"Take care."

these 2 words hav an even greater meaning for me now.
yes i do noe tat biking IS dangerous,
but sometimes i take His grace for granted.
perhaps im riding too recklessly again.
many ppl i noe of hav met with accidents.
tat PTI during army, whose funeral i almost had to EmCee at.
my army junior who skidded in e middle of e night at 4am with no traffic ard n entered into a coma.
n now this.
2 Grade A dancers whom i admire got into a crash last tues. tat guy got into a coma and passed away on boxing day.
it's really quite sad to see how ppl's lives are jus taken away in an instant.

n now im contemplating to get a new bigger bike.
or perhaps i shd keep to my old 100km/h restriction.
gotta take note of my mentality n attitude when i ride.
n most imptantly, pray always b4 i ride.

so Sam, u sure u wanna take up riding lessons now???




2009 will b a yr for me to change many aspects in my life.
it'll b another yr of frequent trials n testings i hope. (coz it's frm there tat we all learn to grow stronger)
much more responsibilities.
much less time.

n i gotta discern both current and future decisions with all due wisdom, whether it counts as black or white.
i guess i may not join DSA's main comm aft all. (still unclear)

many more commitments in this coming yr.
having competition,
having club performance.
having fusion dance performance which i agreed to today.
might start chairing YPF, not only jus mem verse.
might possibly b in e YPF exco as well.
(jus hope im not the new coordinator of FCM too)

n studies, which is gonna get more demanding as e yrs pass.

this sem's results might jus b a one-off event.
it's not wat i'll always get throughout Uni.
i jus hope tat i'll not gloat, since it really wasnt by my merit but by His grace.
but shall continue to persevere on to strive towards perfection as i do my best for Him.

Study hard, play hard, pray hard!


im gonna need lots of encouragement and prayer.
n u noe wat to do, rite?
Thanks peeps!

Praise the Lord!!!
results werent TAT bad after all!!!
phewie!

hope my future exams will pull up my grades!
though it sounds pretty tough to.

anw, finally a not-so-busy week lies ahead of me.
hope i can really take this time to slack n rest more.

get in touch n commune more with someone i owe my whole entirety to.
coz without Him, I couldnt hav done anything at all.

so THANK YOU LORD!!!








and on a sidenote, personally i kinda hate 'trial and error' scenarios.

Christmas isnt Christmas...~

WHEE!!!
it's Christmas!
but it doesnt feel like Christmas at all!
cant feel the mood gushing out of me.
but it's really fun to go carolling!
singing and eating and singing and eating! (and abit of rumba as a sidetrack)
ive nvr really been to those choir kinda carolling before but i guess it would b kinda nicee to listen to since they're all from choir, rite???

n we've got new choreography from Shawn!
it's e 3rd one and i hope we're gonna stick to it.
instead of changing it like e previous 2.
hmmm, argentine tango... seems pretty unique to me!!!
fun to learn i guess.

today's Christmas service was fantastic.
i love the song we sang: The First Noel / Pachebel's Canon
and i love the korean worship service's item with flutes and trumpets and their hearts in the song.
almost moved me to tears.

den we went for an informal carolling session at michelle tee's house.
n more more carolling tml!
whee~

shall finish my report soon i hope.
n i really miss my cam!!!
its been away for close to 2 weeks!!!

anw,
BLESSED CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!

i guess i still am.
suffering from a relapse, that is.
=X

im finally back home!!!
feels great to be back!
but on e otherhand, somehow i wish i was away...
wat a contradiction.

nah...
got lotsa stuff to do even during hols.
n i guess i cant keep doing wat ive been doing all these while.
jus had a mini wake-up call to reality aft im back.


i gotta sort them all out. defrag them to the finest details.
no more avoiding or musking it.
n i need lots of wisdom and strength for this heart-over-mind, mind-over-heart matter.
3 weeks left to take a break n ponder over it b4 my mind gets preoccupied with schwork again.
i know not wat step i shd take right now.
Guide my path, O Lord

Keep on dancing

[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you through it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

ive jus been 'labelled' a shoplifter.
well, almost though.
met feng jus now to pass me a box of ferrero - which was supposed to be for me since oct but i accidentally left it under his care one sunday and kinda forgot to take it back frm him.
den from there we went to e Guardian pharmacy to buy some Opsite spray for his papercut.
den as we walked out e pharmacy, some staff was shouting at me frm behind.
den i suddenly realised i had a box of chocs with me in my hand.
n as i looked to e left, there was a stack of ferreros on display.

oh oh~
but fortunately, i asked them to check e security cams n oso told them tat e production dates were diff (coz mine was bought in oct. heh)
fortunately, e manager was kind enough to let me go without a hassle.

PHEW~

but weirdly i wasnt tat panicky or wat. oddly enough i was still chit chatting happily with feng!

oh well, anw, he's going for e Standard Chartered tml.
(as a masseuse, not a runner)
and i believe papercuts and massage oil on e patron's sweaty legs dun really mix rite?

hope he doesnt come back with an infected finger though. hee



funny how i've seen many snails these few days.
they seem to b everywhere!
baby snails, adult snails...
they seem to be mass producing to conquer e earth!
soon we'll hav slime everywhere!!!

n definitely a bigger supply of escargots!
WahaHaHaHAHA



yoshi, ikimashou!

btw, where did our DSA night cycling go to???

jus realized how many foodstalls hav quirky names these days

muhammad ali chicken rice - Thought he was a boxer??

Tekong hotplate - sounds like e green days when we did pushups on e burning quadrangle under scorching sun

Original Seafood soup - i wonder if there's proof or any patent of it being 'original'

Pine Tree Bay - i wonder wat they sell. r they online open for Christmas oso too?

Wat weird names to chance upon esp at Terminal 1 Staff Canteen.
went there on a sun aftnoon.

what a day!




oh wells,
stress is back and catching up.
gotta buck up!!!
grrrrrr

phew,
life has been so busy for me even during hols!
got lotsa stuff on my calender.
(pssst peeps, book me while u still can!)

packed packed packed schedules for almost everyday leaves me with naught a day of rest.
(mayb only sundays.)

gotta spend most of my time in sch again!
hahahah.
i think i can jus bunk into chek's room for Christmas week!
oh wells,
if only i could finish up my drawing which i dun hav much time for.
i think i dun even hav 1 day of my remaining hols to jus sit home n slack indefinitely.
lifes like tat though.
tiring but fun!

*wonders if i can truly get back into e studying mode aft this hols*

am bushed now,
hafta wake up early tml morn!!!
n off i go!