2nd wind

am thankful tat me is able to offer my services to my Lord once again.
am now Log IC of Church Choir.
well, nth to boast off but lotsa work to do.
a new responsibility in my hands. pray tat i'll b able to meet up to His expectations ya?
i truly need my Divine magnifying glass now.
gotta focus my vision not in front of me, but up above me.
perhaps all these while, my range of vision has been fluctuating within 45 degrees from e horizon level.
guess it's time now for this puny little me to face the greater truth up there.
all i visualize right now is this bird's eye view from out there in e dark cold space, zooming in all e way billions of times jus in order to spot this 'me'.
now, think it from my POV.
from bottom up.

i can foresee such a huge barrier to overcome.
a long hurdle for me to jump over.
a huge effort to b invested.
the road will be long.
with all my packed bags of burden,
i trod this path, but not alone.
"For Thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me"
at times though, i may have to hitch a ride on the Saviour Express when im beat and cast down.
I may need to take e wheel, to learn how to drive.
even aft i do, I know not which path im supposed to take.
I may turn left and right.
I may bump.
but i pray tat it's not going to put me down.
i hav to grow stronger,
to be the invisible wind tat blows e kite up high.
to bring it higher n higher, upwards towards the sunny skies.

i, have to bring forth, my second wind.