it's getting better.
at least it's turning to coughable phlegm which can be evicted out.
had a coughing bout in e toilet which resulted in a 10 sec choke on my phlegm
while trying hard to breathe in air through tat blocked airway,
meanwhile tackling against e natural body reaction of muscle spasms.
such a terrible feeling!
coughed out blood immediately aft tat.
n no, im not gonna die of tubercolosis.
i think bike accidents give a higher frequency den tat.
urgh, so many ppls' bday ard e corner.
stress stress stressful on my pocket n mind!
Thursday, 30 April 2009
Wednesday, 29 April 2009
gd morning world!
or would it be nicer if i said gd nite since im 5 mins off to bed soon.
ahh, jus went on another escapade.
this time to see parts of the sunrise in WCP.
great GREAT place to destress.
seeing e old boats, the greens, e tides n the orange hues jus brightened me up.
photos will b up on FB soon.
ahh so marvellous....
anw i havent been sleeping properly for days,
my bio clock is totally haywired!
the only proper sleep i had recently was from 10am to 1140am last morn on a cold hard floor.
frequent body rotations soon followed aft, with a lack of lalaland admission.
insomnia?
no idea.
mayb all i needed was a hug.
from my pillows or otherwise.
or would it be nicer if i said gd nite since im 5 mins off to bed soon.
ahh, jus went on another escapade.
this time to see parts of the sunrise in WCP.
great GREAT place to destress.
seeing e old boats, the greens, e tides n the orange hues jus brightened me up.
photos will b up on FB soon.
ahh so marvellous....
anw i havent been sleeping properly for days,
my bio clock is totally haywired!
the only proper sleep i had recently was from 10am to 1140am last morn on a cold hard floor.
frequent body rotations soon followed aft, with a lack of lalaland admission.
insomnia?
no idea.
mayb all i needed was a hug.
from my pillows or otherwise.
Monday, 27 April 2009
this is DA life!
sleeping at 3am, waking at 5pm.
14 hrs of rest!
now i feel like i can go run ard the world!
(but i jus gotta wait for tat slumber feeling to slip away 1st)
yup.
like wat sam said,
it's time to take a gd rest.
5 more weeks this time.
im jus counting down everyday by doing nth bout it.
n oh,
i jus woke up to dinner.
so off i go to fill my empty stomach.
rest well too y'all!
sleeping at 3am, waking at 5pm.
14 hrs of rest!
now i feel like i can go run ard the world!
(but i jus gotta wait for tat slumber feeling to slip away 1st)
yup.
like wat sam said,
it's time to take a gd rest.
5 more weeks this time.
im jus counting down everyday by doing nth bout it.
n oh,
i jus woke up to dinner.
so off i go to fill my empty stomach.
rest well too y'all!
Saturday, 25 April 2009
Thursday, 23 April 2009
feeling the wind of a soon-to-form thunderstorm in my face is priceless.
watching plastic bags flying ard,
trees beingswayed shakened,
and e vending machine and cupboards at e mamashop downstairs being toppled over.
this is e very face of nature tat currently describes my being.
temperature's dropping to a 20 odd degrees now
as i continue to gaze upon all that is ard me.
tiny drops of water speckle my hand as i slowly extend it out of my window.
the 1st sign.
a sudden flash of light illuminating e night sky.
the 2nd sign.
the increase in decibels of the pitter-patter upon my window sill.
the 3rd.
a roar from the heavens.
4th.
dad says it wun rain tat heavily n for long,
but i reckon it might.
lets jus wait and see a lil longer.
lets see if his yrs of age-old experience or my yrs of riding experience will win this contest.
by now, those trees down there have been nicely massaged and watered,
the ground made moist.
n tat means no jogging for me later.
our attention now deviates from what's happening outside to the Planet Earth programme on ch8 as we marvel at the glowing worms tat spit out that insect-binding silk, deep deep down in e underground caves.
sigh, guess wat?
terrible winds hav blown away every evidence of rainclouds, leaving behind e sweet scent of the rain, and the coolness of it thereof.
yes, i lost.
but im not at all concerned.
what matters most is tat interaction we had.
one last glance out reveals e occasional dimming out of lights.
the town's sliding off to bed.
n so shall i.
gd nite Singapore.
-edit-
on a final note,
it's raining.
so i havent lost after all...
^^
watching plastic bags flying ard,
trees being
and e vending machine and cupboards at e mamashop downstairs being toppled over.
this is e very face of nature tat currently describes my being.
temperature's dropping to a 20 odd degrees now
as i continue to gaze upon all that is ard me.
tiny drops of water speckle my hand as i slowly extend it out of my window.
the 1st sign.
a sudden flash of light illuminating e night sky.
the 2nd sign.
the increase in decibels of the pitter-patter upon my window sill.
the 3rd.
a roar from the heavens.
4th.
dad says it wun rain tat heavily n for long,
but i reckon it might.
lets jus wait and see a lil longer.
lets see if his yrs of age-old experience or my yrs of riding experience will win this contest.
by now, those trees down there have been nicely massaged and watered,
the ground made moist.
n tat means no jogging for me later.
our attention now deviates from what's happening outside to the Planet Earth programme on ch8 as we marvel at the glowing worms tat spit out that insect-binding silk, deep deep down in e underground caves.
sigh, guess wat?
terrible winds hav blown away every evidence of rainclouds, leaving behind e sweet scent of the rain, and the coolness of it thereof.
yes, i lost.
but im not at all concerned.
what matters most is tat interaction we had.
one last glance out reveals e occasional dimming out of lights.
the town's sliding off to bed.
n so shall i.
gd nite Singapore.
-edit-
on a final note,
it's raining.
so i havent lost after all...
^^
Wednesday, 22 April 2009
sometimes i really wonder at all those times when i jus want to voice out but i cant.
all those secret little thoughts tat go wandering ard my head.
it's jus all e weird circumstances tat hold me back.
or isit just tat i dun want to be heard?
yes, i'll rather remain silent.
i cant help it but be inert.
to protect myself.
protect myself from all e harm i can receive.
from all e hurt tat i might inflict.
n all other chain reactions tat i might set off.
to keep me sane every single day.
n no.
no one else but me n my Lord shd know.
yep, im not telling. ^^
all those secret little thoughts tat go wandering ard my head.
it's jus all e weird circumstances tat hold me back.
or isit just tat i dun want to be heard?
yes, i'll rather remain silent.
i cant help it but be inert.
to protect myself.
protect myself from all e harm i can receive.
from all e hurt tat i might inflict.
n all other chain reactions tat i might set off.
to keep me sane every single day.
n no.
no one else but me n my Lord shd know.
yep, im not telling. ^^
Monday, 20 April 2009
NO MORE!!!
IM FREE!!!!
YAYNESS!!!
TIME TO CELEB!!!!
but somehow i jus dun hav e mood too
many depressing events going on this week...
sigh sigh.
but now tat im having a long hols again,
theres many things i hav to do.
n yes i do hav a long list as well.
i jus wonder whether i hav e time to do all of them.
i wanna snuggle up in my blanket in e cold of the night.
im gonna find me a rainbow hanging up in the sky~
IM FREE!!!!
YAYNESS!!!
TIME TO CELEB!!!!
but somehow i jus dun hav e mood too
many depressing events going on this week...
sigh sigh.
but now tat im having a long hols again,
theres many things i hav to do.
n yes i do hav a long list as well.
i jus wonder whether i hav e time to do all of them.
i wanna snuggle up in my blanket in e cold of the night.
im gonna find me a rainbow hanging up in the sky~
Saturday, 18 April 2009
urgh... 3 down, 1 more to go!
jia you-a-jia you!!
n guess wat,
getting stopped by pulsating red n blue lights is actually kinda fun!
jus remind me to get to an NPC within 5 days ya?
wind in ur face,
cemeteries at e side,
stars in the night,
moon rising from the east.
how i wish i could jus stay there e entire night.
but jus to b there during exam period is crazy enough.
not dilapidated enough.
not enough voice.
but jus to break e silence was taboo enough too.
jus too bad i cant get to guess wat star constellation those patterns up there are!
n thanks for being dragged along to be fed to mozzies. =]
argh, jus woke up n now im gonna go ichiban for dinner!
n night safari later!!!
more camwhore opportunities.
^^
food...
(argh... n i havent studied for my 106 yet!!!!!!)
jia you-a-jia you!!
n guess wat,
getting stopped by pulsating red n blue lights is actually kinda fun!
jus remind me to get to an NPC within 5 days ya?
wind in ur face,
cemeteries at e side,
stars in the night,
moon rising from the east.
how i wish i could jus stay there e entire night.
but jus to b there during exam period is crazy enough.
not dilapidated enough.
not enough voice.
but jus to break e silence was taboo enough too.
jus too bad i cant get to guess wat star constellation those patterns up there are!
n thanks for being dragged along to be fed to mozzies. =]
argh, jus woke up n now im gonna go ichiban for dinner!
n night safari later!!!
more camwhore opportunities.
^^
food...
(argh... n i havent studied for my 106 yet!!!!!!)
Thursday, 9 April 2009
tails. u win
wat a pretty little gecko it was.
not til it jumped onto my hand n on e road where i bet it got squashed pretty badly.
yep, my bike's little pet gecko.
not forgetting tat 50cent big (neon) orange spider tat made my bike its home too.
ahh well, wats past is past.
n guess wat, i cant study now.
i just cant.
my oh my.
anw, would have loved to hear the rendition of Libertango from NTU CAC Symphonic Band this aftnoon.
too bad i was busy listening to another performance at somewhat e same time but diff location.
bobbing my head ard to e vocals in NIE.
n there i saw a tenor swaying to e music with his eyes closed as he emitted soulful soundwaves from his heart. (or his diaphragm to b exact)
havent really seen this particular image in my mind for eons.
n oh! i jus found out i hav no more lectures at all aft today!
n there i was still thinking tat there was still a 105 lecture tml evening.
ahh... i would hav blindly sat down in the LT if i wasnt pointed out by my fren.
hmmm, exams jus ard e corner.
it's time to pump up e groove!
but with wat?
wait, lemme try my Ice Milo!!!
ROAAARRS~*
*updates aft 5 hrs*
jus abit more til end of read thru!
n really, y are there so many different equipments to count.
urgh.
having a headache to jus know/recognise each one of them.
*yawns*
3 hrs of sleep b4 i see the sun again-
when e dark sky illuminates.
not til it jumped onto my hand n on e road where i bet it got squashed pretty badly.
yep, my bike's little pet gecko.
not forgetting tat 50cent big (neon) orange spider tat made my bike its home too.
ahh well, wats past is past.
n guess wat, i cant study now.
i just cant.
my oh my.
anw, would have loved to hear the rendition of Libertango from NTU CAC Symphonic Band this aftnoon.
too bad i was busy listening to another performance at somewhat e same time but diff location.
bobbing my head ard to e vocals in NIE.
n there i saw a tenor swaying to e music with his eyes closed as he emitted soulful soundwaves from his heart. (or his diaphragm to b exact)
havent really seen this particular image in my mind for eons.
n oh! i jus found out i hav no more lectures at all aft today!
n there i was still thinking tat there was still a 105 lecture tml evening.
ahh... i would hav blindly sat down in the LT if i wasnt pointed out by my fren.
hmmm, exams jus ard e corner.
it's time to pump up e groove!
but with wat?
wait, lemme try my Ice Milo!!!
ROAAARRS~*
*updates aft 5 hrs*
jus abit more til end of read thru!
n really, y are there so many different equipments to count.
urgh.
having a headache to jus know/recognise each one of them.
*yawns*
3 hrs of sleep b4 i see the sun again-
when e dark sky illuminates.
Friday, 3 April 2009
oh the bliss of having a day's break in the midst of exams.
jus bumming ard doing nth but surfing e web n stoning.
watched shutter last night with 4 others squeezing in on a bed, under e moonlit night.
n i woke up to finishing Maths Assignment 2 jus b4 my Math Quiz @ 1230.
exams in 2 weeks' time though.
cant afford to slacken off now.
but jus tat as usual, no motivation or energy to start revising.
so here i am, clearing up space on my lappie
by burning stuff onto DVDs.
cant sleep, but yet having tutorials in 4 hrs+.
sigh.
jus bumming ard doing nth but surfing e web n stoning.
watched shutter last night with 4 others squeezing in on a bed, under e moonlit night.
n i woke up to finishing Maths Assignment 2 jus b4 my Math Quiz @ 1230.
exams in 2 weeks' time though.
cant afford to slacken off now.
but jus tat as usual, no motivation or energy to start revising.
so here i am, clearing up space on my lappie
by burning stuff onto DVDs.
cant sleep, but yet having tutorials in 4 hrs+.
sigh.
Sunday, 22 March 2009
Feasting
oh my.
i jus had 2 great feasts in 3 days!
thank God for a mini jog in between them both.
n ohhh.
i still miss tat 'strawberry icecream with sprite' float at zhen fa.
not forgetting the bbq prawns!
not bad not bad.
heh!
n today me got GIANT beef hotdog set and Fish n Chips Set from Botak Jones.
YEP, 2 DISHES!!!
yum yum! (not yarm yarm)
n tat means more jogging n exercise for me!
somehow aft seeing my old pics, it seems tat i grew fatter!
although ppl in church keep insisting tat i got thinner. how weird.
oh wells, back to lab7 and another long night before studying astro.
who'd really noe tat there might really b diamonds in e sky?
i jus had 2 great feasts in 3 days!
thank God for a mini jog in between them both.
n ohhh.
i still miss tat 'strawberry icecream with sprite' float at zhen fa.
not forgetting the bbq prawns!
not bad not bad.
heh!
n today me got GIANT beef hotdog set and Fish n Chips Set from Botak Jones.
YEP, 2 DISHES!!!
yum yum! (not yarm yarm)
n tat means more jogging n exercise for me!
somehow aft seeing my old pics, it seems tat i grew fatter!
although ppl in church keep insisting tat i got thinner. how weird.
oh wells, back to lab7 and another long night before studying astro.
who'd really noe tat there might really b diamonds in e sky?
Thursday, 19 March 2009
Wednesday, 18 March 2009
Monday, 16 March 2009
2 full days of events back-to-back.
simply AWESOME!
what more can i say?
went out to e floor for our comp many many many uncountable times til we didnt noe wat event was next.
all we knew was, our number's in, we're NEXT!!!
oh e bliss of being in e finals,
someplace where 2 noobs have ventured far in.
no regrets for sure.
n yes, e stage, the crowd, the lights, the floor and the mood were in perfect blend.
though hearts were thumping,
but we enjoyed ourselves.
rite, kaii?
thanks partner for the wonderful performances!
thanks for those who supported too!
*anw, pay up pay up! im broke*
am tired, sick, and utterly contented.
simply AWESOME!
what more can i say?
went out to e floor for our comp many many many uncountable times til we didnt noe wat event was next.
all we knew was, our number's in, we're NEXT!!!
oh e bliss of being in e finals,
someplace where 2 noobs have ventured far in.
no regrets for sure.
n yes, e stage, the crowd, the lights, the floor and the mood were in perfect blend.
though hearts were thumping,
but we enjoyed ourselves.
rite, kaii?
thanks partner for the wonderful performances!
thanks for those who supported too!
*anw, pay up pay up! im broke*
am tired, sick, and utterly contented.
Saturday, 7 March 2009
night of scalds n burns and pint-sized blisters.
of utensil-less wanton mee n packed ice milo.
of black diamonds and rainbow-ed ones.
all i need now is a lightbulb above my head and some hibernation to get me thru.
anw, jus a random pic to post:
took it this morn at 7plus am while going back home from sch.
i muz hav been crazy.
ride out, spot scenery, awed while riding, stop at busstop, whip out cam, 'ka-chak'!, continue on homeward journey.
lolz
SLEEEEEEEEEEP...
of utensil-less wanton mee n packed ice milo.
of black diamonds and rainbow-ed ones.
all i need now is a lightbulb above my head and some hibernation to get me thru.
anw, jus a random pic to post:
took it this morn at 7plus am while going back home from sch.
i muz hav been crazy.
ride out, spot scenery, awed while riding, stop at busstop, whip out cam, 'ka-chak'!, continue on homeward journey.
lolz
SLEEEEEEEEEEP...
Thursday, 5 March 2009
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
jus talked to Roy over e phone. seems like he's doing fine in London.
bah, i miss those old times together.
u noe, sometimes our human mind jus cant help but keep thinking bout e past.
but its not unnecessarily a bad thing.
it shows us how far we've come.
n yeap, abit of reminiscing does one gd i believe.
i recently went thru my previous entires dated 4 yrs ago.
n i found many truths tat might hav forgotten now!
really thankful tat i've kept this blog for so long.
talk about long lost dreams and deja vus.
somehow, these entries helped me to relive my memories.
jus judging from my manner of speech yrs ago,
it feels all too certain tat ive changed much too.
(i think i used to sound like some ah seng too)
though i miss tat happy-go-lucky n carefree attitude i used to hav.
but den again, it doesnt mean its advantageous either.
anw, jus tot of a verse as i ready myself to embrace my place of solace.
1 Corinthians 10:23
"All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not."
we are allowed to do anything under e sun, no restrictions, jus tat we gotta take note whether each of our actions actually does benefit us or others. or whether it stumbles others.
n i guess this verse has kept me thinking for a while now...
bah, i miss those old times together.
u noe, sometimes our human mind jus cant help but keep thinking bout e past.
but its not unnecessarily a bad thing.
it shows us how far we've come.
n yeap, abit of reminiscing does one gd i believe.
i recently went thru my previous entires dated 4 yrs ago.
n i found many truths tat might hav forgotten now!
really thankful tat i've kept this blog for so long.
talk about long lost dreams and deja vus.
somehow, these entries helped me to relive my memories.
jus judging from my manner of speech yrs ago,
it feels all too certain tat ive changed much too.
(i think i used to sound like some ah seng too)
though i miss tat happy-go-lucky n carefree attitude i used to hav.
but den again, it doesnt mean its advantageous either.
anw, jus tot of a verse as i ready myself to embrace my place of solace.
1 Corinthians 10:23
"All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not."
we are allowed to do anything under e sun, no restrictions, jus tat we gotta take note whether each of our actions actually does benefit us or others. or whether it stumbles others.
n i guess this verse has kept me thinking for a while now...
Tuesday, 24 February 2009
gonna share some random pics in this post!
was at bugis area recently. look at how e buildings ard light up with all them bright lights!!!
Ice Milo with Vanilla icecream at some IMM hongkong cafe!
unique Milo taste though!
but fantastic nvrtheless!
wat can go wrong with Milo + icecream!
my supper 1 hr ago!
inspired by e hk thick toast i ate at bugis.
step 1: toast bread
step 2: apply lotsa KAYA!!!
Step 3: Pour a sumptuous amt of condensed milk!!!!
(^^,)
got no butter but kaya makes a nice substitute!!!!
i wonder wats supper for tml night!!!
was at bugis area recently. look at how e buildings ard light up with all them bright lights!!!
Ice Milo with Vanilla icecream at some IMM hongkong cafe!
unique Milo taste though!
but fantastic nvrtheless!
wat can go wrong with Milo + icecream!
my supper 1 hr ago!
inspired by e hk thick toast i ate at bugis.
step 1: toast bread
step 2: apply lotsa KAYA!!!
Step 3: Pour a sumptuous amt of condensed milk!!!!
(^^,)
got no butter but kaya makes a nice substitute!!!!
i wonder wats supper for tml night!!!
Monday, 23 February 2009
2nd wind
am thankful tat me is able to offer my services to my Lord once again.
am now Log IC of Church Choir.
well, nth to boast off but lotsa work to do.
a new responsibility in my hands. pray tat i'll b able to meet up to His expectations ya?
i truly need my Divine magnifying glass now.
gotta focus my vision not in front of me, but up above me.
perhaps all these while, my range of vision has been fluctuating within 45 degrees from e horizon level.
guess it's time now for this puny little me to face the greater truth up there.
all i visualize right now is this bird's eye view from out there in e dark cold space, zooming in all e way billions of times jus in order to spot this 'me'.
now, think it from my POV.
from bottom up.
i can foresee such a huge barrier to overcome.
a long hurdle for me to jump over.
a huge effort to b invested.
the road will be long.
with all my packed bags of burden,
i trod this path, but not alone.
"For Thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me"
at times though, i may have to hitch a ride on the Saviour Express when im beat and cast down.
I may need to take e wheel, to learn how to drive.
even aft i do, I know not which path im supposed to take.
I may turn left and right.
I may bump.
but i pray tat it's not going to put me down.
i hav to grow stronger,
to be the invisible wind tat blows e kite up high.
to bring it higher n higher, upwards towards the sunny skies.
i, have to bring forth, my second wind.
am now Log IC of Church Choir.
well, nth to boast off but lotsa work to do.
a new responsibility in my hands. pray tat i'll b able to meet up to His expectations ya?
i truly need my Divine magnifying glass now.
gotta focus my vision not in front of me, but up above me.
perhaps all these while, my range of vision has been fluctuating within 45 degrees from e horizon level.
guess it's time now for this puny little me to face the greater truth up there.
all i visualize right now is this bird's eye view from out there in e dark cold space, zooming in all e way billions of times jus in order to spot this 'me'.
now, think it from my POV.
from bottom up.
i can foresee such a huge barrier to overcome.
a long hurdle for me to jump over.
a huge effort to b invested.
the road will be long.
with all my packed bags of burden,
i trod this path, but not alone.
"For Thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me"
at times though, i may have to hitch a ride on the Saviour Express when im beat and cast down.
I may need to take e wheel, to learn how to drive.
even aft i do, I know not which path im supposed to take.
I may turn left and right.
I may bump.
but i pray tat it's not going to put me down.
i hav to grow stronger,
to be the invisible wind tat blows e kite up high.
to bring it higher n higher, upwards towards the sunny skies.
i, have to bring forth, my second wind.
Saturday, 21 February 2009
Wat time isit now?
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
1To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
2A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
3A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
4A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
5A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
6A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
7A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
8A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
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