e time when it all started

currently listening to_: PANIC! At The Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies

yep
Christmas is finally over...
n i din get to enjoy it as much as poss...
all i did was jus to stay at home
n sleep
yeah
kinda borin i noe
but e only time i went out was to exchange presents or for my riding.
basically tats e only 2 times i went out these 2 days.
kinda sad huh.
but oh well...
at least i learnt a couple of things this Christmas n i thank God for it.
im feelin a little enlightened here n there but i doubt it'll last me for even a week.
im gonna need some constant reformation ya
n really lotsa encouragement.

am i really v immature???
hmmm...

yup,
wanna praise e Lord for really helpin me to pass my prac lessons 1 after another by His Grace n Mercy.
coz i noe tat i could nvr do it all by myself.
yep its true i dun hav confidence in myself.
but even if i did hav any,
it wouldnt help if God did not allow His Will to be enacted.
yep,
been there n tried it b4.
e moment u think tat u can do it by ur own strength,
even though u tot u could do it well,
n e future seems sure,
without His sovereign Will,
u can even fail miserably.

tats wat He has been tryin to teach me...
frm my lessons...
so wat i hav to do is jus to guai guai listen n follow with child-like faith
as small as a mustard seed.
May e Lord grant me tat...

anw,
i really really regretted 1 thing
tat is
tat i had to go to my aunt's house on Christmas eve nite
when there was a service going on in church
heard tat it was fantastic though
oh my...
n wat i did there couldnt compare...
i only ate dinner,
which wasnt tat marvellous,
n jus whilst my time away watchin The Host,
n parts of Saw n Saw II.

yeah,
oh btw,
Charmian,
if u're readin this,
BIG THANKS for ur chocs!!!
love it lots ya?
although its kinda precious for me to eat them.
haha
gotta admire them b4 i eat.
coz its australian imported!!!
=P

yup,
so wat i gotta do for e rest of e week is to buy more presents!
yea
belated ones...
coz i dun really hav much time to buy them...
n oso to pass my riding theory test this comin thur nite.
im kinda like halfway thru it all
so ya
hope i can faster get thru this.
to get a license to allow me to die faster.
kinda ironic huh?

oh well,
its time for this poor NSF (yup i really mean poor cash-wise)
to finally go back to work.
yep
hope tat i'll find something to do there...
other den more sai kang
haha.
gtg hav some beauty sleep b4 i get more pimples!!
nitez