sometimes i really wonder at all those times when i jus want to voice out but i cant.
all those secret little thoughts tat go wandering ard my head.
it's jus all e weird circumstances tat hold me back.
or isit just tat i dun want to be heard?

yes, i'll rather remain silent.
i cant help it but be inert.
to protect myself.
protect myself from all e harm i can receive.
from all e hurt tat i might inflict.
n all other chain reactions tat i might set off.
to keep me sane every single day.

n no.
no one else but me n my Lord shd know.
yep, im not telling. ^^