked there n met frens at suntec, den went back to haw par for Hello Kitty's 21st party.
had a wonderful time fulfiling camwhore needs of my fellow frens.
took like ard 216 pics in total...
n today im supposed to go sch to swim gym n n most imptly to return e Seminar room 1 key,
but e weather forbids me to.
IPPT's on thurs n i havent really trained for it.
can only bank on my jog tonight.
n gym tml.
oh wells, slack time for me now!
e slackier e better.
in time to come, i'll get so sick of being slack n hopefully chiong when nxt sem arrives.
but den, who would ever get sick of 'heaven' and wish for 'hell' instead?
kitty has now learnt to climb up my hi-fi n onto e dining table.
dangerous dangerous!
tats where e iron is kept too!
i wonder how long more i can keep him from it.
necessary punishments hav alr been meted out.
n now he's afraid to enter e kitchen!
yayness.
nxt is my mom's room n den e dining table.
thank God i live on e 19th storey. *winks*
oh n on sat, me travelled to n fro.
from home, rode to haw par, parked there n met frens at suntec, den went back to haw par for Hello Kitty's 21st party.
had a wonderful time fulfiling camwhore needs of my fellow frens.
took like ard 216 pics in total...
n today im supposed to go sch to swim gym n n most imptly to return e Seminar room 1 key,
but e weather forbids me to.
IPPT's on thurs n i havent really trained for it.
can only bank on my jog tonight.
n gym tml.
oh wells, slack time for me now!
e slackier e better.
in time to come, i'll get so sick of being slack n hopefully chiong when nxt sem arrives.
but den, who would ever get sick of 'heaven' and wish for 'hell' instead?
Saturday, 25 July 2009
GREAT!
i spent another 500 for bike insurance and road tax.
oh well, wat to do.
it's this time of e yr again.
i believe i whined alot last yr too!
sry tie.
but oh wells,
it's worth saving up all those time lost thru travelling to n fro.
n yep, i managed to wakeup in time thanks to qy. =]
got my keys, booked rooms, n rushed down to bukit batok VICOM for a quick inspection.
im amazed i passed without 1st 'consulting' e bike shop jus opp to rectify any non-passable conditions, esp Carbon monoxide issues if any.
phew phew.
thank God i went to service my bike n mSia few nights ago!
biked down later to alexandra area to fork out tat $500 to e bike shop.
n back to sch for me.
all in time to open up at 630pm with nary a soul in sight.
stoned for ard half hour while listening to e charismatics nxt door n their speaking in tongues.
boring friday it is without everyone else.
could hav jus sat there all night long.
sitting around, all night long.
thankfully Mr Ivan popped by!
if not perhaps i'd jus have slept in e room.
n argh, im supposed to sleep like 3hrs ago!
wat am i doing online now?
gosh.
poor me, kitty pushed me away when i tried to kiss him. bleah.
i spent another 500 for bike insurance and road tax.
oh well, wat to do.
it's this time of e yr again.
i believe i whined alot last yr too!
sry tie.
but oh wells,
it's worth saving up all those time lost thru travelling to n fro.
n yep, i managed to wakeup in time thanks to qy. =]
got my keys, booked rooms, n rushed down to bukit batok VICOM for a quick inspection.
im amazed i passed without 1st 'consulting' e bike shop jus opp to rectify any non-passable conditions, esp Carbon monoxide issues if any.
phew phew.
thank God i went to service my bike n mSia few nights ago!
biked down later to alexandra area to fork out tat $500 to e bike shop.
n back to sch for me.
all in time to open up at 630pm with nary a soul in sight.
stoned for ard half hour while listening to e charismatics nxt door n their speaking in tongues.
boring friday it is without everyone else.
could hav jus sat there all night long.
sitting around, all night long.
thankfully Mr Ivan popped by!
if not perhaps i'd jus have slept in e room.
n argh, im supposed to sleep like 3hrs ago!
wat am i doing online now?
gosh.
poor me, kitty pushed me away when i tried to kiss him. bleah.
Friday, 24 July 2009
gd morning world!
phew, i haven sleep a wink yet.
fingers havng slight burns from soldering plastic on my bike.
or rather, 'stitching' up my bike with a bottle of 100 plus.
am currently feeling very very very faint from inhaling all e toxic fumes 1 would get from burning plastic and lack of sleep at this hr. but still, a sense of achievement is achieved. although some stitches kinda cracked abit but overall it looks nicey!
time to find tat unique blue spray paint colour!
i doubt it can even b found since it's custom-made.
either way, im supposed to send it for inspection and to e bike shop a alexandra but i doubt i can even wakeup to get e key from e seminar room later in the aftnoon.
if anyone sees this plea for a wakeup call, pls make sure im up n vrooming by ard 3pm will ya?
if no one sees this den i guess i'll b uber late n e office will close.
bathe n sleep.
no wait,
bathe n coax kitty to sleep.
den i sleep.
@.@
(whirly-eyed; too much fumes)
phew, i haven sleep a wink yet.
fingers havng slight burns from soldering plastic on my bike.
or rather, 'stitching' up my bike with a bottle of 100 plus.
am currently feeling very very very faint from inhaling all e toxic fumes 1 would get from burning plastic and lack of sleep at this hr. but still, a sense of achievement is achieved. although some stitches kinda cracked abit but overall it looks nicey!
time to find tat unique blue spray paint colour!
i doubt it can even b found since it's custom-made.
either way, im supposed to send it for inspection and to e bike shop a alexandra but i doubt i can even wakeup to get e key from e seminar room later in the aftnoon.
if anyone sees this plea for a wakeup call, pls make sure im up n vrooming by ard 3pm will ya?
if no one sees this den i guess i'll b uber late n e office will close.
bathe n sleep.
no wait,
bathe n coax kitty to sleep.
den i sleep.
@.@
(whirly-eyed; too much fumes)
Thursday, 23 July 2009
urgh, im tired.
me jus came back from JB aft servicing my bike for lets say... 350RM?
Full service plus Decarbonising of pipe + new Sproket n Chain + new clutch cable + new battery + new gasket + new piston ring.
n not forgetting topping up of fuel of 13.5RM.
n oso tat Ramly Special Daging burger with cheese n milo for 5.5RM.
phew. im soooooo broke now.
gotta now find some talent tat i hav in order to busk in e streets.
had abit of heat overwhelming me at night but aft some panadol, im pretty much piped down.
thank God for no fever.
phew phew.
ok thursday is gonna b my sleep in day.
hopefully, since i woke up at ard this time 24hrs ago. n n sleeping at this time 24hrs ago.
stupid rain so no partial eclipse viewing at NUS.
gd night world.
me jus came back from JB aft servicing my bike for lets say... 350RM?
Full service plus Decarbonising of pipe + new Sproket n Chain + new clutch cable + new battery + new gasket + new piston ring.
n not forgetting topping up of fuel of 13.5RM.
n oso tat Ramly Special Daging burger with cheese n milo for 5.5RM.
phew. im soooooo broke now.
gotta now find some talent tat i hav in order to busk in e streets.
had abit of heat overwhelming me at night but aft some panadol, im pretty much piped down.
thank God for no fever.
phew phew.
ok thursday is gonna b my sleep in day.
hopefully, since i woke up at ard this time 24hrs ago. n n sleeping at this time 24hrs ago.
stupid rain so no partial eclipse viewing at NUS.
gd night world.
Wednesday, 22 July 2009
Earth Trek
walk walk walk take picture!
hahaha
trekking today was great!
got to take lotsa pics n had lotsa new experiences.
talked to a fam of tourists from Australia too!
Tom n Taryan and their daughter Franchester (Frankie for short).
literally got in touch with Nature too!
n i was silently humming 'This is my Father's world' as i hiked up.
not as much mozzies as i expected,
but ALOT more squirrels!
i was at a point where there were ard 4 to 5 squirrels jus surrounding me!
i was sore afraid of being swarmed by them.
n when i finally reached e summit, e view wasnt as perfect as expected.
surrounded by trees all over.
zzz.
but it was there tat i met e frenly tourists n recommended places to travel to!
aft a long chat with them, we parted ways n i found my way towards e quarry.
for 1 thing,
it was ultra breezy on a sunny aftnoon!
hav a vid of how e trees rattled.
i was again afraid of bugs or ants falling towards my face.
but i enjoyed it for at least 5mins b4 e wind died down.
den i decided to venture thru e fauna green path which took me away from e main paths but into e jungle with yet more steep steps akin to those when i took e harsh yellow path.
for a lil moment i was pondering wat will happen if i allowed ShoeBox to roam free in there.
will he even survive?
will he turn vegetarian?
anw, i pressed on thru more dangerous looking steps n came to many quirly sights!
did i mention i stole a chateh looking seed from e reserve?
hahaha, it twirls in e air gracefully as it falls with a loud thud.
perhaps tats e inspiration from which chatehs came about.
aft snooping ard Bukit Timah Nature Reserve,
i headed to e adjacent park of Hindhede n towards e Singapore quarry.
e view was FASCINATING!!!!
lovely!
i was in awe,
speechless awe.
u shd see it 1st hand!
n there was this swirling pattern on e surface of e pond, littered by leaves n petals.
it looked as if e Milky Way had invaded it.
specks of green n yellow on 1 side of e lake only.
interesting.
n e playground there looks like one from a deserted town.
a town tat one one has visited for yrs.
no one to groom it or even sweep up dead leaves.
felt as if i was transported to another dimension suddenly.
think red skies and black clouds with ashes flying in e wind.
sounds so post-apocalyptic.
in fact, it seems so vivid tat i can visualize it in full HD.
ah well,
this is wat u get when u combine a bored to death indoor male seeking some form of outdoor thrill n excitement.
anw, it's off to bed for me,
gotta wakeup early to go partial solar eclipse viewing!
=]
pics coming up soon on FB!
hahaha
trekking today was great!
got to take lotsa pics n had lotsa new experiences.
talked to a fam of tourists from Australia too!
Tom n Taryan and their daughter Franchester (Frankie for short).
literally got in touch with Nature too!
n i was silently humming 'This is my Father's world' as i hiked up.
not as much mozzies as i expected,
but ALOT more squirrels!
i was at a point where there were ard 4 to 5 squirrels jus surrounding me!
i was sore afraid of being swarmed by them.
n when i finally reached e summit, e view wasnt as perfect as expected.
surrounded by trees all over.
zzz.
but it was there tat i met e frenly tourists n recommended places to travel to!
aft a long chat with them, we parted ways n i found my way towards e quarry.
for 1 thing,
it was ultra breezy on a sunny aftnoon!
hav a vid of how e trees rattled.
i was again afraid of bugs or ants falling towards my face.
but i enjoyed it for at least 5mins b4 e wind died down.
den i decided to venture thru e fauna green path which took me away from e main paths but into e jungle with yet more steep steps akin to those when i took e harsh yellow path.
for a lil moment i was pondering wat will happen if i allowed ShoeBox to roam free in there.
will he even survive?
will he turn vegetarian?
anw, i pressed on thru more dangerous looking steps n came to many quirly sights!
did i mention i stole a chateh looking seed from e reserve?
hahaha, it twirls in e air gracefully as it falls with a loud thud.
perhaps tats e inspiration from which chatehs came about.
aft snooping ard Bukit Timah Nature Reserve,
i headed to e adjacent park of Hindhede n towards e Singapore quarry.
e view was FASCINATING!!!!
lovely!
i was in awe,
speechless awe.
u shd see it 1st hand!
n there was this swirling pattern on e surface of e pond, littered by leaves n petals.
it looked as if e Milky Way had invaded it.
specks of green n yellow on 1 side of e lake only.
interesting.
n e playground there looks like one from a deserted town.
a town tat one one has visited for yrs.
no one to groom it or even sweep up dead leaves.
felt as if i was transported to another dimension suddenly.
think red skies and black clouds with ashes flying in e wind.
sounds so post-apocalyptic.
in fact, it seems so vivid tat i can visualize it in full HD.
ah well,
this is wat u get when u combine a bored to death indoor male seeking some form of outdoor thrill n excitement.
anw, it's off to bed for me,
gotta wakeup early to go partial solar eclipse viewing!
=]
pics coming up soon on FB!
Monday, 20 July 2009
im more or less getting used to having no sleep at nights.
sometimes even concussing away as if ive been bludgeoned.
kitty's been giving everyone a hard time by biting everyone n oso helping me to keep my mum at bay. ^^
(anw blogger is abit wrecked out now so i cant post pics atm.)
time to buy a battery for my watch or get a new one!
anw, e feeling of the aftermath hasnt set in yet. so i guess im still doing fine if u're asking.
n i jus realized, kitty IS afraid of heights.
well, i nvr really knew til i dangled him out of my 19th storey window.
he gave me shrieks like those in e bathroom.
played with him with ice cubes n made his hair stand on end! haha, e natural way of spiking up without using wax or gel.
now he looks a lil like Sora in lion form.
i still love to molest his paws.
SO SOFT & SQUISHY!
<3
yep, now he's finally piped down n taking an evening nap aft being so hyper in e aftnoon. (or freaked out by me throwin him ard in e air n trying to make him yodel; which I did! YAY)
sometimes even concussing away as if ive been bludgeoned.
kitty's been giving everyone a hard time by biting everyone n oso helping me to keep my mum at bay. ^^
(anw blogger is abit wrecked out now so i cant post pics atm.)
time to buy a battery for my watch or get a new one!
anw, e feeling of the aftermath hasnt set in yet. so i guess im still doing fine if u're asking.
n i jus realized, kitty IS afraid of heights.
well, i nvr really knew til i dangled him out of my 19th storey window.
he gave me shrieks like those in e bathroom.
played with him with ice cubes n made his hair stand on end! haha, e natural way of spiking up without using wax or gel.
now he looks a lil like Sora in lion form.
i still love to molest his paws.
SO SOFT & SQUISHY!
<3
yep, now he's finally piped down n taking an evening nap aft being so hyper in e aftnoon. (or freaked out by me throwin him ard in e air n trying to make him yodel; which I did! YAY)
Thursday, 16 July 2009
i crave Hotcakes + Sausage...
jus came back from jogging n kitty bit my toe aft i took out my socks. (err... such a unique delicacy it must hav been)
n he jus sniffed me all over jus b4 i got to e bathe.
countdown of 13hrs left.
hope it's e final one.
it's abit too draggy, both physically n mentally.
anw, im gonna treat myself to a hearty Ice milo float n maggi mee!
yum yum!
while i mix some songs n write short essay.
=]
jus came back from jogging n kitty bit my toe aft i took out my socks. (err... such a unique delicacy it must hav been)
n he jus sniffed me all over jus b4 i got to e bathe.
countdown of 13hrs left.
hope it's e final one.
it's abit too draggy, both physically n mentally.
anw, im gonna treat myself to a hearty Ice milo float n maggi mee!
yum yum!
while i mix some songs n write short essay.
=]
Wednesday, 15 July 2009
lack of sleep, feeling lethargic, dementia, unable to think, psycho-motor inefficiency.
all typical signs of wat a typical parent would hav.
for once in my life, this would b e rare few chances where i would partake in a growing organism's nurture and psychological n emotional n physical growth.
all for tat fleeting moment of adoration that one might foster in its early yrs.
oh well, sacrifices r definitely inevitable. yeah, i ever did consider this when i picked him up.
optimism jus ruins everything u noe?
expecting every bad little thing to miraculously turn out well.
another dangerous thought to hav.
but den again, as i scratch its back, it gently purrs n rumbles as it licks my palm thinking its a nipple as it keeps his eyes closed.
it makes me feel so honoured to see him through this stage!
now i now how mothers feel when their babies enter weaning periods.
lovely.
ok, im gonna go give these twin big round eyes more tolerance n love.
time for sleep.
all typical signs of wat a typical parent would hav.
for once in my life, this would b e rare few chances where i would partake in a growing organism's nurture and psychological n emotional n physical growth.
all for tat fleeting moment of adoration that one might foster in its early yrs.
oh well, sacrifices r definitely inevitable. yeah, i ever did consider this when i picked him up.
optimism jus ruins everything u noe?
expecting every bad little thing to miraculously turn out well.
another dangerous thought to hav.
but den again, as i scratch its back, it gently purrs n rumbles as it licks my palm thinking its a nipple as it keeps his eyes closed.
it makes me feel so honoured to see him through this stage!
now i now how mothers feel when their babies enter weaning periods.
lovely.
ok, im gonna go give these twin big round eyes more tolerance n love.
time for sleep.
Sunday, 12 July 2009
Wednesday, 8 July 2009
Sunday, 5 July 2009
Saturday, 4 July 2009
i dreamt i was sniping ppl off this morn.
nope i havent benn playing L4D fo a long time.
n oso ordering a plate Grilled Chicken + Finger Food at this fictitional cafe.
opting oso for fish burgers aft gobbling them down.
n when i woke up, i was welcomed to Sweet n Sour Pork and Choc Fondue...
all on this cooking programme on TV.
and an inviting U-mee on my dining table.
and a SWAT team show involving a team VS 1 single enemy sniper.
woah, tat sniper's GOOD!
...hmmm...
nope i havent benn playing L4D fo a long time.
n oso ordering a plate Grilled Chicken + Finger Food at this fictitional cafe.
opting oso for fish burgers aft gobbling them down.
n when i woke up, i was welcomed to Sweet n Sour Pork and Choc Fondue...
all on this cooking programme on TV.
and an inviting U-mee on my dining table.
and a SWAT team show involving a team VS 1 single enemy sniper.
woah, tat sniper's GOOD!
...hmmm...
Friday, 3 July 2009
Ripples
im tired, vexed and waned.
i feel like many horses are pulling me apart slowly...
discouragement reigns within.
im jus disgusted at my inability at many things.
i jus cant get things right sometimes.
when things dun go according to my plan or expectations,
some queasy feeling erupts inside me.
irritating too.
irks me...
if only i had e ability to tear it away from me n rip it into pieces.
den again im unable to.
i irritate myself.
how ironic.
urgh
toenails hurt like hell.
hungry but no appetite.
i feel like many horses are pulling me apart slowly...
discouragement reigns within.
im jus disgusted at my inability at many things.
i jus cant get things right sometimes.
when things dun go according to my plan or expectations,
some queasy feeling erupts inside me.
irritating too.
irks me...
if only i had e ability to tear it away from me n rip it into pieces.
den again im unable to.
i irritate myself.
how ironic.
urgh
toenails hurt like hell.
hungry but no appetite.
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