Ahh, I feel very burdened to write something down.
Once again, im getting a myriad of feelings.
A huge mixture of them.
It’s really impossible to list them all down.
Its like there's sorrow with joy,
Hope with despair,
I cant even sieve out all my feelings.
But yeah, I did hav a lot of time time aft lectures.
In fact, im still in sch…

N it was really worth my time sitting down in e library, finishing those pesky tutorials,
N reading His Word.
N finishing tat Self Evaluation list for this sat’s Leaders’ meeting.
N im telling u tat its really not easy.
Perhaps today is e time of spiritual turmoil for me.

Hebrews 4:11-16
11Let us labour therefore to enter into that rest, lest any man fall after the same example of unbelief.
12For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any twoedged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.
13Neither is there any creature that is not manifest in his sight: but all things are naked and opened unto the eyes of him with whom we have to do.
14Seeing then that we have a great high priest, that is passed into the heavens, Jesus the Son of God, let us hold fast our profession.
15For we have not an high priest which cannot be touched with the feeling of our infirmities; but was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.
16Let us therefore come boldly unto the throne of grace, that we may obtain mercy, and find grace to help in time of need.

i do need His grace everyday.
tough tough.
so pls, send me words of encouragement too.
i'll totally need it.

esp aft looking at the 'computer systems' tutorial n not really understanding it is a burden.
all e terms...
not forgetting java language.
urgh...

still waiting for my sis in sch...
if not i would b home at 12pm already...
zzz