hmmm,
1 big word i hav on my face today...
BIG BIG eyebags!!!!
WAHHHHHHH...
sob sob...
muz b coz of the OT til 10pm ytd nite...
sadz...
T_T
hmmm,
feeling very down these few days...
muz b coz all my frens r so busy, n i dun hav much time to interact with them...
so perhaps im feeling... ?lonely?
wait, ive always been a loner,
but y only these few days?
i hav no idea either.
WEIRD
anw,
i think im pretty psyched out with my savings!
i feel soooo poor.
need to save up for alot of stuff now tat im older.
ARGH i hate growing up!
haha.
Yeah, I love the present immature me!(?)
haha
OH NO...
my 2A TP test is on next tues...
*gan jiong gan jiong*
yeah hope i pass.
i dunno if i really can.
yeah still feel sad tat all my close frens are so busy...
sobz...
nvm,
shall tahan for 3 weeks til june hols!
haha
wait,
den by tat time they will all b having hols while im still working!
so not fair!!!
Tuesday, 6 May 2008
Thursday, 17 April 2008
'cause u had a bad day...
argh!
1st things 1st!
yep i failed my BTT.
funny huh?
aft 1 yr exp of riding still can fail.
so paiseh!
ahhh but oh well...
i din study...
i din pray abt it...
so there goes e consequences.
yeah, e fault goes 1 big round n back to me...
oh well, work today was hassle free.
really not as stressed as usual, mayb coz i only worked for e later half of e day?
yeah.
there comes e worst part ever.
wanting to find e route to lavender thru streetdirectory.com but WTH!,
it was being sued by LTA so its down?!
next came e least favourable option titled www.can.com.sg
which i dunno how to navigate thru at all!
in e end had to borrow e streetdirectory from my boss instead.
ok, all went well at this point of time.
printed out pages of e streetdirctoy...
ok now as we were setting off, i found no cashcard on me body!
argh!
couldnt borrow from Ric too coz he needed his!
so had to go to 7-11 to buy a new 1...
ok nxt was e stupid traffic at PIE near toapayoh!
it jus suddenly came to a halt!
ARGH!!!!
had problems to keep movin off n stopping n moving off n stopping every 5 secs!
tat was still ok...
e 2nd worst was tat i missedd e exit tat i noe how to go by!
like i was supposed to exit thru Exit 15,
but somehow, e no. jus skipped from 16A to 13!!!!
n there was no signboard telling me anything in between!
GOSH!
so yeah i exited thru kallang n made my way to e nearest petrol kiosk n asked ard.
first he told me backtrack n turn right at e 2nd junction.
tats still ok. coz i jus had to find my way to a u-turn where there wasnt any!
so i found a real big bend turning right! (lets name this Bend A)
n found myself going towards somewhere else den where i was supposed to back track!
den i had to u-turn yet again n go down to e big right bend (Bend A) n turn make a u-turn to e way im supposed to backtrack.
when reaching e 2nd junction, i was hesitant to turn right, which was like leading me to paya lebar already!
so i asked e taxi driver for directions at e junction.
den he told me to u-turn n go straight down e path i originally took n turn left at e end.
ok den i u-turned again, n went straight down...
before passing Bend A, there was a left turn leading to MacPherson road which Ansley told me tat it shd b e correct direction. disregarding e comments, i headed straight down to find myself at whampoa east aft skipping Bend A.
den like i was tthinking, where e heck is Whampoa?
sounds pretty north east to me!
so den i took another big right turn bend (Bend B)to make a u-turn n tried to make my way to tat McPherson road.
jus at e junction b4 turning in, i asked another biker there bout directions again.
guess wat he said... "u hav to go all e way straight down tat road(pointing to tat original road direction i was heading to from e start) n u'll reach lavender"
ZZZZZZZZZ
yes, another u-turn yet again...
this time e 4th time passing thru / by Bend A...
argh! i had been going ard in circles!!!
[btw, it was a massive jam thruout]
n thus reached lavender at 745 intead of 645 which i targeted...
n i made feng wait for an hour...
n i made Ansley to be late for her 7pm meeting at City Hall!!!
ARGH! Im feeling sooooo guilty!!
heres a visual description:
1st things 1st!
yep i failed my BTT.
funny huh?
aft 1 yr exp of riding still can fail.
so paiseh!
ahhh but oh well...
i din study...
i din pray abt it...
so there goes e consequences.
yeah, e fault goes 1 big round n back to me...
oh well, work today was hassle free.
really not as stressed as usual, mayb coz i only worked for e later half of e day?
yeah.
there comes e worst part ever.
wanting to find e route to lavender thru streetdirectory.com but WTH!,
it was being sued by LTA so its down?!
next came e least favourable option titled www.can.com.sg
which i dunno how to navigate thru at all!
in e end had to borrow e streetdirectory from my boss instead.
ok, all went well at this point of time.
printed out pages of e streetdirctoy...
ok now as we were setting off, i found no cashcard on me body!
argh!
couldnt borrow from Ric too coz he needed his!
so had to go to 7-11 to buy a new 1...
ok nxt was e stupid traffic at PIE near toapayoh!
it jus suddenly came to a halt!
ARGH!!!!
had problems to keep movin off n stopping n moving off n stopping every 5 secs!
tat was still ok...
e 2nd worst was tat i missedd e exit tat i noe how to go by!
like i was supposed to exit thru Exit 15,
but somehow, e no. jus skipped from 16A to 13!!!!
n there was no signboard telling me anything in between!
GOSH!
so yeah i exited thru kallang n made my way to e nearest petrol kiosk n asked ard.
first he told me backtrack n turn right at e 2nd junction.
tats still ok. coz i jus had to find my way to a u-turn where there wasnt any!
so i found a real big bend turning right! (lets name this Bend A)
n found myself going towards somewhere else den where i was supposed to back track!
den i had to u-turn yet again n go down to e big right bend (Bend A) n turn make a u-turn to e way im supposed to backtrack.
when reaching e 2nd junction, i was hesitant to turn right, which was like leading me to paya lebar already!
so i asked e taxi driver for directions at e junction.
den he told me to u-turn n go straight down e path i originally took n turn left at e end.
ok den i u-turned again, n went straight down...
before passing Bend A, there was a left turn leading to MacPherson road which Ansley told me tat it shd b e correct direction. disregarding e comments, i headed straight down to find myself at whampoa east aft skipping Bend A.
den like i was tthinking, where e heck is Whampoa?
sounds pretty north east to me!
so den i took another big right turn bend (Bend B)to make a u-turn n tried to make my way to tat McPherson road.
jus at e junction b4 turning in, i asked another biker there bout directions again.
guess wat he said... "u hav to go all e way straight down tat road(pointing to tat original road direction i was heading to from e start) n u'll reach lavender"
ZZZZZZZZZ
yes, another u-turn yet again...
this time e 4th time passing thru / by Bend A...
argh! i had been going ard in circles!!!
[btw, it was a massive jam thruout]
n thus reached lavender at 745 intead of 645 which i targeted...
n i made feng wait for an hour...
n i made Ansley to be late for her 7pm meeting at City Hall!!!
ARGH! Im feeling sooooo guilty!!
heres a visual description:
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
lalalala
long time since i've blogged again.
but oh well, since im kinda free rite now..
y not?
yeah,
i've been pretty much caught up with my own work
though at times i still do make blunders n mistakes...
zzzZZZz
haha
but im glad tat all is solved (i hope)
yeah, like losing a key, disturbing others, bla bla bla.
haha
how...
i see all my uni/sim frens...
they all seem so so so so stressed up til they fall sick.
u guys get well soon k?
i wonder if i will b like tat when i enter in future.
sob sob.
i cant handle stress.
yeah yeah i noe tat stress is gd.
coz it produces a certain amount of adrenaline bla bla bla.
but i already hav my own source of adrenaline! (other den those created frm stress)
will i even survive a sem in Uni?
or will i die there in e midst of all e knowledge pounded on me.
God forbid.
long time since i've blogged again.
but oh well, since im kinda free rite now..
y not?
yeah,
i've been pretty much caught up with my own work
though at times i still do make blunders n mistakes...
zzzZZZz
haha
but im glad tat all is solved (i hope)
yeah, like losing a key, disturbing others, bla bla bla.
haha
how...
i see all my uni/sim frens...
they all seem so so so so stressed up til they fall sick.
u guys get well soon k?
i wonder if i will b like tat when i enter in future.
sob sob.
i cant handle stress.
yeah yeah i noe tat stress is gd.
coz it produces a certain amount of adrenaline bla bla bla.
but i already hav my own source of adrenaline! (other den those created frm stress)
will i even survive a sem in Uni?
or will i die there in e midst of all e knowledge pounded on me.
God forbid.
Wednesday, 20 February 2008
yumE (dream)
had a dream last night...
a weird dream where i saw hilary duff!!!
yep.
really WEIRD.
cant tell u most parts of e dream but it was a rather amicable 1.
somehow, i could feel and remember the feelings i had in e dream, even the feeling of touch i had.
it felt sooo real, yet u noe its all a dream, it's surreal...
n den again, wats a 'dream'
some figment of ur imagination when u r subconscious?
or isit something more den tat?
n y isit tat some nights, we dun dream.
ist coz there r no dreams for us tat night.
or isit tat we r too tired to dream.
or perhaps we cant remember wat we dreamt of?
den again,
it links to e question of deja vu.
for me, i guess i feel tat sometimes certain situations r soo familiar.
its like uve seen them b4, heard those words or even jus felt it as a repetition of ur live.
it feels as though uve seen them all thru tat eye(or rather, tat mind) of urs when we all dream.
once e deja vu is triggered, somehow u'll feel weird.
den u'll ponder about it.
and as u ponder, ur surroundings jus fit into wat u felt it was in e past.
n e words or scenes tat come aft jus seem as though u knew it all was abt to happen.
it was as if e future was being foretold in front of ur eyes...
n ur 5 (or 6) senses jus keep screaming tat its something u noe u experienced.
but u jus cant seem to comprehend wat its meaning is, or when u experienced it, or y its happening in front of u.
and den as u try to understand wats revolving ard u, soon tat feeling fades away n den u forget all about it.
all til it reappears again.
i call this e 'deja vu cycle'.
so den,
wats e link between them 2.
r 'deja vu's dreams tat u had in e past?
if so, den wouldnt some of ur dreams be prophecies of the future?
den if tats e way,
u mean its plausible to say tat 'DREAMS DO COME TRUE???'
a weird dream where i saw hilary duff!!!
yep.
really WEIRD.
cant tell u most parts of e dream but it was a rather amicable 1.
somehow, i could feel and remember the feelings i had in e dream, even the feeling of touch i had.
it felt sooo real, yet u noe its all a dream, it's surreal...
n den again, wats a 'dream'
some figment of ur imagination when u r subconscious?
or isit something more den tat?
n y isit tat some nights, we dun dream.
ist coz there r no dreams for us tat night.
or isit tat we r too tired to dream.
or perhaps we cant remember wat we dreamt of?
den again,
it links to e question of deja vu.
for me, i guess i feel tat sometimes certain situations r soo familiar.
its like uve seen them b4, heard those words or even jus felt it as a repetition of ur live.
it feels as though uve seen them all thru tat eye(or rather, tat mind) of urs when we all dream.
once e deja vu is triggered, somehow u'll feel weird.
den u'll ponder about it.
and as u ponder, ur surroundings jus fit into wat u felt it was in e past.
n e words or scenes tat come aft jus seem as though u knew it all was abt to happen.
it was as if e future was being foretold in front of ur eyes...
n ur 5 (or 6) senses jus keep screaming tat its something u noe u experienced.
but u jus cant seem to comprehend wat its meaning is, or when u experienced it, or y its happening in front of u.
and den as u try to understand wats revolving ard u, soon tat feeling fades away n den u forget all about it.
all til it reappears again.
i call this e 'deja vu cycle'.
so den,
wats e link between them 2.
r 'deja vu's dreams tat u had in e past?
if so, den wouldnt some of ur dreams be prophecies of the future?
den if tats e way,
u mean its plausible to say tat 'DREAMS DO COME TRUE???'
Wednesday, 6 February 2008
Thursday, 31 January 2008
missin' the simpler stuff of life
hmmm, guess i dunno wat to do rite now other den jus blogging..
somehow i feel kinda tired mentally...
proper use of term to describe this situation wld b called 'genki nai'(meaning "no energy" in jap)
yeah,
its times like these where u really feel like slacking n jus lying on e bed doing nth but stare...
den somehow u'll think about wat u shd b doing now.
wat i mean is not e workload tats waiting for u, or tat urgent deadline u hav to meet.
but rather, yeah, e simple simple stuff u used to do(or wish u would)
i dunno bout everyone else but right now i jus feel like laying down on a mat amidst a field of grass n jus staring into e sky/stars.
yep simple brained ppl r like tat.
perhaps we're jus easily contented with such stuff...
perhaps i dun really need tat expensive handphone, or tat laptop, or anything else tat wld b deemed luxurious to b satisfied.
in this super busy n rushing world, we all need some sort of escapism...
(haha yeah, im thinking of escaping frm reality again)
but yeah,
i guess reality really is cruel after all.
i miss the times of fun at e beach.
the times u cycle in e park with music in ur ears.
the times u feel e waves on ur feet.
the times u jus sit down at e edge of e shore n enjoy the ocean breeze brushing against ur cheek.
the times u play with candles during mid-autumn n end up burning ur lantern.
the times u try to cook for someone else.
the times u splashed water at each other.
guess its all a fantasy now...
somehow i feel kinda tired mentally...
proper use of term to describe this situation wld b called 'genki nai'(meaning "no energy" in jap)
yeah,
its times like these where u really feel like slacking n jus lying on e bed doing nth but stare...
den somehow u'll think about wat u shd b doing now.
wat i mean is not e workload tats waiting for u, or tat urgent deadline u hav to meet.
but rather, yeah, e simple simple stuff u used to do(or wish u would)
i dunno bout everyone else but right now i jus feel like laying down on a mat amidst a field of grass n jus staring into e sky/stars.
yep simple brained ppl r like tat.
perhaps we're jus easily contented with such stuff...
perhaps i dun really need tat expensive handphone, or tat laptop, or anything else tat wld b deemed luxurious to b satisfied.
in this super busy n rushing world, we all need some sort of escapism...
(haha yeah, im thinking of escaping frm reality again)
but yeah,
i guess reality really is cruel after all.
i miss the times of fun at e beach.
the times u cycle in e park with music in ur ears.
the times u feel e waves on ur feet.
the times u jus sit down at e edge of e shore n enjoy the ocean breeze brushing against ur cheek.
the times u play with candles during mid-autumn n end up burning ur lantern.
the times u try to cook for someone else.
the times u splashed water at each other.
guess its all a fantasy now...
Tuesday, 15 January 2008
argh im sooooo shagged!!!!
taught lesson again(even when im finishing my army term?) in e morn...
phew...
next, rushed off to maju camp at clementi for a 180men grading which ended at 630pm,
well after e usual end time of 530pm..
shouted many many times n got a very splitting headache which i dunno wat its due to.
woah, fortunately my fren taught me to press some acupuncture point near e thumb if not i guess i'll reach home with a cracked skull instead.
cant imagine myself ridng home with a headache.
scary...
worse still if i ride n faint on e way.
n when i wake up I'll see God!
wait, isnt tat supposed to be THE happy ending?
anw, ive been itching to get tat k850i for mths now, but like reading pros n cons bout it... i guess e cons do outweigh e pros.
yeah its a nice hp but i guess its still to early to get it. still having an unstable firmware. but its 5megapixels!
argh...
tat itchy feeling inside me...
mm-u-z-s-a-v-e-mm-o-n-e-y...
ahhh n i hav a deadline to meet!
gotta do some stuff for it asap!
need creativity n a boxless mind!
taught lesson again(even when im finishing my army term?) in e morn...
phew...
next, rushed off to maju camp at clementi for a 180men grading which ended at 630pm,
well after e usual end time of 530pm..
shouted many many times n got a very splitting headache which i dunno wat its due to.
woah, fortunately my fren taught me to press some acupuncture point near e thumb if not i guess i'll reach home with a cracked skull instead.
cant imagine myself ridng home with a headache.
scary...
worse still if i ride n faint on e way.
n when i wake up I'll see God!
wait, isnt tat supposed to be THE happy ending?
anw, ive been itching to get tat k850i for mths now, but like reading pros n cons bout it... i guess e cons do outweigh e pros.
yeah its a nice hp but i guess its still to early to get it. still having an unstable firmware. but its 5megapixels!
argh...
tat itchy feeling inside me...
mm-u-z-s-a-v-e-mm-o-n-e-y...
ahhh n i hav a deadline to meet!
gotta do some stuff for it asap!
need creativity n a boxless mind!
Tuesday, 8 January 2008
lots of stuff, no motivation...
yawns,
its my last time for duty this thurs.
gotta stay in camp all alone..
Awww~
but who cares...
i noe im supposed to do lotsa stuff but i jus cant find e willpower to do it...
card-making, washing tat cup on my table, perhaps even bathing?
oh nono, cant skip tat, can i?
i guess my army time is gonna b served finish...
wat am i gonna do?
really no idea there...
somehow after being tied down sooo much by e army,
i guess total freedom seems alien to me.
yeah its weird im saying this but i think im truly gonna miss my life here.
yeah it does sound weird indeed.
ok forget i said it.
hmmm i bought these pretty cool speakers lately n ive been blasting out music regularly, watching online movies n playing more games to fully utilise them.
n like im gonna spend abit more to buy those speaker holders/brackets which u put on e wall to hold ur speaker. den i can finally enjoy tat surround souund! cool eh?
yeah its 5 small speakers n 1 subwoofer(e big big box with bass!!)
hmmm, somehow i dun really look forward to any events this yr, like hols or anything.
mayb coz they dun seem to interest me anymore.
oh n i jus watched balls of fury(yeah, online)
n i jus realised tat Masa Oki, tat guy who acted in Heroes as Hiro Nakamura is in e movie itself!
was pretty shocked tat he did only less den 10 seconds of showtime n got kicked in e face...
oh i wanna watch A Walk To Remember, I Am Omega and A Cinderella Story there too.
guess i missed these movies e last time.
ah.. well gtg bathe now...
its my last time for duty this thurs.
gotta stay in camp all alone..
Awww~
but who cares...
i noe im supposed to do lotsa stuff but i jus cant find e willpower to do it...
card-making, washing tat cup on my table, perhaps even bathing?
oh nono, cant skip tat, can i?
i guess my army time is gonna b served finish...
wat am i gonna do?
really no idea there...
somehow after being tied down sooo much by e army,
i guess total freedom seems alien to me.
yeah its weird im saying this but i think im truly gonna miss my life here.
yeah it does sound weird indeed.
ok forget i said it.
hmmm i bought these pretty cool speakers lately n ive been blasting out music regularly, watching online movies n playing more games to fully utilise them.
n like im gonna spend abit more to buy those speaker holders/brackets which u put on e wall to hold ur speaker. den i can finally enjoy tat surround souund! cool eh?
yeah its 5 small speakers n 1 subwoofer(e big big box with bass!!)
hmmm, somehow i dun really look forward to any events this yr, like hols or anything.
mayb coz they dun seem to interest me anymore.
oh n i jus watched balls of fury(yeah, online)
n i jus realised tat Masa Oki, tat guy who acted in Heroes as Hiro Nakamura is in e movie itself!
was pretty shocked tat he did only less den 10 seconds of showtime n got kicked in e face...
oh i wanna watch A Walk To Remember, I Am Omega and A Cinderella Story there too.
guess i missed these movies e last time.
ah.. well gtg bathe now...
Saturday, 22 December 2007
argh, finally back from YPF camp...
super tiring~
not coz theres lots of physical or wat but mainly coz i couldnt sleep well even with e fantastically soft pillows n comfy bed but rather e irritating snoring i get every night...
zzz...
lets see~
nth much noteworthy, jus tat i still remem after going to e beach,
i came back with a tiny hermit crab somewhere in my pants(or underwear) while bathing.
made new frens there, built relationships,
learnt more bout ppl,
trained tkd for this mon's grading
n most imptantly,
learn more bout Him n wat i believed in...
oh well its gonna b a busy Christmas with not much time to make/buy presents.
tml's gonna b church n clean e house day.
mon's grading n night service day.
tues gonna b carolling n family gathering day...
left only wed n thurs free...
zzz.
anw, gotta catch up on my sleep again.
gonna b going out with my frens later~
super tiring~
not coz theres lots of physical or wat but mainly coz i couldnt sleep well even with e fantastically soft pillows n comfy bed but rather e irritating snoring i get every night...
zzz...
lets see~
nth much noteworthy, jus tat i still remem after going to e beach,
i came back with a tiny hermit crab somewhere in my pants(or underwear) while bathing.
made new frens there, built relationships,
learnt more bout ppl,
trained tkd for this mon's grading
n most imptantly,
learn more bout Him n wat i believed in...
oh well its gonna b a busy Christmas with not much time to make/buy presents.
tml's gonna b church n clean e house day.
mon's grading n night service day.
tues gonna b carolling n family gathering day...
left only wed n thurs free...
zzz.
anw, gotta catch up on my sleep again.
gonna b going out with my frens later~
Friday, 30 November 2007
rrandomly
another normal friday where time passes by with no one at home.
but im glad...
PEACE....
oh i jus watched finished some anime called REC.
not bad even though its only 9.5 episodes long...
hmmm now when i wonder about it,
y do i like watchin animes so much???
isit coz i cant look at any other fantasy out of reality?
isit coz i long for such a fantasy?
isit coz they can do wat normal shows cant do?
isit coz they depict a different life frm wat we can achieve?
isit coz u can 'feel' more for the characters inside?
isit coz u can learn from the mistakes tat they do?
isit coz those mistakes cant be actually portrayed in our lives?
isit coz we will noe to do when scenarios like tat happen in real life?
or isit coz we really dont have anything else to do?
hmm i wonder y too...
im sure theres a happy ending out there to my life,
but will there b a happy ending to every topic of my life,
i dont think so...
reality is harsh...
whhich reminds me of a 'challenge' posted to me.
to cut down on e no. of 'worldly' (non-christian) songs i listen to...
will i be able to fully fulfil tat challenge?
i dun think so..
well, listening to songs hav always been part of my passion.
my def` of gd songs =
nice rhythm.
nice tune.
meaningful words.
lyrics tat portrays emotions.
beautiful n clear voice.
someone u can relate the song to.
n lastly e emotions evoked thru tat voice.
hmmm one thing bout me,
i somehow like sorrowful, sentimental songs...
y?
im not so sure myself but i guess reality is harsh too.
n u need something to describe wateva feeling tat we get at tat time.
yeah i like teary songs,
songs full of hope...
of coz, those who like songs, definitely like to sing too...
hmmm so tats how humans effectively communicate with others eh?
yeah so rite now my stomach is communicating to me too with a 'song'...
no one at home, no dinner for me.
cup noodles anyone???
but im glad...
PEACE....
oh i jus watched finished some anime called REC.
not bad even though its only 9.5 episodes long...
hmmm now when i wonder about it,
y do i like watchin animes so much???
isit coz i cant look at any other fantasy out of reality?
isit coz i long for such a fantasy?
isit coz they can do wat normal shows cant do?
isit coz they depict a different life frm wat we can achieve?
isit coz u can 'feel' more for the characters inside?
isit coz u can learn from the mistakes tat they do?
isit coz those mistakes cant be actually portrayed in our lives?
isit coz we will noe to do when scenarios like tat happen in real life?
or isit coz we really dont have anything else to do?
hmm i wonder y too...
im sure theres a happy ending out there to my life,
but will there b a happy ending to every topic of my life,
i dont think so...
reality is harsh...
whhich reminds me of a 'challenge' posted to me.
to cut down on e no. of 'worldly' (non-christian) songs i listen to...
will i be able to fully fulfil tat challenge?
i dun think so..
well, listening to songs hav always been part of my passion.
my def` of gd songs =
nice rhythm.
nice tune.
meaningful words.
lyrics tat portrays emotions.
beautiful n clear voice.
someone u can relate the song to.
n lastly e emotions evoked thru tat voice.
hmmm one thing bout me,
i somehow like sorrowful, sentimental songs...
y?
im not so sure myself but i guess reality is harsh too.
n u need something to describe wateva feeling tat we get at tat time.
yeah i like teary songs,
songs full of hope...
of coz, those who like songs, definitely like to sing too...
hmmm so tats how humans effectively communicate with others eh?
yeah so rite now my stomach is communicating to me too with a 'song'...
no one at home, no dinner for me.
cup noodles anyone???
Saturday, 24 November 2007
Butt aches and a hella of green
It took too long,
It took too long,
It took too long for me to come back...
its been a whole week since ive last touched my internet...
coz,
NO ONE PAID THE STUPID INTERNET BILLS SINCE MAY!!!!
so no choice but to pay e entire $365.11 all by myself,
cutting my bank funds by half...
waited super long for it to reconnect again..
ZZZzzzZZz
n now im backk again!
to blog bout my frustrations(?)
ytd, hellish day.
morning woke up at 5 plus to attend some weird parade in camp early early in e morn...
next was a supposed 4km run which i ran only half of it since im a slacker anyway.
next was a training session where we did stretching(no splits thankfully), agility exercises, bridges and target practice...
was expecting contact sparring though.
havent punched n kicked anyone for too long.
yeah, tats when e mishap happened,
one guy tried too hard to execute a turning kick to e waist lvl fell down n injured his tailbone i.e. his pelvis.
he was den sent to hospital A&E n tat ended e training very abrubtly...
can say tat thanks to him, we wouldnt get much more aches on our calves, thighs, gluteus, quads, abs etc.
sad, an unfortunate incident before i went to amoy quee camp without my lunch since i had no time...
another bad news,
since e one injured was supposed to hav duty on tat night itself, i was being 'asked' to be his replacement...
super last minute.
den my boss was kind enough to fetch me home from tat god-forsaken amoy quee camp in yio chu kang, just to get my stuff for duty...
finishing at 8am, next was a lesson at Officer Cadet School (OCS) where i had to assist all e way til 10am before rushing home to meet feng who was leaving for india on monday. ate at pastamania at westmall...
travelled lastly to vivo to catch a movie with my cousin.
well, as expected by someone, most movies were either selling fast or were really late in the evening.
so 2 choices left.
BEE MOVIE? or ENCHANTED?
if u were me, wat wld u choose?
well, it doesnt matter,
i didnt regret my choice.
Utterly FANTASTIC!!!
i didnt noe it would b soooo philosophical...
i dun mind watching it again...
kinda humiliating to say this but i almost teared when i watched it.
oops...
rite now im so shagged out tat i can just fall asleep in front of my com but i hav to wait for my boss...
ahhh...
he wants to come to my house soon to upgrade his psp...
kinda regretted agreeing.
need sleep...
zzzzzzzzz
It took too long,
It took too long for me to come back...
its been a whole week since ive last touched my internet...
coz,
NO ONE PAID THE STUPID INTERNET BILLS SINCE MAY!!!!
so no choice but to pay e entire $365.11 all by myself,
cutting my bank funds by half...
waited super long for it to reconnect again..
ZZZzzzZZz
n now im backk again!
to blog bout my frustrations(?)
ytd, hellish day.
morning woke up at 5 plus to attend some weird parade in camp early early in e morn...
next was a supposed 4km run which i ran only half of it since im a slacker anyway.
next was a training session where we did stretching(no splits thankfully), agility exercises, bridges and target practice...
was expecting contact sparring though.
havent punched n kicked anyone for too long.
yeah, tats when e mishap happened,
one guy tried too hard to execute a turning kick to e waist lvl fell down n injured his tailbone i.e. his pelvis.
he was den sent to hospital A&E n tat ended e training very abrubtly...
can say tat thanks to him, we wouldnt get much more aches on our calves, thighs, gluteus, quads, abs etc.
sad, an unfortunate incident before i went to amoy quee camp without my lunch since i had no time...
another bad news,
since e one injured was supposed to hav duty on tat night itself, i was being 'asked' to be his replacement...
super last minute.
den my boss was kind enough to fetch me home from tat god-forsaken amoy quee camp in yio chu kang, just to get my stuff for duty...
finishing at 8am, next was a lesson at Officer Cadet School (OCS) where i had to assist all e way til 10am before rushing home to meet feng who was leaving for india on monday. ate at pastamania at westmall...
travelled lastly to vivo to catch a movie with my cousin.
well, as expected by someone, most movies were either selling fast or were really late in the evening.
so 2 choices left.
BEE MOVIE? or ENCHANTED?
if u were me, wat wld u choose?
well, it doesnt matter,
i didnt regret my choice.
Utterly FANTASTIC!!!
i didnt noe it would b soooo philosophical...
i dun mind watching it again...
kinda humiliating to say this but i almost teared when i watched it.
oops...
rite now im so shagged out tat i can just fall asleep in front of my com but i hav to wait for my boss...
ahhh...
he wants to come to my house soon to upgrade his psp...
kinda regretted agreeing.
need sleep...
zzzzzzzzz
Sunday, 4 November 2007
weekend craze
oh...
fri WAS bad...
went thru another day of hellish training of air-punching n kicking,
target practice of striking techniques(which i skipped half of it due to unforeseen reasons) and also a revision of some 'COntrol and Restraint'(C&R) technique which we held in e grassy, muddy n itchy field.
yep, definitely being forced to be taken down onto e field.
fortunately, i skipped tat too!!
y?
coz im a senior already!
hahaha, wateva comes to us, we 'taichi' it all away.
last but not least, e dreaded 2mins pugil stick sparring between instructors.
well at least i fared averagely okay.
next comes sat,
whole day taken up by YPF.
went there, listen to e 'Anger management' sermon,
which i dun think it really applies to me since i simply push anger away frm my face most of e time.
had dinner at adam road food centre n ate tons of stuff.
(well, not literally 'tons')
hmm, first was e famous Nasi Lemak from Adam road.
side dish was some malay styled Roti John with mutton.
yum.
coupled with a scoop or 2 of tao suan.
n aft tat, we headed straight to Island creamery again where most of us tried out e Reverso flavoured icecream.(Chocolate + Oreo)
simply sinful.
but it doesnt really matter to me since it wouldnt even add an inch to my waistline.
bwaHaahaahA~
had a wonderful time of fellowship too.
ahh, today, learnt some Canto song for carolling usage during Christmas, which was really tough to handle without any hanyu pinyin.
n besides, e hanyu pinyin is exclusive to ur own self so u cant really copy it frm others.
e first time u hear it, u'll b wondering bout all e 'ching ching chong choi loi lei' etc.
rather amusing language.
(yet im supposed to be a Canto myself)
there aft, we went to far east to makan hainanese chicken rice n ate waffles at Gelare.
waffles WERE GD!!!
had banana walnut ice cream waffle, topped with caramel
and another totally white choco chip ice cream waffle, topped with chocolate and cream!
AWESOME, i tell u!!!
and rite now im back home, worrying bout wat i hav to do tml.
since in e morning i hav to arrive at 715 to conduct a warmup for e entire camp..
n i hav to stay behind e gym desk as a 'receptionist' e entire day!
shucks i really need something to do...
lets see...
tml's newpaper.
a little bit of listening to CDs.
mayb i shd go down to e plaza to get tat comic aft this...
hmmm, still fantasizing about getting a black coloured sketchbook n a white pencil...
wat else...?
fri WAS bad...
went thru another day of hellish training of air-punching n kicking,
target practice of striking techniques(which i skipped half of it due to unforeseen reasons) and also a revision of some 'COntrol and Restraint'(C&R) technique which we held in e grassy, muddy n itchy field.
yep, definitely being forced to be taken down onto e field.
fortunately, i skipped tat too!!
y?
coz im a senior already!
hahaha, wateva comes to us, we 'taichi' it all away.
last but not least, e dreaded 2mins pugil stick sparring between instructors.
well at least i fared averagely okay.
next comes sat,
whole day taken up by YPF.
went there, listen to e 'Anger management' sermon,
which i dun think it really applies to me since i simply push anger away frm my face most of e time.
had dinner at adam road food centre n ate tons of stuff.
(well, not literally 'tons')
hmm, first was e famous Nasi Lemak from Adam road.
side dish was some malay styled Roti John with mutton.
yum.
coupled with a scoop or 2 of tao suan.
n aft tat, we headed straight to Island creamery again where most of us tried out e Reverso flavoured icecream.(Chocolate + Oreo)
simply sinful.
but it doesnt really matter to me since it wouldnt even add an inch to my waistline.
bwaHaahaahA~
had a wonderful time of fellowship too.
ahh, today, learnt some Canto song for carolling usage during Christmas, which was really tough to handle without any hanyu pinyin.
n besides, e hanyu pinyin is exclusive to ur own self so u cant really copy it frm others.
e first time u hear it, u'll b wondering bout all e 'ching ching chong choi loi lei' etc.
rather amusing language.
(yet im supposed to be a Canto myself)
there aft, we went to far east to makan hainanese chicken rice n ate waffles at Gelare.
waffles WERE GD!!!
had banana walnut ice cream waffle, topped with caramel
and another totally white choco chip ice cream waffle, topped with chocolate and cream!
AWESOME, i tell u!!!
and rite now im back home, worrying bout wat i hav to do tml.
since in e morning i hav to arrive at 715 to conduct a warmup for e entire camp..
n i hav to stay behind e gym desk as a 'receptionist' e entire day!
shucks i really need something to do...
lets see...
tml's newpaper.
a little bit of listening to CDs.
mayb i shd go down to e plaza to get tat comic aft this...
hmmm, still fantasizing about getting a black coloured sketchbook n a white pencil...
wat else...?
Sunday, 28 October 2007
had a weird dream last nite...
something bout demons attacking e city in human guise.
n there was i struggling for my life when a 'soldier' entered my hiding place n played a little life n death game with me.
at e end, when there was no winner, he turned off e lights...
n snuck an attack on me!
which i den blocked n countered with a sharpened chopstick(?) n rammed in into e side of e neck.
its skin was strong but i used my entire strength to force its way in when it suddenly spoke to me, "Nice one, but not gd enough..."
n then *poof* it became coco crunch!!!
nah, dunno wat happened aft tat.
woke up already.
haha.
wat can i say
im a weird guy with weird dreams...~
something bout demons attacking e city in human guise.
n there was i struggling for my life when a 'soldier' entered my hiding place n played a little life n death game with me.
at e end, when there was no winner, he turned off e lights...
n snuck an attack on me!
which i den blocked n countered with a sharpened chopstick(?) n rammed in into e side of e neck.
its skin was strong but i used my entire strength to force its way in when it suddenly spoke to me, "Nice one, but not gd enough..."
n then *poof* it became coco crunch!!!
nah, dunno wat happened aft tat.
woke up already.
haha.
wat can i say
im a weird guy with weird dreams...~
Monday, 22 October 2007
ponder-rations
sad sad..
on sat i've been called by my boss to be on standby.
coz a fellow PTI whom has already ORDed n signed on had passed away tat morn.
frm wat i heard, he somehow drifted towards his fren's bike when they were riding side by side,
causing his fren on e left side to be thrown towards e bushes while he swerved to e right and was hit by an oncoming van.
think it was an immediate death on e spot.
yeah, tats y on sun i wore black with e intention to be called for activation anytime, even during church in e morn.
in e end i wasnt called(phew?)
but still i made my way down in e evening...
could only see his top half as e bottom was covered by a white cloth...
seemed a little pale there...
n as soon as i knew it, i was arrowed by e higer-ups to be e Emcee for the military funeral this coming wed.
fortunately according to some G1 directives, a Captain is supposed to be e 1 doing.
if me, a puny little CorPoraL were to read e script,
i guess i wld hav a nervous breakdown rite away...
nah, i just dun like to do all these saddening stuff...
oh well, n now coz of him...
whenever i ride i think of him.
i imagine how he skidded n was hit.
i imagine i was e one.
n i cant get it out of my mind.
ever since e 1st skid i had e other day...
it has caused some phobia to thrive within me.
growing slowly n invading me...
i guess, very soon im gonna get e idea of being scared of bikes
how?!
wat can i do...
on sat i've been called by my boss to be on standby.
coz a fellow PTI whom has already ORDed n signed on had passed away tat morn.
frm wat i heard, he somehow drifted towards his fren's bike when they were riding side by side,
causing his fren on e left side to be thrown towards e bushes while he swerved to e right and was hit by an oncoming van.
think it was an immediate death on e spot.
yeah, tats y on sun i wore black with e intention to be called for activation anytime, even during church in e morn.
in e end i wasnt called(phew?)
but still i made my way down in e evening...
could only see his top half as e bottom was covered by a white cloth...
seemed a little pale there...
n as soon as i knew it, i was arrowed by e higer-ups to be e Emcee for the military funeral this coming wed.
fortunately according to some G1 directives, a Captain is supposed to be e 1 doing.
if me, a puny little CorPoraL were to read e script,
i guess i wld hav a nervous breakdown rite away...
nah, i just dun like to do all these saddening stuff...
oh well, n now coz of him...
whenever i ride i think of him.
i imagine how he skidded n was hit.
i imagine i was e one.
n i cant get it out of my mind.
ever since e 1st skid i had e other day...
it has caused some phobia to thrive within me.
growing slowly n invading me...
i guess, very soon im gonna get e idea of being scared of bikes
how?!
wat can i do...
Sunday, 14 October 2007
hmm, ytd met up jc frens at dhoby ghaut at 6 with e 1st intention to go MINDS cafe.
but aft seeing e turn-out, n e crowd there, we kinda headed towards another direction,
with e idea of going to esplanade without any valid reasons.
but by a sudden stroke of brain juice jolting leliang's mind,
we came to a kinda unique cafe.
really unique in s'pore but ive heard bout it many times in other countries.
here, e waitresses dress up as maids or don japanese kimonos(those modern trendy 1s) n serve customers.
Name of cafe: Cosáfe
too bad i cant post e pics here.
NC-16 sorry.
haha kidding.
its jus tat i cant b bothered to take their pics.
oh n e foodstuff there is very ex.
mayb coz its at CHIJMES(or was it CHIMJES)?
n e service is jus as per normal,
nth spectacular though.
n guess wat, we had to stuff ourselves with a quarter of a really big cake each.
roughly bout 10 inches in diameter.
besides, its really generous with its cream serving so it was rather challenging to finish it all without feeling queasy.
yep, n aft tat we went to Marina Square to have a tour or 2 ard before leaving for home.
n today met up with SF at IMM aft church n ate subway(yum!)
den aft went shopping ard.
yep, u heard me, shopping.
i din noe u could actu shop at IMM.
but well there was Espirit, Adidas, Baleno, Bossini, Converse, Fila, World Of Sports, G2000, Samuel n Kevin, IP Zone n much much more.
Surprised?
I was.
oh well, since these 2 dayss they were kinda having a crazy sale.
~50% sale!!!
so bobian,
i spent bout $213 today buying lotsa stuff.
dun look at me as if im rich,
its a rare occasion for me to even shop k?
even rarer den e sky falling down.
'Retail therapy', tats wat SF called it.
n it sure felt gd.
haha
btw, thx Char for e homemade card!
oh not forget e Zara shirt u bought for me, Ser.
its still yet to be worn...
Alright, im gonna finish up SM's present by tonight,
once n for all!!!
but aft seeing e turn-out, n e crowd there, we kinda headed towards another direction,
with e idea of going to esplanade without any valid reasons.
but by a sudden stroke of brain juice jolting leliang's mind,
we came to a kinda unique cafe.
really unique in s'pore but ive heard bout it many times in other countries.
here, e waitresses dress up as maids or don japanese kimonos(those modern trendy 1s) n serve customers.
Name of cafe: Cosáfe
too bad i cant post e pics here.
NC-16 sorry.
haha kidding.
its jus tat i cant b bothered to take their pics.
oh n e foodstuff there is very ex.
mayb coz its at CHIJMES(or was it CHIMJES)?
n e service is jus as per normal,
nth spectacular though.
n guess wat, we had to stuff ourselves with a quarter of a really big cake each.
roughly bout 10 inches in diameter.
besides, its really generous with its cream serving so it was rather challenging to finish it all without feeling queasy.
yep, n aft tat we went to Marina Square to have a tour or 2 ard before leaving for home.
n today met up with SF at IMM aft church n ate subway(yum!)
den aft went shopping ard.
yep, u heard me, shopping.
i din noe u could actu shop at IMM.
but well there was Espirit, Adidas, Baleno, Bossini, Converse, Fila, World Of Sports, G2000, Samuel n Kevin, IP Zone n much much more.
Surprised?
I was.
oh well, since these 2 dayss they were kinda having a crazy sale.
~50% sale!!!
so bobian,
i spent bout $213 today buying lotsa stuff.
dun look at me as if im rich,
its a rare occasion for me to even shop k?
even rarer den e sky falling down.
'Retail therapy', tats wat SF called it.
n it sure felt gd.
haha
btw, thx Char for e homemade card!
oh not forget e Zara shirt u bought for me, Ser.
its still yet to be worn...
Alright, im gonna finish up SM's present by tonight,
once n for all!!!
Friday, 12 October 2007
Thursday, 11 October 2007
wow today was gd.
slept all e way til 3.48pm.
when i woke up,
i was like,
shucks i forgot to eat my breakfast and lunch.
ahh,
but i ate mui fan for dinner.
ytd was tiring...
came back n continued my project titled 'SM's birthday gift'.
yeah i noe its kinda belated but its a tough job.
real tough.
hopefully can complete it asap.
yeah n i chatted with my gedong camp 46 SAR trainee.
really crazy guy who is into photography n is wanting to buy a Canon 40D worth bout 1.7k plus other peripherals n lens total costing 3k plus.
rich kid.
haha
hmmm i hav about 5 more days to enjoy my weekend.
wat else shd i do in my free time??
slept all e way til 3.48pm.
when i woke up,
i was like,
shucks i forgot to eat my breakfast and lunch.
ahh,
but i ate mui fan for dinner.
ytd was tiring...
came back n continued my project titled 'SM's birthday gift'.
yeah i noe its kinda belated but its a tough job.
real tough.
hopefully can complete it asap.
yeah n i chatted with my gedong camp 46 SAR trainee.
really crazy guy who is into photography n is wanting to buy a Canon 40D worth bout 1.7k plus other peripherals n lens total costing 3k plus.
rich kid.
haha
hmmm i hav about 5 more days to enjoy my weekend.
wat else shd i do in my free time??
Wednesday, 19 September 2007
wow, 10 days since i blogged.
all this while,
nth to do at all so i jus watched anime whole night long everyday after work...
hmmm, my bro seems to hav sold his bike off already.
wonder when it'll b my turn...
o well. doing duty this fri yet again.
haiz...
wat a bore...
n im hungry n tired again.
this kinda feeling sux u noe.
feels roughly like e end of e world
ARGH!
i need to escape frm e army!!!!
go AWOL like CPL Dave Teo!!!!
all this while,
nth to do at all so i jus watched anime whole night long everyday after work...
hmmm, my bro seems to hav sold his bike off already.
wonder when it'll b my turn...
o well. doing duty this fri yet again.
haiz...
wat a bore...
n im hungry n tired again.
this kinda feeling sux u noe.
feels roughly like e end of e world
ARGH!
i need to escape frm e army!!!!
go AWOL like CPL Dave Teo!!!!
Sunday, 9 September 2007
POST no.150
imagine this blog started frm a humble origin n snowballed into wat it is today.
when u think about how many posts ive written, i might wonder about whether i can recall those incidents tat ive blogged about...
oh well, perhaps e purpose of this blog is to help me remem them in case i contract amnesia [which may b anytime soon (mayb?)]
hmmm,
i think ive been going a lil crazy these few days.
watching 3 movies in a row.
2 repeated.
i noe Ratatouille was nice but i didnt think tat i wld watch it 2ice,
1 on thurs, 1 on fri.
n 5 hrs ago i was watching Rogue Assasin.
u noe e JET LI show?
dubbed e 'ultimate martial arts movie of e yr' or something...
well i guess if u wanna watch martial arts flicks,
u're better off with Flashpoint which was wayyyy better.
Rogue, to me, was jus a normal hollywood movie.
abit more on story plot n gals(Devon Aoki frm DOA) n stars(frm The Transporter, NFS: Tokyo Drift n many more)
felt like a mix n mash kinda movie.
however, e best part was e super big twist in story plot near e end.
which i'd say tat no one would ever imagine tat til they said so.
hmmm but i STILL dun understand e double crossing here n there n tipping off n watsoever.
but i DO like e sword fighting in this show *SPOILER ALERT*
oh wells... overall i'd give 3.5/5
try to give it a miss if u can.
when u think about how many posts ive written, i might wonder about whether i can recall those incidents tat ive blogged about...
oh well, perhaps e purpose of this blog is to help me remem them in case i contract amnesia [which may b anytime soon (mayb?)]
hmmm,
i think ive been going a lil crazy these few days.
watching 3 movies in a row.
2 repeated.
i noe Ratatouille was nice but i didnt think tat i wld watch it 2ice,
1 on thurs, 1 on fri.
n 5 hrs ago i was watching Rogue Assasin.
u noe e JET LI show?
dubbed e 'ultimate martial arts movie of e yr' or something...
well i guess if u wanna watch martial arts flicks,
u're better off with Flashpoint which was wayyyy better.
Rogue, to me, was jus a normal hollywood movie.
abit more on story plot n gals(Devon Aoki frm DOA) n stars(frm The Transporter, NFS: Tokyo Drift n many more)
felt like a mix n mash kinda movie.
however, e best part was e super big twist in story plot near e end.
which i'd say tat no one would ever imagine tat til they said so.
hmmm but i STILL dun understand e double crossing here n there n tipping off n watsoever.
but i DO like e sword fighting in this show *SPOILER ALERT*
oh wells... overall i'd give 3.5/5
try to give it a miss if u can.
Monday, 3 September 2007
Monday, 27 August 2007
Army Half Marathon
oh my~
i completed my 21km competitve!
i cant believe it.
tot i'd jus fall down n die there.
haha
met weiliang there.
haha he chao keng only run 6km i think.
ah...
drank lotsa lotsa 100plus during n aft e run
fortunately din sweat much,
if not it'd take an entire bottle of 100plus to refill my body's water source.
yeah.
all tat i had left frm e run was a medal,
BK coupon!,
n many many aches on my lower body.
zzzz...
need carls JR...
i completed my 21km competitve!
i cant believe it.
tot i'd jus fall down n die there.
haha
met weiliang there.
haha he chao keng only run 6km i think.
ah...
drank lotsa lotsa 100plus during n aft e run
fortunately din sweat much,
if not it'd take an entire bottle of 100plus to refill my body's water source.
yeah.
all tat i had left frm e run was a medal,
BK coupon!,
n many many aches on my lower body.
zzzz...
need carls JR...
Sunday, 19 August 2007
today, a sunday where i went to church solo again.
had a great lunch at yoshinoya in taka.
den went on to buy presents for twins...
haha.
e prob with buying presents for twins is tat u hav to come up with something similar for them both(at least tats wat i think)
its quite fun though.
haha
yeah n i got myself a new pair of pants!
n it costs me 80bucks
haha so ex
but still, i havent really bought any new clothes for a loooooong loooong time.
n i really mean LONG time.
so now im back home, hopefully can try to finish up my 'testing' pic done on photoshop.
heres a preview:
yep its really tough to make it look nice.
coz there r still many flaws in it.
its jus e eye.
e lips r sooo much harder to paint!!!
e hair tooo!!
wah. tough tough.
gotta prac more
had a great lunch at yoshinoya in taka.
den went on to buy presents for twins...
haha.
e prob with buying presents for twins is tat u hav to come up with something similar for them both(at least tats wat i think)
its quite fun though.
haha
yeah n i got myself a new pair of pants!
n it costs me 80bucks
haha so ex
but still, i havent really bought any new clothes for a loooooong loooong time.
n i really mean LONG time.
so now im back home, hopefully can try to finish up my 'testing' pic done on photoshop.
heres a preview:
yep its really tough to make it look nice.
coz there r still many flaws in it.
its jus e eye.
e lips r sooo much harder to paint!!!
e hair tooo!!
wah. tough tough.
gotta prac more
Saturday, 11 August 2007
wow,
i finally had my 1st accident on my bike today...
my thoughts?
well, it was actually kinda fun.
though its abit painful,
coz there are more scratches on my bike n my helmet!
wah!!!
hahaha
my body only suffered a few scratches here n there.
but it aint as bad as i tot it wld b.
compared to my instructor course + 1 yr of shouting to recruits + demonstrations,
it didnt even come close!
sad...
now my bike signal lights went 'poof'
n my right foot brake is abit 'sang-eh'
haha,
n now my mirrors hav both cracked!
cool...
yeah, wat happened was actu me going to e bike shop in alexandra to renew my insurance n bike road tax.
so i forced my bro to go with me.
den like my bro is those type of hazardous road devil..
so on e way back he did e same thing.
chiongabit alot den slow dwn wait for me like wanna haolian like tat.
so we came to this cross junction when e light turned amber den like my bro was ahead of me so i chiong abit while he slowed down n jammed brake.
so end result = i almost hit him frm behind so i swerved right n mu signal lights(e far left of my bike) hit somepart of his bike den i fishtailed n skidded abit in e middle of e junction.
yeah.
but seriously,
e fall was kinda fun though.
reminded me of my close combat technique (side breakfall).
sad... my helmet scratched haha.
but imagine if i jammed brake, i wld hav hit my bro's bike n we both kana.
den i would have flyed like superman. lol
thank God i skidded instead n was wearing a full-face helmet.
ok time to go my fren's church le.
cya n take care.
oh ya,
bikes are dangerous.
heee.
i finally had my 1st accident on my bike today...
my thoughts?
well, it was actually kinda fun.
though its abit painful,
coz there are more scratches on my bike n my helmet!
wah!!!
hahaha
my body only suffered a few scratches here n there.
but it aint as bad as i tot it wld b.
compared to my instructor course + 1 yr of shouting to recruits + demonstrations,
it didnt even come close!
sad...
now my bike signal lights went 'poof'
n my right foot brake is abit 'sang-eh'
haha,
n now my mirrors hav both cracked!
cool...
yeah, wat happened was actu me going to e bike shop in alexandra to renew my insurance n bike road tax.
so i forced my bro to go with me.
den like my bro is those type of hazardous road devil..
so on e way back he did e same thing.
chiong
so we came to this cross junction when e light turned amber den like my bro was ahead of me so i chiong abit while he slowed down n jammed brake.
so end result = i almost hit him frm behind so i swerved right n mu signal lights(e far left of my bike) hit somepart of his bike den i fishtailed n skidded abit in e middle of e junction.
yeah.
but seriously,
e fall was kinda fun though.
reminded me of my close combat technique (side breakfall).
sad... my helmet scratched haha.
but imagine if i jammed brake, i wld hav hit my bro's bike n we both kana.
den i would have flyed like superman. lol
thank God i skidded instead n was wearing a full-face helmet.
ok time to go my fren's church le.
cya n take care.
oh ya,
bikes are dangerous.
heee.
Sunday, 5 August 2007
Utada Hikaru - Final Distance
jus come across e history of this song...
really sad.
" 'Distance' originally appeared in the Distance album, and was planned to be released as a single. However, Utada heard of a school stabbing rampage in which schoolgirl Reina Yamashita (山下玲奈) had died. Reina had previously won an essay competition; writing about how she wanted to become a singer just like Utada. Utada decided to change the song entirely, creating the song "FINAL DISTANCE". The Japanese Ministry of Education decided to incorporate Utada Hikaru's ballad "FINAL DISTANCE" in the high school music textbook starting spring semester 2001, which was announced on 8th of April. In order to pass the proposal, they needed 313 points. The proposal was passed with 319 points. They will be targeting high school students in their second year to test the new curriculum. According to the publisher of arts in education, the song was chosen because it is closely familiar with high school students. "
really sad.
" 'Distance' originally appeared in the Distance album, and was planned to be released as a single. However, Utada heard of a school stabbing rampage in which schoolgirl Reina Yamashita (山下玲奈) had died. Reina had previously won an essay competition; writing about how she wanted to become a singer just like Utada. Utada decided to change the song entirely, creating the song "FINAL DISTANCE". The Japanese Ministry of Education decided to incorporate Utada Hikaru's ballad "FINAL DISTANCE" in the high school music textbook starting spring semester 2001, which was announced on 8th of April. In order to pass the proposal, they needed 313 points. The proposal was passed with 319 points. They will be targeting high school students in their second year to test the new curriculum. According to the publisher of arts in education, the song was chosen because it is closely familiar with high school students. "
Saturday, 4 August 2007
another boring day where i shout at e top of my voice at all these ppl...
argh
n now im left with yet another voice-less day...
how fun
been leaving earlier these few days so its kinda like give n take.
oh well...
ive been staying home for like few weeks now.
havent been out with frens or wat for bout a mth le i guess.
wat to do...
im anti social.
haha jus kidding
yeah but staying at home allowed me to watch lotsa animes n mangas...
like 1 manga called "Lilim Kiss", where a dream devil survives by sucking energy frm guys thru kissing...
yeah n ive started to watch Hana Kimi (not e Ella version but e jap 1)
i feel tat its much nicer den e taiwanese version.
forgot wats it called..
well at least e main lead is much cuter den ella
haha
IM STUCK AT HOME!!!!
but i dun really care anw.
yeah im weird.
i guess i'll need a new stylus pen, a thinner 1 to start drawing...
very impt!
e default 1 im using is kinda thick.
suitable for navigation on my com but not drawing.
guess i'll come up with something soon coz i still owe sm a pic rite?
hopefully its an original piece by me which i seldom draw though (i cant draw well wat...)
got nth better to do;
i'll insert a song tat i feel is kinda soothing,
Hikari (instrumental) by Utada Hikaru
[its called 'Simple and Clean' in USA]
argh
n now im left with yet another voice-less day...
how fun
been leaving earlier these few days so its kinda like give n take.
oh well...
ive been staying home for like few weeks now.
havent been out with frens or wat for bout a mth le i guess.
wat to do...
im anti social.
haha jus kidding
yeah but staying at home allowed me to watch lotsa animes n mangas...
like 1 manga called "Lilim Kiss", where a dream devil survives by sucking energy frm guys thru kissing...
yeah n ive started to watch Hana Kimi (not e Ella version but e jap 1)
i feel tat its much nicer den e taiwanese version.
forgot wats it called..
well at least e main lead is much cuter den ella
haha
IM STUCK AT HOME!!!!
but i dun really care anw.
yeah im weird.
i guess i'll need a new stylus pen, a thinner 1 to start drawing...
very impt!
e default 1 im using is kinda thick.
suitable for navigation on my com but not drawing.
guess i'll come up with something soon coz i still owe sm a pic rite?
hopefully its an original piece by me which i seldom draw though (i cant draw well wat...)
got nth better to do;
i'll insert a song tat i feel is kinda soothing,
Hikari (instrumental) by Utada Hikaru
[its called 'Simple and Clean' in USA]
Saturday, 28 July 2007
Friday, 20 July 2007
yeah, it looks like SF was ok...
seems she had some emo disorder or something n cant help but pop 20 panadols.
thank God she jus had vomitting n stomach pains.
no real threat to her body.
yep.
phew
cant believe i somehow managed to see her earlier in e aftnoon instead of evening.
*details unable to be divulged*
yeah... den i saw her back home n went for a mini tea break.
chit chat a bit den went home le.
ytd took urgent leave in e aftnoon aft class to go my senior's house to play XBOX360!!!!
it was totally stunning!
coz like he bought a 'Guitar Heroes' guitar controller game plus 2 more games all at e same time!
tats like close to 300!
wow he sure is rich...
yep.
tat game is soooo fun coz u can play songs on e guitar to famous songs like 'sweet child of mine' n others tat ive nvr heard of.
its like those music games tat tests ur reaction n psycho-motor skills.
kinda like my style
haha.
well of coz,
nth beats a gd day rest aft uve psyched out ur mind n body over a gruesome 5 hour continuous strain.
but b4 tat, i had a fun time introducing my little game-addicted cousin to a new game tat partially warded him from e com.
its called F.irst E.ncounter A.ssault R.econ.
it is a regular first person shooter kinda game tat has a theme based on e sixth sense.
yeah...
it totally freaked my cousin out!
haha.
results were somewat successful.
he only played e parts where there were shooting involved,
not those where he had to navigate though dark dark corridors that looked like silent hill(before it was dusk)
conclusion: this game deters players, esp those of a weak heart, frm playing excessively when u limit him to playin only this game. ahahaha
yeah, today can stay whole day at home coz i took leave for e whole day for no reason.
haha.
AND, tml i gotta go run at ECP again!
NOOoooOOOOOooOOOO......
this time its 16km.
hope i wun jus fall flat aft i complete.
16km.
sounds pretty loong.
sigh
seems she had some emo disorder or something n cant help but pop 20 panadols.
thank God she jus had vomitting n stomach pains.
no real threat to her body.
yep.
phew
cant believe i somehow managed to see her earlier in e aftnoon instead of evening.
*details unable to be divulged*
yeah... den i saw her back home n went for a mini tea break.
chit chat a bit den went home le.
ytd took urgent leave in e aftnoon aft class to go my senior's house to play XBOX360!!!!
it was totally stunning!
coz like he bought a 'Guitar Heroes' guitar controller game plus 2 more games all at e same time!
tats like close to 300!
wow he sure is rich...
yep.
tat game is soooo fun coz u can play songs on e guitar to famous songs like 'sweet child of mine' n others tat ive nvr heard of.
its like those music games tat tests ur reaction n psycho-motor skills.
kinda like my style
haha.
well of coz,
nth beats a gd day rest aft uve psyched out ur mind n body over a gruesome 5 hour continuous strain.
but b4 tat, i had a fun time introducing my little game-addicted cousin to a new game tat partially warded him from e com.
its called F.irst E.ncounter A.ssault R.econ.
it is a regular first person shooter kinda game tat has a theme based on e sixth sense.
yeah...
it totally freaked my cousin out!
haha.
results were somewat successful.
he only played e parts where there were shooting involved,
not those where he had to navigate though dark dark corridors that looked like silent hill(before it was dusk)
conclusion: this game deters players, esp those of a weak heart, frm playing excessively when u limit him to playin only this game. ahahaha
yeah, today can stay whole day at home coz i took leave for e whole day for no reason.
haha.
AND, tml i gotta go run at ECP again!
NOOoooOOOOOooOOOO......
this time its 16km.
hope i wun jus fall flat aft i complete.
16km.
sounds pretty loong.
sigh
Tuesday, 17 July 2007
Sunday, 15 July 2007
'now now...
14km wasnt so bad was it?'
14km wasnt so bad was it?'
tat was wat i had tot til i actu ran it...
its even comical to even start with.
the rest of e group had a headstart of bout 2 mins plus!
how come?
well coz i had an unexpected bout with my nature call which i was beaten hands down.
no choice there.
yep we had to run from carpark B2 to F2 if u actu noe how far it is,
n aft tat do a u-turn n run back.
it was undoubtedly hard at first,
knowing tat u r being left behind, with no 1 to run with.
n if u look real far ahead,
u can see e slow runners jus barely at the horizon.
mentally challenging...
oh well no choice but to jus run n run.
tats all to it.
brainless running.
yupp n soon before i noe it,
aft 5 mins i had caught up with e last 2 runners.
my boss n terence.
my boss n terence.
hahaha
yup n soon soon, i had overtaken them
hahaha
so fun.
yeah i guess tats e thrill of a marathon ya?
yeah i guess tats e thrill of a marathon ya?
i met quite a lot of my OCS trainees there too!
i guess it was ard 2 companies if im not wrong.
more on tat later.
yeah.
getting to e turning point was easy.
but not the other way round.
in fact,
i believe the briefing announced tat there was some water point there too but apparently when i got there...
yeah, doesnt need any explanations,
obviously there wasnt any.
so i ended up not drinking at all for the entire 14km.
oh well wat the heck,
i dun even drink plain water anw...
yup.
i was planning to catch up to tat female exercise scientist(yeah they really exist) who joined us for e 14km run instead of e 16km which the entire 9th Division was running.
but yeah,
truth is,
she was sooooo far ahead,
i only saw her like 500m from e turning point in e other direction.
so MALU!
hahaa
nvm i got excuses(toilet break!!!)
*heee*
*heee*
yep as i said,
the return journey was much much worse.
wat u feel is not only e strain on ur feet bout oso in my mind!!!
its a psychological challenge from here on!
its hard to keep ur sanity in this condition.
u'll jus break down!
tats wat almost happened to me for every other run tats more den 10km.
"patience is a virtue, but im afraid i do not possess it"
u'll keep thinking of e end point,
how far it is,
how far u've ran,
how much longer it takes,
how u ended up in this miserable n pathetic state?
yeah,
fortunately i had my 200+ worth of songs in my hands.
naturally,
its e only way to kill tat boredom while u run.
n yeah
remem those ocs trainees i saw?
at first they were doing their warmup,
on e way back,
they were running towards me...
yeah so i had no choice but to face about more den 50+ of their faces...
n..
n..
their usual reactions of a close combat instructor:
1) 'FRONT BREAKFALL!!!'
2) 'GOOD DAY!!!'
3) 'HIIIAAAAH!'
wat to do...
aiyoz...
i didnt noe we were so etched in their minds like these...
oh wellz,
sooner den i expected(not really, i was very expectant of this)
i reached the finishing line with a timing of 1hr 12 mins 28 secs.
well i think tats quite gd enough,
thinking tat i was e 1st to reach back,
out of our 'outcasted' grp of 6 instructors in e midst of 30 PTIs.
well, y am i 1st?
e 3 very 'garang' ppl ran 16 km with e rest while e slower, more 'chao keng' ppl ran 14km(n tat includes me btw)which we were supposed to run.
SO tat makes me e 1st!
wheee!!!
well, 1:12hrs divided by 14km would mean ard 5mins per km...
n e passing time required for us wld b 6 mins per km...
hmm i think tats fast enough.
haha
phew...
well, imagine if u had to meet e deadline of 2hrs 45mins for e actual 21km...
i think i wld roughly finish by 2hrs 20 mins if u do e maths correctly.
well mayb im wrong coz i havent touched maths for a looooong time.
if u r so free,
do the maths for me n tell me if im rite k?
-next chapter-
-next chapter-
wow, i didnt expect to meet yushi during e 'outing'.
even less to see a short-haired yushi!
wow,
jus imagine her in tat outfit,
with a bigger bag,
n a sketchpad in hand.
she looks like some budding artist!
SO COOL!
yup n sry shimin,
i forgot tat we had to go vegetarian.
my apologies.
really sorry i forgot bout u. =P
yeah,
we had a greeat time at pastamania,
ok another apology:
sorry to yushi if u ever see this blog,
really sorry to take ur dish by mistake,
n even pouring lotsa cheese over it.
haha.
oops.
lets see if i remem:
i ate carbonara,
yushi ate creamy chicken,
shimin ate al funghi,
winnie ate chicken bolognese,
wei liang too,
n erm fabius...
hmm was it tat prawn n 'something' dish?
haha i forgot.
hey!
cheese n pasta really rocks!
n its cheese as in really a mountain of cheese,
not jus a speckle!
mayb u guys shd try adding tobasco too!
adds to e taste.
yum yum
n yeah dun complain bout me eating e real-slowest.
its e way to enjoy n savour ur food to e max k!
e spinning of e pasta too!
erm somehow it adds to e flavour (i think?)
haha
oh wellz...
n oh ,
3rd apology:
sorry winnie for deleting tat uber ugly pic of me which u claimed was e only photo taken at pastamania.
sorry winnie for deleting tat uber ugly pic of me which u claimed was e only photo taken at pastamania.
im really sorry.
it was really 'accidental'
REALLY!
*heeeee*
yup n aft our fantastic meal,
we went for muddy mud pie n 'teh ping' n 'kopi ping' and erm iced mocha vanilla n banana milkshake n a glass of 60cent iced water at tat 'coffee shop'
yep its e place where fabius whipped out his metrosexual jap magazine,
which didnt fail to impress us!
heres e pic!
heres e pic!
hahaha he's so engrossed in it.
oh yeah n here's the sneak pic i took of winnie
hehehe. i cant remem wat she was doing.
n here's e '2 dif worlds' pic by winnie.
haha
its kinda hard to comprehend the meaning though...
-next chapter-
yeah we went to JB aft tat!
did lotsa stuff on my bike...
replaced e spoilt bulbs,
tightened my chain,
n fixed my left footrest tat was kinda spoilt too due to e fall during tat saturday fellowship.
yep somehow, i made my bosses wait quite a long time due to e mechanics not being able to find e fault of my lights blinking at e wrong time.
yep, i went with my 2 bosses!
n here's a pic tat my direct boss told me to shoot of e other boss!
hahaha,
said i could blackmail an off day with tat!
heres it!
hopefully i can blackmail him b4 he executes his lightning fast kicks on me.
oops!
n tats how i left at 1045pm n reached home at 2am...
zzzz.
-bonus chapter-
oh i think i jus beat e red light today!
oh no!
Friday, 13 July 2007
Army half marathon training...
hmmm. lets see...
tml's schedule:
645am - run at east coast park for 14km.. (shag...)
9am - better be home by den coz my erp unit is spoilt and erp starts at 9
*sleep*
3pm - find a way ard orchard with erp gantrys if not hav to go repair shop
*repair*
6pm - hav dinner with 04s26 classmates! (jus a few though..)
9pm - go to jb to topup petrol and fix faults of bike?
12am - reach home
*sleep......zzzz*
yup basically tats it...
whee wat a fun day.
nitez
tml's schedule:
645am - run at east coast park for 14km.. (shag...)
9am - better be home by den coz my erp unit is spoilt and erp starts at 9
*sleep*
3pm - find a way ard orchard with erp gantrys if not hav to go repair shop
*repair*
6pm - hav dinner with 04s26 classmates! (jus a few though..)
9pm - go to jb to topup petrol and fix faults of bike?
12am - reach home
*sleep......zzzz*
yup basically tats it...
whee wat a fun day.
nitez
Tuesday, 10 July 2007
blog v5
wow i finally updated my blog skin
haha.
kinda happy.
wheee~
lol, ive got nth better to do i guess...
yup its fun to create it urself...
haha.
kinda happy.
wheee~
lol, ive got nth better to do i guess...
yup its fun to create it urself...
Thursday, 21 June 2007
oooh yeah.
yup, ive found out y it was being cut off.
apparently...
e phone line was being burnt by e iron tat was left beside it!
no wonder i could access e net but not e phone.
cool huh.
nvr knew such stuff like tat could happen.
well...
ive finally gotten my new com.
am using it at this instance.
n it costs 3.3k!
wow! now tats really expensive.
but its a good investment i hope
haha.
well wat i wanted to do with this com, u ask?
i jus hope tat i can use i to its fullest capabilities...
n tat it could guide me all e way thru my uni.
now wats left tat i need is an adobe-like software tat i can edit or create stuff with all my unused creative juices tat were left stagnant up there.
yup, im still finding 1 so tat i can change this weird backgrd of my blog...
haiz... my lollipop...
*sigh*
my dad ate it?
i really think its absurd.
i mean wat for?
to create more space in e fridge?
but it doesnt even take up as much space as a milk carton, does it?
i think he's crazy...
come on...
who else throws away ur dearly beloved pillow n bolster when u're away n make up excuses by saying, "oh its dirty. throw."
zzzz
so i shd reply by saying, " oh u r not giving me respect, i tthrow u?"
i cant rite?
of coz i cant.
im a good christian boy... (or am i?)
but seriously...
i've lost so many stuff dear to me since i was young.
lost them without any consciousness tat it was even missing...
back to e lollipop...
its well kinda precious to me coz...
it has a meaning behind it.
(yeah i guess im overly sentimental but tats not e point)
it was e only material item given to me with e hope tat it would cheer me up when was sad...
but many times i wanted to taste it, i jus cant bear to eat it...
haha
yeah im stupid.
now its gone, of coz i'll miss it...
luckily theres 1 thing left in e fridge tats still intact...
haha
my box of chocs i received during christmas last year.
hopefully he doesnt find it....
shhhh.
oh yeah.
guess wat?
Da BAT is in da house!
nono, not batman...
its a baby bat.
hee.
its really cute!
i found it in OCS in a drain being picked on by many red ants...
well, seeing it in such pain, i jus couldnt bear to leave it in e lurch.
it really wwas a hard time getting rid of them all...
they(red ants) were so persistent tat even aft we killed them, e head was still biting it!
how cruel...
aft a gruelling 15mins, all were exterminated by us!
HAH!
but now thres a new prob.
wheres e mother??
we cant find it anywhere near...
so aft a debate here n there we decide to bring it home to 'rear' it.
so yeah.
it sure does make alot of noise at nite...
fortunately theres something called a 'door'.
n my fren is supposed to collect it frm me today coz i cant poss keep it in my house.
my mom is alreeady making much more noise den e bat itself.
n i dun hav any apples for it to feed on!
(if it really eats apple n not blood though).
u noe... recently im like so being targeted...
big boss finds me sleeping in office twice this week.
hopefully there r no stunts up his sleeve.
n today, ive been arrowed to be a taebo(some kickboxing, muscle straining exercise) assistant.
fortunately e plan to get me on stage doing tat strenous workout was thwarted by e higher powers.
phew...
i dun need to go up stage tml morn!
wahaha!
yup, final thing.
yeah its always bout food aint it?
finally went to this botak jones as they call it.
wat it seems to me is much more like a cheapo but good tasting western food stall in a coffeeshop.
n e portions tat they give r soooo great, its hard to finish them all!
any, thaanksfor e treat ya SERENE?
=]
oh n i hope u enjoyed ur soggy cheese fries aft u got home. =X
n i really thank u for e initiative to clarify stuff with me...
appreciate it.
well i guess... really no more chance???
heeee, im jus kidding.
oh yeah ive finally completed e CHOBITS series.
tats really nice n heartwarming
haha
well, like any other show, it creates new sights n ideas tat will keep u questioning bout it..
like these kinda shows.
alrighty den, i'll end this post here.
hopefully my 120gb pocket media drive will b delivered soon.
its been 3 weeks!!!!
yup, ive found out y it was being cut off.
apparently...
e phone line was being burnt by e iron tat was left beside it!
no wonder i could access e net but not e phone.
cool huh.
nvr knew such stuff like tat could happen.
well...
ive finally gotten my new com.
am using it at this instance.
n it costs 3.3k!
wow! now tats really expensive.
but its a good investment i hope
haha.
well wat i wanted to do with this com, u ask?
i jus hope tat i can use i to its fullest capabilities...
n tat it could guide me all e way thru my uni.
now wats left tat i need is an adobe-like software tat i can edit or create stuff with all my unused creative juices tat were left stagnant up there.
yup, im still finding 1 so tat i can change this weird backgrd of my blog...
haiz... my lollipop...
*sigh*
my dad ate it?
i really think its absurd.
i mean wat for?
to create more space in e fridge?
but it doesnt even take up as much space as a milk carton, does it?
i think he's crazy...
come on...
who else throws away ur dearly beloved pillow n bolster when u're away n make up excuses by saying, "oh its dirty. throw."
zzzz
so i shd reply by saying, " oh u r not giving me respect, i tthrow u?"
i cant rite?
of coz i cant.
im a good christian boy... (or am i?)
but seriously...
i've lost so many stuff dear to me since i was young.
lost them without any consciousness tat it was even missing...
back to e lollipop...
its well kinda precious to me coz...
it has a meaning behind it.
(yeah i guess im overly sentimental but tats not e point)
it was e only material item given to me with e hope tat it would cheer me up when was sad...
but many times i wanted to taste it, i jus cant bear to eat it...
haha
yeah im stupid.
now its gone, of coz i'll miss it...
luckily theres 1 thing left in e fridge tats still intact...
haha
my box of chocs i received during christmas last year.
hopefully he doesnt find it....
shhhh.
oh yeah.
guess wat?
Da BAT is in da house!
nono, not batman...
its a baby bat.
hee.
its really cute!
i found it in OCS in a drain being picked on by many red ants...
well, seeing it in such pain, i jus couldnt bear to leave it in e lurch.
it really wwas a hard time getting rid of them all...
they(red ants) were so persistent tat even aft we killed them, e head was still biting it!
how cruel...
aft a gruelling 15mins, all were exterminated by us!
HAH!
but now thres a new prob.
wheres e mother??
we cant find it anywhere near...
so aft a debate here n there we decide to bring it home to 'rear' it.
so yeah.
it sure does make alot of noise at nite...
fortunately theres something called a 'door'.
n my fren is supposed to collect it frm me today coz i cant poss keep it in my house.
my mom is alreeady making much more noise den e bat itself.
n i dun hav any apples for it to feed on!
(if it really eats apple n not blood though).
u noe... recently im like so being targeted...
big boss finds me sleeping in office twice this week.
hopefully there r no stunts up his sleeve.
n today, ive been arrowed to be a taebo(some kickboxing, muscle straining exercise) assistant.
fortunately e plan to get me on stage doing tat strenous workout was thwarted by e higher powers.
phew...
i dun need to go up stage tml morn!
wahaha!
yup, final thing.
yeah its always bout food aint it?
finally went to this botak jones as they call it.
wat it seems to me is much more like a cheapo but good tasting western food stall in a coffeeshop.
n e portions tat they give r soooo great, its hard to finish them all!
any, thaanksfor e treat ya SERENE?
=]
oh n i hope u enjoyed ur soggy cheese fries aft u got home. =X
n i really thank u for e initiative to clarify stuff with me...
appreciate it.
well i guess... really no more chance???
heeee, im jus kidding.
oh yeah ive finally completed e CHOBITS series.
tats really nice n heartwarming
haha
well, like any other show, it creates new sights n ideas tat will keep u questioning bout it..
like these kinda shows.
alrighty den, i'll end this post here.
hopefully my 120gb pocket media drive will b delivered soon.
its been 3 weeks!!!!
Saturday, 9 June 2007
Thursday, 26 April 2007
Wednesday, 11 April 2007
this ain't a scene, its a TRAGEDY
i had e scariest nightmare every in my entire lifetime.
all summarised 2 nights ago.
n y e scariest?
coz i had bout 6 of e worst case scenarios happening to me all combined in e same dream.
1) bike stopped at traffc light. bro called for 'me' to hurry home. pedestrian went forth to "disturb" 'me' to get revenge.(?)
2)'me' got off bike. chased after pedestrian. ran many blocks. forgot bout bike. bike was clamped. went to see TP. had to wait til 1159 for them to process e papers.
took their time to decorate e paper. handed to 'me' a tad later.
3) reached home void deck. saw ypf members sitting in a circle eating packed lunch. ignored 'me' somehow.
4) some1's funeral. (my grandma's??? hope not)
5) saw her with another guy. 'nuff said.
6) handed 'me' back a pair of rings. i assume its 'our' "attachment rings"(or wateva u call them). took my right hand n placed 1 thru 'my' middle finger.(shdnt it b my left hand?)
it left me stunned after i awoke.
i was jus devoid of emotions, feelings, energy, yada yada.
somehow i wasnt really scared or wat.
jus sorta brain dead.
tats wierd.
ahh wateva.
its jus a dream...
or was it?
being called back to hq on mon to draw stuff.
y me?
i suck at drawing.
argh.
all summarised 2 nights ago.
n y e scariest?
coz i had bout 6 of e worst case scenarios happening to me all combined in e same dream.
1) bike stopped at traffc light. bro called for 'me' to hurry home. pedestrian went forth to "disturb" 'me' to get revenge.(?)
2)'me' got off bike. chased after pedestrian. ran many blocks. forgot bout bike. bike was clamped. went to see TP. had to wait til 1159 for them to process e papers.
took their time to decorate e paper. handed to 'me' a tad later.
3) reached home void deck. saw ypf members sitting in a circle eating packed lunch. ignored 'me' somehow.
4) some1's funeral. (my grandma's??? hope not)
5) saw her with another guy. 'nuff said.
6) handed 'me' back a pair of rings. i assume its 'our' "attachment rings"(or wateva u call them). took my right hand n placed 1 thru 'my' middle finger.(shdnt it b my left hand?)
it left me stunned after i awoke.
i was jus devoid of emotions, feelings, energy, yada yada.
somehow i wasnt really scared or wat.
jus sorta brain dead.
tats wierd.
ahh wateva.
its jus a dream...
or was it?
being called back to hq on mon to draw stuff.
y me?
i suck at drawing.
argh.
Sunday, 8 April 2007
i feel weird today...
totally off course.
n im not so sure y...
i feel lotsa diff emotions welling up inside of me...
im confused.
confused by myself.
i dunno wat i want.
i dunno wat im thinking.
i jus feel weird...
i think i really am going crazy...
well, iits a sooner or later matter by itself.
even if it doesnt come now,
itll creep in into my mind sometime.
in fact its already in my genes.
my family's mad.
not as in my immediate or wat but yeah,
they really are kinda crazy.
and its tat potent mixture of crazy type of crazy.
totally venomous.
am i like tat already?
hmm i wonder...
i guess i need to see a doc.
there's my brain, my heart n my body to b examined.
3 things.
seems a little troublesome dont u think?
y not jus let me absorb e blow of a full fledged accident to my head when i fly off my bike.
will tat solve everything?
i hope so...
im beginning to hate myself more n more.'
well, not only this guy.
but also almost every1 else.
yeah im crazy...
hate them for any reason.
hate them for no reason.
hate them for e wrong reason.
n i dunno y.
yeah, ive become a hater myself.
a threat to e world.
ppl shd jus annihilate me...
dear God,
where's my loud music n punching bag...?
totally off course.
n im not so sure y...
i feel lotsa diff emotions welling up inside of me...
im confused.
confused by myself.
i dunno wat i want.
i dunno wat im thinking.
i jus feel weird...
i think i really am going crazy...
well, iits a sooner or later matter by itself.
even if it doesnt come now,
itll creep in into my mind sometime.
in fact its already in my genes.
my family's mad.
not as in my immediate or wat but yeah,
they really are kinda crazy.
and its tat potent mixture of crazy type of crazy.
totally venomous.
am i like tat already?
hmm i wonder...
i guess i need to see a doc.
there's my brain, my heart n my body to b examined.
3 things.
seems a little troublesome dont u think?
y not jus let me absorb e blow of a full fledged accident to my head when i fly off my bike.
will tat solve everything?
i hope so...
im beginning to hate myself more n more.'
well, not only this guy.
but also almost every1 else.
yeah im crazy...
hate them for any reason.
hate them for no reason.
hate them for e wrong reason.
n i dunno y.
yeah, ive become a hater myself.
a threat to e world.
ppl shd jus annihilate me...
dear God,
where's my loud music n punching bag...?
Sunday, 25 March 2007
Sunday, 4 March 2007
its been a long time since ive blogged...
yeah.
oh ya,
ive finally gotten hold of my license!
so im sorta free free to go wherever i please!!!
heh heh!
hmm
wat has interested me these few days is a really nice show,
a jap drama called"nodame cantabile"
basically an orchestra drama bout ....
hmm y not u watch it for urself n tell me how it is?
i'll give it bout 9.5/10 !!!
0.5 less coz its only 11episodes long(or rather short)
yep.
kinda gotten hanged onto it
hehe
its super dramatic n so aesthetically inclined tat it made me feel like pickin up piano!
yep.
hav an off tml coz of e Army Career Exhibition on fri, sat n today.
but i din go today coz its a sun!
sun is Sabbath day!
yaaay!
haha
oh well, i hav to go back to my show watchin soon enough.
cya!!!
yeah.
oh ya,
ive finally gotten hold of my license!
so im sorta free free to go wherever i please!!!
heh heh!
hmm
wat has interested me these few days is a really nice show,
a jap drama called"nodame cantabile"
basically an orchestra drama bout ....
hmm y not u watch it for urself n tell me how it is?
i'll give it bout 9.5/10 !!!
0.5 less coz its only 11episodes long(or rather short)
yep.
kinda gotten hanged onto it
hehe
its super dramatic n so aesthetically inclined tat it made me feel like pickin up piano!
yep.
hav an off tml coz of e Army Career Exhibition on fri, sat n today.
but i din go today coz its a sun!
sun is Sabbath day!
yaaay!
haha
oh well, i hav to go back to my show watchin soon enough.
cya!!!
Thursday, 22 February 2007
chi new year...
another boring hols with nth much to do...
jus plainly slackin ard.
in fact,
ive only went to 4houses in total this yr.
how boring.
aneeways, yeah,
next TP test is on e 28th...
hope i wun fail again.
n spend another 100 bucks which really is suckin me of my money
yeah
went to NUH again on 21st jus ytd.
hmmm this time at least i didnt really waste my time.'
not like tat time go there jus for a blood test.
ytd i went for an xray
finally progress on my ailment.
oh ya,
not forgetting tat i had a fun time going to both ser n roy's houses ytd.
yeah
tooo bad i couldnt join tie for cycling at ecp.
k fast forward to today.
really terrible terrible terrible day.
Military Police came to my unit
caught me with a camera handphone.
n yeah
of coz its a terrible thing.
its a contraband item
n its banned!
argh,
if only i hadnt went back to my locker room n instead jus hideaway at e toilet.
i think i would escape this fate.
if only i hadnt put it into my bag this morningwhile rushin for work
argh...
i guess this is e worse ever scenario ive ever encountered in my life..
oh no...
wat am i gonna do...
jus hope no charges are pressed against me...
Lord save me!
another boring hols with nth much to do...
jus plainly slackin ard.
in fact,
ive only went to 4houses in total this yr.
how boring.
aneeways, yeah,
next TP test is on e 28th...
hope i wun fail again.
n spend another 100 bucks which really is suckin me of my money
yeah
went to NUH again on 21st jus ytd.
hmmm this time at least i didnt really waste my time.'
not like tat time go there jus for a blood test.
ytd i went for an xray
finally progress on my ailment.
oh ya,
not forgetting tat i had a fun time going to both ser n roy's houses ytd.
yeah
tooo bad i couldnt join tie for cycling at ecp.
k fast forward to today.
really terrible terrible terrible day.
Military Police came to my unit
caught me with a camera handphone.
n yeah
of coz its a terrible thing.
its a contraband item
n its banned!
argh,
if only i hadnt went back to my locker room n instead jus hideaway at e toilet.
i think i would escape this fate.
if only i hadnt put it into my bag this morningwhile rushin for work
argh...
i guess this is e worse ever scenario ive ever encountered in my life..
oh no...
wat am i gonna do...
jus hope no charges are pressed against me...
Lord save me!
Tuesday, 6 February 2007
TEA(RED)
lalalaalala...
my Traffic Police Riding Test is on 12 Feb.
yup jus a few more days!
sadly, i missed my practice lesson ytd!
all coz my gastric suddenly came to.
at first i tot it was jus air in my stomach, n aft a few visits to e toilet, it wld subside.
but it didnt.
in fact it got worse...
e pain became unbearable for me to even stand up straight.
i was in e toilet since like 730 til 815.
all e while jus squattin beside e toilet plate n endurin e pain.
somehow i felt like vomitin at e same time too.
but well i didnt, perhaps coz i din eat much for dinner.
so i asked my sis to accompany me to e doc n he prescribed me as havin food poisonin n even suspected appendicitis coz i oso had a pain on e bottom rite of my abdomen.
before tat he allowed me to borrow a bed to lie on.
fortunately, for without e bed, i would be jus sittin on e chair n clutchin my knees.
love e bed to bits.
could squirm in peace til i jus died there.
haha kiddin.
but it(the pain) was 1 of a kind.
it was severely acute. n e moment i shifted my body, e pain increased.
ya til i dunno when, i jus kinda fell asleep there.
when i woke up, everything was much better.
ya, n he told me to go for a follow up check-up this morning.
n ya, e pain was still there, e one on e bottom right.
n so he referred me to NUH A&E.
cool huh?
like how often do u go there.
blablabla(skippin all e paperwork n stuff)
e 1st doc jus took my blood for testin n found everythin to b normal.
so SHE told me to stay in a ward for more observation.
den e clerk said tat e ward would take bout 5 - 6 hours to b ready.
n like tat time was 5plus le.
so she advised me to go home pack my stuff to stay in.
so i went to my aunts house at Clementi to jus sit ard instead coz i already packed them.
den at 7 another doctor called me n kinda scolded me for wandering off without permission.
being wronged again, haha
yeah
so on e phone HE told me tat i didnt need to stay over(perhaps not enough beds?)
n asked me to go for another checkup on thur to make sure it was/wasnt appendicitis coz it could still be in its early stages, symptomless.
so ya,
here i am, back at home typing away aft not typing at this same page for like 3 plus weeks...
n i hav another ridin practice tml...
yeah.
MC til thurs!!!!
my Traffic Police Riding Test is on 12 Feb.
yup jus a few more days!
sadly, i missed my practice lesson ytd!
all coz my gastric suddenly came to.
at first i tot it was jus air in my stomach, n aft a few visits to e toilet, it wld subside.
but it didnt.
in fact it got worse...
e pain became unbearable for me to even stand up straight.
i was in e toilet since like 730 til 815.
all e while jus squattin beside e toilet plate n endurin e pain.
somehow i felt like vomitin at e same time too.
but well i didnt, perhaps coz i din eat much for dinner.
so i asked my sis to accompany me to e doc n he prescribed me as havin food poisonin n even suspected appendicitis coz i oso had a pain on e bottom rite of my abdomen.
before tat he allowed me to borrow a bed to lie on.
fortunately, for without e bed, i would be jus sittin on e chair n clutchin my knees.
love e bed to bits.
could squirm in peace til i jus died there.
haha kiddin.
but it(the pain) was 1 of a kind.
it was severely acute. n e moment i shifted my body, e pain increased.
ya til i dunno when, i jus kinda fell asleep there.
when i woke up, everything was much better.
ya, n he told me to go for a follow up check-up this morning.
n ya, e pain was still there, e one on e bottom right.
n so he referred me to NUH A&E.
cool huh?
like how often do u go there.
blablabla(skippin all e paperwork n stuff)
e 1st doc jus took my blood for testin n found everythin to b normal.
so SHE told me to stay in a ward for more observation.
den e clerk said tat e ward would take bout 5 - 6 hours to b ready.
n like tat time was 5plus le.
so she advised me to go home pack my stuff to stay in.
so i went to my aunts house at Clementi to jus sit ard instead coz i already packed them.
den at 7 another doctor called me n kinda scolded me for wandering off without permission.
being wronged again, haha
yeah
so on e phone HE told me tat i didnt need to stay over(perhaps not enough beds?)
n asked me to go for another checkup on thur to make sure it was/wasnt appendicitis coz it could still be in its early stages, symptomless.
so ya,
here i am, back at home typing away aft not typing at this same page for like 3 plus weeks...
n i hav another ridin practice tml...
yeah.
MC til thurs!!!!
Monday, 15 January 2007
hmm its been bout 2 weeks since i last blogged...
wat happened?
well, jus tat ive been super busy these days...
hav many units scheduled for lessons these few weeks.
in fact it nvr got finished somehow
when 1 was over, another 1 popped up.
yeah
no time to rest.
last fri evening i had to do my second guard duty.
all i did was stand at some spot for 2 hours 3 times
slept for like only 4 plus hours
den finished at 9am,
rushed to bbdc to get my provisional driving license,
den rushed back home to sleep
den woke up at 12 for a lesson at 130 at clementi camp on e same day.
yup super duper tiring...
n now i've got my hands busy again this week trying to teach lessons.
today my senior had a quarrel with some company today.
it was his 1st time teaching there n problems arose asap.
haha
well, mayb becoz he wasnt tat familiar with e scenarios ard here coz he came frm e offshore island pulau tekong.
yeah, e style of teachin is diff.
over there, u r king, wateva u ask them to do, they hav to follow.
over here at this forsaken camp of lim chu kang,
where e mono intakes of sch dropouts/bengs/ite bla bla blas all converge to form a unit.
well, he tried to discipline them by, well, e usual physical punishments.
n since they were already well-versed in all these exercises,
i roughly think they were havin fun being punished instead!
since my senior couldnt really control e class, he started hurling abuses here n there, trying to instill fear into them, but...
well it turned out otherwise.
tats where ME came into e picture...
well,
my senior n some soldier were already at loggerheads, with e aura of i-really-wanna-whack-u-into-bits surrounding them both...
yeah,
me n another officer literally tried to pull them apart but my senior jus shrugged me off...
somehow i sensed tat he knew wat he was doin n so i trusted him.
til finally i got a chance to say my piece.
PHEW!
yeah...
here comes e backgrd story:
i have been teaching them for e past 3 lessons,
n all this while i did not punish them even when they made much noise n i couldnt control them.
yeah
but coz of tat im happy tat at least i noe i had a connection with them.
aft i asked my senior to relax,
i began to talk to e men, my trainees.
guess wat they said,
"instructor, we see face one."
n
"we prefer you to teach us, instructor."
wah, i tell u,
e feeling is THERE man!
i was quite overwhelmed by wat they said...
haha
truthfully, i did...
so yeah, i came up with a cock n bull story to appease them of their sufferings and yeah, i hope they accepted it.
e best part comes here:
when i addresed them,
they replied with a super loudest ever "YES INSTRUCTOR!!!"
i den boosted their morale abit more before i handed e class back to my senior.
n,
when he addressed them, they replied with a much much softer shout!
woah,
den i tested them again,
n they shouted super loud again!
wah,
super biased man, i tell u.
but i really pity my senior.
guess i hav to teach them again tml ya?
even though i hav another lesson going on concurrently...
oh well, wat can i do,
they REALLY DO like me!
=]
oh yeah,
i jus got my PDL on sat,
so by tml onwards,
my riding lessons will b taken out to e public roads.
previously could only ride in e school premises...
oh well, i hope God will help me again!
very scared tat i'll screw up n spend lotsa time n money again!
haha
may e LORD help me!
wat happened?
well, jus tat ive been super busy these days...
hav many units scheduled for lessons these few weeks.
in fact it nvr got finished somehow
when 1 was over, another 1 popped up.
yeah
no time to rest.
last fri evening i had to do my second guard duty.
all i did was stand at some spot for 2 hours 3 times
slept for like only 4 plus hours
den finished at 9am,
rushed to bbdc to get my provisional driving license,
den rushed back home to sleep
den woke up at 12 for a lesson at 130 at clementi camp on e same day.
yup super duper tiring...
n now i've got my hands busy again this week trying to teach lessons.
today my senior had a quarrel with some company today.
it was his 1st time teaching there n problems arose asap.
haha
well, mayb becoz he wasnt tat familiar with e scenarios ard here coz he came frm e offshore island pulau tekong.
yeah, e style of teachin is diff.
over there, u r king, wateva u ask them to do, they hav to follow.
over here at this forsaken camp of lim chu kang,
where e mono intakes of sch dropouts/bengs/ite bla bla blas all converge to form a unit.
well, he tried to discipline them by, well, e usual physical punishments.
n since they were already well-versed in all these exercises,
i roughly think they were havin fun being punished instead!
since my senior couldnt really control e class, he started hurling abuses here n there, trying to instill fear into them, but...
well it turned out otherwise.
tats where ME came into e picture...
well,
my senior n some soldier were already at loggerheads, with e aura of i-really-wanna-whack-u-into-bits surrounding them both...
yeah,
me n another officer literally tried to pull them apart but my senior jus shrugged me off...
somehow i sensed tat he knew wat he was doin n so i trusted him.
til finally i got a chance to say my piece.
PHEW!
yeah...
here comes e backgrd story:
i have been teaching them for e past 3 lessons,
n all this while i did not punish them even when they made much noise n i couldnt control them.
yeah
but coz of tat im happy tat at least i noe i had a connection with them.
aft i asked my senior to relax,
i began to talk to e men, my trainees.
guess wat they said,
"instructor, we see face one."
n
"we prefer you to teach us, instructor."
wah, i tell u,
e feeling is THERE man!
i was quite overwhelmed by wat they said...
haha
truthfully, i did...
so yeah, i came up with a cock n bull story to appease them of their sufferings and yeah, i hope they accepted it.
e best part comes here:
when i addresed them,
they replied with a super loudest ever "YES INSTRUCTOR!!!"
i den boosted their morale abit more before i handed e class back to my senior.
n,
when he addressed them, they replied with a much much softer shout!
woah,
den i tested them again,
n they shouted super loud again!
wah,
super biased man, i tell u.
but i really pity my senior.
guess i hav to teach them again tml ya?
even though i hav another lesson going on concurrently...
oh well, wat can i do,
they REALLY DO like me!
=]
oh yeah,
i jus got my PDL on sat,
so by tml onwards,
my riding lessons will b taken out to e public roads.
previously could only ride in e school premises...
oh well, i hope God will help me again!
very scared tat i'll screw up n spend lotsa time n money again!
haha
may e LORD help me!
Tuesday, 2 January 2007
currently listening to_: The Veronicas - When It All Falls Apart
i not sure y im really feelin this way...
but i just feel
disposable.
feels like my presence is not needed
feels like im being taken for granted
feels like IM not really needed at all...
n even on e contrary,
im only needed
when ppl really need help when they hav no one else to turn to.
when they need someone to help them do their chores
when they want someone to do it so tat they can slack off
when they need ppl to fill e gaps
i guess...
i dun hav e heart anymore...
e heart to go out of my way for others.
to help n support others frm behind e scenes
to really give all tat i hav for them.
i cant continue any longer...
yeah
im too tired already.
i dun hav e strength to carry on.
i dun hav e strength to continue believing.
to continue believing in relationships
no strength to believe in my friends
no strength to believe in my family
no strength to believe in my colleagues
i feel weak.
e only thing sustaining me rite now is God.
n i dunno wat else to do.
wanna scream but my mouth is shut
but i just feel
disposable.
feels like my presence is not needed
feels like im being taken for granted
feels like IM not really needed at all...
n even on e contrary,
im only needed
when ppl really need help when they hav no one else to turn to.
when they need someone to help them do their chores
when they want someone to do it so tat they can slack off
when they need ppl to fill e gaps
i guess...
i dun hav e heart anymore...
e heart to go out of my way for others.
to help n support others frm behind e scenes
to really give all tat i hav for them.
i cant continue any longer...
yeah
im too tired already.
i dun hav e strength to carry on.
i dun hav e strength to continue believing.
to continue believing in relationships
no strength to believe in my friends
no strength to believe in my family
no strength to believe in my colleagues
i feel weak.
e only thing sustaining me rite now is God.
n i dunno wat else to do.
wanna scream but my mouth is shut
Saturday, 30 December 2006
currently listening to_: Ayaka - I Believe
wah...
i was pretty shocked today.
really very shocking.
1 wrong move n its a BYEBYE for me...
k wait b4 tat,
flashback to tues:
took my prac stage 3.02,
emergency braking.
first few times were like.
oh my
total disaster.
it was only til at e last 30 mins of e lesson,
tat things took a change
i finally grasped e correct technique.
b4 tat i was like fumbling n fumblin all over
n YEAH!!!
i passed it with 1 try!!!
n i tell u,
it was really unexpected!
i was actu thinkin tat i wld fail badly!
but e Lord gave me grace!
phew!!!
coz normally, they wld b askin for consistency.
n like i was only consistant for e last 30 mins!!!
out of 1hr 40mins!
so ya,
PRAISE e LORD!!!
ok next,
fast forward to thur at 8pm.
my riding theory test!!!
yup e actual 1,
not e trial or evaluation or wateva.
its e one n original Traffic Police theory test!
e rules were simple,
get at least 90% correct out of 50 ques.
N
not b late!
but oh well.
tat nite was total chaos for me!
waited at e bus stop at 730 since e journey took bout 10 mins to get there
i waited
n waited
n waited...
was super uneasy already
waited til 750 n finally e bus came!!!
BUT!!!
jus b4 i wanted to board e bus,
I DID NOT BRING MY EZLINK CARD!!!!
WAH!!!
NOT EVEN MY WALLET!!!
N I FELT LIKE DOING LOCI(pronounced as lou-sai)!!!
so i ran back all e way home!!!
grabbed my wallet n ezlink card
n rushed back to e bus stop.
n guess wat,
another bus came!!!
urgh.
fortunately i did not take tat bus,
i took a taxi instead.
BUT
i was LATE!!!
reached at 805!!!
i was super freaked out i tell u.
n there they said on e notice board:
latecomers will b barred frm takin e test!
n so with tat notion in mind,
i hurried to e classroom n PHEW!!!
tat guy let me in!!!
but now e prob is tat i had e urge to, u know, defecate.
but time was sparse,
thus i jus continued e test.
at e end of it,
i had a total of 6 ques which i didnt really noe whether my ans was right or wrong.
n like, i could only allow to fail 5!
yep,
but wat e heck,
i jus didnt really care n inputed my results!!!
IT WAS A .....
*drumroll*
PASS!!!!
woohoo!
i was super glad man!
but tat wasnt all,
aft e toilet business i went to take a bus.
n i only had like 37cents left in my card!
if i had taken e bus earlier,
i would hav enough cash to take e trip back!
n i really praise GOD for this messy n complex situation tat i had diff typing it all out like some drama.
hahaha!
helped me to trust HIM even more.
wait!
theres 1 more!!!
this morn.
prac 4.01.
S-course n crank course.
basically its to test u in ur turning skills at high speed at a narrow lane somemore!
at e start i was like riding super slowly n carefully.
but still, within only 30 mins of practisin,
i had fallen off e bike or went up e kerb for more den 5 times!!!
really a problematic situation!
n ya,
heres e shocking part.
e instructor took my bike n i pillioned him.
we went thru e S-course.
n like,
it was really really frightening!
he entered e bend at such a high speed tat i was really expecting an accident!
totally traumatic!
aft i got off e bike i was like in shock for a few seconds.
i didnt move at all.
but really,
aft tat demonstration,
i finally improved.
how?
by going much faster n banking more to e side!
its was e ultimate scare ride ive ever taken!
den once again,
i only improved durin e last 30 mins,
n PRAISE e LORD once again!
i did everything perfectly!
n i really mean all e small details!
n yeah,
ive passed it with 1 try again!!!
if u think it sounds easy,
it aint.
especially e higher u go,
e harder it is to pass!
n im really glad tat i didnt hav to waste money by failing!
each lesson is $20!!!
really very EX!!!
these were e most memorable events tat happened this week.
n ya,
each one confirmed had some divine intervention in it.
i could nvr pull such a stunt!
HOW MATCHLESS N BOUNDLESS IS E MERCY N GRACE OF E LORD!!!!!
=]
wah...
i was pretty shocked today.
really very shocking.
1 wrong move n its a BYEBYE for me...
k wait b4 tat,
flashback to tues:
took my prac stage 3.02,
emergency braking.
first few times were like.
oh my
total disaster.
it was only til at e last 30 mins of e lesson,
tat things took a change
i finally grasped e correct technique.
b4 tat i was like fumbling n fumblin all over
n YEAH!!!
i passed it with 1 try!!!
n i tell u,
it was really unexpected!
i was actu thinkin tat i wld fail badly!
but e Lord gave me grace!
phew!!!
coz normally, they wld b askin for consistency.
n like i was only consistant for e last 30 mins!!!
out of 1hr 40mins!
so ya,
PRAISE e LORD!!!
ok next,
fast forward to thur at 8pm.
my riding theory test!!!
yup e actual 1,
not e trial or evaluation or wateva.
its e one n original Traffic Police theory test!
e rules were simple,
get at least 90% correct out of 50 ques.
N
not b late!
but oh well.
tat nite was total chaos for me!
waited at e bus stop at 730 since e journey took bout 10 mins to get there
i waited
n waited
n waited...
was super uneasy already
waited til 750 n finally e bus came!!!
BUT!!!
jus b4 i wanted to board e bus,
I DID NOT BRING MY EZLINK CARD!!!!
WAH!!!
NOT EVEN MY WALLET!!!
N I FELT LIKE DOING LOCI(pronounced as lou-sai)!!!
so i ran back all e way home!!!
grabbed my wallet n ezlink card
n rushed back to e bus stop.
n guess wat,
another bus came!!!
urgh.
fortunately i did not take tat bus,
i took a taxi instead.
BUT
i was LATE!!!
reached at 805!!!
i was super freaked out i tell u.
n there they said on e notice board:
latecomers will b barred frm takin e test!
n so with tat notion in mind,
i hurried to e classroom n PHEW!!!
tat guy let me in!!!
but now e prob is tat i had e urge to, u know, defecate.
but time was sparse,
thus i jus continued e test.
at e end of it,
i had a total of 6 ques which i didnt really noe whether my ans was right or wrong.
n like, i could only allow to fail 5!
yep,
but wat e heck,
i jus didnt really care n inputed my results!!!
IT WAS A .....
*drumroll*
PASS!!!!
woohoo!
i was super glad man!
but tat wasnt all,
aft e toilet business i went to take a bus.
n i only had like 37cents left in my card!
if i had taken e bus earlier,
i would hav enough cash to take e trip back!
n i really praise GOD for this messy n complex situation tat i had diff typing it all out like some drama.
hahaha!
helped me to trust HIM even more.
wait!
theres 1 more!!!
this morn.
prac 4.01.
S-course n crank course.
basically its to test u in ur turning skills at high speed at a narrow lane somemore!
at e start i was like riding super slowly n carefully.
but still, within only 30 mins of practisin,
i had fallen off e bike or went up e kerb for more den 5 times!!!
really a problematic situation!
n ya,
heres e shocking part.
e instructor took my bike n i pillioned him.
we went thru e S-course.
n like,
it was really really frightening!
he entered e bend at such a high speed tat i was really expecting an accident!
totally traumatic!
aft i got off e bike i was like in shock for a few seconds.
i didnt move at all.
but really,
aft tat demonstration,
i finally improved.
how?
by going much faster n banking more to e side!
its was e ultimate scare ride ive ever taken!
den once again,
i only improved durin e last 30 mins,
n PRAISE e LORD once again!
i did everything perfectly!
n i really mean all e small details!
n yeah,
ive passed it with 1 try again!!!
if u think it sounds easy,
it aint.
especially e higher u go,
e harder it is to pass!
n im really glad tat i didnt hav to waste money by failing!
each lesson is $20!!!
really very EX!!!
these were e most memorable events tat happened this week.
n ya,
each one confirmed had some divine intervention in it.
i could nvr pull such a stunt!
HOW MATCHLESS N BOUNDLESS IS E MERCY N GRACE OF E LORD!!!!!
=]
Tuesday, 26 December 2006
e time when it all started
currently listening to_: PANIC! At The Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies
yep
Christmas is finally over...
n i din get to enjoy it as much as poss...
all i did was jus to stay at home
n sleep
yeah
kinda borin i noe
but e only time i went out was to exchange presents or for my riding.
basically tats e only 2 times i went out these 2 days.
kinda sad huh.
but oh well...
at least i learnt a couple of things this Christmas n i thank God for it.
im feelin a little enlightened here n there but i doubt it'll last me for even a week.
im gonna need some constant reformation ya
n really lotsa encouragement.
am i really v immature???
hmmm...
yup,
wanna praise e Lord for really helpin me to pass my prac lessons 1 after another by His Grace n Mercy.
coz i noe tat i could nvr do it all by myself.
yep its true i dun hav confidence in myself.
but even if i did hav any,
it wouldnt help if God did not allow His Will to be enacted.
yep,
been there n tried it b4.
e moment u think tat u can do it by ur own strength,
even though u tot u could do it well,
n e future seems sure,
without His sovereign Will,
u can even fail miserably.
tats wat He has been tryin to teach me...
frm my lessons...
so wat i hav to do is jus to guai guai listen n follow with child-like faith
as small as a mustard seed.
May e Lord grant me tat...
anw,
i really really regretted 1 thing
tat is
tat i had to go to my aunt's house on Christmas eve nite
when there was a service going on in church
heard tat it was fantastic though
oh my...
n wat i did there couldnt compare...
i only ate dinner,
which wasnt tat marvellous,
n jus whilst my time away watchin The Host,
n parts of Saw n Saw II.
yeah,
oh btw,
Charmian,
if u're readin this,
BIG THANKS for ur chocs!!!
love it lots ya?
although its kinda precious for me to eat them.
haha
gotta admire them b4 i eat.
coz its australian imported!!!
=P
yup,
so wat i gotta do for e rest of e week is to buy more presents!
yea
belated ones...
coz i dun really hav much time to buy them...
n oso to pass my riding theory test this comin thur nite.
im kinda like halfway thru it all
so ya
hope i can faster get thru this.
to get a license to allow me to die faster.
kinda ironic huh?
oh well,
its time for this poor NSF (yup i really mean poor cash-wise)
to finally go back to work.
yep
hope tat i'll find something to do there...
other den more sai kang
haha.
gtg hav some beauty sleep b4 i get more pimples!!
nitez
yep
Christmas is finally over...
n i din get to enjoy it as much as poss...
all i did was jus to stay at home
n sleep
yeah
kinda borin i noe
but e only time i went out was to exchange presents or for my riding.
basically tats e only 2 times i went out these 2 days.
kinda sad huh.
but oh well...
at least i learnt a couple of things this Christmas n i thank God for it.
im feelin a little enlightened here n there but i doubt it'll last me for even a week.
im gonna need some constant reformation ya
n really lotsa encouragement.
am i really v immature???
hmmm...
yup,
wanna praise e Lord for really helpin me to pass my prac lessons 1 after another by His Grace n Mercy.
coz i noe tat i could nvr do it all by myself.
yep its true i dun hav confidence in myself.
but even if i did hav any,
it wouldnt help if God did not allow His Will to be enacted.
yep,
been there n tried it b4.
e moment u think tat u can do it by ur own strength,
even though u tot u could do it well,
n e future seems sure,
without His sovereign Will,
u can even fail miserably.
tats wat He has been tryin to teach me...
frm my lessons...
so wat i hav to do is jus to guai guai listen n follow with child-like faith
as small as a mustard seed.
May e Lord grant me tat...
anw,
i really really regretted 1 thing
tat is
tat i had to go to my aunt's house on Christmas eve nite
when there was a service going on in church
heard tat it was fantastic though
oh my...
n wat i did there couldnt compare...
i only ate dinner,
which wasnt tat marvellous,
n jus whilst my time away watchin The Host,
n parts of Saw n Saw II.
yeah,
oh btw,
Charmian,
if u're readin this,
BIG THANKS for ur chocs!!!
love it lots ya?
although its kinda precious for me to eat them.
haha
gotta admire them b4 i eat.
coz its australian imported!!!
=P
yup,
so wat i gotta do for e rest of e week is to buy more presents!
yea
belated ones...
coz i dun really hav much time to buy them...
n oso to pass my riding theory test this comin thur nite.
im kinda like halfway thru it all
so ya
hope i can faster get thru this.
to get a license to allow me to die faster.
kinda ironic huh?
oh well,
its time for this poor NSF (yup i really mean poor cash-wise)
to finally go back to work.
yep
hope tat i'll find something to do there...
other den more sai kang
haha.
gtg hav some beauty sleep b4 i get more pimples!!
nitez
Friday, 22 December 2006
currently listening to_: Saving Jane - Come Down To Me
"You are beautiful,
jus e way u are.
N i love it all, every line n every scar.
N i wish tat i could make u see,
this is where u ought to be..."
e chorus of this song...
well,
kinda reminded me of a person...
well actu, make it 2.
yup,
guess im glad tat they both get e msg,
though i dun really noe whether they'll really think tat way in their hearts...
a nice n emo song...
jus e way i like it
haha
've been blastin music in my ears for quite some time now...
i guess tml i'll jus go deaf...
miss this kinda feeling...
jus blastin all day long...
i guess its been only 3 to 4 hours only...
but it doesnt matter...
if only i could blast it this loud in e gym last nite while at e punching bag...
woah.
how nice tat'll b...
oh?
y im in e gym last nite?
simple.
coz i stayed over yet again
haha
think i really hav nth to do..
keep staying in...
oh well...
at least ive learnt something frm it...
lesson 1: aggression hurts.
lesson 2: silence is e best ans.
lesson 3: stayin in camp saves money n time spent travelling to n fro when u hav nth to do...
lesson 4: i really need to find time to buy prezzies!!!
lesson 5: when u're tired, u spout nonsense.
lesson 6: when u're sick, try to get an MC asap, b4 ur brain fails u n u become a living zombie
lesson 7: nvr try to outrun an officer, he'll stil catch up in e end.
guess i'll jus stop there...
cant think of anymore...
lalalala
hmmm,
mayb e reason y i love to blast music out loud is coz i can jus filter out other noises...
jus listen to pure music...
i love silence,
i really do.
but wat happens if u cant shut out e noise?
u BLAST!!!!
hahaha!
perhaps i need some 'me' time,
to think bout stuff.
bout my life.
to self reflect on it.
fortunately i took my 1 n only leave for this tues...
yeah!
long weekend!
ahhh...
but my whole fam shd b at home too...
oh well,
theres nth i can do...
oh shucks...
n now my music source jus died down...
no batt at all...
nvm...
shall cont writing this in silence(with some noise from e tv outside)
yep as i was sayin
my precious leave on tues...
hope tat i wun spend e day playin games or watever.
jus lie on e bed to think
n think
n think
n think til e world jus falls apart.
i mean til i hav to go to work again...
hols...
finally its bout time it came.
well u sch children r real fortunate.
at least u guys get sch hols or a week of hols inbetween semesters
really gotta treasure tat ya?
dun ever whilst ur time away like tat
make full use of it...
but for me?
i'll jus sleep e whole day thru
if God permits...
longest ever record of sleepin by me was 23hrs nonstop only...
hope i can break tat record some day...
hmm,
tml theres another prac lesson in e morn.
den aft tat i gotta help my fren to lacquer his bike.
den aft tat if got time go cut hair at woodlands.
den aft tat go for some meeting for some anniversary thingy.
den aft tat is ypf.
den aft tat if got time still, i'll try to find presents to buy for frens(but i doubt so)
den aft tat go sleep.
den next morn go church.
den aft tat i really dunno where to go.
den aft tat go to aunts house to celeb Christmas.
den aft tat i dunno wat i'll b doing again...
somehow,
n seriously,
to me,
it doesnt feel like Christmas anymore...
i dun get to feel tat atmosphere it once brought about.
let alone e New Year...
everyday feels either like a rest day or a working day to me.
i cant tell e diff anymore...
i dun even look forward to it...
i dun even noe wat im thinking.
i guess my brain shd really b scrapped soon,
jus like my bro's bike.
if only i could get a new 1.
jus forget it all n start anew.
to reexperience everything again.
gotta make sure tat this new brain is free from defects so it wouldnt lose any more memories...
N oso with a bigger memory space to store stuff.
my mind now is like a sponge.
not tat it retains well.
but rather, to absorb more water, u hav to squeeze out e water in e sponge to do so.
only den can new info be retained.
like e chi saying,
'jiu de bu qu, xing de bu lai'
describes me quite aptly now...
wanted to jus shout it(frustrations) all out.
but i guess,
u cant shout efficiently with a sore throat n flu n phlegm ya?
besides, ppl like me having a small build cant really get to shout loud...
so mayb i shdnt bother shoutin at all...
sandbag n loud music,
they make a great pair together,
dun u think so too?
"You are beautiful,
jus e way u are.
N i love it all, every line n every scar.
N i wish tat i could make u see,
this is where u ought to be..."
e chorus of this song...
well,
kinda reminded me of a person...
well actu, make it 2.
yup,
guess im glad tat they both get e msg,
though i dun really noe whether they'll really think tat way in their hearts...
a nice n emo song...
jus e way i like it
haha
've been blastin music in my ears for quite some time now...
i guess tml i'll jus go deaf...
miss this kinda feeling...
jus blastin all day long...
i guess its been only 3 to 4 hours only...
but it doesnt matter...
if only i could blast it this loud in e gym last nite while at e punching bag...
woah.
how nice tat'll b...
oh?
y im in e gym last nite?
simple.
coz i stayed over yet again
haha
think i really hav nth to do..
keep staying in...
oh well...
at least ive learnt something frm it...
lesson 1: aggression hurts.
lesson 2: silence is e best ans.
lesson 3: stayin in camp saves money n time spent travelling to n fro when u hav nth to do...
lesson 4: i really need to find time to buy prezzies!!!
lesson 5: when u're tired, u spout nonsense.
lesson 6: when u're sick, try to get an MC asap, b4 ur brain fails u n u become a living zombie
lesson 7: nvr try to outrun an officer, he'll stil catch up in e end.
guess i'll jus stop there...
cant think of anymore...
lalalala
hmmm,
mayb e reason y i love to blast music out loud is coz i can jus filter out other noises...
jus listen to pure music...
i love silence,
i really do.
but wat happens if u cant shut out e noise?
u BLAST!!!!
hahaha!
perhaps i need some 'me' time,
to think bout stuff.
bout my life.
to self reflect on it.
fortunately i took my 1 n only leave for this tues...
yeah!
long weekend!
ahhh...
but my whole fam shd b at home too...
oh well,
theres nth i can do...
oh shucks...
n now my music source jus died down...
no batt at all...
nvm...
shall cont writing this in silence(with some noise from e tv outside)
yep as i was sayin
my precious leave on tues...
hope tat i wun spend e day playin games or watever.
jus lie on e bed to think
n think
n think
n think til e world jus falls apart.
i mean til i hav to go to work again...
hols...
finally its bout time it came.
well u sch children r real fortunate.
at least u guys get sch hols or a week of hols inbetween semesters
really gotta treasure tat ya?
dun ever whilst ur time away like tat
make full use of it...
but for me?
i'll jus sleep e whole day thru
if God permits...
longest ever record of sleepin by me was 23hrs nonstop only...
hope i can break tat record some day...
hmm,
tml theres another prac lesson in e morn.
den aft tat i gotta help my fren to lacquer his bike.
den aft tat if got time go cut hair at woodlands.
den aft tat go for some meeting for some anniversary thingy.
den aft tat is ypf.
den aft tat if got time still, i'll try to find presents to buy for frens(but i doubt so)
den aft tat go sleep.
den next morn go church.
den aft tat i really dunno where to go.
den aft tat go to aunts house to celeb Christmas.
den aft tat i dunno wat i'll b doing again...
somehow,
n seriously,
to me,
it doesnt feel like Christmas anymore...
i dun get to feel tat atmosphere it once brought about.
let alone e New Year...
everyday feels either like a rest day or a working day to me.
i cant tell e diff anymore...
i dun even look forward to it...
i dun even noe wat im thinking.
i guess my brain shd really b scrapped soon,
jus like my bro's bike.
if only i could get a new 1.
jus forget it all n start anew.
to reexperience everything again.
gotta make sure tat this new brain is free from defects so it wouldnt lose any more memories...
N oso with a bigger memory space to store stuff.
my mind now is like a sponge.
not tat it retains well.
but rather, to absorb more water, u hav to squeeze out e water in e sponge to do so.
only den can new info be retained.
like e chi saying,
'jiu de bu qu, xing de bu lai'
describes me quite aptly now...
wanted to jus shout it(frustrations) all out.
but i guess,
u cant shout efficiently with a sore throat n flu n phlegm ya?
besides, ppl like me having a small build cant really get to shout loud...
so mayb i shdnt bother shoutin at all...
sandbag n loud music,
they make a great pair together,
dun u think so too?
Monday, 18 December 2006
currently listening to_: Micheal Buble - Home
oh my.
its been a real long time since i've been back home.
seriously i somehow dun really feel e longing to b back home.
i wonder y...
anw,
last week has been really fruitful for me.
although i was really (x 13) tired,
somehow i found e strength to carry on n listen to e messages in e YPF Camp.
wasnt by my effort but rather by His Grace n Mercy.
can u imagine,
1 big bag to last u for 1 week,
where u tug it along from Mon in Gedong den aftnoon aft 5 go to tengah air base n stay over n e next morn go back to camp n this continues to n fro, to n fro...
i tell u, u'll practically breakdown on e spot.
besides, i had my tkd grading on fri too!
din really hav e time to prac for it.
much less e sleep.
not only tat,
i had my bike prac on sat,
n i failed it yet again!!!
total failed 5 times,
if each time is $23.10,
5 times = (u own self do e maths, i lazy do for u)
anw, think u roughly noe e idea behind it
but really thank God again tat i passed my riding theory evaluation with a whopping 98% pass!!!
(u hav to get min 90% out of 80ques, meaning 72/80)
yupz!
but too bad i wasnt there at home at bout 11.
hey i still cant imagine tat U(charmian) actu came to my house!!!
so paiseh!!!
my house was an entire mess!
seriously!
oh my,
fortunately u din come to my room.
PHEW!!!
wow i rcant imaine if i were at home n u guys came knockin at my door,
i guess i'll still b sleeping if i din go for my riding!
den i'll b wearing my home clothes n shrivelled hair n big eye bags jus saying 'huh?' when u guys come in.
k forget bout those.
lets move on to e next day,
SUNDAY.
o ya by rite i was supposed to meet SF n gang for lunch or somethin but something real bad cropped up.
guard duty was changed frm 29 dec to 17 dec!!!
on a sunday somemore!
means no lunch with them!!!
or even e C' twins n william!
so sad!!!
was a sudden change on thur tat left every1 stunned.
yep,
n e funny thing tat kept me thinking was tat Yumi joked she wanted to come to my camp gate to sing songs n hav a worship service!
haha
how totful of her!
oh well, she obviously didnt though...
yup got bitten by many many mozzies on sun
super duper itchy'
not only tat,
few ppl who were supposed to come tat day did not
n so coz of tat,
we all had to do extra duty to cover up for them!!!
so yup, obviously we din sleep much...
we're jus concussing every now n then.
haha,
i watched tom yum goong n scary movie 3 part 1 during my guard.
funny huh?
other ppl wld b sleeping their ass off(literally)
instead of this.
agree?
ya...
n this morn,
we're supposed to hav guard rest from 8 to 12.
meaning we sleep it thru all e way n no 1,
i mean, no 1 is supposed to touch us at all.
BUT
big boss still asked us to fall in n aft tat sit at e side of e field to support e others in a soccer match.
i mean like, it aint supposed to b this way!
besides, we were told to help out to do sai kang meaning e shifting of tables n chairs!
but obviously we ignored.
come on, we ARE tat tired!
we couldnt even get any uninterrupted rest!
ah well,
but really thank God i made it pass tat week(including today).
yupz,
ive finally finally finally passed my prac!
hahaha
now going on to e next stage,
emergency braking!
yupz
tml!!!
3.01 here i come!!!
no wait, b4 tat...
SLEEP!!!!!!
pure n precious
SLEEP!!!!!
oh my.
its been a real long time since i've been back home.
seriously i somehow dun really feel e longing to b back home.
i wonder y...
anw,
last week has been really fruitful for me.
although i was really (x 13) tired,
somehow i found e strength to carry on n listen to e messages in e YPF Camp.
wasnt by my effort but rather by His Grace n Mercy.
can u imagine,
1 big bag to last u for 1 week,
where u tug it along from Mon in Gedong den aftnoon aft 5 go to tengah air base n stay over n e next morn go back to camp n this continues to n fro, to n fro...
i tell u, u'll practically breakdown on e spot.
besides, i had my tkd grading on fri too!
din really hav e time to prac for it.
much less e sleep.
not only tat,
i had my bike prac on sat,
n i failed it yet again!!!
total failed 5 times,
if each time is $23.10,
5 times = (u own self do e maths, i lazy do for u)
anw, think u roughly noe e idea behind it
but really thank God again tat i passed my riding theory evaluation with a whopping 98% pass!!!
(u hav to get min 90% out of 80ques, meaning 72/80)
yupz!
but too bad i wasnt there at home at bout 11.
hey i still cant imagine tat U(charmian) actu came to my house!!!
so paiseh!!!
my house was an entire mess!
seriously!
oh my,
fortunately u din come to my room.
PHEW!!!
wow i rcant imaine if i were at home n u guys came knockin at my door,
i guess i'll still b sleeping if i din go for my riding!
den i'll b wearing my home clothes n shrivelled hair n big eye bags jus saying 'huh?' when u guys come in.
k forget bout those.
lets move on to e next day,
SUNDAY.
o ya by rite i was supposed to meet SF n gang for lunch or somethin but something real bad cropped up.
guard duty was changed frm 29 dec to 17 dec!!!
on a sunday somemore!
means no lunch with them!!!
or even e C' twins n william!
so sad!!!
was a sudden change on thur tat left every1 stunned.
yep,
n e funny thing tat kept me thinking was tat Yumi joked she wanted to come to my camp gate to sing songs n hav a worship service!
haha
how totful of her!
oh well, she obviously didnt though...
yup got bitten by many many mozzies on sun
super duper itchy'
not only tat,
few ppl who were supposed to come tat day did not
n so coz of tat,
we all had to do extra duty to cover up for them!!!
so yup, obviously we din sleep much...
we're jus concussing every now n then.
haha,
i watched tom yum goong n scary movie 3 part 1 during my guard.
funny huh?
other ppl wld b sleeping their ass off(literally)
instead of this.
agree?
ya...
n this morn,
we're supposed to hav guard rest from 8 to 12.
meaning we sleep it thru all e way n no 1,
i mean, no 1 is supposed to touch us at all.
BUT
big boss still asked us to fall in n aft tat sit at e side of e field to support e others in a soccer match.
i mean like, it aint supposed to b this way!
besides, we were told to help out to do sai kang meaning e shifting of tables n chairs!
but obviously we ignored.
come on, we ARE tat tired!
we couldnt even get any uninterrupted rest!
ah well,
but really thank God i made it pass tat week(including today).
yupz,
ive finally finally finally passed my prac!
hahaha
now going on to e next stage,
emergency braking!
yupz
tml!!!
3.01 here i come!!!
no wait, b4 tat...
SLEEP!!!!!!
pure n precious
SLEEP!!!!!
Saturday, 9 December 2006
currently listening to_: North - I Won't Hold Back
dead dead tired
n giddy
n headache
and feel like fainting
n other other stuff...
deduction: i think i really havent used my blain for a long time.
resulting in a 'muscle ache' kinda syndrome.
went to e MINDS cafe today n played rather cool board games there.
find it worth e while.
besides,
e lasagne is pretty delicious too!
hmm,
if
my headache was due to tiredness...
den i guess,
by e next week i'll b like super zombified
imagine
sungei gedong
+
tkd back in hq
den aft tat
go to tengah for msg
n perhaps stay in
oh my
i'll jus lie flat n concuss straight away
phew,
almost kana-ed some stupid punishment ytd
jus imagine e punishment being to wear tat stupid U
while booking in n out of camps
ha
i really dun mind
ahhh
1 more week of gedong
can u take it?
yupz n i've failed yet again.
funny lane change prac
argh
kinda funny how i saw a drunk chi man in 40s trying to pick a fight with a tamil/bangla on e bus jus now.
ha
threatened here n there n finally got off e bus,
threw a few punches (which missed for e chi man)
den finally ended with e tamil man grabbin e chi man's collar n scolding him or something.
kinda comical to watch though
too bad they got off e bus too early for me to stop them n hopefully land a few punches
haha
no la
im not so bad
i dun even think i had e energy either.
oh well...
jus had a thought
thinking if i shd jus make this blog private
meaning tat no one
n i mean NO ONE can see it
hmmm
mayb i shd'
or mayb i shd jus close it down
den again
mayb not
i'll still need this to help me vent my anger when im angry
say things tat my tongue cant withhold
yea,
coz mayb i jus dun hav e urge to talk these days.
'keepin my mouth shut from e start'
somehow i jus cant get into e mood to talk.
or rather its hard ba.
people can talk bout everything under e sun
but perhaps for me, i'll jus b e 1 listening
tat silent assasin right beside u
or mayb
u've got e wrong topic to 'click' me with
pehaps its jus kinda hard for me to connect
esp with gals in e east
their feel is kinda different from those in e west
n no
i too cant talk to high class people
i cant even hold a continuous conversation with them.
i jus like to talk with my blog,
i guess its e only time i ever talk alot
dun u think so too?
dead dead tired
n giddy
n headache
and feel like fainting
n other other stuff...
deduction: i think i really havent used my blain for a long time.
resulting in a 'muscle ache' kinda syndrome.
went to e MINDS cafe today n played rather cool board games there.
find it worth e while.
besides,
e lasagne is pretty delicious too!
hmm,
if
my headache was due to tiredness...
den i guess,
by e next week i'll b like super zombified
imagine
sungei gedong
+
tkd back in hq
den aft tat
go to tengah for msg
n perhaps stay in
oh my
i'll jus lie flat n concuss straight away
phew,
almost kana-ed some stupid punishment ytd
jus imagine e punishment being to wear tat stupid U
while booking in n out of camps
ha
i really dun mind
ahhh
1 more week of gedong
can u take it?
yupz n i've failed yet again.
funny lane change prac
argh
kinda funny how i saw a drunk chi man in 40s trying to pick a fight with a tamil/bangla on e bus jus now.
ha
threatened here n there n finally got off e bus,
threw a few punches (which missed for e chi man)
den finally ended with e tamil man grabbin e chi man's collar n scolding him or something.
kinda comical to watch though
too bad they got off e bus too early for me to stop them n hopefully land a few punches
haha
no la
im not so bad
i dun even think i had e energy either.
oh well...
jus had a thought
thinking if i shd jus make this blog private
meaning tat no one
n i mean NO ONE can see it
hmmm
mayb i shd'
or mayb i shd jus close it down
den again
mayb not
i'll still need this to help me vent my anger when im angry
say things tat my tongue cant withhold
yea,
coz mayb i jus dun hav e urge to talk these days.
'keepin my mouth shut from e start'
somehow i jus cant get into e mood to talk.
or rather its hard ba.
people can talk bout everything under e sun
but perhaps for me, i'll jus b e 1 listening
tat silent assasin right beside u
or mayb
u've got e wrong topic to 'click' me with
pehaps its jus kinda hard for me to connect
esp with gals in e east
their feel is kinda different from those in e west
n no
i too cant talk to high class people
i cant even hold a continuous conversation with them.
i jus like to talk with my blog,
i guess its e only time i ever talk alot
dun u think so too?
Tuesday, 5 December 2006
chances.
currently listening to_: Jesse McCartney - Just Go
ever wondered if u've ever saw a chance coming,
but instead of graspin it,
u had it slip pass ur bare eyes...
under ur very nose.
n u've nvr ever knew it had crossed.
n now it jus gives u a diff feeling when u actu came across it again.
diff from tat e 1st contact u had.
makes u ever wonder again whether u really wanna take up tat chance.
yeah i finally passed my prac lesson ytd!!!
stupid stage 2.01.
grrrr
yeah,
hope i can 1hit k.o. for my next prac tml...
had a somewat fun time ytd nite
aft i came home from my prac.
ate dinner
den later went out again!
haha
for a spin on my bike.
no la,
i cant ride yet,
i dun even hav a license!
jus being pillioned la.
went to some coffeeshop n sit down n got overcharged for iced milo at $1.30!!!
(its jus a normal coffeeshop)
uncle wanna cheat my money!!!
=P
den went back to prac abit on my bike
(this time its illegally)
jus abit of starting n stopping only mah..
perhaps still not used to it?
hee
yupz
supposed to hav another interrogation at SIB
for e 3RD TIME!!!
argh,
hate tat place.
treats u like some criminal.
breaks u down.
but they postponed tat appointment
i wonder y
i wonder y they even need to call me back.
ive already told them all tat i knew.
all e details
from e previous day
to wat i do e next day
everything
n now they jus wanna haunt me again!
grrrr
but coz of tat,
i had an unofficial half day off!
haha
was supposed to go at 1030am
but since they cancelled it,
i jus simply lazed ard at home b4 proceedin to gedong again
yeah
tat crash course.
n
i still dun hav time to prac my tkd pattern!!!
wah!
signing off...
ever wondered if u've ever saw a chance coming,
but instead of graspin it,
u had it slip pass ur bare eyes...
under ur very nose.
n u've nvr ever knew it had crossed.
n now it jus gives u a diff feeling when u actu came across it again.
diff from tat e 1st contact u had.
makes u ever wonder again whether u really wanna take up tat chance.
yeah i finally passed my prac lesson ytd!!!
stupid stage 2.01.
grrrr
yeah,
hope i can 1hit k.o. for my next prac tml...
had a somewat fun time ytd nite
aft i came home from my prac.
ate dinner
den later went out again!
haha
for a spin on my bike.
no la,
i cant ride yet,
i dun even hav a license!
jus being pillioned la.
went to some coffeeshop n sit down n got overcharged for iced milo at $1.30!!!
(its jus a normal coffeeshop)
uncle wanna cheat my money!!!
=P
den went back to prac abit on my bike
(this time its illegally)
jus abit of starting n stopping only mah..
perhaps still not used to it?
hee
yupz
supposed to hav another interrogation at SIB
for e 3RD TIME!!!
argh,
hate tat place.
treats u like some criminal.
breaks u down.
but they postponed tat appointment
i wonder y
i wonder y they even need to call me back.
ive already told them all tat i knew.
all e details
from e previous day
to wat i do e next day
everything
n now they jus wanna haunt me again!
grrrr
but coz of tat,
i had an unofficial half day off!
haha
was supposed to go at 1030am
but since they cancelled it,
i jus simply lazed ard at home b4 proceedin to gedong again
yeah
tat crash course.
n
i still dun hav time to prac my tkd pattern!!!
wah!
signing off...
Sunday, 3 December 2006
gedong bluez
currently listening to_: The Feeling - Never Be Lonely
hmm,
i failed yet again at my practical...
but somehow i jus dun feel as sad as e 1st time.
but y?
yeah jus sat on my bro's new bike ytd nite at 11+ to pasir panjang to eat prata.
reached home at 1245am this morn.
me?
i ate roti john + milo dino!
but it wasnt as fantastic as e roti john i ate at tekong,
yup, tat offshore island where it all starts...
by shaving ur head!!!
lalalala
kinda feeling bored rite now...
nth to do online
played abit too much FFXII ytd n e day b4.
shdnt play today.
so now i really hav nth to do except to write something in my blog and listen to e tv beside me...
oh ya,
e 2 week 1 day crash course at sungei gedong (lim chu kang area) has officially started on fri!
now im gonna b there sorta for 9/5 (not 24/7)
my oh my.
n i hav another prac tml at 6
jus hope tat i can finally PASS it
grrr.
wasting money already...
not forgetting another grading later in e week on fri mon!
argh, n i havent practised e pattern yet!!!
supposed to go back hq last fri n this tues to learn n prac but,
ahhhhh
hav to teach at gedong n STAY THERE!!!!
hope i still can adapt to e changes made for e basic commands n moves...
yeah,
jus hope tat i can get a black b4 i ORD.
but wats e purpose of a black belt?
i really dunno.
y get a black when a belt level doesnt really matter much?
i really really dunno.
yeah....
jus hope tat e terror 2 weeks will jus pass by fast fast...
im missin some1's smile already...
hmm,
i failed yet again at my practical...
but somehow i jus dun feel as sad as e 1st time.
but y?
yeah jus sat on my bro's new bike ytd nite at 11+ to pasir panjang to eat prata.
reached home at 1245am this morn.
me?
i ate roti john + milo dino!
but it wasnt as fantastic as e roti john i ate at tekong,
yup, tat offshore island where it all starts...
by shaving ur head!!!
lalalala
kinda feeling bored rite now...
nth to do online
played abit too much FFXII ytd n e day b4.
shdnt play today.
so now i really hav nth to do except to write something in my blog and listen to e tv beside me...
oh ya,
e 2 week 1 day crash course at sungei gedong (lim chu kang area) has officially started on fri!
now im gonna b there sorta for 9/5 (not 24/7)
my oh my.
n i hav another prac tml at 6
jus hope tat i can finally PASS it
grrr.
wasting money already...
not forgetting another grading later in e week on fri mon!
argh, n i havent practised e pattern yet!!!
supposed to go back hq last fri n this tues to learn n prac but,
ahhhhh
hav to teach at gedong n STAY THERE!!!!
hope i still can adapt to e changes made for e basic commands n moves...
yeah,
jus hope tat i can get a black b4 i ORD.
but wats e purpose of a black belt?
i really dunno.
y get a black when a belt level doesnt really matter much?
i really really dunno.
yeah....
jus hope tat e terror 2 weeks will jus pass by fast fast...
im missin some1's smile already...
Tuesday, 28 November 2006
super tiredness!!!!
currently listening to_: The Veronicas - How Long
oh my...
im super tired today...
couldnt get anything into my head!!!!
ytd played badminton from 7 to 10,
talked to roy til 1215am.
slept,
wake up at 530am,
ran 4km at 730am,
played badminton for 30mins,
did saikang for 2 hours,
practice tkd pattern for 1 hour,
ate lunch for 15 mins,
rush back do more saikang,
slack here n there - go gym, skip ropes, read mags, surf net, walk ard, stone...
den go for prac lesson.
couldnt absorb wat e ins was teaching...
made a huge mess of everything!
couldnt concentrate,
fell off my bike,
stalled engine many times!
urgh.
results came
failed
had to retake...
so sad...
need some space....
to jus shout out super LOUD!!!!
oh my...
im super tired today...
couldnt get anything into my head!!!!
ytd played badminton from 7 to 10,
talked to roy til 1215am.
slept,
wake up at 530am,
ran 4km at 730am,
played badminton for 30mins,
did saikang for 2 hours,
practice tkd pattern for 1 hour,
ate lunch for 15 mins,
rush back do more saikang,
slack here n there - go gym, skip ropes, read mags, surf net, walk ard, stone...
den go for prac lesson.
couldnt absorb wat e ins was teaching...
made a huge mess of everything!
couldnt concentrate,
fell off my bike,
stalled engine many times!
urgh.
results came
failed
had to retake...
so sad...
need some space....
to jus shout out super LOUD!!!!
Friday, 24 November 2006
Monday, 20 November 2006
???
currently listening to_: Backstreet Boys - Over Her
woah, new record again...
ytd i rode at 150km/h!
went to e motoshow ytd too...
$10 was really worth it...
worth e gazing n drooling of all egals cars n bikes on display there!
too bad i forgot to charge my hp otherwise it wld b picture taking frenzy time!!!
awww...
if only there were more car models on display tat day + more freebies!
such a limited range aimed to sell cars instead of wow-ing e crowd!
n theres not even any mitsubishi cars there!
oh well, but wat amazed me was e isuzu section.
1 entire section of nobody entering tat area!
n y???
coz they r e only lorries on display!
wat e rene!
totally out of e world!!!
crappy ya.
n ya today had many lessons cancelled due to either e timetable cock-up or bad weather...
but today something struck me...
struck me hard,
struck me fast...
::
have i ever been toooo nice to others til others dun even recog my efforts?
nono,
in short,
am i over nice?
i dun hav e ans to tat too...
i really dunno...
anw, gtg for riding theory lessons now...
cya
woah, new record again...
ytd i rode at 150km/h!
went to e motoshow ytd too...
$10 was really worth it...
worth e gazing n drooling of all e
too bad i forgot to charge my hp otherwise it wld b picture taking frenzy time!!!
awww...
if only there were more car models on display tat day + more freebies!
such a limited range aimed to sell cars instead of wow-ing e crowd!
n theres not even any mitsubishi cars there!
oh well, but wat amazed me was e isuzu section.
1 entire section of nobody entering tat area!
n y???
coz they r e only lorries on display!
wat e rene!
totally out of e world!!!
crappy ya.
n ya today had many lessons cancelled due to either e timetable cock-up or bad weather...
but today something struck me...
struck me hard,
struck me fast...
::
have i ever been toooo nice to others til others dun even recog my efforts?
nono,
in short,
am i over nice?
i dun hav e ans to tat too...
i really dunno...
anw, gtg for riding theory lessons now...
cya
Tuesday, 14 November 2006
=]
currently listening to_: Zhang Hui Mei - Jie Tuo
yupx had a G R E A T day ytd.
thanks SER!!!
yupz lets see...
aft a hectic day of teaching at ocs n maju e entire day.
met ser at maju camp opp.
really sorry ya?
wasted much of ur time.
jus coz i din see tat sms,
n i went 1 big round...
anw, yeah, took 61 to vivo with e initial intention to watch step up but, ah well,
e next showtime was like 9+?
too bad...
or rather, i prefer not catchin e show!
y?
well coz of e following reasons:
1) kolo mee was nice!!!
2) kolo mee was quite nice!!!
3) e water chestnut drink tat came with it was not tat bad too
4) met roy there too! wat a coincidence!
5) went aboard e Douvos ship tolook admire e wide myriad of Chrisian titles
It was totally awe-inspiring!!!
yupz den aft tat we began e usual long long long but entertaining way home!
THANKS AGAIN SER!!!
anw yeah,
i finally took a big gigantic leap to break thru tat mental n physical barrier!
FINALLY!!!
jus went to enrol at BBDC for my riding lessons only la...
haha
might b a small thing to others but its a big deal for me!
cant imagine i hesitated for like 2 months +!!!
oh my rene!!!
yupx had a G R E A T day ytd.
thanks SER!!!
yupz lets see...
aft a hectic day of teaching at ocs n maju e entire day.
met ser at maju camp opp.
really sorry ya?
wasted much of ur time.
jus coz i din see tat sms,
n i went 1 big round...
anw, yeah, took 61 to vivo with e initial intention to watch step up but, ah well,
e next showtime was like 9+?
too bad...
or rather, i prefer not catchin e show!
y?
well coz of e following reasons:
1) kolo mee was nice!!!
2) kolo mee was quite nice!!!
3) e water chestnut drink tat came with it was not tat bad too
4) met roy there too! wat a coincidence!
5) went aboard e Douvos ship to
It was totally awe-inspiring!!!
yupz den aft tat we began e usual long long long but entertaining way home!
THANKS AGAIN SER!!!
anw yeah,
i finally took a big gigantic leap to break thru tat mental n physical barrier!
FINALLY!!!
jus went to enrol at BBDC for my riding lessons only la...
haha
might b a small thing to others but its a big deal for me!
cant imagine i hesitated for like 2 months +!!!
oh my rene!!!
Saturday, 4 November 2006
yeah!
currently listening to_: Final Fantasy X - Eternity
yeah today was pretty cool.
ytd worked til kinda late coz got some community service at some temple/ welfare service
they were having some 38th anni of e temple so we were made to help out as volunteers.
i dunno y but i was super hungry ytd
ya e whole day.
ate lunch,
still wanted to eat lunch again,
den went for canteen break with a bunch of biscuits in mouth,
went to spec mess see my fren eat fish n chips,
den went pantry to eat biscuits n milo for canteen break.
ate chicken rice for dinner at JP.
den went temple and ate vegetarian beehoon with nice vege curry for 2 servings.
den finally e actual dinner with a 7 course meal during e anni.
woah.
hope i dun get too fat!
yeah ytd was fun.
supposed to help out by shifting crates of oranges.
n go usher ppl to their seats.
which we all sorta did by jus standing or walking or chattin ard for 1hr+
ya den they invited us to eat together for e 7 course meal!
of coz halfway we left e table to help them distribute oranges n some 'lucky' rice to every1 of them old folks.
den return back for dinner!!!
haha.
den aft tat jus help them clear tables n sweep floors.
kinda gross though.
well we sorta walked away with e extra bottles of drinks namely 7up n miranda orange.
i grabbed 1 each!
hee.
ya n we all received a $10 red packet.
feel so bad.
gave us too much stuff for e effort tat we gave them.
yeah den reached home at bout 12.
den today,
went for seminar at Holiday Inn from 9 to 1130
something bout wat- the key to inviting success- the title.
kinda intellectually challenging if u dun really pay attention.
den u'll lose wat he's saying.
something bout wat : in / out of e box concept.
pretty cool i gotta say.
makes u think in a new light.
went there for free coz my unit needed some1 to replace a slot.
anw, got enlightened n oso a free book costing $42.
dun forget a FREE HALF DAY OFF!!!
gonna save it for Christmas.
yeah den aft tat saw a trainee at Cineleisure cross-junction.
first time outside where u get to hear some1 shouting "Instructor!" across e street!
haha
hope he remembers me not coz of all those tekaning but as someone who imparts knowledge.
den i went to FEBC at newton n sat there from 12 plus til 3.
sounds kinda crazy but at least i have some Weekend Today papers n my new Walkman to keep me company all e way under e hot sun at some bench while being stung by mosquitoes which i failed to kill...
grrr
yupz den went for YPF...
bla bla bla...
encourage one another...
n almost fell off my chair 3 times coz e backing jus gave way.
no choice but to sit up super duper straight for e 1st time in my life for dunno how many hrs.
food was nice.
charsiew bao
fried meat rolls or wateva u call tat
3 types of chips-ruffles,normal n nachos
crunchy juicy seedless grapes
n mangoes!
ya had a fun activity of writing 'encouragement cards' to each n every1 present.
had a great time
well ya sorta
coz there was a jam of e passing round of cards at my turn!
had to write super fast!
write so fast til i dunno wat im writing n i wrote wrongly.
hahaha
*minor details left out*
yup tat pretty much sums up my day...
neat huh?
hope i could have such a fun time again sometime soon
yeah today was pretty cool.
ytd worked til kinda late coz got some community service at some temple/ welfare service
they were having some 38th anni of e temple so we were made to help out as volunteers.
i dunno y but i was super hungry ytd
ya e whole day.
ate lunch,
still wanted to eat lunch again,
den went for canteen break with a bunch of biscuits in mouth,
went to spec mess see my fren eat fish n chips,
den went pantry to eat biscuits n milo for canteen break.
ate chicken rice for dinner at JP.
den went temple and ate vegetarian beehoon with nice vege curry for 2 servings.
den finally e actual dinner with a 7 course meal during e anni.
woah.
hope i dun get too fat!
yeah ytd was fun.
supposed to help out by shifting crates of oranges.
n go usher ppl to their seats.
which we all sorta did by jus standing or walking or chattin ard for 1hr+
ya den they invited us to eat together for e 7 course meal!
of coz halfway we left e table to help them distribute oranges n some 'lucky' rice to every1 of them old folks.
den return back for dinner!!!
haha.
den aft tat jus help them clear tables n sweep floors.
kinda gross though.
well we sorta walked away with e extra bottles of drinks namely 7up n miranda orange.
i grabbed 1 each!
hee.
ya n we all received a $10 red packet.
feel so bad.
gave us too much stuff for e effort tat we gave them.
yeah den reached home at bout 12.
den today,
went for seminar at Holiday Inn from 9 to 1130
something bout wat- the key to inviting success- the title.
kinda intellectually challenging if u dun really pay attention.
den u'll lose wat he's saying.
something bout wat : in / out of e box concept.
pretty cool i gotta say.
makes u think in a new light.
went there for free coz my unit needed some1 to replace a slot.
anw, got enlightened n oso a free book costing $42.
dun forget a FREE HALF DAY OFF!!!
gonna save it for Christmas.
yeah den aft tat saw a trainee at Cineleisure cross-junction.
first time outside where u get to hear some1 shouting "Instructor!" across e street!
haha
hope he remembers me not coz of all those tekaning but as someone who imparts knowledge.
den i went to FEBC at newton n sat there from 12 plus til 3.
sounds kinda crazy but at least i have some Weekend Today papers n my new Walkman to keep me company all e way under e hot sun at some bench while being stung by mosquitoes which i failed to kill...
grrr
yupz den went for YPF...
bla bla bla...
encourage one another...
n almost fell off my chair 3 times coz e backing jus gave way.
no choice but to sit up super duper straight for e 1st time in my life for dunno how many hrs.
food was nice.
charsiew bao
fried meat rolls or wateva u call tat
3 types of chips-ruffles,normal n nachos
crunchy juicy seedless grapes
n mangoes!
ya had a fun activity of writing 'encouragement cards' to each n every1 present.
had a great time
well ya sorta
coz there was a jam of e passing round of cards at my turn!
had to write super fast!
write so fast til i dunno wat im writing n i wrote wrongly.
hahaha
*minor details left out*
yup tat pretty much sums up my day...
neat huh?
hope i could have such a fun time again sometime soon
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