jus talked to Roy over e phone. seems like he's doing fine in London.
bah, i miss those old times together.
u noe, sometimes our human mind jus cant help but keep thinking bout e past.
but its not unnecessarily a bad thing.
it shows us how far we've come.
n yeap, abit of reminiscing does one gd i believe.
i recently went thru my previous entires dated 4 yrs ago.
n i found many truths tat might hav forgotten now!
really thankful tat i've kept this blog for so long.
talk about long lost dreams and deja vus.
somehow, these entries helped me to relive my memories.
jus judging from my manner of speech yrs ago,
it feels all too certain tat ive changed much too.
(i think i used to sound like some ah seng too)
though i miss tat happy-go-lucky n carefree attitude i used to hav.
but den again, it doesnt mean its advantageous either.
anw, jus tot of a verse as i ready myself to embrace my place of solace.
1 Corinthians 10:23
"All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not."
we are allowed to do anything under e sun, no restrictions, jus tat we gotta take note whether each of our actions actually does benefit us or others. or whether it stumbles others.
n i guess this verse has kept me thinking for a while now...
Wednesday, 25 February 2009
Tuesday, 24 February 2009
gonna share some random pics in this post!
was at bugis area recently. look at how e buildings ard light up with all them bright lights!!!
Ice Milo with Vanilla icecream at some IMM hongkong cafe!
unique Milo taste though!
but fantastic nvrtheless!
wat can go wrong with Milo + icecream!
my supper 1 hr ago!
inspired by e hk thick toast i ate at bugis.
step 1: toast bread
step 2: apply lotsa KAYA!!!
Step 3: Pour a sumptuous amt of condensed milk!!!!
(^^,)
got no butter but kaya makes a nice substitute!!!!
i wonder wats supper for tml night!!!
was at bugis area recently. look at how e buildings ard light up with all them bright lights!!!
Ice Milo with Vanilla icecream at some IMM hongkong cafe!
unique Milo taste though!
but fantastic nvrtheless!
wat can go wrong with Milo + icecream!
my supper 1 hr ago!
inspired by e hk thick toast i ate at bugis.
step 1: toast bread
step 2: apply lotsa KAYA!!!
Step 3: Pour a sumptuous amt of condensed milk!!!!
(^^,)
got no butter but kaya makes a nice substitute!!!!
i wonder wats supper for tml night!!!
Monday, 23 February 2009
2nd wind
am thankful tat me is able to offer my services to my Lord once again.
am now Log IC of Church Choir.
well, nth to boast off but lotsa work to do.
a new responsibility in my hands. pray tat i'll b able to meet up to His expectations ya?
i truly need my Divine magnifying glass now.
gotta focus my vision not in front of me, but up above me.
perhaps all these while, my range of vision has been fluctuating within 45 degrees from e horizon level.
guess it's time now for this puny little me to face the greater truth up there.
all i visualize right now is this bird's eye view from out there in e dark cold space, zooming in all e way billions of times jus in order to spot this 'me'.
now, think it from my POV.
from bottom up.
i can foresee such a huge barrier to overcome.
a long hurdle for me to jump over.
a huge effort to b invested.
the road will be long.
with all my packed bags of burden,
i trod this path, but not alone.
"For Thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me"
at times though, i may have to hitch a ride on the Saviour Express when im beat and cast down.
I may need to take e wheel, to learn how to drive.
even aft i do, I know not which path im supposed to take.
I may turn left and right.
I may bump.
but i pray tat it's not going to put me down.
i hav to grow stronger,
to be the invisible wind tat blows e kite up high.
to bring it higher n higher, upwards towards the sunny skies.
i, have to bring forth, my second wind.
am now Log IC of Church Choir.
well, nth to boast off but lotsa work to do.
a new responsibility in my hands. pray tat i'll b able to meet up to His expectations ya?
i truly need my Divine magnifying glass now.
gotta focus my vision not in front of me, but up above me.
perhaps all these while, my range of vision has been fluctuating within 45 degrees from e horizon level.
guess it's time now for this puny little me to face the greater truth up there.
all i visualize right now is this bird's eye view from out there in e dark cold space, zooming in all e way billions of times jus in order to spot this 'me'.
now, think it from my POV.
from bottom up.
i can foresee such a huge barrier to overcome.
a long hurdle for me to jump over.
a huge effort to b invested.
the road will be long.
with all my packed bags of burden,
i trod this path, but not alone.
"For Thou art with me, thy rod and thy staff they comfort me"
at times though, i may have to hitch a ride on the Saviour Express when im beat and cast down.
I may need to take e wheel, to learn how to drive.
even aft i do, I know not which path im supposed to take.
I may turn left and right.
I may bump.
but i pray tat it's not going to put me down.
i hav to grow stronger,
to be the invisible wind tat blows e kite up high.
to bring it higher n higher, upwards towards the sunny skies.
i, have to bring forth, my second wind.
Saturday, 21 February 2009
Wat time isit now?
Ecclesiastes 3:1-8
1To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven:
2A time to be born, and a time to die; a time to plant, and a time to pluck up that which is planted;
3A time to kill, and a time to heal; a time to break down, and a time to build up;
4A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;
5A time to cast away stones, and a time to gather stones together; a time to embrace, and a time to refrain from embracing;
6A time to get, and a time to lose; a time to keep, and a time to cast away;
7A time to rend, and a time to sew; a time to keep silence, and a time to speak;
8A time to love, and a time to hate; a time of war, and a time of peace.
Sunday, 15 February 2009
Vday report
Im jus wondering...
wats e reason for ppl to celeb vday?
i mean, when u can always show tat special care every other day.
y restrict it to this very day?
weirdness.
1 John 4:18
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
jus kinda remembered this verse for today.
how often it is to hear stories all ard where ppl are afraid of this n that.
how isit possible to fully eradicate fear?
den so, we are all not perfect in love (even me),
but only thru the grace of God.
how difficult it is to truly love someone.
John 15:13
Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.
not even talking about loved ones and family,
wat about friends who arent related by blood.
r we even willing to sacrifce our lives for them?
saying is one thing, doing is another.
when the time comes, we'll b 'spoilt-for-choice'
am i willing?
well, to me i kinda treat my life as a flimsy piece of paper.
i feel... dispensable.
(not e suicidal sense but rather, im more of the 'Others-person' den the 'self-person')
so i guess its kinda worth it to exchange this for another's life ya?
n besides, isnt heaven a much more place?
heh!
lol
anw,
my sis' reply on fb got me thinking again.
yep, im really waiting for e time to move outta e house.
n i guess my sis has been enduring since she was in sec sch.
tats like almost more den half of her life!
somehow, i feel tat me n my sis are the only sane ones in our family.
we feel... 'different'
n tats wat connects us both.
i cant really affirm / shout it out loud tat i love my family.
n i guess, because of this reason, i dun feel qualified to love another.
i mean, if u dun even love ur family, y makes u think u have e means to love a stranger?
n this stupid reason kinda crumbled my sis' 1st r/s while she was in sec sch.
1 John 2: 9 - 11
9 He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now.
10 He that loveth his brother abideth in the light, and there is none occasion of stumbling in him.
11 But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes.
perhaps i hav been n will b walking in more darkness.
sigh, i really wonder and marvel at how joyful a family gathering can be.
i've nvr been enthusiastic about family gatherings, and if poss, i would avoid them.
i hav no idea how ppl will look forward to them.
i've nvr experienced e joy.
TAT joy which i experienced while having a meal with other's families last yr.
its really tat something warm n fuzzy.
e true meaning of a home which i've nvr felt b4.
the conversations ard the dining table...
e laughter.
e smiles.
i dun hav any memory of it all.
okok,
all in all,
perhaps i dun love my family at all.
weird eh?
ok, wat a strange ending this post has.
anw to top it off,
i'll end it with a song (and a note)
since today is Vday,
Thanks to all who made my life special.
U noe who u are or wat u've done.
thanks so much!
ur love is appreciated! ^^
------------------------------------------------------------
of everything out there,
Jesus' love is sweeter.
i hope i can experience it too. =X
and ya, sorry i cant fulfil tat promise with you...
wats e reason for ppl to celeb vday?
i mean, when u can always show tat special care every other day.
y restrict it to this very day?
weirdness.
1 John 4:18
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.
jus kinda remembered this verse for today.
how often it is to hear stories all ard where ppl are afraid of this n that.
how isit possible to fully eradicate fear?
den so, we are all not perfect in love (even me),
but only thru the grace of God.
how difficult it is to truly love someone.
John 15:13
Greater love hath no man than this, that a man lay down his life for his friends.
not even talking about loved ones and family,
wat about friends who arent related by blood.
r we even willing to sacrifce our lives for them?
saying is one thing, doing is another.
when the time comes, we'll b 'spoilt-for-choice'
am i willing?
well, to me i kinda treat my life as a flimsy piece of paper.
i feel... dispensable.
(not e suicidal sense but rather, im more of the 'Others-person' den the 'self-person')
so i guess its kinda worth it to exchange this for another's life ya?
n besides, isnt heaven a much more
heh!
lol
anw,
my sis' reply on fb got me thinking again.
yep, im really waiting for e time to move outta e house.
n i guess my sis has been enduring since she was in sec sch.
tats like almost more den half of her life!
somehow, i feel tat me n my sis are the only sane ones in our family.
we feel... 'different'
n tats wat connects us both.
i cant really affirm / shout it out loud tat i love my family.
n i guess, because of this reason, i dun feel qualified to love another.
i mean, if u dun even love ur family, y makes u think u have e means to love a stranger?
n this stupid reason kinda crumbled my sis' 1st r/s while she was in sec sch.
1 John 2: 9 - 11
9 He that saith he is in the light, and hateth his brother, is in darkness even until now.
10 He that loveth his brother abideth in the light, and there is none occasion of stumbling in him.
11 But he that hateth his brother is in darkness, and walketh in darkness, and knoweth not whither he goeth, because that darkness hath blinded his eyes.
perhaps i hav been n will b walking in more darkness.
sigh, i really wonder and marvel at how joyful a family gathering can be.
i've nvr been enthusiastic about family gatherings, and if poss, i would avoid them.
i hav no idea how ppl will look forward to them.
i've nvr experienced e joy.
TAT joy which i experienced while having a meal with other's families last yr.
its really tat something warm n fuzzy.
e true meaning of a home which i've nvr felt b4.
the conversations ard the dining table...
e laughter.
e smiles.
i dun hav any memory of it all.
okok,
all in all,
perhaps i dun love my family at all.
weird eh?
ok, wat a strange ending this post has.
anw to top it off,
i'll end it with a song (and a note)
since today is Vday,
Thanks to all who made my life special.
U noe who u are or wat u've done.
thanks so much!
ur love is appreciated! ^^
------------------------------------------------------------
Sweeter As the Years Go By
Of Jesus' love that sought me, when I was lost in sin;
Of wondrous grace that brought me back to His fold again;
Of heights and depths of mercy, far deeper than the sea,
And higher than the heavens, my theme shall ever be.
Chorus:
Sweeter as the years go by, sweeter as the years go by,
Richer, fuller, deeper, Jesus' love is sweeter,
Sweeter as the years go by.
He trod in old Judea life's pathway long ago;
The people thronged about Him, His saving grace to know;
He healed the broken hearted, and caused the blind to see;
And still His great heart yearneth in love for even me.
'Twas wondrous love which led Him for us to suffer loss,
To bear without a murmur the anguish of the cross;
With saints redeemed in glory, let us our voices raise,
Till Heav'n and earth re-echo with our Redeemer's praise.
------------------------------------------------
of everything out there,
Jesus' love is sweeter.
i hope i can experience it too. =X
and ya, sorry i cant fulfil tat promise with you...
Wednesday, 11 February 2009
breaking free
trying hard to break away from e routine of 4 to 7.
tried hard ytd nite but managed to slip abit of time inside.
well, 1 hour more is a BIG thing!
but still, i end up late almost everyday in this week.
yes, even now.
woke up late n decided to jus skip e 1st lect but i still gotta go for e one at 930!
4 dances coming up.
2 are somewhat done but the other 2 are still incomplete.
n like theres only 4 weeks more to go!
stressed stressed...
lotsa things to do... lotsa commitments.
more posts up n coming in e Christian sector waiting for me to undertake.
i guess not tat soon ya...
anw, im off to sch!
another long day for me again!
wahahaha.
need sleep in e reading room!
tried hard ytd nite but managed to slip abit of time inside.
well, 1 hour more is a BIG thing!
but still, i end up late almost everyday in this week.
yes, even now.
woke up late n decided to jus skip e 1st lect but i still gotta go for e one at 930!
4 dances coming up.
2 are somewhat done but the other 2 are still incomplete.
n like theres only 4 weeks more to go!
stressed stressed...
lotsa things to do... lotsa commitments.
more posts up n coming in e Christian sector waiting for me to undertake.
i guess not tat soon ya...
anw, im off to sch!
another long day for me again!
wahahaha.
need sleep in e reading room!
Friday, 6 February 2009
ard sg yet again
lets see, i went to e region near Tanah Merah MRT,
e outskirts of East Coast Park,
Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal,
Changi Beach Park,
NSRCC Safra Resort,
Jurong West
and finally back home.
thats like 60plus km. (or mayb 70)
lolz.
exit4b is where i wanna be.
havent been travelling ard for a long time.
feels gd to b on the road though.
the intense cool breeze that beats against ur body
really makes u wanna race thru it.
anw, glad to see many of my juniors this very night.
chatted lots on all e mishaps and misadventures of e new batches n wat happened when we left.
more quirky and 'niang' juniors.
less of them playing 'piank' (read: "punk")
but jus downright outrageous.
imagine one who excreted in his pants aft being shouted at.
reminded me lots of all e stunts we used to pull in e earlier days.
my classic example would be e sleep-under-computertable-in-office act.
n oso my 'long-hair' act too.
wat to do.. my hairs on e back of my neck jus grow faster den my moustache can ever get.
somehow, i kinda feel like having a shaved head once again.
jus a thought!
oh wells, my vocation is gonna be disbanded, outsourced from companies outside e army.
meaning, no more army NSFs for Physical Training Instructors and Close Combat Instructors.
mayb California fitness is gonna take over tat job.
but im glad to hav been part of that organisation,
for the memories it brings me,
n the bonds ive made.
no, not those bonds that my junior is trying to sell me now,
but rather, the connection of our hearts and minds brought together thru hardship and passion,
of fun times and times where we do saikang together.
'mingle' ard and 'play' with each other.
lolz, sounds wrong.
but yep, tats all e hidden stuff we do behind closed doors.
not e usual toughness we show during lessons though. HEH!
its been a yr now,
since i've wore green.
part of me wishes to go back to those carefree days.
(YES, army IS carefree for me)
the only times where 99% of e ppl ard are guys.
Think muscles, sweat and energy and gym. (nope not leotards)
the only times where girls didnt really matter.
(sounds more wayward now)
ANW, more tuts for me to complete!
am thinkin of how to modify the existin rumba routine too.
Comp in 5 weeks!
hope I'll b ready by den.
hmmmm, Grade D?
dun think im up THERE yet,
but arrgh,
jus go for it!
e outskirts of East Coast Park,
Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal,
Changi Beach Park,
NSRCC Safra Resort,
Jurong West
and finally back home.
thats like 60plus km. (or mayb 70)
lolz.
exit4b is where i wanna be.
havent been travelling ard for a long time.
feels gd to b on the road though.
the intense cool breeze that beats against ur body
really makes u wanna race thru it.
anw, glad to see many of my juniors this very night.
chatted lots on all e mishaps and misadventures of e new batches n wat happened when we left.
more quirky and 'niang' juniors.
less of them playing 'piank' (read: "punk")
but jus downright outrageous.
imagine one who excreted in his pants aft being shouted at.
reminded me lots of all e stunts we used to pull in e earlier days.
my classic example would be e sleep-under-computertable-in-office act.
n oso my 'long-hair' act too.
wat to do.. my hairs on e back of my neck jus grow faster den my moustache can ever get.
somehow, i kinda feel like having a shaved head once again.
jus a thought!
oh wells, my vocation is gonna be disbanded, outsourced from companies outside e army.
meaning, no more army NSFs for Physical Training Instructors and Close Combat Instructors.
mayb California fitness is gonna take over tat job.
but im glad to hav been part of that organisation,
for the memories it brings me,
n the bonds ive made.
no, not those bonds that my junior is trying to sell me now,
but rather, the connection of our hearts and minds brought together thru hardship and passion,
of fun times and times where we do saikang together.
'mingle' ard and 'play' with each other.
lolz, sounds wrong.
but yep, tats all e hidden stuff we do behind closed doors.
not e usual toughness we show during lessons though. HEH!
its been a yr now,
since i've wore green.
part of me wishes to go back to those carefree days.
(YES, army IS carefree for me)
the only times where 99% of e ppl ard are guys.
Think muscles, sweat and energy and gym. (nope not leotards)
the only times where girls didnt really matter.
(sounds more wayward now)
ANW, more tuts for me to complete!
am thinkin of how to modify the existin rumba routine too.
Comp in 5 weeks!
hope I'll b ready by den.
hmmmm, Grade D?
dun think im up THERE yet,
but arrgh,
jus go for it!
Thursday, 29 January 2009
Dancing King, young and suave, only 21~ (lolz)
no JB for me tonight!
boss Fadly aint free since tml's got L.I.F.E run.
cant go for servicing there.
kinda miss Aqua(Ah-Gua) Lane's Ice Milo and Ramli Burgers!!!
ahhhaa!
n e occasional trannies who pop by now and den.
anw, i havent rode thru e new JB checkpoint yet.
the other time i travelled with my bare legs, it took more den half an hour jus to get thru it!
super windy (read: whine-dee) routes and a whole waste of space. i prefer the rundowned version of it.
kinda suits it better, n more 'straight-to-the-point' then its current state.
anw,
i've been intro-ed this new song by Wilson.
my new earworm for e moment!
n thanks to it, im contemplating to learn Tango too!!
n presently i think e Argentine Tango i briefly learnt is kinda stylish and classy!
hope i hav e chance to further explore its world.
here's the official MV with lyrics:
earworm...earworm...
n oh hey! im gonna learn a lil of salsa tml too!!!
lets see wat ive learnt/am gonna learn so far:
Cha cha
Rumba
Jive
Samba
(teenie wee bit of Paso Doble)
Argentine Tango
Locking
Salsa (tml)
Waltz (mon)
Popping (nxt wed!)
n Tango might b e nxt best thing!
let's see, there's still Lindyhop, Tap Dancing tat i wanna learn too!
anw, i didnt watch my 2 hr Rumba vid ytd,
shall do so in a few mins!!!
boss Fadly aint free since tml's got L.I.F.E run.
cant go for servicing there.
kinda miss Aqua(Ah-Gua) Lane's Ice Milo and Ramli Burgers!!!
ahhhaa!
n e occasional trannies who pop by now and den.
anw, i havent rode thru e new JB checkpoint yet.
the other time i travelled with my bare legs, it took more den half an hour jus to get thru it!
super windy (read: whine-dee) routes and a whole waste of space. i prefer the rundowned version of it.
kinda suits it better, n more 'straight-to-the-point' then its current state.
anw,
i've been intro-ed this new song by Wilson.
my new earworm for e moment!
n thanks to it, im contemplating to learn Tango too!!
n presently i think e Argentine Tango i briefly learnt is kinda stylish and classy!
hope i hav e chance to further explore its world.
here's the official MV with lyrics:
earworm...earworm...
n oh hey! im gonna learn a lil of salsa tml too!!!
lets see wat ive learnt/am gonna learn so far:
Cha cha
Rumba
Jive
Samba
(teenie wee bit of Paso Doble)
Argentine Tango
Locking
Salsa (tml)
Waltz (mon)
Popping (nxt wed!)
n Tango might b e nxt best thing!
let's see, there's still Lindyhop, Tap Dancing tat i wanna learn too!
anw, i didnt watch my 2 hr Rumba vid ytd,
shall do so in a few mins!!!
Wednesday, 28 January 2009
whee~
im kinda back home from a locking lesson!
next week im gonna pop!
ahaha.
ok, my wed nites are gonna b busy too.
along with mon and tues and fri nites.
but hey! i still hav my thur nights to myself!
wahahaha.
u noe, some really old quote kinda popped up into my head 2 nights ago while bathing.
"Unless I grip the sword, I can not protect you. While gripping the sword I can not embrace you."
cant remem where i got it from though.
so i guess im kinda living it out ya...
with my tkd, i can protect.
with my dance, i embrace.
...errrrrrrr...
yeah u get e idea.
now tat i think back upon it, it's a really weird outcome tat im in now.
im like touching on the Arts scene inch by inch.
1st was drawing n painting.
next is martial ARTS. (still considered an ART okay)
den comes physical artistic expressions.
wat's next?
musical/vocal instruments?
my miniscule dreams of violin/piano/guitar/bass arent diminished yet.
but i guess those dreams wun be fulfilled tat soon yet.
n tat means i still dun hav e means to serenade others.
hahaha
looking back further,
my life has been a life of reverse psychology.
esp to my parents.
im almost not whatever they want me to b.
n im totally different to their likes and attributes and char.
they love all sorts of seafood but not me.
dun forget abalone and other tonics too.
n basically almsot every kind of edible items tat can be popped into their mouth.
although i think i got many bad genes from them too.
haha.
rite, cant wait to pop nxt week too!
im off for more tuts and a 2hr vid watching!
signing off.
im kinda back home from a locking lesson!
next week im gonna pop!
ahaha.
ok, my wed nites are gonna b busy too.
along with mon and tues and fri nites.
but hey! i still hav my thur nights to myself!
wahahaha.
u noe, some really old quote kinda popped up into my head 2 nights ago while bathing.
"Unless I grip the sword, I can not protect you. While gripping the sword I can not embrace you."
cant remem where i got it from though.
so i guess im kinda living it out ya...
with my tkd, i can protect.
with my dance, i embrace.
...errrrrrrr...
yeah u get e idea.
now tat i think back upon it, it's a really weird outcome tat im in now.
im like touching on the Arts scene inch by inch.
1st was drawing n painting.
next is martial ARTS. (still considered an ART okay)
den comes physical artistic expressions.
wat's next?
musical/vocal instruments?
my miniscule dreams of violin/piano/guitar/bass arent diminished yet.
but i guess those dreams wun be fulfilled tat soon yet.
n tat means i still dun hav e means to serenade others.
hahaha
looking back further,
my life has been a life of reverse psychology.
esp to my parents.
im almost not whatever they want me to b.
n im totally different to their likes and attributes and char.
they love all sorts of seafood but not me.
dun forget abalone and other tonics too.
n basically almsot every kind of edible items tat can be popped into their mouth.
although i think i got many bad genes from them too.
haha.
rite, cant wait to pop nxt week too!
im off for more tuts and a 2hr vid watching!
signing off.
Friday, 23 January 2009
kurosaki
hmmm?
me getting stalked?
no probs!
jus call 1800-STALK -'EM-BACK,
tats, 1800-77255-136-2225!
(ok doesnt sound like a valid num anw)
n oh! i havent da sao chu yet!!!
sigh, my sat is gonna b spent at home clearing out old stuff n junk, which i dun think i'll hav much.
so, rumba or no rumba?
i'd say go for it!
e more e merrier!
wahahaha.
well, it's time to cut down on my other stuffs too.
like wat Christie said, better time management requires discipline n e heart to keep it.
n i admit this entire week has been rather poorly spent.
could hav made more out of it if i wanted to.
anw, im on bad terms with self-discipline, but i jus gotta get to noe him more, ya?
*nods head*
actually, im kinda pondering y i set my timetable this awfully.
830 lessons in e morn for 4 days?
thank God it's not all 5!
am feeling e bliss with a 1230 lesson today!
n on a side note, im craving for cup noodles now. HEH!
ok to prove tat im not the only illogical one, try this urself:
Convert the following to if-then statements (i.e., the conditional) form,
- Fix my aircon or I won’t pay the rent.
Wat's ur answer?
If you fix my aircon then I will pay the rent. ...?
If so, you are terribly wrong!
the answer is:
If I pay the rent then you will fix my aircon.
Surprised? don't be. tats jus a miniscule part of e course im taking now.
you understand it?
if u do, CONGRATS!!!
u ARE logical!
if not errr...
anw, sleep time! blessed CNY to all!
$-$ <--- money-faced! =X
me getting stalked?
no probs!
jus call 1800-STALK -'EM-BACK,
tats, 1800-77255-136-2225!
(ok doesnt sound like a valid num anw)
n oh! i havent da sao chu yet!!!
sigh, my sat is gonna b spent at home clearing out old stuff n junk, which i dun think i'll hav much.
so, rumba or no rumba?
i'd say go for it!
e more e merrier!
wahahaha.
well, it's time to cut down on my other stuffs too.
like wat Christie said, better time management requires discipline n e heart to keep it.
n i admit this entire week has been rather poorly spent.
could hav made more out of it if i wanted to.
anw, im on bad terms with self-discipline, but i jus gotta get to noe him more, ya?
*nods head*
actually, im kinda pondering y i set my timetable this awfully.
830 lessons in e morn for 4 days?
thank God it's not all 5!
am feeling e bliss with a 1230 lesson today!
n on a side note, im craving for cup noodles now. HEH!
ok to prove tat im not the only illogical one, try this urself:
Convert the following to if-then statements (i.e., the conditional) form,
- Fix my aircon or I won’t pay the rent.
Wat's ur answer?
If you fix my aircon then I will pay the rent. ...?
If so, you are terribly wrong!
the answer is:
If I pay the rent then you will fix my aircon.
Surprised? don't be. tats jus a miniscule part of e course im taking now.
you understand it?
if u do, CONGRATS!!!
u ARE logical!
if not errr...
anw, sleep time! blessed CNY to all!
$-$ <--- money-faced! =X
Wednesday, 21 January 2009
err... huh...?
whee~ busy busy week all over again!
anw, some workshops n concerts n competition comin up.
lemme noe if u wanna go, esp for e workshop. limited spaces only!
sigh, competition will b on 14th March, and e nxt day is e JDC.
wat a busy weekend tat'll b!
zzz.
n i tot it'll b 1 week apart.
lots of labour-intensive lab sessions to complete this sem.
it feels like a total upgrade from last sem's!
last sem's was jus normal labs, creating programs n jus save it in e lab com.
this sem's feels like assignments from last sem, only every week.
crazy stuff this is.
ANW, i love the windy cool season tat encompassed SG!
jus tat i always wake up in shudders and more shivers!
alright, time for tuts and labs!
ooooh ooh, lemme noe when u guys wanna meet up too! will try to make some space on my busy busy busy schedule specially for u peeps!
wahahahaa!
anw, some workshops n concerts n competition comin up.
lemme noe if u wanna go, esp for e workshop. limited spaces only!
sigh, competition will b on 14th March, and e nxt day is e JDC.
wat a busy weekend tat'll b!
zzz.
n i tot it'll b 1 week apart.
lots of labour-intensive lab sessions to complete this sem.
it feels like a total upgrade from last sem's!
last sem's was jus normal labs, creating programs n jus save it in e lab com.
this sem's feels like assignments from last sem, only every week.
crazy stuff this is.
ANW, i love the windy cool season tat encompassed SG!
jus tat i always wake up in shudders and more shivers!
alright, time for tuts and labs!
ooooh ooh, lemme noe when u guys wanna meet up too! will try to make some space on my busy busy busy schedule specially for u peeps!
wahahahaa!
Wednesday, 14 January 2009
shleepee
one word to describe me right now, "exhausted x3"
been in sch these 2 days for more den 12 hours each.
830am lessons just dun do any justice.
*RANT RANT RANT*
sigh, gotta go recap on wat i learnt last sem.
programming lab sessions are jus there for me to get used to e new editor im gonna use.
n it's such a HASSLE!
unlike e previous one where u jus open, create, save, compile, run.
this is SOOOSOOOSOOOOO confusing me!
all e subfolders of junk n all...
n tml's gonna b yet another long day again.
need a bike repair, need a haircut, need sleep.
havent really gotten a comfy aftnoon's nap for ages.
i feel so rushed!
argh.
been in sch these 2 days for more den 12 hours each.
830am lessons just dun do any justice.
*RANT RANT RANT*
sigh, gotta go recap on wat i learnt last sem.
programming lab sessions are jus there for me to get used to e new editor im gonna use.
n it's such a HASSLE!
unlike e previous one where u jus open, create, save, compile, run.
this is SOOOSOOOSOOOOO confusing me!
all e subfolders of junk n all...
n tml's gonna b yet another long day again.
need a bike repair, need a haircut, need sleep.
havent really gotten a comfy aftnoon's nap for ages.
i feel so rushed!
argh.
Tuesday, 13 January 2009
update update,
had a really terrible pain in my stomach for e whole of sunday aftnoon.
i think it was from 1230pm til 10pm.
couldnt nap it away, as it bugged me as i twirled ard on bed.
i nvr knew wat it was.
Gastric? well, it happened jus aft my refreshments at 12, n besides, i could still eat 3 servings during Choir lunch gathering!
n it's like at e top part of my tummy. like jus centimetres below my solar plexus.
weirdo ache.
had a ultimately long day today.
had lessons from 830 til 1030am. n aft tat was jus 'camping' in the Interim Reading Room for ard 7 hrs b4 going for FCM.
n like im gonna hav my 1st lab of e yr at 830am later!
[YA! im having 830 lessons almost everyday except thurs!
n tat means im stuck in e morning rush, n i always hav to squeeze in thru e traffic which i hate!
my danger levels hav increased 4-fold!]
anw, i finally scanned wat i drew near e end of last yr
much more to work on but i guess this is a gd start ya?
anw, gotta catch some sleep to focus on my journey to sch later. zzz
need His providence!
had a really terrible pain in my stomach for e whole of sunday aftnoon.
i think it was from 1230pm til 10pm.
couldnt nap it away, as it bugged me as i twirled ard on bed.
i nvr knew wat it was.
Gastric? well, it happened jus aft my refreshments at 12, n besides, i could still eat 3 servings during Choir lunch gathering!
n it's like at e top part of my tummy. like jus centimetres below my solar plexus.
weirdo ache.
had a ultimately long day today.
had lessons from 830 til 1030am. n aft tat was jus 'camping' in the Interim Reading Room for ard 7 hrs b4 going for FCM.
n like im gonna hav my 1st lab of e yr at 830am later!
[YA! im having 830 lessons almost everyday except thurs!
n tat means im stuck in e morning rush, n i always hav to squeeze in thru e traffic which i hate!
my danger levels hav increased 4-fold!]
anw, i finally scanned wat i drew near e end of last yr
much more to work on but i guess this is a gd start ya?
anw, gotta catch some sleep to focus on my journey to sch later. zzz
need His providence!
Saturday, 10 January 2009
sigh... a new lx3 official case costs at least US $100.
but its so PRETTY!
heres how it looks like when it's closed.
WOAH...
anw, my Starhub contract will end this mon. n i hav my sights on a Samsung G400!!!
n here's how my new phone will look like!!!
cant wait for e Starhub festive deals. hope they hav better promos den now!
my current Hp is giving me lots of probs.
some buttons dun work, n i cant use if i slide it down!
sigh.
oh wells, it has served me pretty well over the past 2 yrs!
its a pretty versatile HP!
fast, interactive, slide-o-matic, and i LURVE the LED torch light!
hope e Samsung has one too!
YAY, my bro's fren finally returned me my PS2 aft a few months of DDR-ing with it.
so here i am, back to e PS2 classics! gotta finish my FFXII and Tales of the Abyss.
WHEE~
but its so PRETTY!
heres how it looks like when it's closed.
WOAH...
anw, my Starhub contract will end this mon. n i hav my sights on a Samsung G400!!!
n here's how my new phone will look like!!!
cant wait for e Starhub festive deals. hope they hav better promos den now!
my current Hp is giving me lots of probs.
some buttons dun work, n i cant use if i slide it down!
sigh.
oh wells, it has served me pretty well over the past 2 yrs!
its a pretty versatile HP!
fast, interactive, slide-o-matic, and i LURVE the LED torch light!
hope e Samsung has one too!
YAY, my bro's fren finally returned me my PS2 aft a few months of DDR-ing with it.
so here i am, back to e PS2 classics! gotta finish my FFXII and Tales of the Abyss.
WHEE~
9 hours of dancing + 10 hours of sleep = 1 helluva body-aching experience!
anw, to add to e list of DSA's got Talent,
we have:
1 who can get 3 or more drinks for e price of 1 from a vending machine,
2 portable, walking massagers,
3 aspiring photographers,
4 choir peeps,
and many spastic ppl.
and techno tango seems rather quirky to me too.
anw, 1st week of sch is really gd.
no labs, no tuts, n i somehow think dancing takes up more time den e time for me to be in lectures!
astronomy is VERY interesting too!
(other den e fact of them mentioning tat we're made from star stuff, from e big bang. n tats how e Earth formed. and tat life on earth came from somewhere else, hitching a ride on an asteroid and crashed into earth. n TA-DAAA!! you n me were born!)
so far it's jus nebulae and eclipses. i wonder wats in store for e nxt lect!
anw, to add to e list of DSA's got Talent,
we have:
1 who can get 3 or more drinks for e price of 1 from a vending machine,
2 portable, walking massagers,
3 aspiring photographers,
4 choir peeps,
and many spastic ppl.
and techno tango seems rather quirky to me too.
anw, 1st week of sch is really gd.
no labs, no tuts, n i somehow think dancing takes up more time den e time for me to be in lectures!
astronomy is VERY interesting too!
(other den e fact of them mentioning tat we're made from star stuff, from e big bang. n tats how e Earth formed. and tat life on earth came from somewhere else, hitching a ride on an asteroid and crashed into earth. n TA-DAAA!! you n me were born!)
so far it's jus nebulae and eclipses. i wonder wats in store for e nxt lect!
Sunday, 4 January 2009
old life, new life
phew, i havent caught a movie for a LOOONG time. I think e last one was The Dark Knight.
N tats ages ago..
'Seven pounds', a truly inspirational movie.
Keeps me thinking n pondering bout it all e way home.
"wat i could do with my puny little life to influence others? Wat difference i could have made?"
n these few weeks hav been a recap-ing of 2008. Lots of thoughts and reflections swirling ard.
(Sorry for e long faces and quiet moments)
I was playing the 'What if' game.
What if my life could start over, wat were the many things tat i could change in my life.?
What if i could time travel, wat would e 'present me' tell the 'past me', or others ard me in order to change my future?
What if we could start over, what were the things tat we could have skipped or added?
What would be the 'ideal' future for me?
im not saying tat im sad with my present, nor happy with it.
but jus wondering how life could play out differently from wat it is now.
Imagine moments of sadness changed to joy.
Pain and anguish to happiness and smiles.
Have u ever thought bout tat?
someone ever asked me, if i would rather skip an entire chapter of pure bliss and sorrow, or would i have decided to go thru it instead.
I could not give an answer then...
i guess, i would not have learnt so much or appreciated so much if i didnt enter tat chapter of my life.
things are different now.
times changed.
n all i can do is walk forward bravely to my unknown future.
to live a life of no regrets.
n i guess aft talking so much,
i remem a quote, "instead of looking inward (or backward), we shd look upwards instead."
how very true it is.
i wonder how much more i can change in 2009.
more, more trials!
wrestle me too!
and i guess, e first step starts with a new phone.
all those 700+ SMSes...
oh well, sch reopens tml.
a new year, a new life.
how's it gonna turn out?
beats me. im curious too.
N tats ages ago..
'Seven pounds', a truly inspirational movie.
Keeps me thinking n pondering bout it all e way home.
"wat i could do with my puny little life to influence others? Wat difference i could have made?"
n these few weeks hav been a recap-ing of 2008. Lots of thoughts and reflections swirling ard.
(Sorry for e long faces and quiet moments)
I was playing the 'What if' game.
What if my life could start over, wat were the many things tat i could change in my life.?
What if i could time travel, wat would e 'present me' tell the 'past me', or others ard me in order to change my future?
What if we could start over, what were the things tat we could have skipped or added?
What would be the 'ideal' future for me?
im not saying tat im sad with my present, nor happy with it.
but jus wondering how life could play out differently from wat it is now.
Imagine moments of sadness changed to joy.
Pain and anguish to happiness and smiles.
Have u ever thought bout tat?
someone ever asked me, if i would rather skip an entire chapter of pure bliss and sorrow, or would i have decided to go thru it instead.
I could not give an answer then...
i guess, i would not have learnt so much or appreciated so much if i didnt enter tat chapter of my life.
things are different now.
times changed.
n all i can do is walk forward bravely to my unknown future.
to live a life of no regrets.
n i guess aft talking so much,
i remem a quote, "instead of looking inward (or backward), we shd look upwards instead."
how very true it is.
i wonder how much more i can change in 2009.
more, more trials!
wrestle me too!
and i guess, e first step starts with a new phone.
all those 700+ SMSes...
oh well, sch reopens tml.
a new year, a new life.
how's it gonna turn out?
beats me. im curious too.
Wednesday, 31 December 2008
"Take care."
these 2 words hav an even greater meaning for me now.
yes i do noe tat biking IS dangerous,
but sometimes i take His grace for granted.
perhaps im riding too recklessly again.
many ppl i noe of hav met with accidents.
tat PTI during army, whose funeral i almost had to EmCee at.
my army junior who skidded in e middle of e night at 4am with no traffic ard n entered into a coma.
n now this.
2 Grade A dancers whom i admire got into a crash last tues. tat guy got into a coma and passed away on boxing day.
it's really quite sad to see how ppl's lives are jus taken away in an instant.
n now im contemplating to get a new bigger bike.
or perhaps i shd keep to my old 100km/h restriction.
gotta take note of my mentality n attitude when i ride.
n most imptantly, pray always b4 i ride.
so Sam, u sure u wanna take up riding lessons now???
2009 will b a yr for me to change many aspects in my life.
it'll b another yr of frequent trials n testings i hope. (coz it's frm there tat we all learn to grow stronger)
much more responsibilities.
much less time.
n i gotta discern both current and future decisions with all due wisdom, whether it counts as black or white.
i guess i may not join DSA's main comm aft all. (still unclear)
many more commitments in this coming yr.
having competition,
having club performance.
having fusion dance performance which i agreed to today.
might start chairing YPF, not only jus mem verse.
might possibly b in e YPF exco as well.
(jus hope im not the new coordinator of FCM too)
n studies, which is gonna get more demanding as e yrs pass.
this sem's results might jus b a one-off event.
it's not wat i'll always get throughout Uni.
i jus hope tat i'll not gloat, since it really wasnt by my merit but by His grace.
but shall continue to persevere on to strive towards perfection as i do my best for Him.
Study hard, play hard, pray hard!
im gonna need lots of encouragement and prayer.
n u noe wat to do, rite?
Thanks peeps!
yes i do noe tat biking IS dangerous,
but sometimes i take His grace for granted.
perhaps im riding too recklessly again.
many ppl i noe of hav met with accidents.
tat PTI during army, whose funeral i almost had to EmCee at.
my army junior who skidded in e middle of e night at 4am with no traffic ard n entered into a coma.
n now this.
2 Grade A dancers whom i admire got into a crash last tues. tat guy got into a coma and passed away on boxing day.
it's really quite sad to see how ppl's lives are jus taken away in an instant.
n now im contemplating to get a new bigger bike.
or perhaps i shd keep to my old 100km/h restriction.
gotta take note of my mentality n attitude when i ride.
n most imptantly, pray always b4 i ride.
so Sam, u sure u wanna take up riding lessons now???
2009 will b a yr for me to change many aspects in my life.
it'll b another yr of frequent trials n testings i hope. (coz it's frm there tat we all learn to grow stronger)
much more responsibilities.
much less time.
n i gotta discern both current and future decisions with all due wisdom, whether it counts as black or white.
i guess i may not join DSA's main comm aft all. (still unclear)
many more commitments in this coming yr.
having competition,
having club performance.
having fusion dance performance which i agreed to today.
might start chairing YPF, not only jus mem verse.
might possibly b in e YPF exco as well.
(jus hope im not the new coordinator of FCM too)
n studies, which is gonna get more demanding as e yrs pass.
this sem's results might jus b a one-off event.
it's not wat i'll always get throughout Uni.
i jus hope tat i'll not gloat, since it really wasnt by my merit but by His grace.
but shall continue to persevere on to strive towards perfection as i do my best for Him.
Study hard, play hard, pray hard!
im gonna need lots of encouragement and prayer.
n u noe wat to do, rite?
Thanks peeps!
Monday, 29 December 2008
Praise the Lord!!!
results werent TAT bad after all!!!
phewie!
hope my future exams will pull up my grades!
though it sounds pretty tough to.
anw, finally a not-so-busy week lies ahead of me.
hope i can really take this time to slack n rest more.
get in touch n commune more with someone i owe my whole entirety to.
coz without Him, I couldnt hav done anything at all.
so THANK YOU LORD!!!
and on a sidenote, personally i kinda hate 'trial and error' scenarios.
results werent TAT bad after all!!!
phewie!
hope my future exams will pull up my grades!
though it sounds pretty tough to.
anw, finally a not-so-busy week lies ahead of me.
hope i can really take this time to slack n rest more.
get in touch n commune more with someone i owe my whole entirety to.
coz without Him, I couldnt hav done anything at all.
so THANK YOU LORD!!!
and on a sidenote, personally i kinda hate 'trial and error' scenarios.
Thursday, 25 December 2008
Christmas isnt Christmas...~
WHEE!!!
it's Christmas!
but it doesnt feel like Christmas at all!
cant feel the mood gushing out of me.
but it's really fun to go carolling!
singing and eating and singing and eating! (and abit of rumba as a sidetrack)
ive nvr really been to those choir kinda carolling before but i guess it would b kinda nicee to listen to since they're all from choir, rite???
n we've got new choreography from Shawn!
it's e 3rd one and i hope we're gonna stick to it.
instead of changing it like e previous 2.
hmmm, argentine tango... seems pretty unique to me!!!
fun to learn i guess.
today's Christmas service was fantastic.
i love the song we sang: The First Noel / Pachebel's Canon
and i love the korean worship service's item with flutes and trumpets and their hearts in the song.
almost moved me to tears.
den we went for an informal carolling session at michelle tee's house.
n more more carolling tml!
whee~
shall finish my report soon i hope.
n i really miss my cam!!!
its been away for close to 2 weeks!!!
anw,
BLESSED CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!
it's Christmas!
but it doesnt feel like Christmas at all!
cant feel the mood gushing out of me.
but it's really fun to go carolling!
singing and eating and singing and eating! (and abit of rumba as a sidetrack)
ive nvr really been to those choir kinda carolling before but i guess it would b kinda nicee to listen to since they're all from choir, rite???
n we've got new choreography from Shawn!
it's e 3rd one and i hope we're gonna stick to it.
instead of changing it like e previous 2.
hmmm, argentine tango... seems pretty unique to me!!!
fun to learn i guess.
today's Christmas service was fantastic.
i love the song we sang: The First Noel / Pachebel's Canon
and i love the korean worship service's item with flutes and trumpets and their hearts in the song.
almost moved me to tears.
den we went for an informal carolling session at michelle tee's house.
n more more carolling tml!
whee~
shall finish my report soon i hope.
n i really miss my cam!!!
its been away for close to 2 weeks!!!
anw,
BLESSED CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!
Wednesday, 24 December 2008
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