well i guess this is gonna b my not-so-ideal timetable soon.
hopefully it's within my grasp.






its gonna b more hectic.
early morns, late nights,
labs and assignments.
im gonna need to squeeze out every ounce of time i hav.
not forgetting my other commitments.
im gonna need motivation n encouragement.
but 1st,
pls grant me my right to an asylum back at home.

-Father's Day, 21 June '09-
yeah, somehow it always falls on a Sunday.
how weird.
went for Sunset as usual b4 receiving a call frm sis in e midst of service.
wat could b so urgent tat warrants me 3 rejected calls?
lil did i noe tat it was Father's day.
aiya, its not like i oso celebrate it.
of coz i wouldnt even remem it.

we went to e usual yong choon eating house jus down upper bukit timah for dinner.
yeah, its e usual place where we celeb everything.
from bdays to fathers' day.

e unusual stuff tat happened tat night was a shocker!
our family's 1st prayer meeting together.
we all had to say encouraging words to our dad.
urgh...
n ive nvr even talked to my dad.
let alone say something nice.
tough job but still,
had to humble myself to e very core to give a mini speech in chi.
(ungh, my weakest subject somemore)
but im abit glad tat i managed to cross tat 1st hurdle.
felt very drastic in e process.

-Mon, 22 June '09-
went to e new Clementi building where they tore down Macs!
had a GREAT dinner consisting of 14 plates of 99c sushi n sashimi!
played photohunt aft tat.
n guess wat?
during our 1st continue credit, we actually used up all lifelines!!!
time extend, time extend, Clue#1, Clue#2.
n total we only had 4 correct thus far!

clock's ticking away.
"oh shit, oh shit!"
'GAMEOVER'.
zzzzzzzz

but we still had a great time though.
rite, yang?

-Tues, 23 June '09-
headed down to ECP for a photoshoot cycling trip!
e skies, e sand, e sea, e smiles.
many many many random shots of e pretty faces of Nature.
if only i can jus spend an entire morning there painting/drawing/stoning.
how tranquil it would hav been.

chaos

isit me?
or am i thinking too much again?
urgh.
rid me of those thoughts.

if only u knew...

First step, first dance, first heartbeat...Will you dance with me?

jus a quick recap b4 i head to bed.

i just got remotivated to climb up e grades today!
=]
well, at least a Grade C for now.
need a Jive routine!!!!

i've also been taught quite abit today:
-being grounded n all.

but im so light,
if i dun ground enough,
i'll b sent flying away when competitors whack me!
too bad they couldnt give pointers for my routines.
zzz

hopefully, we'll become like Karen n Rianto.
or at least tats wat i hope we can aspire to be!

had a great chat n supper today with karen, rianto, ethan and sukyee til 2am!!!
had been a long time since we ever had something like this.
im pretty surprised tat ethan n sukyee stayed til tat late too!
they normally go back at ard 1am aft hanging out.
n not forgetting tat we left alot earlier from e seminar room.
i think we could hav conversed til 3am if not for e 'summon'er who spoilt e night.
thank God tat e zhi char auntie came out to warn us bout them!
im not so sure if i've gotten a ticket digitally too but at least no physical ones!
phew phew.
hope i wun receive any letters asking me to pay $80 for it!

trying hard to d/l innocent steps now!
cant seem to find it anywhere...
*edit*
d/ling now!
hopefully it'll b done when i wake up tml(sat)!
OST sounds pretty nice though!
gd night world! =]

seems like i've been agitating/irritating/disappointing ppl recently.
gotta watch myself more closely.
zzt.
sry for e crankyness

Will they get there?

teaching ppl how to bike is such fun!
esp when u hav all sorts of parking attendents in all e carparks in e area such tat u'll hav to travel from carpark to carpark jus to evade their watch!
low speeds, slopes, balancing, etc.

but wat appalled me was this MLM seminar i went to coz my dear JJ TKD fren Azman was promoted to some Manager position n was giving a speech.
so i thought, "y not?"
n 1st thing was kids - yes, kids - came screaming e roof off like it was some party at Attica!
blasting out deafening screams of such amazing decibels,
i was wondering if i was even in e right place.
n guess wat,
their company theme song - yes, they hav a company theme song too. wth. - was some old national day song sung by stefanie sun. We Will Get There.
where u see all e top execs with their BMWs, pictures of 3 storey private housings, yachts.
all sung to e tune of a national song.
how haywire can it get?!



Stefanie Sun - We Will Get There

Remember the days, we set out together with faith?
Remember the times, so fine, when we thought that
Nothing could stand in our way?

Then things weren't the same, the life that we knew had to change
We've struggled through, the darkest storms
We thought we couldn't tame

Together we've tried, as we stood side by side
I knew we'd build a new world
A world of hope for ever after

Chorus 1:
Deep in my heart I just know
Right from the start, we will grow
Look where we are, we've come so far
And there's still a long, long way to go

Chorus 2:
With all of my heart, I will care
I'll play my part, I will share
With family and friends, together we'll stand
And in the end, hand in hand
We will get there

So now we begin, working together to win
Believing in trust, it must
Be possible to overcome anything

There's so much to do, there's so much we can contribute
By sharing just a little love
We will start again anew

So why don't we try? If we stand side by side
I know we'll build a new world
A world of hope for ever after

Repeat Chorus 1&2 twice



it felt sooooo unprofessional!
yes, products may b gd,
but e style wasnt.
n i cant believe i sat there for 3 hrs...
with club music blasting thru e stereos with each top exec introduced.
tat was my only 'source' of comfort.
at least i noe im still in this crazy world.

ive oft times dreamt tat i hav my own house.
so tat i will not waddle past stacks of trash not belonging to me.
n be able to safely keep sweets n lollipops in my fridge without it disappearing without a trace tat even dogs cant pick up.
or tat i can safely put a receipt on my desk tat's worth $700 if i claim it, n it gets miraculously blown away with e wind into the bullseye of a trashbin. at least tats wat i hope.
or find tat bloody grasshopper with 2 wheels.
n no one touches my figurines n messes them up into a clump.
n tat i can redocorate my room safely n keep it tidy n devoid of clutter.
n sleep peacefully in e nite without 2 ppl playing maplestory 2 in e same room.
if only.

Be My Baby

Phew, im finally done with it.
it took me much patience to read thru such a thriller as this!
i jus couldnt help but want to get to e ending asap.
yep im impatient.
but Neil Humphreys makes me feel like im watching a 9mth actual documentary all squeezed into a few hours!
wherewith i would, if possible, skip all e other pages n turn to e last entry n jump into e scene painted for me.
but i reckon i would receive a smack on e head by a certain someone.
wat a wonderful creation, as i would describe it.
a total must-have for fathers-to-be and aspiring fathers.
makes me look forward to my own personal adventure yrs down e road!

going for 2nd round of bee hoon.
its been a while since mom cooked.
n get myself a cup of ice milo latte!

a one way ticket to the blues

YESH.
i am going to bed now. n really hope today's fainting spells disappear with it.
im like getting the best of both worlds here.
pretty ironic i noe, but i hav no other description other den 'both tired n sufficiently slept'.
hopefully this time my sleeping pangs wun appear.
n tat i'll hav a long undisturbed rest,
if only i had my own coffin six feet under.
(n a couple of earplugs n aircon)

n yes, if i had e means, i'd definitely get more shirts for sure.
n learn how to unbore ppl.
n probably get rid of e irritating pic on this page soon.
it urks me to see tat emo pic everytime.
need inspiration n time n nimble hands.
Black n white is there to stay.
but wats e new colour to make my day?

insomnimax

yep, the cheque's finally in!
$500.00!!
wooootz~
too bad it's not totally for me to bank it in.
but still, it shd keep me alive for a few more days!

sleep has been avoiding me recently.
somehow. jus somehow,
no matter how hard i try to sleep,
i always end up sleeping later n waking earlier den expected.
ahhh, e plights of a light-sleeper?
perhaps i'll b better off a watchdog. lol
i think i've effectively slept for approx 4 hrs these 2 days even though ive been in e sleeping posture for 9hrs.
n yeah, i jus woke up from a supposed sleep from 930pm to next morn.
turned out tat sleep evolved into naps instead.
zzz.

someone force alcohol down my throat or whack me with a metal bar pls.

woah, semi crazy day jus ended!
cabbed from city hall to Flyer jus to eat popeyes!
n did some scenery shots!
haha i love e samba songs in e toilet as i whiled my time away. hee
did some whisks in front of e mirror as well!
argh, i miss samba. wish someone would teach me more.
tats like my thorn in e flesh!
tats like e only dance i cant fully grasp.
n i feeel so jealous when i see others able to dance it so nicely
gotta prac more gotta prac more!
n YESH!
lockin's back in da season!
not forgetting e ScoobyDoo! wheeeee~

Fresno's are challenging.
been secretly practising on buses, MRTs n erm busstops. ooops =X

i simply love e cutting of topshop shirts!
if only theres enough funds to start a Jon makeover too!
i'd love to get those funky red shirts!
n e caps n hats too!
n i nvr knew Mango sold business suits!
how odd.

n i still cant believe we actually did TAT!
haha.
oh my oh my so crazy!

oh n dun forget,
Angels and Demons is jus fiction,
so pls do not believe e story at all!
its all made up.

ate at waraku aft tat.
n am super duper uber full!
felt as if my stomach was about to explode into a gazillion pieces!
sooo sooo sooo much seefood...
scary.

n everyone jus cant get enough of Loco Roco and Patapon!
wheee~
PSP FTW! =P

hols are for getting in touch with my right brain

music.
dance.
fine arts.
my aesthetics are being honed recently.
wat a big change from my usual curriculum.
wat a busy break this is.