currently listening to_: Ayaka - I Believe

wah...
i was pretty shocked today.
really very shocking.
1 wrong move n its a BYEBYE for me...

k wait b4 tat,
flashback to tues:
took my prac stage 3.02,
emergency braking.
first few times were like.
oh my
total disaster.
it was only til at e last 30 mins of e lesson,
tat things took a change
i finally grasped e correct technique.
b4 tat i was like fumbling n fumblin all over
n YEAH!!!
i passed it with 1 try!!!
n i tell u,
it was really unexpected!
i was actu thinkin tat i wld fail badly!
but e Lord gave me grace!
phew!!!
coz normally, they wld b askin for consistency.
n like i was only consistant for e last 30 mins!!!
out of 1hr 40mins!
so ya,
PRAISE e LORD!!!

ok next,
fast forward to thur at 8pm.
my riding theory test!!!
yup e actual 1,
not e trial or evaluation or wateva.
its e one n original Traffic Police theory test!
e rules were simple,
get at least 90% correct out of 50 ques.
N
not b late!
but oh well.
tat nite was total chaos for me!
waited at e bus stop at 730 since e journey took bout 10 mins to get there
i waited
n waited
n waited...
was super uneasy already
waited til 750 n finally e bus came!!!
BUT!!!
jus b4 i wanted to board e bus,
I DID NOT BRING MY EZLINK CARD!!!!
WAH!!!
NOT EVEN MY WALLET!!!
N I FELT LIKE DOING LOCI(pronounced as lou-sai)!!!

so i ran back all e way home!!!
grabbed my wallet n ezlink card
n rushed back to e bus stop.
n guess wat,
another bus came!!!
urgh.
fortunately i did not take tat bus,
i took a taxi instead.
BUT
i was LATE!!!
reached at 805!!!
i was super freaked out i tell u.
n there they said on e notice board:
latecomers will b barred frm takin e test!
n so with tat notion in mind,
i hurried to e classroom n PHEW!!!
tat guy let me in!!!
but now e prob is tat i had e urge to, u know, defecate.
but time was sparse,
thus i jus continued e test.
at e end of it,
i had a total of 6 ques which i didnt really noe whether my ans was right or wrong.
n like, i could only allow to fail 5!
yep,
but wat e heck,
i jus didnt really care n inputed my results!!!
IT WAS A .....

*drumroll*


PASS!!!!

woohoo!
i was super glad man!
but tat wasnt all,
aft e toilet business i went to take a bus.
n i only had like 37cents left in my card!
if i had taken e bus earlier,
i would hav enough cash to take e trip back!

n i really praise GOD for this messy n complex situation tat i had diff typing it all out like some drama.
hahaha!
helped me to trust HIM even more.

wait!
theres 1 more!!!
this morn.
prac 4.01.
S-course n crank course.
basically its to test u in ur turning skills at high speed at a narrow lane somemore!
at e start i was like riding super slowly n carefully.
but still, within only 30 mins of practisin,
i had fallen off e bike or went up e kerb for more den 5 times!!!
really a problematic situation!
n ya,
heres e shocking part.
e instructor took my bike n i pillioned him.
we went thru e S-course.
n like,
it was really really frightening!
he entered e bend at such a high speed tat i was really expecting an accident!
totally traumatic!
aft i got off e bike i was like in shock for a few seconds.
i didnt move at all.
but really,
aft tat demonstration,
i finally improved.
how?
by going much faster n banking more to e side!
its was e ultimate scare ride ive ever taken!
den once again,
i only improved durin e last 30 mins,
n PRAISE e LORD once again!
i did everything perfectly!
n i really mean all e small details!
n yeah,
ive passed it with 1 try again!!!

if u think it sounds easy,
it aint.
especially e higher u go,
e harder it is to pass!
n im really glad tat i didnt hav to waste money by failing!
each lesson is $20!!!
really very EX!!!

these were e most memorable events tat happened this week.
n ya,
each one confirmed had some divine intervention in it.
i could nvr pull such a stunt!

HOW MATCHLESS N BOUNDLESS IS E MERCY N GRACE OF E LORD!!!!!
=]

e time when it all started

currently listening to_: PANIC! At The Disco - I Write Sins Not Tragedies

yep
Christmas is finally over...
n i din get to enjoy it as much as poss...
all i did was jus to stay at home
n sleep
yeah
kinda borin i noe
but e only time i went out was to exchange presents or for my riding.
basically tats e only 2 times i went out these 2 days.
kinda sad huh.
but oh well...
at least i learnt a couple of things this Christmas n i thank God for it.
im feelin a little enlightened here n there but i doubt it'll last me for even a week.
im gonna need some constant reformation ya
n really lotsa encouragement.

am i really v immature???
hmmm...

yup,
wanna praise e Lord for really helpin me to pass my prac lessons 1 after another by His Grace n Mercy.
coz i noe tat i could nvr do it all by myself.
yep its true i dun hav confidence in myself.
but even if i did hav any,
it wouldnt help if God did not allow His Will to be enacted.
yep,
been there n tried it b4.
e moment u think tat u can do it by ur own strength,
even though u tot u could do it well,
n e future seems sure,
without His sovereign Will,
u can even fail miserably.

tats wat He has been tryin to teach me...
frm my lessons...
so wat i hav to do is jus to guai guai listen n follow with child-like faith
as small as a mustard seed.
May e Lord grant me tat...

anw,
i really really regretted 1 thing
tat is
tat i had to go to my aunt's house on Christmas eve nite
when there was a service going on in church
heard tat it was fantastic though
oh my...
n wat i did there couldnt compare...
i only ate dinner,
which wasnt tat marvellous,
n jus whilst my time away watchin The Host,
n parts of Saw n Saw II.

yeah,
oh btw,
Charmian,
if u're readin this,
BIG THANKS for ur chocs!!!
love it lots ya?
although its kinda precious for me to eat them.
haha
gotta admire them b4 i eat.
coz its australian imported!!!
=P

yup,
so wat i gotta do for e rest of e week is to buy more presents!
yea
belated ones...
coz i dun really hav much time to buy them...
n oso to pass my riding theory test this comin thur nite.
im kinda like halfway thru it all
so ya
hope i can faster get thru this.
to get a license to allow me to die faster.
kinda ironic huh?

oh well,
its time for this poor NSF (yup i really mean poor cash-wise)
to finally go back to work.
yep
hope tat i'll find something to do there...
other den more sai kang
haha.
gtg hav some beauty sleep b4 i get more pimples!!
nitez

currently listening to_: Saving Jane - Come Down To Me

"You are beautiful,
jus e way u are.
N i love it all, every line n every scar.
N i wish tat i could make u see,
this is where u ought to be..."

e chorus of this song...
well,
kinda reminded me of a person...
well actu, make it 2.
yup,
guess im glad tat they both get e msg,
though i dun really noe whether they'll really think tat way in their hearts...


a nice n emo song...
jus e way i like it
haha
've been blastin music in my ears for quite some time now...
i guess tml i'll jus go deaf...
miss this kinda feeling...
jus blastin all day long...
i guess its been only 3 to 4 hours only...
but it doesnt matter...

if only i could blast it this loud in e gym last nite while at e punching bag...
woah.
how nice tat'll b...

oh?
y im in e gym last nite?
simple.
coz i stayed over yet again
haha
think i really hav nth to do..
keep staying in...

oh well...
at least ive learnt something frm it...

lesson 1: aggression hurts.

lesson 2: silence is e best ans.

lesson 3: stayin in camp saves money n time spent travelling to n fro when u hav nth to do...

lesson 4: i really need to find time to buy prezzies!!!

lesson 5: when u're tired, u spout nonsense.

lesson 6: when u're sick, try to get an MC asap, b4 ur brain fails u n u become a living zombie

lesson 7: nvr try to outrun an officer, he'll stil catch up in e end.

guess i'll jus stop there...
cant think of anymore...
lalalala


hmmm,
mayb e reason y i love to blast music out loud is coz i can jus filter out other noises...
jus listen to pure music...

i love silence,
i really do.
but wat happens if u cant shut out e noise?
u BLAST!!!!
hahaha!

perhaps i need some 'me' time,
to think bout stuff.
bout my life.
to self reflect on it.
fortunately i took my 1 n only leave for this tues...
yeah!
long weekend!
ahhh...
but my whole fam shd b at home too...
oh well,
theres nth i can do...

oh shucks...
n now my music source jus died down...
no batt at all...
nvm...
shall cont writing this in silence(with some noise from e tv outside)

yep as i was sayin
my precious leave on tues...
hope tat i wun spend e day playin games or watever.
jus lie on e bed to think
n think
n think
n think til e world jus falls apart.
i mean til i hav to go to work again...

hols...
finally its bout time it came.
well u sch children r real fortunate.
at least u guys get sch hols or a week of hols inbetween semesters
really gotta treasure tat ya?
dun ever whilst ur time away like tat
make full use of it...
but for me?
i'll jus sleep e whole day thru
if God permits...
longest ever record of sleepin by me was 23hrs nonstop only...
hope i can break tat record some day...

hmm,
tml theres another prac lesson in e morn.
den aft tat i gotta help my fren to lacquer his bike.
den aft tat if got time go cut hair at woodlands.
den aft tat go for some meeting for some anniversary thingy.
den aft tat is ypf.
den aft tat if got time still, i'll try to find presents to buy for frens(but i doubt so)
den aft tat go sleep.
den next morn go church.
den aft tat i really dunno where to go.
den aft tat go to aunts house to celeb Christmas.
den aft tat i dunno wat i'll b doing again...

somehow,
n seriously,
to me,
it doesnt feel like Christmas anymore...
i dun get to feel tat atmosphere it once brought about.
let alone e New Year...
everyday feels either like a rest day or a working day to me.
i cant tell e diff anymore...
i dun even look forward to it...
i dun even noe wat im thinking.
i guess my brain shd really b scrapped soon,
jus like my bro's bike.
if only i could get a new 1.
jus forget it all n start anew.
to reexperience everything again.
gotta make sure tat this new brain is free from defects so it wouldnt lose any more memories...
N oso with a bigger memory space to store stuff.

my mind now is like a sponge.
not tat it retains well.
but rather, to absorb more water, u hav to squeeze out e water in e sponge to do so.
only den can new info be retained.
like e chi saying,
'jiu de bu qu, xing de bu lai'
describes me quite aptly now...


wanted to jus shout it(frustrations) all out.
but i guess,
u cant shout efficiently with a sore throat n flu n phlegm ya?

besides, ppl like me having a small build cant really get to shout loud...
so mayb i shdnt bother shoutin at all...

sandbag n loud music,
they make a great pair together,
dun u think so too?

currently listening to_: Micheal Buble - Home

oh my.
its been a real long time since i've been back home.
seriously i somehow dun really feel e longing to b back home.
i wonder y...
anw,
last week has been really fruitful for me.
although i was really (x 13) tired,
somehow i found e strength to carry on n listen to e messages in e YPF Camp.
wasnt by my effort but rather by His Grace n Mercy.
can u imagine,
1 big bag to last u for 1 week,
where u tug it along from Mon in Gedong den aftnoon aft 5 go to tengah air base n stay over n e next morn go back to camp n this continues to n fro, to n fro...
i tell u, u'll practically breakdown on e spot.
besides, i had my tkd grading on fri too!
din really hav e time to prac for it.
much less e sleep.


not only tat,
i had my bike prac on sat,
n i failed it yet again!!!
total failed 5 times,
if each time is $23.10,
5 times = (u own self do e maths, i lazy do for u)
anw, think u roughly noe e idea behind it
but really thank God again tat i passed my riding theory evaluation with a whopping 98% pass!!!
(u hav to get min 90% out of 80ques, meaning 72/80)
yupz!
but too bad i wasnt there at home at bout 11.
hey i still cant imagine tat U(charmian) actu came to my house!!!
so paiseh!!!
my house was an entire mess!
seriously!
oh my,
fortunately u din come to my room.
PHEW!!!
wow i rcant imaine if i were at home n u guys came knockin at my door,
i guess i'll still b sleeping if i din go for my riding!
den i'll b wearing my home clothes n shrivelled hair n big eye bags jus saying 'huh?' when u guys come in.
k forget bout those.
lets move on to e next day,
SUNDAY.
o ya by rite i was supposed to meet SF n gang for lunch or somethin but something real bad cropped up.
guard duty was changed frm 29 dec to 17 dec!!!
on a sunday somemore!
means no lunch with them!!!
or even e C' twins n william!
so sad!!!
was a sudden change on thur tat left every1 stunned.
yep,
n e funny thing tat kept me thinking was tat Yumi joked she wanted to come to my camp gate to sing songs n hav a worship service!
haha
how totful of her!
oh well, she obviously didnt though...
yup got bitten by many many mozzies on sun
super duper itchy'
not only tat,
few ppl who were supposed to come tat day did not
n so coz of tat,
we all had to do extra duty to cover up for them!!!
so yup, obviously we din sleep much...
we're jus concussing every now n then.
haha,
i watched tom yum goong n scary movie 3 part 1 during my guard.
funny huh?
other ppl wld b sleeping their ass off(literally)
instead of this.
agree?
ya...
n this morn,
we're supposed to hav guard rest from 8 to 12.
meaning we sleep it thru all e way n no 1,
i mean, no 1 is supposed to touch us at all.
BUT
big boss still asked us to fall in n aft tat sit at e side of e field to support e others in a soccer match.
i mean like, it aint supposed to b this way!
besides, we were told to help out to do sai kang meaning e shifting of tables n chairs!
but obviously we ignored.
come on, we ARE tat tired!
we couldnt even get any uninterrupted rest!

ah well,
but really thank God i made it pass tat week(including today).
yupz,
ive finally finally finally passed my prac!
hahaha
now going on to e next stage,
emergency braking!
yupz
tml!!!
3.01 here i come!!!

no wait, b4 tat...
SLEEP!!!!!!
pure n precious
SLEEP!!!!!

currently listening to_: North - I Won't Hold Back

dead dead tired
n giddy
n headache
and feel like fainting
n other other stuff...

deduction: i think i really havent used my blain for a long time.
resulting in a 'muscle ache' kinda syndrome.
went to e MINDS cafe today n played rather cool board games there.
find it worth e while.
besides,
e lasagne is pretty delicious too!

hmm,
if
my headache was due to tiredness...
den i guess,
by e next week i'll b like super zombified
imagine
sungei gedong
+
tkd back in hq
den aft tat
go to tengah for msg
n perhaps stay in
oh my
i'll jus lie flat n concuss straight away

phew,
almost kana-ed some stupid punishment ytd
jus imagine e punishment being to wear tat stupid U
while booking in n out of camps
ha
i really dun mind

ahhh
1 more week of gedong
can u take it?

yupz n i've failed yet again.
funny lane change prac
argh

kinda funny how i saw a drunk chi man in 40s trying to pick a fight with a tamil/bangla on e bus jus now.
ha
threatened here n there n finally got off e bus,
threw a few punches (which missed for e chi man)
den finally ended with e tamil man grabbin e chi man's collar n scolding him or something.
kinda comical to watch though
too bad they got off e bus too early for me to stop them n hopefully land a few punches
haha
no la
im not so bad
i dun even think i had e energy either.

oh well...
jus had a thought
thinking if i shd jus make this blog private
meaning tat no one
n i mean NO ONE can see it
hmmm
mayb i shd'

or mayb i shd jus close it down
den again
mayb not
i'll still need this to help me vent my anger when im angry
say things tat my tongue cant withhold
yea,
coz mayb i jus dun hav e urge to talk these days.
'keepin my mouth shut from e start'
somehow i jus cant get into e mood to talk.
or rather its hard ba.
people can talk bout everything under e sun
but perhaps for me, i'll jus b e 1 listening
tat silent assasin right beside u
or mayb
u've got e wrong topic to 'click' me with
pehaps its jus kinda hard for me to connect
esp with gals in e east
their feel is kinda different from those in e west
n no
i too cant talk to high class people
i cant even hold a continuous conversation with them.
i jus like to talk with my blog,
i guess its e only time i ever talk alot
dun u think so too?

chances.

currently listening to_: Jesse McCartney - Just Go

ever wondered if u've ever saw a chance coming,
but instead of graspin it,
u had it slip pass ur bare eyes...
under ur very nose.
n u've nvr ever knew it had crossed.
n now it jus gives u a diff feeling when u actu came across it again.
diff from tat e 1st contact u had.
makes u ever wonder again whether u really wanna take up tat chance.


yeah i finally passed my prac lesson ytd!!!
stupid stage 2.01.
grrrr
yeah,
hope i can 1hit k.o. for my next prac tml...

had a somewat fun time ytd nite
aft i came home from my prac.
ate dinner
den later went out again!
haha
for a spin on my bike.
no la,
i cant ride yet,
i dun even hav a license!
jus being pillioned la.

went to some coffeeshop n sit down n got overcharged for iced milo at $1.30!!!
(its jus a normal coffeeshop)
uncle wanna cheat my money!!!
=P

den went back to prac abit on my bike
(this time its illegally)
jus abit of starting n stopping only mah..
perhaps still not used to it?
hee

yupz
supposed to hav another interrogation at SIB
for e 3RD TIME!!!
argh,
hate tat place.
treats u like some criminal.
breaks u down.

but they postponed tat appointment
i wonder y
i wonder y they even need to call me back.
ive already told them all tat i knew.
all e details
from e previous day
to wat i do e next day
everything
n now they jus wanna haunt me again!
grrrr

but coz of tat,
i had an unofficial half day off!
haha
was supposed to go at 1030am
but since they cancelled it,
i jus simply lazed ard at home b4 proceedin to gedong again
yeah
tat crash course.
n
i still dun hav time to prac my tkd pattern!!!
wah!


signing off...

gedong bluez

currently listening to_: The Feeling - Never Be Lonely

hmm,
i failed yet again at my practical...
but somehow i jus dun feel as sad as e 1st time.
but y?
yeah jus sat on my bro's new bike ytd nite at 11+ to pasir panjang to eat prata.
reached home at 1245am this morn.
me?
i ate roti john + milo dino!
but it wasnt as fantastic as e roti john i ate at tekong,
yup, tat offshore island where it all starts...
by shaving ur head!!!

lalalala
kinda feeling bored rite now...
nth to do online
played abit too much FFXII ytd n e day b4.
shdnt play today.
so now i really hav nth to do except to write something in my blog and listen to e tv beside me...

oh ya,
e 2 week 1 day crash course at sungei gedong (lim chu kang area) has officially started on fri!
now im gonna b there sorta for 9/5 (not 24/7)
my oh my.
n i hav another prac tml at 6
jus hope tat i can finally PASS it
grrr.
wasting money already...

not forgetting another grading later in e week on fri mon!
argh, n i havent practised e pattern yet!!!
supposed to go back hq last fri n this tues to learn n prac but,
ahhhhh
hav to teach at gedong n STAY THERE!!!!
hope i still can adapt to e changes made for e basic commands n moves...
yeah,
jus hope tat i can get a black b4 i ORD.
but wats e purpose of a black belt?
i really dunno.
y get a black when a belt level doesnt really matter much?
i really really dunno.

yeah....
jus hope tat e terror 2 weeks will jus pass by fast fast...
im missin some1's smile already...

super tiredness!!!!

currently listening to_: The Veronicas - How Long

oh my...
im super tired today...
couldnt get anything into my head!!!!

ytd played badminton from 7 to 10,
talked to roy til 1215am.
slept,
wake up at 530am,
ran 4km at 730am,
played badminton for 30mins,
did saikang for 2 hours,
practice tkd pattern for 1 hour,
ate lunch for 15 mins,
rush back do more saikang,
slack here n there - go gym, skip ropes, read mags, surf net, walk ard, stone...
den go for prac lesson.

couldnt absorb wat e ins was teaching...
made a huge mess of everything!
couldnt concentrate,
fell off my bike,
stalled engine many times!
urgh.
results came
failed
had to retake...
so sad...

need some space....
to jus shout out super LOUD!!!!

currently listening to_: Neyo - So Sick

another day tat passes by with me being scolded for nothing once again...
haiz...
oh well...
jus endure it thru yet again...

yeah finally can go back for tkd,
but too bad i'll only stay for less den an hour...
have lessons to go to...

argh, have to sleep early!

???

currently listening to_: Backstreet Boys - Over Her

woah, new record again...
ytd i rode at 150km/h!
went to e motoshow ytd too...
$10 was really worth it...
worth e gazing n drooling of all e gals cars n bikes on display there!
too bad i forgot to charge my hp otherwise it wld b picture taking frenzy time!!!
awww...
if only there were more car models on display tat day + more freebies!
such a limited range aimed to sell cars instead of wow-ing e crowd!
n theres not even any mitsubishi cars there!
oh well, but wat amazed me was e isuzu section.
1 entire section of nobody entering tat area!
n y???
coz they r e only lorries on display!
wat e rene!
totally out of e world!!!
crappy ya.

n ya today had many lessons cancelled due to either e timetable cock-up or bad weather...
but today something struck me...
struck me hard,
struck me fast...


::
have i ever been toooo nice to others til others dun even recog my efforts?
nono,
in short,
am i over nice?

i dun hav e ans to tat too...
i really dunno...



anw, gtg for riding theory lessons now...
cya

=]

currently listening to_: Zhang Hui Mei - Jie Tuo

yupx had a G R E A T day ytd.
thanks SER!!!
yupz lets see...
aft a hectic day of teaching at ocs n maju e entire day.
met ser at maju camp opp.
really sorry ya?
wasted much of ur time.
jus coz i din see tat sms,
n i went 1 big round...
anw, yeah, took 61 to vivo with e initial intention to watch step up but, ah well,
e next showtime was like 9+?
too bad...

or rather, i prefer not catchin e show!
y?
well coz of e following reasons:
1) kolo mee was nice!!!
2) kolo mee was quite nice!!!
3) e water chestnut drink tat came with it was not tat bad too
4) met roy there too! wat a coincidence!
5) went aboard e Douvos ship to look admire e wide myriad of Chrisian titles
It was totally awe-inspiring!!!

yupz den aft tat we began e usual long long long but entertaining way home!
THANKS AGAIN SER!!!


anw yeah,
i finally took a big gigantic leap to break thru tat mental n physical barrier!
FINALLY!!!
jus went to enrol at BBDC for my riding lessons only la...
haha
might b a small thing to others but its a big deal for me!
cant imagine i hesitated for like 2 months +!!!
oh my rene!!!

yeah!

currently listening to_: Final Fantasy X - Eternity

yeah today was pretty cool.

ytd worked til kinda late coz got some community service at some temple/ welfare service
they were having some 38th anni of e temple so we were made to help out as volunteers.
i dunno y but i was super hungry ytd
ya e whole day.

ate lunch,
still wanted to eat lunch again,
den went for canteen break with a bunch of biscuits in mouth,
went to spec mess see my fren eat fish n chips,
den went pantry to eat biscuits n milo for canteen break.
ate chicken rice for dinner at JP.
den went temple and ate vegetarian beehoon with nice vege curry for 2 servings.
den finally e actual dinner with a 7 course meal during e anni.
woah.
hope i dun get too fat!

yeah ytd was fun.
supposed to help out by shifting crates of oranges.
n go usher ppl to their seats.
which we all sorta did by jus standing or walking or chattin ard for 1hr+
ya den they invited us to eat together for e 7 course meal!
of coz halfway we left e table to help them distribute oranges n some 'lucky' rice to every1 of them old folks.
den return back for dinner!!!
haha.
den aft tat jus help them clear tables n sweep floors.
kinda gross though.

well we sorta walked away with e extra bottles of drinks namely 7up n miranda orange.
i grabbed 1 each!
hee.
ya n we all received a $10 red packet.
feel so bad.
gave us too much stuff for e effort tat we gave them.

yeah den reached home at bout 12.


den today,
went for seminar at Holiday Inn from 9 to 1130
something bout wat- the key to inviting success- the title.
kinda intellectually challenging if u dun really pay attention.
den u'll lose wat he's saying.
something bout wat : in / out of e box concept.
pretty cool i gotta say.
makes u think in a new light.
went there for free coz my unit needed some1 to replace a slot.
anw, got enlightened n oso a free book costing $42.
dun forget a FREE HALF DAY OFF!!!
gonna save it for Christmas.

yeah den aft tat saw a trainee at Cineleisure cross-junction.
first time outside where u get to hear some1 shouting "Instructor!" across e street!
haha
hope he remembers me not coz of all those tekaning but as someone who imparts knowledge.
den i went to FEBC at newton n sat there from 12 plus til 3.
sounds kinda crazy but at least i have some Weekend Today papers n my new Walkman to keep me company all e way under e hot sun at some bench while being stung by mosquitoes which i failed to kill...
grrr

yupz den went for YPF...
bla bla bla...
encourage one another...
n almost fell off my chair 3 times coz e backing jus gave way.
no choice but to sit up super duper straight for e 1st time in my life for dunno how many hrs.
food was nice.
charsiew bao
fried meat rolls or wateva u call tat
3 types of chips-ruffles,normal n nachos
crunchy juicy seedless grapes
n mangoes!

ya had a fun activity of writing 'encouragement cards' to each n every1 present.
had a great time
well ya sorta
coz there was a jam of e passing round of cards at my turn!
had to write super fast!
write so fast til i dunno wat im writing n i wrote wrongly.
hahaha
*minor details left out*

yup tat pretty much sums up my day...
neat huh?
hope i could have such a fun time again sometime soon

many stuff happened today...
haiz

taught at 5sir bukit panjang
was a disaster
i mean e men
they were e worst of e worst of e worst recruits ive ever seen!
even though i dun like to whack ppl but well
it jus irks me to see them so ill-disciplined


anw, ive been arrowed as some stupid emcee for some night outing 2007.
dunno wat saikang i hav to do this time
lets see tml.

hav been e new target of some senior recently
someone jus 1 batch above me
pickin on me
for every minor thing tat i do...
crappy

fortunately i hav e backing of another senior
someone above him.
ha
really very fortunate to God tat he's ard
cant imgine wat'll happen if he's gone in feb.
e stupid 63rd batch will jus climb ALL OVER our heads!
they're jus 1 batch tat we wanna kick out n FAST!
they're ruining our image n reputation.
CRAP!

$$$ minded

currently listening to_: Lin Jun Jie - Zhi Dui Ni Shuo

made up my mind...
im gonna go out less for e next month
hmmm
wait
mayb i SHD go out more!
cant stay at home too long!!!
it'll corrode my mind!!!
hmmm
yupz
jus go out as much as poss BUT not spend tat much money...
is tat ok?


need cash...
$_$
gotta save
im hard up...






btw... my new tattoo!!!
lol!!!

new song by hossan

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWmLAui6OOw


cool!
its a muz hear!!!

silent roarz

currently listening to_: Lin Jun Jie - Ai Qing Yogurt

i guess i hav no choice but to suck thumb n jus endure thru another week?
haa
anw, ya today wasnt as bad as i tot.
aftnoon was fun
haha
went to klunch again!!!
at lot 1
n ate vietnamese fish set or something.
not tat shabby.

sang til no voice...
den aft tat got lesson!
haha
taught most of it again
n surprisingly enjoyed it
haha
ended early again!!!
hahaha
dunno but we jus aint scared...
once bitten, not tat shy?
haha how daring...

den aft tat went to meet feng, suru n ting
haha
ate at clementi momoko house
cheap n nice!!!
like it lots.
n now im back home slacking
haha
SLACK!!!!
i like...

crap.

currently listening to_: Evanescence - My Immortal

its really crap
my tml deepavali off has been cancelled
n postponed to fri
doesnt seem tat menacing
but e fact is
tml got 2 lessons
n as e only junior there, i will 'absorb' everything
n as for fri?
its a super slack day where u dun even do anything
n they're giving me an off for tat???
wat a joke
im already losing my voice.
n i expected to relax tml...
now all my plans hav changed.
URGH

i'd rather NOT take e off this way.


anw,
it aint true tat i dun wanna go for ypf camp
its tat i really cant lor
den clement still wanna say tat wat im soooo free but i dun wanna go...
it aint tat easy to b in my vocation...
wait til u try it out
new rules hav been implemented
seniors hav been stripped of their titles...
extras given for free
regulars backstabbing here n there
PTIs giving trouble for us...
URGH.


anw, sad tat i cant eat my mini cake today
ha
oh well...

anw, i experienced another deja vu-ed situation last night at cine
somehow jus seems so familiar
me teaching my bro's fren how to kick
ha
can still vaguely remem tat purplish hue of e pool room..

yeah
guess i forgot to blog down 1 thing
its e entry of a new family member!
well...
it came on my birthday!
so coincidental rite?
jus realized its called a lovebird
ha
n coz of tat well...
i named it 'Cupid!'
hee


almost kana-ed 7 extras in a row too...
all coz we left early for some tues lesson
e person who caught us was our OC
personally came down to check somemore
e person who recommended e extras was oso him
e person who acted as e good guy n let us start afresh was oso him
so wat e hell is his purpose?
crappy.

argh
jus hope tat i can claim my off on another day.
im going bonkers

speed.

currently listening to_: Christina Aguilera - Ain't No Other Man

yay!!!
tml we're going out for e first time in dunno how many months!
e 3 of us havent been together for a looooooonng time!
anw, i guess ive been making all e decisions so far...
all responsibility kana pushed to me de.
UNFAIR!!!!
grrRr

yup, oso looking forward to my mini cake tml!
hee =]
thanX (u noe who U r)!!!

argh cut my hair today...
tot it would b fine but i realized...
my fringe is super duper short!!!
esp in e center!!!
stupid auntie go cut off my stub of hair in e center!
now it looks so awkward...
super awkward.
can only style it 1 way.'
e stupid beckham fin...
eeeew

anw, yeah,
been pillioning my bro's bike e entire day!!!
woohoo so shiok
but too bad...
coz i was ard,
so he couldnt go tat fast.
only bout 130km/h...
but e acceleration was like woah!
only 1 word to describe it: fast!!!!!

oh shucks its like 1225am le...
gtg sleep early for church tml!
remind me to call feng to wake him up too!

randomized n shuffled all ard

Basically you put your Ipod/Itunes/Windows Media Player on shuffle mode and plug in the name of the songs which come up for each qs...

Q. How do you feel today?
A. Fall Out Boys - Dance Dance {Feel like dancin' !!! LOL}

Q. Whats your outlook on life?
A. Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved {Ermz... mayb? shd b?}

Q. What does your family think of you?
A. The Veronicas - Revolution {VERY TRUE!!! WAHAHA. ~IM A REVOLUTION~}

Q. What do your friends think of you?
A. North - Better Off Without You {NOOOO!!! THEY HATE ME TAT BAD???}

Q. What do strangers think of you?
A. Utada Hikaru - Colours {Im colourful n bright, i presume?}

Q. What do your ex's think of you?
A. Saving Jane - Girl Next Door {Shd hav been boy next door ba...}

Q. How has your love life been so far?
A. Jay Chou - Jian Dan Ai {Hope it'll stay tat way too!!!}

Q. Will you get married?
A. Westlife - Why do I Love You {Doesn't sound like I will...}

Q. Will you have kids?
A. Wang Li Hom - Forever Love {Err dun really get this... Mayb no kids?}

Q. Are you in school?
A. Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life {ARGH!!! CANT SPEND MY ENTIRE LIFE IN SCH!!!!}

Q. Will you be successful in life?
A. Huang Yi Da - Na Nu Hai Dui Wo Shuo {O. K. . . }

Q. What song should they play on your birthday?
A. Final Fantasy IX - Battle {Fightin ain't allowed on my BDAE!!!}

Q. What song should they play at your funeral?
A. Fianl Fantasy IX - Melodies Of Life {Hmmm sounds appropriate enough! HA}

Q. Soundtrack of your life?
A. Utada Hikaru - Sakura Drops {Wow...}

Q. You and your best friend are...
A. Lin Jun Jie - Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou {1000 yrs later, we'll b together again? Dun wait too long ya?}

Q. Sad times...
A. Wang Li Hom - Ai Cuo {scary...}

Q. Everyday is...
A. SHE - Yuan Fang {Everyday is so far from me...}

Q. Tomorrow is...
A. Utada Hikaru - Hear Me Cry {Better prepare a packet of tissue in case}


-chosen out of 289 songs in e com

.roar.

currently listening to_: Cascada - Everytime We Touch

yeah jus blasting out music again...
too bad ytd din hav any fireworks...
haiz...
anw, im jus bursting out wateva i wanna say out now...
so i dunno wat will come next
anw, today tekaned those stupid recruits quite alot.
watched them squirm for help.
ha
well too bad, they deserve it.
n y?
coz its their first lesson,
n ya we're expected to KILL them!
well, think we were kinda too lenient today...
floor was kinda dry though.
= not enough sweat we making those recruits produce.
is tat our inefficacy or tat we've been too lenient?
i dunno too.
perhaps e best ever time to have fun
its like bcct all week round.
ha
1 week's worth of tekaning fun!!!
is tat wat we black shirts r paid to do?
sometimes i wonder wat r we supposed to do.
to impart?
to instruct?
to tekan?
or to do sai kang?
or to get blamed for everything?
or to rebel with every order tats given to us?
or to be jus another pawn under e direct noses of e incompetant PTIS who r e so called 'angels' while us, the 'devils'?
or r we supposedly going to b replaced by them?
im not sure too
u decide
although e 'all of e above' ans seems e most appropriate...

anw, when is e stupid Special Investigations Bureau gonna give me my punishment?
a charge?
many extras?
big fine?
hope they choose fast.
n not waste my time.
to think tat i went there for some stupid interrogation from 1130 to 130am
n theres still no news huh...
lousy fellows...

bla


stupid AFC
wat a waste of time to b e duty staff.
cant they jus get a permanent caretaker, some ah pek to man e stupid gym?
we r trained to kill
not to idle ard in front of some desk n wait for phone calls to do more sai kang like some shitfaced operator.
oh ya, WE ARE supposed to do shit work. tats wat our black shit is for,
it camouflages e shit so tat u can nvr see tat we've done it.
unlike those PTIs who wear white n remain spotless all coz they push all e shitwork to us.
yes all to us.
n stupid colin, who threw away my 3 dvds
jus coz of tat stupid check by SIB
n tats worth like 4.7GB x 3 of space.
crappy

guess its back to techno huh jon?

back to e old ways...

-e 1st blog born out of frustration-