phew, i havent caught a movie for a LOOONG time. I think e last one was The Dark Knight.
N tats ages ago..
'Seven pounds', a truly inspirational movie.
Keeps me thinking n pondering bout it all e way home.
"wat i could do with my puny little life to influence others? Wat difference i could have made?"
n these few weeks hav been a recap-ing of 2008. Lots of thoughts and reflections swirling ard.
(Sorry for e long faces and quiet moments)
I was playing the 'What if' game.
What if my life could start over, wat were the many things tat i could change in my life.?
What if i could time travel, wat would e 'present me' tell the 'past me', or others ard me in order to change my future?
What if we could start over, what were the things tat we could have skipped or added?
What would be the 'ideal' future for me?
im not saying tat im sad with my present, nor happy with it.
but jus wondering how life could play out differently from wat it is now.
Imagine moments of sadness changed to joy.
Pain and anguish to happiness and smiles.
Have u ever thought bout tat?
someone ever asked me, if i would rather skip an entire chapter of pure bliss and sorrow, or would i have decided to go thru it instead.
I could not give an answer then...
i guess, i would not have learnt so much or appreciated so much if i didnt enter tat chapter of my life.
things are different now.
times changed.
n all i can do is walk forward bravely to my unknown future.
to live a life of no regrets.
n i guess aft talking so much,
i remem a quote, "instead of looking inward (or backward), we shd look upwards instead."
how very true it is.
i wonder how much more i can change in 2009.
more, more trials!
wrestle me too!
and i guess, e first step starts with a new phone.
all those 700+ SMSes...
oh well, sch reopens tml.
a new year, a new life.
how's it gonna turn out?
beats me. im curious too.
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