Ripples

im tired, vexed and waned.
i feel like many horses are pulling me apart slowly...
discouragement reigns within.
im jus disgusted at my inability at many things.
i jus cant get things right sometimes.
when things dun go according to my plan or expectations,
some queasy feeling erupts inside me.
irritating too.
irks me...
if only i had e ability to tear it away from me n rip it into pieces.
den again im unable to.
i irritate myself.
how ironic.
urgh

toenails hurt like hell.
hungry but no appetite.