"prodigies are the ones with clear goals ahead of them and they're passionate to work towards it little by little."
this was wat Sam messaged me on MSN.
but hmmm, no eh,
this is wat dictionary.com told me:
[this is e best looking choice out of 3]
'Anything so extraordinary as to excite wonder or astonishment; a marvel'
[n this wld b the worst case scenario]
'A production out of ordinary course of nature; an abnormal development; a monster. --B. Jonson.'
hopefully, i'll not become a prodigy,
all i jus want is to strive hard.
tats all. =]
hmmm, today struck my heart again.
insurance or assurance.
main thing i drew out from it,
is tat i jus gotta draw closer to Him.
coz its my reasonable service n sacrifice.
its part of my job.
well, i was saved to serve.
hmm, n the first 'wakeup call' i got today,
or rather, e 1st invitation to serve came today.
Herbie passed me the YPF Leaders' Retreat outline.
well, it makes me think, i've really nvr been TAT fervent at all.
honestly.
yrs ago,i wld use to think tat i wasnt ready, or perhaps,
i jus wanted to jus go church n tats all.
u noe, wat a basic slacker usually does.
but within the past 3 or 4 yrs,
i've done e YPF anni Video for 4 yrs,
be part of e camp comm for the 2nd time this yr,
1st time was 3 yrs ago i think, when i might still have been unwilling.
n coerced to become Memory Verse I/C too.
but now its YPF LEADERS!!!
but yeah, i guess,
this few months hav been my turning point in life.
n I wanna thank those who hav been especially encouraging to me.
Christie, Serene, Yun Feng, Charmian, Roy, Qi Yang and many others.
yep,
this is gonna b my 1st real step to serve Him.
n like i said, im not fervent too,
n im really scared.
im afraid.
but i noe somehow, He'll bring me thru.
*optimism revived*
*shoo shoo pessimism!*
haha.
yep, im really afraid.
but i guess i gotta do it.
so ya,
in order to endure in this quest to go stronger
im gonna need more encouragements k?
i noe its hard too,
but we gotta pull thru life's journey.
n i'll still be there,
so if u need a listening ear,
im jus a phone call away.
(but ya, yun feng, dun bug me with weird smses like, "Do I look like a smoker?")
take care peeps!
yay!
tml holiday!
mayb i go NUS see see kendo!
n now a chorus of a song to end this post.
"Oh, how praying rests the weary!
Prayer will change the night to day;
So when life seems dark and dreary,
Don’t forget to pray."
(1 memory i had of this was when Pastor Timothy Tow sang this last yr at one of his last messages at the pulpit,
with his weak n frail external shell of his at e age of 80+,
coughing while singing this with his hoarse voice.
but now, i may not hear him sing (or speak) again.
but i'll hear him sing in another tune, another song, someday.
and when tat day comes, we'll all sing to the same tune!)
Sunday, 10 August 2008
Saturday, 9 August 2008
Stand up for Singapore!
WheE~
Happy national day peeps!
btw, nice song on ur blog, Christie!
totally love it lots!
*sry for the randomity*
oh oh!
n i may b going partyworld now!
like right now at 840pm!
hahaha.
yeah forgot to add in,
i had a roughly great time this morn at botanical gardens with YPF.
waited for ppl for like 1 hr b4 starting e programmes proper.
learnt alot of stuff today.
lotsa reflections like examining our walk with God,
see if we are too caught up in the world, n if we are doing activities tat bless God.
n if we are:
1) can we truly ask God to bless our activities that we do?
2) are we tempted and 'addicted' to it? like without it, we cant 'survive'?
3) do we stumble our fellow brethen?
yup.
all these simple stuff that deserves our reflection.
not only for others, but for me too.
i gotta think bout my life, my goal, my purpose.
n ya, i gotta set it straight.
n definitely grow stronger for God.
im like learning stuff rite now in this weak state of mine.
PATIENCE.
coz im still waiting for the day u come back.
im not gonna let u go.
til den, i promise to b stronger too.
yep.
so, gambatte ya?
to e both of us.
=]
once again, happy national day peeps.
yup.
and a verse to end it:
"I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."
-Philippians 3:14
God bless to all who reads it.
Happy national day peeps!
btw, nice song on ur blog, Christie!
totally love it lots!
*sry for the randomity*
oh oh!
n i may b going partyworld now!
like right now at 840pm!
hahaha.
yeah forgot to add in,
i had a roughly great time this morn at botanical gardens with YPF.
waited for ppl for like 1 hr b4 starting e programmes proper.
learnt alot of stuff today.
lotsa reflections like examining our walk with God,
see if we are too caught up in the world, n if we are doing activities tat bless God.
n if we are:
1) can we truly ask God to bless our activities that we do?
2) are we tempted and 'addicted' to it? like without it, we cant 'survive'?
3) do we stumble our fellow brethen?
yup.
all these simple stuff that deserves our reflection.
not only for others, but for me too.
i gotta think bout my life, my goal, my purpose.
n ya, i gotta set it straight.
n definitely grow stronger for God.
im like learning stuff rite now in this weak state of mine.
PATIENCE.
coz im still waiting for the day u come back.
im not gonna let u go.
til den, i promise to b stronger too.
yep.
so, gambatte ya?
to e both of us.
=]
once again, happy national day peeps.
yup.
and a verse to end it:
"I press toward the mark for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus."
-Philippians 3:14
God bless to all who reads it.
Thursday, 7 August 2008
Money not enough 2 - like me. i still feel poor!!
YAY!
today had only 2 hrs of sch!
same for tml!
whee~
hahaha
n its e 1st day i officially wear my jeans for e 1st time!
quite comfy.
not bad. =]
oh n aft tat, i went to meet Charmian at dhoby ghaut to catch e Money not enough with my new Matric Card! Whee~
6 bucks! hee.
yeah, n we find it rather captivating but it wasnt 'there' yet.
Not as captivating as other movies but yeah, it had e usual 'moral of the story ending'
liked some key elements of e movie like the stickers on e cigarette boxes, e ERP-everywhere idea and oso the hokkien songs.
Especially that Na Si Wo Wu Ji Pa Ban (If I Had 1 Million) Song!
hahah really reminds me of my army boss...
speaking of which, arent our batch supposed to go visit him like tml nite or sat nite?
*sms sms*
ok jus got my answer.
sometime this weekend.
yeah.
somehow, right now, it feels as if all colours are fading to black and white again.
well, somehow,
i jus feel bored. like, i cant get to enjoy watching animes n movies like last time,
even when im free n hav nth to do.
is this e life of a uni student?
hope not.
but yeah,
jus feel tat not many things i did in e past can satisfy the me rite now.
feels as if some part of my heart is ripped off n left behind.
during tat transition phase between my ORD til now.
my memories.
my happiness.
my sadness.
my hurt.
my memories.
i still remem a post i posted like in 2005.
memories are meant to fade so that we can move on.
den came the question,
what if it doesnt ever fade?
i do hope it doesnt.
im not gonna let them fade away,
but neither am i gonna cling on so tightly to it.
coz im gonna look forward to a new future,
when stories are re-written anew.
when hope does fulfil.
reflecting on the past,
and He's helping me hold on fast,
to press onward to build a better future.
where the feelings will finally be mutual.
oh oh, sorry for the digress.
hmmm, yep den aft e movie, we went walking from dhoby ghaut to heerens to cineleisure den to wisma in search of a wallet for her.
too bad we couldnt find any.
and oh!
we met a bunch of NUS peeps from EEE with Mervyn frm JJC TKD inside!
n like they asked us to help them complete some tasks like err,
cheering with them and singing a song for a lady from e public.
haha.
yeah, cheered with them and sang My Heart Will Go On to Charmian with them.
HAHA.
she must hav felt soooooo awkward!
yep den aft tat we went to toa payoh to hav dinner n where she had to go for tuition.
n ya, I WAS CAUGHT IN E RAIN WHILE RETURNING HOME!
n my new jeans was like partially wet!!!
ahhhhh!
hahaha.
oh wells, nth to do for now.
mayb i shall go read a book or something.
n yeaa, tml's lecture is from 230 to 430~
wootz, gonna collect my useless EZlink card tml too!
today had only 2 hrs of sch!
same for tml!
whee~
hahaha
n its e 1st day i officially wear my jeans for e 1st time!
quite comfy.
not bad. =]
oh n aft tat, i went to meet Charmian at dhoby ghaut to catch e Money not enough with my new Matric Card! Whee~
6 bucks! hee.
yeah, n we find it rather captivating but it wasnt 'there' yet.
Not as captivating as other movies but yeah, it had e usual 'moral of the story ending'
liked some key elements of e movie like the stickers on e cigarette boxes, e ERP-everywhere idea and oso the hokkien songs.
Especially that Na Si Wo Wu Ji Pa Ban (If I Had 1 Million) Song!
hahah really reminds me of my army boss...
speaking of which, arent our batch supposed to go visit him like tml nite or sat nite?
*sms sms*
ok jus got my answer.
sometime this weekend.
yeah.
somehow, right now, it feels as if all colours are fading to black and white again.
well, somehow,
i jus feel bored. like, i cant get to enjoy watching animes n movies like last time,
even when im free n hav nth to do.
is this e life of a uni student?
hope not.
but yeah,
jus feel tat not many things i did in e past can satisfy the me rite now.
feels as if some part of my heart is ripped off n left behind.
during tat transition phase between my ORD til now.
my memories.
my happiness.
my sadness.
my hurt.
my memories.
i still remem a post i posted like in 2005.
memories are meant to fade so that we can move on.
den came the question,
what if it doesnt ever fade?
i do hope it doesnt.
im not gonna let them fade away,
but neither am i gonna cling on so tightly to it.
coz im gonna look forward to a new future,
when stories are re-written anew.
when hope does fulfil.
reflecting on the past,
and He's helping me hold on fast,
to press onward to build a better future.
where the feelings will finally be mutual.
oh oh, sorry for the digress.
hmmm, yep den aft e movie, we went walking from dhoby ghaut to heerens to cineleisure den to wisma in search of a wallet for her.
too bad we couldnt find any.
and oh!
we met a bunch of NUS peeps from EEE with Mervyn frm JJC TKD inside!
n like they asked us to help them complete some tasks like err,
cheering with them and singing a song for a lady from e public.
haha.
yeah, cheered with them and sang My Heart Will Go On to Charmian with them.
HAHA.
she must hav felt soooooo awkward!
yep den aft tat we went to toa payoh to hav dinner n where she had to go for tuition.
n ya, I WAS CAUGHT IN E RAIN WHILE RETURNING HOME!
n my new jeans was like partially wet!!!
ahhhhh!
hahaha.
oh wells, nth to do for now.
mayb i shall go read a book or something.
n yeaa, tml's lecture is from 230 to 430~
wootz, gonna collect my useless EZlink card tml too!
Wednesday, 6 August 2008
long long day with e bench and the wind and my book
lets see,
1st thing in e morn, I WOKE UP 30 MINS LATE!!!
ARGH!!!
*rush rush*
left house at 815, started on e road at 820!
n finally reached there at 830 on e dot!
PHEW!
but when i mean i reached, means i reached e place to park!
nxt worse thing,
I CANT REMEM HOW TO GET THERE TO MY LT2A!!!
in e end, walked 1 BIG BIG round to where i was supposed to go!
n yeah, reached lecture at 835am.
oh well, din miss much.
den aft tat, was 3 hrs break again b4 going for Effective Communication lecture,
and another 3 hrs aft tat til Econs lecture...
zzz...
ECONS...
i dropped it in JC n now its coming back to haunt me!!!
GOSH~
lotsa free time spent on walking ard, makaning, printing notes, wee bit of studying on variance n standard D, more walking, reading my book, listening to e wind, reminiscing, n more flashbacks.
kinda really weird, i mean the human mind, whenever e mind is unoccupied, it starts thinking bout lotsa other stuff. much much more stuff. ALOT ALOT OTHER STUFF.
n its hard not to remember.
yep, but while reading my book, i had a great time feeling the wind rub against my cheeks.
subconciously, i closed my eyes, trying to hear for waves but there was only the rustling of leaves but it was close enough.
[I cant swear] but along with tat wind, i did catch a whiff of sunblock from it.
dunno where it came from.
or prob its jus my head.
n yeah, learnt bout sunk cost today.
cost of something tat can nvr b replaced, or reversed.
something i nvr did learn or really think about in e econs back in JC
not til now
but i still dun quite get a thing about opportunity costs.
n yeah, finally a long day over. waiting for tml where i can go to sch for only 2 one-hour lectures!
mayb i might jus pop by to NUS kendo to take a look.
mayb.
1st thing in e morn, I WOKE UP 30 MINS LATE!!!
ARGH!!!
*rush rush*
left house at 815, started on e road at 820!
n finally reached there at 830 on e dot!
PHEW!
but when i mean i reached, means i reached e place to park!
nxt worse thing,
I CANT REMEM HOW TO GET THERE TO MY LT2A!!!
in e end, walked 1 BIG BIG round to where i was supposed to go!
n yeah, reached lecture at 835am.
oh well, din miss much.
den aft tat, was 3 hrs break again b4 going for Effective Communication lecture,
and another 3 hrs aft tat til Econs lecture...
zzz...
ECONS...
i dropped it in JC n now its coming back to haunt me!!!
GOSH~
lotsa free time spent on walking ard, makaning, printing notes, wee bit of studying on variance n standard D, more walking, reading my book, listening to e wind, reminiscing, n more flashbacks.
kinda really weird, i mean the human mind, whenever e mind is unoccupied, it starts thinking bout lotsa other stuff. much much more stuff. ALOT ALOT OTHER STUFF.
n its hard not to remember.
yep, but while reading my book, i had a great time feeling the wind rub against my cheeks.
subconciously, i closed my eyes, trying to hear for waves but there was only the rustling of leaves but it was close enough.
[I cant swear] but along with tat wind, i did catch a whiff of sunblock from it.
dunno where it came from.
or prob its jus my head.
n yeah, learnt bout sunk cost today.
cost of something tat can nvr b replaced, or reversed.
something i nvr did learn or really think about in e econs back in JC
not til now
but i still dun quite get a thing about opportunity costs.
n yeah, finally a long day over. waiting for tml where i can go to sch for only 2 one-hour lectures!
mayb i might jus pop by to NUS kendo to take a look.
mayb.
Tuesday, 5 August 2008
oh oh, an after converting my old smses which i saved to my com eons ago,
i found this particular sms which really struck my heart at that time.
4th Oct 2005
Rainbows appear after mighty storms. When skies look their very worst.
Just when skies are their darkest grey. Look for the rainbow first.
The rainbow is a sign of God's promise. That he would take us through any troubles.
No matter what their form. When you feel battered by life's storms.
And are filled with doubt and dismay.
Just remember God's rainbow is coming. It's only a prayer away.
i found this particular sms which really struck my heart at that time.
4th Oct 2005
Rainbows appear after mighty storms. When skies look their very worst.
Just when skies are their darkest grey. Look for the rainbow first.
The rainbow is a sign of God's promise. That he would take us through any troubles.
No matter what their form. When you feel battered by life's storms.
And are filled with doubt and dismay.
Just remember God's rainbow is coming. It's only a prayer away.
Bidding Success!
Yes! finally can bid this morn!
n yep, prayed about it n i got e timetable tat i wanted!
Whee~
although its really kinda packed on wed:
830am to 630pm
n aft tat still got FCM,
but yeah, i could hav shifted tat econs to mon but if i do tat, den there would b a 5hr break between FCM n my last lecture!
haha
so yeah, jus chiong ba.
really neeed strength to carry me thru.
oh n i wanted to take up 3 unrestricted elecs today!
but all of them got no slots! ahhhhhh!
lets see, theres,
-Jap language level 1
-Malay Language Level 1(yeah weird huh? me taking malay. but its to better communicate with my fellow brethen)
-DIGITAL PAINTING I
-AESTHETIC AND CREATIVE USE OF THE 2D MEDIA
yeah last 2 seems fun, but theres only 1 timeslot for each!!!
really limited spaces.
n yeah, y from comp sci jump to art, design n media de.
hahaha so weird since i cant draw well.
n oh! ytd aft when i was on e way to orchard by MRT,
i saw this guy drawing on his sketchbook with his blue pencil!
SO COOL n EXPERT-LIKE!
i mean the drawings he drew are like literally copy n paste out from an anime!
n yeah, i could nvr draw like tat.
NVR.
its all so distorted for me.
perhaps its jus not my cup of milo.
oh wells, at least my tues n thurs hav only 2 lectures for the entire day! n its back to back as well!
so like, mayb tats y im so free now!
haha but i still gotta do up tat YPF poster now tat my com is back in action.
n yeah, finally bought a nice jeans from espirit ytd,
THANKS BRADER FOR HELPING ME TO CHOOSE IT!
n yeah, send me tat GAY pic of me in tat tight pink polo n white skinny jeans k!
oh well gtg eat something le!
but i dun feel hungry, oh dear...
wats happening to me
haha.
nvm, later den i eat my brunch ba,
for now, theres still tat YPF poster tat i gotta get it done!
n yep, prayed about it n i got e timetable tat i wanted!
Whee~
although its really kinda packed on wed:
830am to 630pm
n aft tat still got FCM,
but yeah, i could hav shifted tat econs to mon but if i do tat, den there would b a 5hr break between FCM n my last lecture!
haha
so yeah, jus chiong ba.
really neeed strength to carry me thru.
oh n i wanted to take up 3 unrestricted elecs today!
but all of them got no slots! ahhhhhh!
lets see, theres,
-Jap language level 1
-Malay Language Level 1(yeah weird huh? me taking malay. but its to better communicate with my fellow brethen)
-DIGITAL PAINTING I
-AESTHETIC AND CREATIVE USE OF THE 2D MEDIA
yeah last 2 seems fun, but theres only 1 timeslot for each!!!
really limited spaces.
n yeah, y from comp sci jump to art, design n media de.
hahaha so weird since i cant draw well.
n oh! ytd aft when i was on e way to orchard by MRT,
i saw this guy drawing on his sketchbook with his blue pencil!
SO COOL n EXPERT-LIKE!
i mean the drawings he drew are like literally copy n paste out from an anime!
n yeah, i could nvr draw like tat.
NVR.
its all so distorted for me.
perhaps its jus not my cup of milo.
oh wells, at least my tues n thurs hav only 2 lectures for the entire day! n its back to back as well!
so like, mayb tats y im so free now!
haha but i still gotta do up tat YPF poster now tat my com is back in action.
n yeah, finally bought a nice jeans from espirit ytd,
THANKS BRADER FOR HELPING ME TO CHOOSE IT!
n yeah, send me tat GAY pic of me in tat tight pink polo n white skinny jeans k!
oh well gtg eat something le!
but i dun feel hungry, oh dear...
wats happening to me
haha.
nvm, later den i eat my brunch ba,
for now, theres still tat YPF poster tat i gotta get it done!
Friday, 1 August 2008
One winged angel
Its been a long long time since ive last blogged.
n guess wat, im back with more pics of free food~
yep i went for this HP Cocktail party today.
fun fun. (i guess)
ok its pic time~
whee~
yep.
nice food n drinks. but tats all. other den tat, all i got for a door gift is jus a box of HP chocs...
zzz.
was expecting something more.
n yeah, e promos werent tat great though.
i think even e laptops at NUS IT fair were much much better.
oh wells...
i jus remebered my one of my old fav songs:
Plus One - Here In My Heart
Wherever you are tonight girl
I'll see you in my dreams
Wherever I go tomorrow
You'll be here next to me
And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far
[ c h o r u s ]
'Cause here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more you'll be
Here in my heart
Whenever I miss you so much
It's more than I can bear
I won't cry, I'll
just close my eyes
And know you'll be there
Your kiss and your touch
I'll never forget
'Cause you're as close
As my very next breath
[ c h o r u s ]
And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far
[ c h o r u s ]
My heart
real old song.
but yeah its still under my favs...
but it jus aptly describes me rite now.
jus so appropriate for me.
its hard for me to bear it too. but den, some things just hav to be done.
i hav to persevere on, to noe tat, one day, i can see n feel it, the hope within my grasp. tat precious hope and the encouragement from Him that keeps me going on n on each day. to noe tat one day, "It is raised in glory".
until the day when i can truly be ur wings, i'll jus be a one winged angel...
n guess wat, im back with more pics of free food~
yep i went for this HP Cocktail party today.
fun fun. (i guess)
ok its pic time~
whee~
yep.
nice food n drinks. but tats all. other den tat, all i got for a door gift is jus a box of HP chocs...
zzz.
was expecting something more.
n yeah, e promos werent tat great though.
i think even e laptops at NUS IT fair were much much better.
oh wells...
i jus remebered my one of my old fav songs:
Plus One - Here In My Heart
Wherever you are tonight girl
I'll see you in my dreams
Wherever I go tomorrow
You'll be here next to me
And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far
[ c h o r u s ]
'Cause here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more you'll be
Here in my heart
Whenever I miss you so much
It's more than I can bear
I won't cry, I'll
just close my eyes
And know you'll be there
Your kiss and your touch
I'll never forget
'Cause you're as close
As my very next breath
[ c h o r u s ]
And though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far
[ c h o r u s ]
My heart
real old song.
but yeah its still under my favs...
but it jus aptly describes me rite now.
jus so appropriate for me.
its hard for me to bear it too. but den, some things just hav to be done.
i hav to persevere on, to noe tat, one day, i can see n feel it, the hope within my grasp. tat precious hope and the encouragement from Him that keeps me going on n on each day. to noe tat one day, "It is raised in glory".
until the day when i can truly be ur wings, i'll jus be a one winged angel...
Wednesday, 16 July 2008
Tuesday, 8 July 2008
Friday, 20 June 2008
WOW... So much fun today!
HAHA,
old temps came back,
present temps leaving.
So we tried to have breakfast together.
Oh n lunch too!
n like aft lunch we went to the Karaoke Room!
where we had abit of fun singing songs! (wat else can we do there)
hahaha! oh wells,
its running late,
time to end work n enjoy my fri by going to e 2nd nite of Youth Conference!
WHeee~
Thursday, 19 June 2008
Change is a constant? u sure?
hmmm looking thru my previous posts esp the one i wrote on the 6th may,
I think Im gonna take back my words.
jus 1 line.
i feel very hopeless about this matter.
i havent changed much since sec sch.
n yeah.
TATS BAD!
i guess i really need a drill.
open 1 hole in my brain, stuff in all those thoughts, n use cement mixed with super glue to keep it stuck there...
*grind grind grind!*
I think Im gonna take back my words.
jus 1 line.
i feel very hopeless about this matter.
i havent changed much since sec sch.
n yeah.
TATS BAD!
i guess i really need a drill.
open 1 hole in my brain, stuff in all those thoughts, n use cement mixed with super glue to keep it stuck there...
*grind grind grind!*
Thursday, 12 June 2008
hmm i think its a little too late but den,
Thanks to all guy n gals who went to Sentosa!
haha
wanted to write this many days ago but was lazy to.
so yeah.
Had a great time like sitting at the beach eating Long John's, with e sea breeze.
Playing with e frisbee n writing names on e sand.
Stepping on a starfish n splashing abit of water.
Hee.
great time of cycling n sitting tat Sentosa Express!
next time we go there to sit e tram k!
shall not paste any pics up coz i dun wanna vie with SM.
for reference jus see my facebook photos!
Thanks to all guy n gals who went to Sentosa!
haha
wanted to write this many days ago but was lazy to.
so yeah.
Had a great time like sitting at the beach eating Long John's, with e sea breeze.
Playing with e frisbee n writing names on e sand.
Stepping on a starfish n splashing abit of water.
Hee.
great time of cycling n sitting tat Sentosa Express!
next time we go there to sit e tram k!
shall not paste any pics up coz i dun wanna vie with SM.
for reference jus see my facebook photos!
Tuesday, 27 May 2008
YAY weird dreams!!!
hmm 1st weird dream,
SAT nite dream 1: TYPICAL DRAMA STORY
dreamt tat someone was being caught in a cave-in/explosion/earthquake?.
lets name this person A.
well, main gist of it = A was missing from the collapse of the building.
(abducted? kidnapped? taken away by enemies? wait, ENEMIES?)
next, me journeyed far and wide in search of A.
many trials n obstacles.
spent many yrs.
(or seconds in realtime)
in the end, found A in somewhere bizarre and yet unexpected.
bla bla bla, hug and wept.(A didnt weep...)
end of story.
Sat nite dream 2: SHUTTER
hmmm, now im in some 'museum'.
with my trusty cam in my hands (ok its actually my sis' cam)
but hey!
this cam is weird!!!
one look through its display shows 'other' stuff!
aka silent hill style.
like u noe...
u see weird stuff...
like wat isnt supposed to be there is there.
like u see the past/ the other dimension of that place.
wat u see with the naked eye are clean walls, yet wat e cam shows u is dirty walls with some goo-ey thing on them. like veins.
theres more!!!
u see like bright red things on the display.
with ur naked eye, u see people.
hmmm, ppl marked with red on the cam...
who are they???
i peeped at them, n they sense that something is wrong.
they take caution, glancing at me as they passed...
they look at each other as though they are plotting something..
i sense danger! my instincts spark off, forcing me to walk away as fast as my feet could hold.
next scenario, on e top of a hill of a countryside.
alls well.
hmmm, spotted an rundown house/shack at the bottom of the hill...
thinks to myself,"doesnt look like there'll b anyone living there... oh well, lets take a snapshot!"
looks thru display of cam,
n one 1 red figure appears on it.
i tried to find with my own eyes for anyone down below which seemed 1km away!
all was still, other den the movement of something in the house.
i saw someone moving ard.
seemed as if it was wary of my presence.
it seemed to take on a defensive stance!
I had to retreat!!!
it started to run aft me!!!!
*to be continued*
mon nite dream: SUMMON-ED!!!!
a rather short dream,
went to a park, parked my bike at a parking lot, thinking i'll b there for awhile so i din put any coupons.
when i was back, there were many summons!!!!
ahhhhh!!!
like all over my bike!!!
i was going crazy!!!
next scenario:
park my bike at e side of e road for some road stalls.
when i went back,
bike was gonna be clamped!!! n towed!!!!
i pleaded with the clampers for 1 min n finally they agreed!!!
had to treat them drinks as a result!
n den it ended!
phew, good riddance to this nightmare!!!!
ahhhhhh!
dreams are so fun.
i dunno y some ppl dun like them! hahaa
SAT nite dream 1: TYPICAL DRAMA STORY
dreamt tat someone was being caught in a cave-in/explosion/earthquake?.
lets name this person A.
well, main gist of it = A was missing from the collapse of the building.
(abducted? kidnapped? taken away by enemies? wait, ENEMIES?)
next, me journeyed far and wide in search of A.
many trials n obstacles.
spent many yrs.
(or seconds in realtime)
in the end, found A in somewhere bizarre and yet unexpected.
bla bla bla, hug and wept.(A didnt weep...)
end of story.
Sat nite dream 2: SHUTTER
hmmm, now im in some 'museum'.
with my trusty cam in my hands (ok its actually my sis' cam)
but hey!
this cam is weird!!!
one look through its display shows 'other' stuff!
aka silent hill style.
like u noe...
u see weird stuff...
like wat isnt supposed to be there is there.
like u see the past/ the other dimension of that place.
wat u see with the naked eye are clean walls, yet wat e cam shows u is dirty walls with some goo-ey thing on them. like veins.
theres more!!!
u see like bright red things on the display.
with ur naked eye, u see people.
hmmm, ppl marked with red on the cam...
who are they???
i peeped at them, n they sense that something is wrong.
they take caution, glancing at me as they passed...
they look at each other as though they are plotting something..
i sense danger! my instincts spark off, forcing me to walk away as fast as my feet could hold.
next scenario, on e top of a hill of a countryside.
alls well.
hmmm, spotted an rundown house/shack at the bottom of the hill...
thinks to myself,"doesnt look like there'll b anyone living there... oh well, lets take a snapshot!"
looks thru display of cam,
n one 1 red figure appears on it.
i tried to find with my own eyes for anyone down below which seemed 1km away!
all was still, other den the movement of something in the house.
i saw someone moving ard.
seemed as if it was wary of my presence.
it seemed to take on a defensive stance!
I had to retreat!!!
it started to run aft me!!!!
*to be continued*
mon nite dream: SUMMON-ED!!!!
a rather short dream,
went to a park, parked my bike at a parking lot, thinking i'll b there for awhile so i din put any coupons.
when i was back, there were many summons!!!!
ahhhhh!!!
like all over my bike!!!
i was going crazy!!!
next scenario:
park my bike at e side of e road for some road stalls.
when i went back,
bike was gonna be clamped!!! n towed!!!!
i pleaded with the clampers for 1 min n finally they agreed!!!
had to treat them drinks as a result!
n den it ended!
phew, good riddance to this nightmare!!!!
ahhhhhh!
dreams are so fun.
i dunno y some ppl dun like them! hahaa
Tuesday, 20 May 2008
Sunday, 11 May 2008
Tuesday, 6 May 2008
Hymnal Humour
Hymnal Humour
The Dentist's Hymn........ ......................Crown Him with Many Crowns
The Weatherman's Hymn............................ There Shall Be Showers of Blessings
The Contractor's Hymn........... ................ The Church’s One Foundation
The Tailor's Hymn......... ......... ............ Holy, Holy, Holy
The Golfer's Hymn......... ...................... There is a Green Hill Far Away
The Politician's Hymn........ ......... ..........Standing on the Promises
The Optometrist' s Hymn........ ................. Open My Eyes That I Might See
The IRS Agent's Hymn............. ................ I Surrender All
The Gossip's Hymn.............. .................. Pass It On
The Electrician' s Hymn............ .............. Send The Light
The Shopper's Hymn........ .......... ......... .. Sweet Bye and Bye
The Realtor's Hymn..... .......................... I've Got a Mansion Just over the Hilltop
The Massage Therapists Hymn.... ................... He Touched Me
The Doctor's Hymn.......... ......... ...............The Great Physician
AND for those who speed on the highway - a few hymns just for you:
45mph....... .......... .....God Will Take Care of You
65mph....... ......... ..........Nearer My God To Thee
85mph....... ......... ....This World Is Not My Home
95mph....... ......... ........Lord, I'm Coming Home
100mph..... ............ .............Precious Memories
The Dentist's Hymn........ ......................Crown Him with Many Crowns
The Weatherman's Hymn............................ There Shall Be Showers of Blessings
The Contractor's Hymn........... ................ The Church’s One Foundation
The Tailor's Hymn......... ......... ............ Holy, Holy, Holy
The Golfer's Hymn......... ...................... There is a Green Hill Far Away
The Politician's Hymn........ ......... ..........Standing on the Promises
The Optometrist' s Hymn........ ................. Open My Eyes That I Might See
The IRS Agent's Hymn............. ................ I Surrender All
The Gossip's Hymn.............. .................. Pass It On
The Electrician' s Hymn............ .............. Send The Light
The Shopper's Hymn........ .......... ......... .. Sweet Bye and Bye
The Realtor's Hymn..... .......................... I've Got a Mansion Just over the Hilltop
The Massage Therapists Hymn.... ................... He Touched Me
The Doctor's Hymn.......... ......... ...............The Great Physician
AND for those who speed on the highway - a few hymns just for you:
45mph....... .......... .....God Will Take Care of You
65mph....... ......... ..........Nearer My God To Thee
85mph....... ......... ....This World Is Not My Home
95mph....... ......... ........Lord, I'm Coming Home
100mph..... ............ .............Precious Memories
no. 170
hmmm,
1 big word i hav on my face today...
BIG BIG eyebags!!!!
WAHHHHHHH...
sob sob...
muz b coz of the OT til 10pm ytd nite...
sadz...
T_T
hmmm,
feeling very down these few days...
muz b coz all my frens r so busy, n i dun hav much time to interact with them...
so perhaps im feeling... ?lonely?
wait, ive always been a loner,
but y only these few days?
i hav no idea either.
WEIRD
anw,
i think im pretty psyched out with my savings!
i feel soooo poor.
need to save up for alot of stuff now tat im older.
ARGH i hate growing up!
haha.
Yeah, I love the present immature me!(?)
haha
OH NO...
my 2A TP test is on next tues...
*gan jiong gan jiong*
yeah hope i pass.
i dunno if i really can.
yeah still feel sad tat all my close frens are so busy...
sobz...
nvm,
shall tahan for 3 weeks til june hols!
haha
wait,
den by tat time they will all b having hols while im still working!
so not fair!!!
1 big word i hav on my face today...
BIG BIG eyebags!!!!
WAHHHHHHH...
sob sob...
muz b coz of the OT til 10pm ytd nite...
sadz...
T_T
hmmm,
feeling very down these few days...
muz b coz all my frens r so busy, n i dun hav much time to interact with them...
so perhaps im feeling... ?lonely?
wait, ive always been a loner,
but y only these few days?
i hav no idea either.
WEIRD
anw,
i think im pretty psyched out with my savings!
i feel soooo poor.
need to save up for alot of stuff now tat im older.
ARGH i hate growing up!
haha.
Yeah, I love the present immature me!(?)
haha
OH NO...
my 2A TP test is on next tues...
*gan jiong gan jiong*
yeah hope i pass.
i dunno if i really can.
yeah still feel sad tat all my close frens are so busy...
sobz...
nvm,
shall tahan for 3 weeks til june hols!
haha
wait,
den by tat time they will all b having hols while im still working!
so not fair!!!
Thursday, 17 April 2008
'cause u had a bad day...
argh!
1st things 1st!
yep i failed my BTT.
funny huh?
aft 1 yr exp of riding still can fail.
so paiseh!
ahhh but oh well...
i din study...
i din pray abt it...
so there goes e consequences.
yeah, e fault goes 1 big round n back to me...
oh well, work today was hassle free.
really not as stressed as usual, mayb coz i only worked for e later half of e day?
yeah.
there comes e worst part ever.
wanting to find e route to lavender thru streetdirectory.com but WTH!,
it was being sued by LTA so its down?!
next came e least favourable option titled www.can.com.sg
which i dunno how to navigate thru at all!
in e end had to borrow e streetdirectory from my boss instead.
ok, all went well at this point of time.
printed out pages of e streetdirctoy...
ok now as we were setting off, i found no cashcard on me body!
argh!
couldnt borrow from Ric too coz he needed his!
so had to go to 7-11 to buy a new 1...
ok nxt was e stupid traffic at PIE near toapayoh!
it jus suddenly came to a halt!
ARGH!!!!
had problems to keep movin off n stopping n moving off n stopping every 5 secs!
tat was still ok...
e 2nd worst was tat i missedd e exit tat i noe how to go by!
like i was supposed to exit thru Exit 15,
but somehow, e no. jus skipped from 16A to 13!!!!
n there was no signboard telling me anything in between!
GOSH!
so yeah i exited thru kallang n made my way to e nearest petrol kiosk n asked ard.
first he told me backtrack n turn right at e 2nd junction.
tats still ok. coz i jus had to find my way to a u-turn where there wasnt any!
so i found a real big bend turning right! (lets name this Bend A)
n found myself going towards somewhere else den where i was supposed to back track!
den i had to u-turn yet again n go down to e big right bend (Bend A) n turn make a u-turn to e way im supposed to backtrack.
when reaching e 2nd junction, i was hesitant to turn right, which was like leading me to paya lebar already!
so i asked e taxi driver for directions at e junction.
den he told me to u-turn n go straight down e path i originally took n turn left at e end.
ok den i u-turned again, n went straight down...
before passing Bend A, there was a left turn leading to MacPherson road which Ansley told me tat it shd b e correct direction. disregarding e comments, i headed straight down to find myself at whampoa east aft skipping Bend A.
den like i was tthinking, where e heck is Whampoa?
sounds pretty north east to me!
so den i took another big right turn bend (Bend B)to make a u-turn n tried to make my way to tat McPherson road.
jus at e junction b4 turning in, i asked another biker there bout directions again.
guess wat he said... "u hav to go all e way straight down tat road(pointing to tat original road direction i was heading to from e start) n u'll reach lavender"
ZZZZZZZZZ
yes, another u-turn yet again...
this time e 4th time passing thru / by Bend A...
argh! i had been going ard in circles!!!
[btw, it was a massive jam thruout]
n thus reached lavender at 745 intead of 645 which i targeted...
n i made feng wait for an hour...
n i made Ansley to be late for her 7pm meeting at City Hall!!!
ARGH! Im feeling sooooo guilty!!
heres a visual description:
1st things 1st!
yep i failed my BTT.
funny huh?
aft 1 yr exp of riding still can fail.
so paiseh!
ahhh but oh well...
i din study...
i din pray abt it...
so there goes e consequences.
yeah, e fault goes 1 big round n back to me...
oh well, work today was hassle free.
really not as stressed as usual, mayb coz i only worked for e later half of e day?
yeah.
there comes e worst part ever.
wanting to find e route to lavender thru streetdirectory.com but WTH!,
it was being sued by LTA so its down?!
next came e least favourable option titled www.can.com.sg
which i dunno how to navigate thru at all!
in e end had to borrow e streetdirectory from my boss instead.
ok, all went well at this point of time.
printed out pages of e streetdirctoy...
ok now as we were setting off, i found no cashcard on me body!
argh!
couldnt borrow from Ric too coz he needed his!
so had to go to 7-11 to buy a new 1...
ok nxt was e stupid traffic at PIE near toapayoh!
it jus suddenly came to a halt!
ARGH!!!!
had problems to keep movin off n stopping n moving off n stopping every 5 secs!
tat was still ok...
e 2nd worst was tat i missedd e exit tat i noe how to go by!
like i was supposed to exit thru Exit 15,
but somehow, e no. jus skipped from 16A to 13!!!!
n there was no signboard telling me anything in between!
GOSH!
so yeah i exited thru kallang n made my way to e nearest petrol kiosk n asked ard.
first he told me backtrack n turn right at e 2nd junction.
tats still ok. coz i jus had to find my way to a u-turn where there wasnt any!
so i found a real big bend turning right! (lets name this Bend A)
n found myself going towards somewhere else den where i was supposed to back track!
den i had to u-turn yet again n go down to e big right bend (Bend A) n turn make a u-turn to e way im supposed to backtrack.
when reaching e 2nd junction, i was hesitant to turn right, which was like leading me to paya lebar already!
so i asked e taxi driver for directions at e junction.
den he told me to u-turn n go straight down e path i originally took n turn left at e end.
ok den i u-turned again, n went straight down...
before passing Bend A, there was a left turn leading to MacPherson road which Ansley told me tat it shd b e correct direction. disregarding e comments, i headed straight down to find myself at whampoa east aft skipping Bend A.
den like i was tthinking, where e heck is Whampoa?
sounds pretty north east to me!
so den i took another big right turn bend (Bend B)to make a u-turn n tried to make my way to tat McPherson road.
jus at e junction b4 turning in, i asked another biker there bout directions again.
guess wat he said... "u hav to go all e way straight down tat road(pointing to tat original road direction i was heading to from e start) n u'll reach lavender"
ZZZZZZZZZ
yes, another u-turn yet again...
this time e 4th time passing thru / by Bend A...
argh! i had been going ard in circles!!!
[btw, it was a massive jam thruout]
n thus reached lavender at 745 intead of 645 which i targeted...
n i made feng wait for an hour...
n i made Ansley to be late for her 7pm meeting at City Hall!!!
ARGH! Im feeling sooooo guilty!!
heres a visual description:
Wednesday, 9 April 2008
lalalala
long time since i've blogged again.
but oh well, since im kinda free rite now..
y not?
yeah,
i've been pretty much caught up with my own work
though at times i still do make blunders n mistakes...
zzzZZZz
haha
but im glad tat all is solved (i hope)
yeah, like losing a key, disturbing others, bla bla bla.
haha
how...
i see all my uni/sim frens...
they all seem so so so so stressed up til they fall sick.
u guys get well soon k?
i wonder if i will b like tat when i enter in future.
sob sob.
i cant handle stress.
yeah yeah i noe tat stress is gd.
coz it produces a certain amount of adrenaline bla bla bla.
but i already hav my own source of adrenaline! (other den those created frm stress)
will i even survive a sem in Uni?
or will i die there in e midst of all e knowledge pounded on me.
God forbid.
long time since i've blogged again.
but oh well, since im kinda free rite now..
y not?
yeah,
i've been pretty much caught up with my own work
though at times i still do make blunders n mistakes...
zzzZZZz
haha
but im glad tat all is solved (i hope)
yeah, like losing a key, disturbing others, bla bla bla.
haha
how...
i see all my uni/sim frens...
they all seem so so so so stressed up til they fall sick.
u guys get well soon k?
i wonder if i will b like tat when i enter in future.
sob sob.
i cant handle stress.
yeah yeah i noe tat stress is gd.
coz it produces a certain amount of adrenaline bla bla bla.
but i already hav my own source of adrenaline! (other den those created frm stress)
will i even survive a sem in Uni?
or will i die there in e midst of all e knowledge pounded on me.
God forbid.
Wednesday, 20 February 2008
yumE (dream)
had a dream last night...
a weird dream where i saw hilary duff!!!
yep.
really WEIRD.
cant tell u most parts of e dream but it was a rather amicable 1.
somehow, i could feel and remember the feelings i had in e dream, even the feeling of touch i had.
it felt sooo real, yet u noe its all a dream, it's surreal...
n den again, wats a 'dream'
some figment of ur imagination when u r subconscious?
or isit something more den tat?
n y isit tat some nights, we dun dream.
ist coz there r no dreams for us tat night.
or isit tat we r too tired to dream.
or perhaps we cant remember wat we dreamt of?
den again,
it links to e question of deja vu.
for me, i guess i feel tat sometimes certain situations r soo familiar.
its like uve seen them b4, heard those words or even jus felt it as a repetition of ur live.
it feels as though uve seen them all thru tat eye(or rather, tat mind) of urs when we all dream.
once e deja vu is triggered, somehow u'll feel weird.
den u'll ponder about it.
and as u ponder, ur surroundings jus fit into wat u felt it was in e past.
n e words or scenes tat come aft jus seem as though u knew it all was abt to happen.
it was as if e future was being foretold in front of ur eyes...
n ur 5 (or 6) senses jus keep screaming tat its something u noe u experienced.
but u jus cant seem to comprehend wat its meaning is, or when u experienced it, or y its happening in front of u.
and den as u try to understand wats revolving ard u, soon tat feeling fades away n den u forget all about it.
all til it reappears again.
i call this e 'deja vu cycle'.
so den,
wats e link between them 2.
r 'deja vu's dreams tat u had in e past?
if so, den wouldnt some of ur dreams be prophecies of the future?
den if tats e way,
u mean its plausible to say tat 'DREAMS DO COME TRUE???'
a weird dream where i saw hilary duff!!!
yep.
really WEIRD.
cant tell u most parts of e dream but it was a rather amicable 1.
somehow, i could feel and remember the feelings i had in e dream, even the feeling of touch i had.
it felt sooo real, yet u noe its all a dream, it's surreal...
n den again, wats a 'dream'
some figment of ur imagination when u r subconscious?
or isit something more den tat?
n y isit tat some nights, we dun dream.
ist coz there r no dreams for us tat night.
or isit tat we r too tired to dream.
or perhaps we cant remember wat we dreamt of?
den again,
it links to e question of deja vu.
for me, i guess i feel tat sometimes certain situations r soo familiar.
its like uve seen them b4, heard those words or even jus felt it as a repetition of ur live.
it feels as though uve seen them all thru tat eye(or rather, tat mind) of urs when we all dream.
once e deja vu is triggered, somehow u'll feel weird.
den u'll ponder about it.
and as u ponder, ur surroundings jus fit into wat u felt it was in e past.
n e words or scenes tat come aft jus seem as though u knew it all was abt to happen.
it was as if e future was being foretold in front of ur eyes...
n ur 5 (or 6) senses jus keep screaming tat its something u noe u experienced.
but u jus cant seem to comprehend wat its meaning is, or when u experienced it, or y its happening in front of u.
and den as u try to understand wats revolving ard u, soon tat feeling fades away n den u forget all about it.
all til it reappears again.
i call this e 'deja vu cycle'.
so den,
wats e link between them 2.
r 'deja vu's dreams tat u had in e past?
if so, den wouldnt some of ur dreams be prophecies of the future?
den if tats e way,
u mean its plausible to say tat 'DREAMS DO COME TRUE???'
Wednesday, 6 February 2008
Thursday, 31 January 2008
missin' the simpler stuff of life
hmmm, guess i dunno wat to do rite now other den jus blogging..
somehow i feel kinda tired mentally...
proper use of term to describe this situation wld b called 'genki nai'(meaning "no energy" in jap)
yeah,
its times like these where u really feel like slacking n jus lying on e bed doing nth but stare...
den somehow u'll think about wat u shd b doing now.
wat i mean is not e workload tats waiting for u, or tat urgent deadline u hav to meet.
but rather, yeah, e simple simple stuff u used to do(or wish u would)
i dunno bout everyone else but right now i jus feel like laying down on a mat amidst a field of grass n jus staring into e sky/stars.
yep simple brained ppl r like tat.
perhaps we're jus easily contented with such stuff...
perhaps i dun really need tat expensive handphone, or tat laptop, or anything else tat wld b deemed luxurious to b satisfied.
in this super busy n rushing world, we all need some sort of escapism...
(haha yeah, im thinking of escaping frm reality again)
but yeah,
i guess reality really is cruel after all.
i miss the times of fun at e beach.
the times u cycle in e park with music in ur ears.
the times u feel e waves on ur feet.
the times u jus sit down at e edge of e shore n enjoy the ocean breeze brushing against ur cheek.
the times u play with candles during mid-autumn n end up burning ur lantern.
the times u try to cook for someone else.
the times u splashed water at each other.
guess its all a fantasy now...
somehow i feel kinda tired mentally...
proper use of term to describe this situation wld b called 'genki nai'(meaning "no energy" in jap)
yeah,
its times like these where u really feel like slacking n jus lying on e bed doing nth but stare...
den somehow u'll think about wat u shd b doing now.
wat i mean is not e workload tats waiting for u, or tat urgent deadline u hav to meet.
but rather, yeah, e simple simple stuff u used to do(or wish u would)
i dunno bout everyone else but right now i jus feel like laying down on a mat amidst a field of grass n jus staring into e sky/stars.
yep simple brained ppl r like tat.
perhaps we're jus easily contented with such stuff...
perhaps i dun really need tat expensive handphone, or tat laptop, or anything else tat wld b deemed luxurious to b satisfied.
in this super busy n rushing world, we all need some sort of escapism...
(haha yeah, im thinking of escaping frm reality again)
but yeah,
i guess reality really is cruel after all.
i miss the times of fun at e beach.
the times u cycle in e park with music in ur ears.
the times u feel e waves on ur feet.
the times u jus sit down at e edge of e shore n enjoy the ocean breeze brushing against ur cheek.
the times u play with candles during mid-autumn n end up burning ur lantern.
the times u try to cook for someone else.
the times u splashed water at each other.
guess its all a fantasy now...
Tuesday, 15 January 2008
argh im sooooo shagged!!!!
taught lesson again(even when im finishing my army term?) in e morn...
phew...
next, rushed off to maju camp at clementi for a 180men grading which ended at 630pm,
well after e usual end time of 530pm..
shouted many many times n got a very splitting headache which i dunno wat its due to.
woah, fortunately my fren taught me to press some acupuncture point near e thumb if not i guess i'll reach home with a cracked skull instead.
cant imagine myself ridng home with a headache.
scary...
worse still if i ride n faint on e way.
n when i wake up I'll see God!
wait, isnt tat supposed to be THE happy ending?
anw, ive been itching to get tat k850i for mths now, but like reading pros n cons bout it... i guess e cons do outweigh e pros.
yeah its a nice hp but i guess its still to early to get it. still having an unstable firmware. but its 5megapixels!
argh...
tat itchy feeling inside me...
mm-u-z-s-a-v-e-mm-o-n-e-y...
ahhh n i hav a deadline to meet!
gotta do some stuff for it asap!
need creativity n a boxless mind!
taught lesson again(even when im finishing my army term?) in e morn...
phew...
next, rushed off to maju camp at clementi for a 180men grading which ended at 630pm,
well after e usual end time of 530pm..
shouted many many times n got a very splitting headache which i dunno wat its due to.
woah, fortunately my fren taught me to press some acupuncture point near e thumb if not i guess i'll reach home with a cracked skull instead.
cant imagine myself ridng home with a headache.
scary...
worse still if i ride n faint on e way.
n when i wake up I'll see God!
wait, isnt tat supposed to be THE happy ending?
anw, ive been itching to get tat k850i for mths now, but like reading pros n cons bout it... i guess e cons do outweigh e pros.
yeah its a nice hp but i guess its still to early to get it. still having an unstable firmware. but its 5megapixels!
argh...
tat itchy feeling inside me...
mm-u-z-s-a-v-e-mm-o-n-e-y...
ahhh n i hav a deadline to meet!
gotta do some stuff for it asap!
need creativity n a boxless mind!
Tuesday, 8 January 2008
lots of stuff, no motivation...
yawns,
its my last time for duty this thurs.
gotta stay in camp all alone..
Awww~
but who cares...
i noe im supposed to do lotsa stuff but i jus cant find e willpower to do it...
card-making, washing tat cup on my table, perhaps even bathing?
oh nono, cant skip tat, can i?
i guess my army time is gonna b served finish...
wat am i gonna do?
really no idea there...
somehow after being tied down sooo much by e army,
i guess total freedom seems alien to me.
yeah its weird im saying this but i think im truly gonna miss my life here.
yeah it does sound weird indeed.
ok forget i said it.
hmmm i bought these pretty cool speakers lately n ive been blasting out music regularly, watching online movies n playing more games to fully utilise them.
n like im gonna spend abit more to buy those speaker holders/brackets which u put on e wall to hold ur speaker. den i can finally enjoy tat surround souund! cool eh?
yeah its 5 small speakers n 1 subwoofer(e big big box with bass!!)
hmmm, somehow i dun really look forward to any events this yr, like hols or anything.
mayb coz they dun seem to interest me anymore.
oh n i jus watched balls of fury(yeah, online)
n i jus realised tat Masa Oki, tat guy who acted in Heroes as Hiro Nakamura is in e movie itself!
was pretty shocked tat he did only less den 10 seconds of showtime n got kicked in e face...
oh i wanna watch A Walk To Remember, I Am Omega and A Cinderella Story there too.
guess i missed these movies e last time.
ah.. well gtg bathe now...
its my last time for duty this thurs.
gotta stay in camp all alone..
Awww~
but who cares...
i noe im supposed to do lotsa stuff but i jus cant find e willpower to do it...
card-making, washing tat cup on my table, perhaps even bathing?
oh nono, cant skip tat, can i?
i guess my army time is gonna b served finish...
wat am i gonna do?
really no idea there...
somehow after being tied down sooo much by e army,
i guess total freedom seems alien to me.
yeah its weird im saying this but i think im truly gonna miss my life here.
yeah it does sound weird indeed.
ok forget i said it.
hmmm i bought these pretty cool speakers lately n ive been blasting out music regularly, watching online movies n playing more games to fully utilise them.
n like im gonna spend abit more to buy those speaker holders/brackets which u put on e wall to hold ur speaker. den i can finally enjoy tat surround souund! cool eh?
yeah its 5 small speakers n 1 subwoofer(e big big box with bass!!)
hmmm, somehow i dun really look forward to any events this yr, like hols or anything.
mayb coz they dun seem to interest me anymore.
oh n i jus watched balls of fury(yeah, online)
n i jus realised tat Masa Oki, tat guy who acted in Heroes as Hiro Nakamura is in e movie itself!
was pretty shocked tat he did only less den 10 seconds of showtime n got kicked in e face...
oh i wanna watch A Walk To Remember, I Am Omega and A Cinderella Story there too.
guess i missed these movies e last time.
ah.. well gtg bathe now...
Saturday, 22 December 2007
argh, finally back from YPF camp...
super tiring~
not coz theres lots of physical or wat but mainly coz i couldnt sleep well even with e fantastically soft pillows n comfy bed but rather e irritating snoring i get every night...
zzz...
lets see~
nth much noteworthy, jus tat i still remem after going to e beach,
i came back with a tiny hermit crab somewhere in my pants(or underwear) while bathing.
made new frens there, built relationships,
learnt more bout ppl,
trained tkd for this mon's grading
n most imptantly,
learn more bout Him n wat i believed in...
oh well its gonna b a busy Christmas with not much time to make/buy presents.
tml's gonna b church n clean e house day.
mon's grading n night service day.
tues gonna b carolling n family gathering day...
left only wed n thurs free...
zzz.
anw, gotta catch up on my sleep again.
gonna b going out with my frens later~
super tiring~
not coz theres lots of physical or wat but mainly coz i couldnt sleep well even with e fantastically soft pillows n comfy bed but rather e irritating snoring i get every night...
zzz...
lets see~
nth much noteworthy, jus tat i still remem after going to e beach,
i came back with a tiny hermit crab somewhere in my pants(or underwear) while bathing.
made new frens there, built relationships,
learnt more bout ppl,
trained tkd for this mon's grading
n most imptantly,
learn more bout Him n wat i believed in...
oh well its gonna b a busy Christmas with not much time to make/buy presents.
tml's gonna b church n clean e house day.
mon's grading n night service day.
tues gonna b carolling n family gathering day...
left only wed n thurs free...
zzz.
anw, gotta catch up on my sleep again.
gonna b going out with my frens later~
Friday, 30 November 2007
rrandomly
another normal friday where time passes by with no one at home.
but im glad...
PEACE....
oh i jus watched finished some anime called REC.
not bad even though its only 9.5 episodes long...
hmmm now when i wonder about it,
y do i like watchin animes so much???
isit coz i cant look at any other fantasy out of reality?
isit coz i long for such a fantasy?
isit coz they can do wat normal shows cant do?
isit coz they depict a different life frm wat we can achieve?
isit coz u can 'feel' more for the characters inside?
isit coz u can learn from the mistakes tat they do?
isit coz those mistakes cant be actually portrayed in our lives?
isit coz we will noe to do when scenarios like tat happen in real life?
or isit coz we really dont have anything else to do?
hmm i wonder y too...
im sure theres a happy ending out there to my life,
but will there b a happy ending to every topic of my life,
i dont think so...
reality is harsh...
whhich reminds me of a 'challenge' posted to me.
to cut down on e no. of 'worldly' (non-christian) songs i listen to...
will i be able to fully fulfil tat challenge?
i dun think so..
well, listening to songs hav always been part of my passion.
my def` of gd songs =
nice rhythm.
nice tune.
meaningful words.
lyrics tat portrays emotions.
beautiful n clear voice.
someone u can relate the song to.
n lastly e emotions evoked thru tat voice.
hmmm one thing bout me,
i somehow like sorrowful, sentimental songs...
y?
im not so sure myself but i guess reality is harsh too.
n u need something to describe wateva feeling tat we get at tat time.
yeah i like teary songs,
songs full of hope...
of coz, those who like songs, definitely like to sing too...
hmmm so tats how humans effectively communicate with others eh?
yeah so rite now my stomach is communicating to me too with a 'song'...
no one at home, no dinner for me.
cup noodles anyone???
but im glad...
PEACE....
oh i jus watched finished some anime called REC.
not bad even though its only 9.5 episodes long...
hmmm now when i wonder about it,
y do i like watchin animes so much???
isit coz i cant look at any other fantasy out of reality?
isit coz i long for such a fantasy?
isit coz they can do wat normal shows cant do?
isit coz they depict a different life frm wat we can achieve?
isit coz u can 'feel' more for the characters inside?
isit coz u can learn from the mistakes tat they do?
isit coz those mistakes cant be actually portrayed in our lives?
isit coz we will noe to do when scenarios like tat happen in real life?
or isit coz we really dont have anything else to do?
hmm i wonder y too...
im sure theres a happy ending out there to my life,
but will there b a happy ending to every topic of my life,
i dont think so...
reality is harsh...
whhich reminds me of a 'challenge' posted to me.
to cut down on e no. of 'worldly' (non-christian) songs i listen to...
will i be able to fully fulfil tat challenge?
i dun think so..
well, listening to songs hav always been part of my passion.
my def` of gd songs =
nice rhythm.
nice tune.
meaningful words.
lyrics tat portrays emotions.
beautiful n clear voice.
someone u can relate the song to.
n lastly e emotions evoked thru tat voice.
hmmm one thing bout me,
i somehow like sorrowful, sentimental songs...
y?
im not so sure myself but i guess reality is harsh too.
n u need something to describe wateva feeling tat we get at tat time.
yeah i like teary songs,
songs full of hope...
of coz, those who like songs, definitely like to sing too...
hmmm so tats how humans effectively communicate with others eh?
yeah so rite now my stomach is communicating to me too with a 'song'...
no one at home, no dinner for me.
cup noodles anyone???
Saturday, 24 November 2007
Butt aches and a hella of green
It took too long,
It took too long,
It took too long for me to come back...
its been a whole week since ive last touched my internet...
coz,
NO ONE PAID THE STUPID INTERNET BILLS SINCE MAY!!!!
so no choice but to pay e entire $365.11 all by myself,
cutting my bank funds by half...
waited super long for it to reconnect again..
ZZZzzzZZz
n now im backk again!
to blog bout my frustrations(?)
ytd, hellish day.
morning woke up at 5 plus to attend some weird parade in camp early early in e morn...
next was a supposed 4km run which i ran only half of it since im a slacker anyway.
next was a training session where we did stretching(no splits thankfully), agility exercises, bridges and target practice...
was expecting contact sparring though.
havent punched n kicked anyone for too long.
yeah, tats when e mishap happened,
one guy tried too hard to execute a turning kick to e waist lvl fell down n injured his tailbone i.e. his pelvis.
he was den sent to hospital A&E n tat ended e training very abrubtly...
can say tat thanks to him, we wouldnt get much more aches on our calves, thighs, gluteus, quads, abs etc.
sad, an unfortunate incident before i went to amoy quee camp without my lunch since i had no time...
another bad news,
since e one injured was supposed to hav duty on tat night itself, i was being 'asked' to be his replacement...
super last minute.
den my boss was kind enough to fetch me home from tat god-forsaken amoy quee camp in yio chu kang, just to get my stuff for duty...
finishing at 8am, next was a lesson at Officer Cadet School (OCS) where i had to assist all e way til 10am before rushing home to meet feng who was leaving for india on monday. ate at pastamania at westmall...
travelled lastly to vivo to catch a movie with my cousin.
well, as expected by someone, most movies were either selling fast or were really late in the evening.
so 2 choices left.
BEE MOVIE? or ENCHANTED?
if u were me, wat wld u choose?
well, it doesnt matter,
i didnt regret my choice.
Utterly FANTASTIC!!!
i didnt noe it would b soooo philosophical...
i dun mind watching it again...
kinda humiliating to say this but i almost teared when i watched it.
oops...
rite now im so shagged out tat i can just fall asleep in front of my com but i hav to wait for my boss...
ahhh...
he wants to come to my house soon to upgrade his psp...
kinda regretted agreeing.
need sleep...
zzzzzzzzz
It took too long,
It took too long for me to come back...
its been a whole week since ive last touched my internet...
coz,
NO ONE PAID THE STUPID INTERNET BILLS SINCE MAY!!!!
so no choice but to pay e entire $365.11 all by myself,
cutting my bank funds by half...
waited super long for it to reconnect again..
ZZZzzzZZz
n now im backk again!
to blog bout my frustrations(?)
ytd, hellish day.
morning woke up at 5 plus to attend some weird parade in camp early early in e morn...
next was a supposed 4km run which i ran only half of it since im a slacker anyway.
next was a training session where we did stretching(no splits thankfully), agility exercises, bridges and target practice...
was expecting contact sparring though.
havent punched n kicked anyone for too long.
yeah, tats when e mishap happened,
one guy tried too hard to execute a turning kick to e waist lvl fell down n injured his tailbone i.e. his pelvis.
he was den sent to hospital A&E n tat ended e training very abrubtly...
can say tat thanks to him, we wouldnt get much more aches on our calves, thighs, gluteus, quads, abs etc.
sad, an unfortunate incident before i went to amoy quee camp without my lunch since i had no time...
another bad news,
since e one injured was supposed to hav duty on tat night itself, i was being 'asked' to be his replacement...
super last minute.
den my boss was kind enough to fetch me home from tat god-forsaken amoy quee camp in yio chu kang, just to get my stuff for duty...
finishing at 8am, next was a lesson at Officer Cadet School (OCS) where i had to assist all e way til 10am before rushing home to meet feng who was leaving for india on monday. ate at pastamania at westmall...
travelled lastly to vivo to catch a movie with my cousin.
well, as expected by someone, most movies were either selling fast or were really late in the evening.
so 2 choices left.
BEE MOVIE? or ENCHANTED?
if u were me, wat wld u choose?
well, it doesnt matter,
i didnt regret my choice.
Utterly FANTASTIC!!!
i didnt noe it would b soooo philosophical...
i dun mind watching it again...
kinda humiliating to say this but i almost teared when i watched it.
oops...
rite now im so shagged out tat i can just fall asleep in front of my com but i hav to wait for my boss...
ahhh...
he wants to come to my house soon to upgrade his psp...
kinda regretted agreeing.
need sleep...
zzzzzzzzz
Sunday, 4 November 2007
weekend craze
oh...
fri WAS bad...
went thru another day of hellish training of air-punching n kicking,
target practice of striking techniques(which i skipped half of it due to unforeseen reasons) and also a revision of some 'COntrol and Restraint'(C&R) technique which we held in e grassy, muddy n itchy field.
yep, definitely being forced to be taken down onto e field.
fortunately, i skipped tat too!!
y?
coz im a senior already!
hahaha, wateva comes to us, we 'taichi' it all away.
last but not least, e dreaded 2mins pugil stick sparring between instructors.
well at least i fared averagely okay.
next comes sat,
whole day taken up by YPF.
went there, listen to e 'Anger management' sermon,
which i dun think it really applies to me since i simply push anger away frm my face most of e time.
had dinner at adam road food centre n ate tons of stuff.
(well, not literally 'tons')
hmm, first was e famous Nasi Lemak from Adam road.
side dish was some malay styled Roti John with mutton.
yum.
coupled with a scoop or 2 of tao suan.
n aft tat, we headed straight to Island creamery again where most of us tried out e Reverso flavoured icecream.(Chocolate + Oreo)
simply sinful.
but it doesnt really matter to me since it wouldnt even add an inch to my waistline.
bwaHaahaahA~
had a wonderful time of fellowship too.
ahh, today, learnt some Canto song for carolling usage during Christmas, which was really tough to handle without any hanyu pinyin.
n besides, e hanyu pinyin is exclusive to ur own self so u cant really copy it frm others.
e first time u hear it, u'll b wondering bout all e 'ching ching chong choi loi lei' etc.
rather amusing language.
(yet im supposed to be a Canto myself)
there aft, we went to far east to makan hainanese chicken rice n ate waffles at Gelare.
waffles WERE GD!!!
had banana walnut ice cream waffle, topped with caramel
and another totally white choco chip ice cream waffle, topped with chocolate and cream!
AWESOME, i tell u!!!
and rite now im back home, worrying bout wat i hav to do tml.
since in e morning i hav to arrive at 715 to conduct a warmup for e entire camp..
n i hav to stay behind e gym desk as a 'receptionist' e entire day!
shucks i really need something to do...
lets see...
tml's newpaper.
a little bit of listening to CDs.
mayb i shd go down to e plaza to get tat comic aft this...
hmmm, still fantasizing about getting a black coloured sketchbook n a white pencil...
wat else...?
fri WAS bad...
went thru another day of hellish training of air-punching n kicking,
target practice of striking techniques(which i skipped half of it due to unforeseen reasons) and also a revision of some 'COntrol and Restraint'(C&R) technique which we held in e grassy, muddy n itchy field.
yep, definitely being forced to be taken down onto e field.
fortunately, i skipped tat too!!
y?
coz im a senior already!
hahaha, wateva comes to us, we 'taichi' it all away.
last but not least, e dreaded 2mins pugil stick sparring between instructors.
well at least i fared averagely okay.
next comes sat,
whole day taken up by YPF.
went there, listen to e 'Anger management' sermon,
which i dun think it really applies to me since i simply push anger away frm my face most of e time.
had dinner at adam road food centre n ate tons of stuff.
(well, not literally 'tons')
hmm, first was e famous Nasi Lemak from Adam road.
side dish was some malay styled Roti John with mutton.
yum.
coupled with a scoop or 2 of tao suan.
n aft tat, we headed straight to Island creamery again where most of us tried out e Reverso flavoured icecream.(Chocolate + Oreo)
simply sinful.
but it doesnt really matter to me since it wouldnt even add an inch to my waistline.
bwaHaahaahA~
had a wonderful time of fellowship too.
ahh, today, learnt some Canto song for carolling usage during Christmas, which was really tough to handle without any hanyu pinyin.
n besides, e hanyu pinyin is exclusive to ur own self so u cant really copy it frm others.
e first time u hear it, u'll b wondering bout all e 'ching ching chong choi loi lei' etc.
rather amusing language.
(yet im supposed to be a Canto myself)
there aft, we went to far east to makan hainanese chicken rice n ate waffles at Gelare.
waffles WERE GD!!!
had banana walnut ice cream waffle, topped with caramel
and another totally white choco chip ice cream waffle, topped with chocolate and cream!
AWESOME, i tell u!!!
and rite now im back home, worrying bout wat i hav to do tml.
since in e morning i hav to arrive at 715 to conduct a warmup for e entire camp..
n i hav to stay behind e gym desk as a 'receptionist' e entire day!
shucks i really need something to do...
lets see...
tml's newpaper.
a little bit of listening to CDs.
mayb i shd go down to e plaza to get tat comic aft this...
hmmm, still fantasizing about getting a black coloured sketchbook n a white pencil...
wat else...?
Sunday, 28 October 2007
had a weird dream last nite...
something bout demons attacking e city in human guise.
n there was i struggling for my life when a 'soldier' entered my hiding place n played a little life n death game with me.
at e end, when there was no winner, he turned off e lights...
n snuck an attack on me!
which i den blocked n countered with a sharpened chopstick(?) n rammed in into e side of e neck.
its skin was strong but i used my entire strength to force its way in when it suddenly spoke to me, "Nice one, but not gd enough..."
n then *poof* it became coco crunch!!!
nah, dunno wat happened aft tat.
woke up already.
haha.
wat can i say
im a weird guy with weird dreams...~
something bout demons attacking e city in human guise.
n there was i struggling for my life when a 'soldier' entered my hiding place n played a little life n death game with me.
at e end, when there was no winner, he turned off e lights...
n snuck an attack on me!
which i den blocked n countered with a sharpened chopstick(?) n rammed in into e side of e neck.
its skin was strong but i used my entire strength to force its way in when it suddenly spoke to me, "Nice one, but not gd enough..."
n then *poof* it became coco crunch!!!
nah, dunno wat happened aft tat.
woke up already.
haha.
wat can i say
im a weird guy with weird dreams...~
Monday, 22 October 2007
ponder-rations
sad sad..
on sat i've been called by my boss to be on standby.
coz a fellow PTI whom has already ORDed n signed on had passed away tat morn.
frm wat i heard, he somehow drifted towards his fren's bike when they were riding side by side,
causing his fren on e left side to be thrown towards e bushes while he swerved to e right and was hit by an oncoming van.
think it was an immediate death on e spot.
yeah, tats y on sun i wore black with e intention to be called for activation anytime, even during church in e morn.
in e end i wasnt called(phew?)
but still i made my way down in e evening...
could only see his top half as e bottom was covered by a white cloth...
seemed a little pale there...
n as soon as i knew it, i was arrowed by e higer-ups to be e Emcee for the military funeral this coming wed.
fortunately according to some G1 directives, a Captain is supposed to be e 1 doing.
if me, a puny little CorPoraL were to read e script,
i guess i wld hav a nervous breakdown rite away...
nah, i just dun like to do all these saddening stuff...
oh well, n now coz of him...
whenever i ride i think of him.
i imagine how he skidded n was hit.
i imagine i was e one.
n i cant get it out of my mind.
ever since e 1st skid i had e other day...
it has caused some phobia to thrive within me.
growing slowly n invading me...
i guess, very soon im gonna get e idea of being scared of bikes
how?!
wat can i do...
on sat i've been called by my boss to be on standby.
coz a fellow PTI whom has already ORDed n signed on had passed away tat morn.
frm wat i heard, he somehow drifted towards his fren's bike when they were riding side by side,
causing his fren on e left side to be thrown towards e bushes while he swerved to e right and was hit by an oncoming van.
think it was an immediate death on e spot.
yeah, tats y on sun i wore black with e intention to be called for activation anytime, even during church in e morn.
in e end i wasnt called(phew?)
but still i made my way down in e evening...
could only see his top half as e bottom was covered by a white cloth...
seemed a little pale there...
n as soon as i knew it, i was arrowed by e higer-ups to be e Emcee for the military funeral this coming wed.
fortunately according to some G1 directives, a Captain is supposed to be e 1 doing.
if me, a puny little CorPoraL were to read e script,
i guess i wld hav a nervous breakdown rite away...
nah, i just dun like to do all these saddening stuff...
oh well, n now coz of him...
whenever i ride i think of him.
i imagine how he skidded n was hit.
i imagine i was e one.
n i cant get it out of my mind.
ever since e 1st skid i had e other day...
it has caused some phobia to thrive within me.
growing slowly n invading me...
i guess, very soon im gonna get e idea of being scared of bikes
how?!
wat can i do...
Sunday, 14 October 2007
hmm, ytd met up jc frens at dhoby ghaut at 6 with e 1st intention to go MINDS cafe.
but aft seeing e turn-out, n e crowd there, we kinda headed towards another direction,
with e idea of going to esplanade without any valid reasons.
but by a sudden stroke of brain juice jolting leliang's mind,
we came to a kinda unique cafe.
really unique in s'pore but ive heard bout it many times in other countries.
here, e waitresses dress up as maids or don japanese kimonos(those modern trendy 1s) n serve customers.
Name of cafe: Cosáfe
too bad i cant post e pics here.
NC-16 sorry.
haha kidding.
its jus tat i cant b bothered to take their pics.
oh n e foodstuff there is very ex.
mayb coz its at CHIJMES(or was it CHIMJES)?
n e service is jus as per normal,
nth spectacular though.
n guess wat, we had to stuff ourselves with a quarter of a really big cake each.
roughly bout 10 inches in diameter.
besides, its really generous with its cream serving so it was rather challenging to finish it all without feeling queasy.
yep, n aft tat we went to Marina Square to have a tour or 2 ard before leaving for home.
n today met up with SF at IMM aft church n ate subway(yum!)
den aft went shopping ard.
yep, u heard me, shopping.
i din noe u could actu shop at IMM.
but well there was Espirit, Adidas, Baleno, Bossini, Converse, Fila, World Of Sports, G2000, Samuel n Kevin, IP Zone n much much more.
Surprised?
I was.
oh well, since these 2 dayss they were kinda having a crazy sale.
~50% sale!!!
so bobian,
i spent bout $213 today buying lotsa stuff.
dun look at me as if im rich,
its a rare occasion for me to even shop k?
even rarer den e sky falling down.
'Retail therapy', tats wat SF called it.
n it sure felt gd.
haha
btw, thx Char for e homemade card!
oh not forget e Zara shirt u bought for me, Ser.
its still yet to be worn...
Alright, im gonna finish up SM's present by tonight,
once n for all!!!
but aft seeing e turn-out, n e crowd there, we kinda headed towards another direction,
with e idea of going to esplanade without any valid reasons.
but by a sudden stroke of brain juice jolting leliang's mind,
we came to a kinda unique cafe.
really unique in s'pore but ive heard bout it many times in other countries.
here, e waitresses dress up as maids or don japanese kimonos(those modern trendy 1s) n serve customers.
Name of cafe: Cosáfe
too bad i cant post e pics here.
NC-16 sorry.
haha kidding.
its jus tat i cant b bothered to take their pics.
oh n e foodstuff there is very ex.
mayb coz its at CHIJMES(or was it CHIMJES)?
n e service is jus as per normal,
nth spectacular though.
n guess wat, we had to stuff ourselves with a quarter of a really big cake each.
roughly bout 10 inches in diameter.
besides, its really generous with its cream serving so it was rather challenging to finish it all without feeling queasy.
yep, n aft tat we went to Marina Square to have a tour or 2 ard before leaving for home.
n today met up with SF at IMM aft church n ate subway(yum!)
den aft went shopping ard.
yep, u heard me, shopping.
i din noe u could actu shop at IMM.
but well there was Espirit, Adidas, Baleno, Bossini, Converse, Fila, World Of Sports, G2000, Samuel n Kevin, IP Zone n much much more.
Surprised?
I was.
oh well, since these 2 dayss they were kinda having a crazy sale.
~50% sale!!!
so bobian,
i spent bout $213 today buying lotsa stuff.
dun look at me as if im rich,
its a rare occasion for me to even shop k?
even rarer den e sky falling down.
'Retail therapy', tats wat SF called it.
n it sure felt gd.
haha
btw, thx Char for e homemade card!
oh not forget e Zara shirt u bought for me, Ser.
its still yet to be worn...
Alright, im gonna finish up SM's present by tonight,
once n for all!!!
Friday, 12 October 2007
Thursday, 11 October 2007
wow today was gd.
slept all e way til 3.48pm.
when i woke up,
i was like,
shucks i forgot to eat my breakfast and lunch.
ahh,
but i ate mui fan for dinner.
ytd was tiring...
came back n continued my project titled 'SM's birthday gift'.
yeah i noe its kinda belated but its a tough job.
real tough.
hopefully can complete it asap.
yeah n i chatted with my gedong camp 46 SAR trainee.
really crazy guy who is into photography n is wanting to buy a Canon 40D worth bout 1.7k plus other peripherals n lens total costing 3k plus.
rich kid.
haha
hmmm i hav about 5 more days to enjoy my weekend.
wat else shd i do in my free time??
slept all e way til 3.48pm.
when i woke up,
i was like,
shucks i forgot to eat my breakfast and lunch.
ahh,
but i ate mui fan for dinner.
ytd was tiring...
came back n continued my project titled 'SM's birthday gift'.
yeah i noe its kinda belated but its a tough job.
real tough.
hopefully can complete it asap.
yeah n i chatted with my gedong camp 46 SAR trainee.
really crazy guy who is into photography n is wanting to buy a Canon 40D worth bout 1.7k plus other peripherals n lens total costing 3k plus.
rich kid.
haha
hmmm i hav about 5 more days to enjoy my weekend.
wat else shd i do in my free time??
Wednesday, 19 September 2007
wow, 10 days since i blogged.
all this while,
nth to do at all so i jus watched anime whole night long everyday after work...
hmmm, my bro seems to hav sold his bike off already.
wonder when it'll b my turn...
o well. doing duty this fri yet again.
haiz...
wat a bore...
n im hungry n tired again.
this kinda feeling sux u noe.
feels roughly like e end of e world
ARGH!
i need to escape frm e army!!!!
go AWOL like CPL Dave Teo!!!!
all this while,
nth to do at all so i jus watched anime whole night long everyday after work...
hmmm, my bro seems to hav sold his bike off already.
wonder when it'll b my turn...
o well. doing duty this fri yet again.
haiz...
wat a bore...
n im hungry n tired again.
this kinda feeling sux u noe.
feels roughly like e end of e world
ARGH!
i need to escape frm e army!!!!
go AWOL like CPL Dave Teo!!!!
Sunday, 9 September 2007
POST no.150
imagine this blog started frm a humble origin n snowballed into wat it is today.
when u think about how many posts ive written, i might wonder about whether i can recall those incidents tat ive blogged about...
oh well, perhaps e purpose of this blog is to help me remem them in case i contract amnesia [which may b anytime soon (mayb?)]
hmmm,
i think ive been going a lil crazy these few days.
watching 3 movies in a row.
2 repeated.
i noe Ratatouille was nice but i didnt think tat i wld watch it 2ice,
1 on thurs, 1 on fri.
n 5 hrs ago i was watching Rogue Assasin.
u noe e JET LI show?
dubbed e 'ultimate martial arts movie of e yr' or something...
well i guess if u wanna watch martial arts flicks,
u're better off with Flashpoint which was wayyyy better.
Rogue, to me, was jus a normal hollywood movie.
abit more on story plot n gals(Devon Aoki frm DOA) n stars(frm The Transporter, NFS: Tokyo Drift n many more)
felt like a mix n mash kinda movie.
however, e best part was e super big twist in story plot near e end.
which i'd say tat no one would ever imagine tat til they said so.
hmmm but i STILL dun understand e double crossing here n there n tipping off n watsoever.
but i DO like e sword fighting in this show *SPOILER ALERT*
oh wells... overall i'd give 3.5/5
try to give it a miss if u can.
when u think about how many posts ive written, i might wonder about whether i can recall those incidents tat ive blogged about...
oh well, perhaps e purpose of this blog is to help me remem them in case i contract amnesia [which may b anytime soon (mayb?)]
hmmm,
i think ive been going a lil crazy these few days.
watching 3 movies in a row.
2 repeated.
i noe Ratatouille was nice but i didnt think tat i wld watch it 2ice,
1 on thurs, 1 on fri.
n 5 hrs ago i was watching Rogue Assasin.
u noe e JET LI show?
dubbed e 'ultimate martial arts movie of e yr' or something...
well i guess if u wanna watch martial arts flicks,
u're better off with Flashpoint which was wayyyy better.
Rogue, to me, was jus a normal hollywood movie.
abit more on story plot n gals(Devon Aoki frm DOA) n stars(frm The Transporter, NFS: Tokyo Drift n many more)
felt like a mix n mash kinda movie.
however, e best part was e super big twist in story plot near e end.
which i'd say tat no one would ever imagine tat til they said so.
hmmm but i STILL dun understand e double crossing here n there n tipping off n watsoever.
but i DO like e sword fighting in this show *SPOILER ALERT*
oh wells... overall i'd give 3.5/5
try to give it a miss if u can.
Monday, 3 September 2007
Monday, 27 August 2007
Army Half Marathon
oh my~
i completed my 21km competitve!
i cant believe it.
tot i'd jus fall down n die there.
haha
met weiliang there.
haha he chao keng only run 6km i think.
ah...
drank lotsa lotsa 100plus during n aft e run
fortunately din sweat much,
if not it'd take an entire bottle of 100plus to refill my body's water source.
yeah.
all tat i had left frm e run was a medal,
BK coupon!,
n many many aches on my lower body.
zzzz...
need carls JR...
i completed my 21km competitve!
i cant believe it.
tot i'd jus fall down n die there.
haha
met weiliang there.
haha he chao keng only run 6km i think.
ah...
drank lotsa lotsa 100plus during n aft e run
fortunately din sweat much,
if not it'd take an entire bottle of 100plus to refill my body's water source.
yeah.
all tat i had left frm e run was a medal,
BK coupon!,
n many many aches on my lower body.
zzzz...
need carls JR...
Sunday, 19 August 2007
today, a sunday where i went to church solo again.
had a great lunch at yoshinoya in taka.
den went on to buy presents for twins...
haha.
e prob with buying presents for twins is tat u hav to come up with something similar for them both(at least tats wat i think)
its quite fun though.
haha
yeah n i got myself a new pair of pants!
n it costs me 80bucks
haha so ex
but still, i havent really bought any new clothes for a loooooong loooong time.
n i really mean LONG time.
so now im back home, hopefully can try to finish up my 'testing' pic done on photoshop.
heres a preview:
yep its really tough to make it look nice.
coz there r still many flaws in it.
its jus e eye.
e lips r sooo much harder to paint!!!
e hair tooo!!
wah. tough tough.
gotta prac more
had a great lunch at yoshinoya in taka.
den went on to buy presents for twins...
haha.
e prob with buying presents for twins is tat u hav to come up with something similar for them both(at least tats wat i think)
its quite fun though.
haha
yeah n i got myself a new pair of pants!
n it costs me 80bucks
haha so ex
but still, i havent really bought any new clothes for a loooooong loooong time.
n i really mean LONG time.
so now im back home, hopefully can try to finish up my 'testing' pic done on photoshop.
heres a preview:
yep its really tough to make it look nice.
coz there r still many flaws in it.
its jus e eye.
e lips r sooo much harder to paint!!!
e hair tooo!!
wah. tough tough.
gotta prac more
Saturday, 11 August 2007
wow,
i finally had my 1st accident on my bike today...
my thoughts?
well, it was actually kinda fun.
though its abit painful,
coz there are more scratches on my bike n my helmet!
wah!!!
hahaha
my body only suffered a few scratches here n there.
but it aint as bad as i tot it wld b.
compared to my instructor course + 1 yr of shouting to recruits + demonstrations,
it didnt even come close!
sad...
now my bike signal lights went 'poof'
n my right foot brake is abit 'sang-eh'
haha,
n now my mirrors hav both cracked!
cool...
yeah, wat happened was actu me going to e bike shop in alexandra to renew my insurance n bike road tax.
so i forced my bro to go with me.
den like my bro is those type of hazardous road devil..
so on e way back he did e same thing.
chiongabit alot den slow dwn wait for me like wanna haolian like tat.
so we came to this cross junction when e light turned amber den like my bro was ahead of me so i chiong abit while he slowed down n jammed brake.
so end result = i almost hit him frm behind so i swerved right n mu signal lights(e far left of my bike) hit somepart of his bike den i fishtailed n skidded abit in e middle of e junction.
yeah.
but seriously,
e fall was kinda fun though.
reminded me of my close combat technique (side breakfall).
sad... my helmet scratched haha.
but imagine if i jammed brake, i wld hav hit my bro's bike n we both kana.
den i would have flyed like superman. lol
thank God i skidded instead n was wearing a full-face helmet.
ok time to go my fren's church le.
cya n take care.
oh ya,
bikes are dangerous.
heee.
i finally had my 1st accident on my bike today...
my thoughts?
well, it was actually kinda fun.
though its abit painful,
coz there are more scratches on my bike n my helmet!
wah!!!
hahaha
my body only suffered a few scratches here n there.
but it aint as bad as i tot it wld b.
compared to my instructor course + 1 yr of shouting to recruits + demonstrations,
it didnt even come close!
sad...
now my bike signal lights went 'poof'
n my right foot brake is abit 'sang-eh'
haha,
n now my mirrors hav both cracked!
cool...
yeah, wat happened was actu me going to e bike shop in alexandra to renew my insurance n bike road tax.
so i forced my bro to go with me.
den like my bro is those type of hazardous road devil..
so on e way back he did e same thing.
chiong
so we came to this cross junction when e light turned amber den like my bro was ahead of me so i chiong abit while he slowed down n jammed brake.
so end result = i almost hit him frm behind so i swerved right n mu signal lights(e far left of my bike) hit somepart of his bike den i fishtailed n skidded abit in e middle of e junction.
yeah.
but seriously,
e fall was kinda fun though.
reminded me of my close combat technique (side breakfall).
sad... my helmet scratched haha.
but imagine if i jammed brake, i wld hav hit my bro's bike n we both kana.
den i would have flyed like superman. lol
thank God i skidded instead n was wearing a full-face helmet.
ok time to go my fren's church le.
cya n take care.
oh ya,
bikes are dangerous.
heee.
Sunday, 5 August 2007
Utada Hikaru - Final Distance
jus come across e history of this song...
really sad.
" 'Distance' originally appeared in the Distance album, and was planned to be released as a single. However, Utada heard of a school stabbing rampage in which schoolgirl Reina Yamashita (山下玲奈) had died. Reina had previously won an essay competition; writing about how she wanted to become a singer just like Utada. Utada decided to change the song entirely, creating the song "FINAL DISTANCE". The Japanese Ministry of Education decided to incorporate Utada Hikaru's ballad "FINAL DISTANCE" in the high school music textbook starting spring semester 2001, which was announced on 8th of April. In order to pass the proposal, they needed 313 points. The proposal was passed with 319 points. They will be targeting high school students in their second year to test the new curriculum. According to the publisher of arts in education, the song was chosen because it is closely familiar with high school students. "
really sad.
" 'Distance' originally appeared in the Distance album, and was planned to be released as a single. However, Utada heard of a school stabbing rampage in which schoolgirl Reina Yamashita (山下玲奈) had died. Reina had previously won an essay competition; writing about how she wanted to become a singer just like Utada. Utada decided to change the song entirely, creating the song "FINAL DISTANCE". The Japanese Ministry of Education decided to incorporate Utada Hikaru's ballad "FINAL DISTANCE" in the high school music textbook starting spring semester 2001, which was announced on 8th of April. In order to pass the proposal, they needed 313 points. The proposal was passed with 319 points. They will be targeting high school students in their second year to test the new curriculum. According to the publisher of arts in education, the song was chosen because it is closely familiar with high school students. "
Saturday, 4 August 2007
another boring day where i shout at e top of my voice at all these ppl...
argh
n now im left with yet another voice-less day...
how fun
been leaving earlier these few days so its kinda like give n take.
oh well...
ive been staying home for like few weeks now.
havent been out with frens or wat for bout a mth le i guess.
wat to do...
im anti social.
haha jus kidding
yeah but staying at home allowed me to watch lotsa animes n mangas...
like 1 manga called "Lilim Kiss", where a dream devil survives by sucking energy frm guys thru kissing...
yeah n ive started to watch Hana Kimi (not e Ella version but e jap 1)
i feel tat its much nicer den e taiwanese version.
forgot wats it called..
well at least e main lead is much cuter den ella
haha
IM STUCK AT HOME!!!!
but i dun really care anw.
yeah im weird.
i guess i'll need a new stylus pen, a thinner 1 to start drawing...
very impt!
e default 1 im using is kinda thick.
suitable for navigation on my com but not drawing.
guess i'll come up with something soon coz i still owe sm a pic rite?
hopefully its an original piece by me which i seldom draw though (i cant draw well wat...)
got nth better to do;
i'll insert a song tat i feel is kinda soothing,
Hikari (instrumental) by Utada Hikaru
[its called 'Simple and Clean' in USA]
argh
n now im left with yet another voice-less day...
how fun
been leaving earlier these few days so its kinda like give n take.
oh well...
ive been staying home for like few weeks now.
havent been out with frens or wat for bout a mth le i guess.
wat to do...
im anti social.
haha jus kidding
yeah but staying at home allowed me to watch lotsa animes n mangas...
like 1 manga called "Lilim Kiss", where a dream devil survives by sucking energy frm guys thru kissing...
yeah n ive started to watch Hana Kimi (not e Ella version but e jap 1)
i feel tat its much nicer den e taiwanese version.
forgot wats it called..
well at least e main lead is much cuter den ella
haha
IM STUCK AT HOME!!!!
but i dun really care anw.
yeah im weird.
i guess i'll need a new stylus pen, a thinner 1 to start drawing...
very impt!
e default 1 im using is kinda thick.
suitable for navigation on my com but not drawing.
guess i'll come up with something soon coz i still owe sm a pic rite?
hopefully its an original piece by me which i seldom draw though (i cant draw well wat...)
got nth better to do;
i'll insert a song tat i feel is kinda soothing,
Hikari (instrumental) by Utada Hikaru
[its called 'Simple and Clean' in USA]
Saturday, 28 July 2007
Friday, 20 July 2007
yeah, it looks like SF was ok...
seems she had some emo disorder or something n cant help but pop 20 panadols.
thank God she jus had vomitting n stomach pains.
no real threat to her body.
yep.
phew
cant believe i somehow managed to see her earlier in e aftnoon instead of evening.
*details unable to be divulged*
yeah... den i saw her back home n went for a mini tea break.
chit chat a bit den went home le.
ytd took urgent leave in e aftnoon aft class to go my senior's house to play XBOX360!!!!
it was totally stunning!
coz like he bought a 'Guitar Heroes' guitar controller game plus 2 more games all at e same time!
tats like close to 300!
wow he sure is rich...
yep.
tat game is soooo fun coz u can play songs on e guitar to famous songs like 'sweet child of mine' n others tat ive nvr heard of.
its like those music games tat tests ur reaction n psycho-motor skills.
kinda like my style
haha.
well of coz,
nth beats a gd day rest aft uve psyched out ur mind n body over a gruesome 5 hour continuous strain.
but b4 tat, i had a fun time introducing my little game-addicted cousin to a new game tat partially warded him from e com.
its called F.irst E.ncounter A.ssault R.econ.
it is a regular first person shooter kinda game tat has a theme based on e sixth sense.
yeah...
it totally freaked my cousin out!
haha.
results were somewat successful.
he only played e parts where there were shooting involved,
not those where he had to navigate though dark dark corridors that looked like silent hill(before it was dusk)
conclusion: this game deters players, esp those of a weak heart, frm playing excessively when u limit him to playin only this game. ahahaha
yeah, today can stay whole day at home coz i took leave for e whole day for no reason.
haha.
AND, tml i gotta go run at ECP again!
NOOoooOOOOOooOOOO......
this time its 16km.
hope i wun jus fall flat aft i complete.
16km.
sounds pretty loong.
sigh
seems she had some emo disorder or something n cant help but pop 20 panadols.
thank God she jus had vomitting n stomach pains.
no real threat to her body.
yep.
phew
cant believe i somehow managed to see her earlier in e aftnoon instead of evening.
*details unable to be divulged*
yeah... den i saw her back home n went for a mini tea break.
chit chat a bit den went home le.
ytd took urgent leave in e aftnoon aft class to go my senior's house to play XBOX360!!!!
it was totally stunning!
coz like he bought a 'Guitar Heroes' guitar controller game plus 2 more games all at e same time!
tats like close to 300!
wow he sure is rich...
yep.
tat game is soooo fun coz u can play songs on e guitar to famous songs like 'sweet child of mine' n others tat ive nvr heard of.
its like those music games tat tests ur reaction n psycho-motor skills.
kinda like my style
haha.
well of coz,
nth beats a gd day rest aft uve psyched out ur mind n body over a gruesome 5 hour continuous strain.
but b4 tat, i had a fun time introducing my little game-addicted cousin to a new game tat partially warded him from e com.
its called F.irst E.ncounter A.ssault R.econ.
it is a regular first person shooter kinda game tat has a theme based on e sixth sense.
yeah...
it totally freaked my cousin out!
haha.
results were somewat successful.
he only played e parts where there were shooting involved,
not those where he had to navigate though dark dark corridors that looked like silent hill(before it was dusk)
conclusion: this game deters players, esp those of a weak heart, frm playing excessively when u limit him to playin only this game. ahahaha
yeah, today can stay whole day at home coz i took leave for e whole day for no reason.
haha.
AND, tml i gotta go run at ECP again!
NOOoooOOOOOooOOOO......
this time its 16km.
hope i wun jus fall flat aft i complete.
16km.
sounds pretty loong.
sigh
Tuesday, 17 July 2007
Sunday, 15 July 2007
'now now...
14km wasnt so bad was it?'
14km wasnt so bad was it?'
tat was wat i had tot til i actu ran it...
its even comical to even start with.
the rest of e group had a headstart of bout 2 mins plus!
how come?
well coz i had an unexpected bout with my nature call which i was beaten hands down.
no choice there.
yep we had to run from carpark B2 to F2 if u actu noe how far it is,
n aft tat do a u-turn n run back.
it was undoubtedly hard at first,
knowing tat u r being left behind, with no 1 to run with.
n if u look real far ahead,
u can see e slow runners jus barely at the horizon.
mentally challenging...
oh well no choice but to jus run n run.
tats all to it.
brainless running.
yupp n soon before i noe it,
aft 5 mins i had caught up with e last 2 runners.
my boss n terence.
my boss n terence.
hahaha
yup n soon soon, i had overtaken them
hahaha
so fun.
yeah i guess tats e thrill of a marathon ya?
yeah i guess tats e thrill of a marathon ya?
i met quite a lot of my OCS trainees there too!
i guess it was ard 2 companies if im not wrong.
more on tat later.
yeah.
getting to e turning point was easy.
but not the other way round.
in fact,
i believe the briefing announced tat there was some water point there too but apparently when i got there...
yeah, doesnt need any explanations,
obviously there wasnt any.
so i ended up not drinking at all for the entire 14km.
oh well wat the heck,
i dun even drink plain water anw...
yup.
i was planning to catch up to tat female exercise scientist(yeah they really exist) who joined us for e 14km run instead of e 16km which the entire 9th Division was running.
but yeah,
truth is,
she was sooooo far ahead,
i only saw her like 500m from e turning point in e other direction.
so MALU!
hahaa
nvm i got excuses(toilet break!!!)
*heee*
*heee*
yep as i said,
the return journey was much much worse.
wat u feel is not only e strain on ur feet bout oso in my mind!!!
its a psychological challenge from here on!
its hard to keep ur sanity in this condition.
u'll jus break down!
tats wat almost happened to me for every other run tats more den 10km.
"patience is a virtue, but im afraid i do not possess it"
u'll keep thinking of e end point,
how far it is,
how far u've ran,
how much longer it takes,
how u ended up in this miserable n pathetic state?
yeah,
fortunately i had my 200+ worth of songs in my hands.
naturally,
its e only way to kill tat boredom while u run.
n yeah
remem those ocs trainees i saw?
at first they were doing their warmup,
on e way back,
they were running towards me...
yeah so i had no choice but to face about more den 50+ of their faces...
n..
n..
their usual reactions of a close combat instructor:
1) 'FRONT BREAKFALL!!!'
2) 'GOOD DAY!!!'
3) 'HIIIAAAAH!'
wat to do...
aiyoz...
i didnt noe we were so etched in their minds like these...
oh wellz,
sooner den i expected(not really, i was very expectant of this)
i reached the finishing line with a timing of 1hr 12 mins 28 secs.
well i think tats quite gd enough,
thinking tat i was e 1st to reach back,
out of our 'outcasted' grp of 6 instructors in e midst of 30 PTIs.
well, y am i 1st?
e 3 very 'garang' ppl ran 16 km with e rest while e slower, more 'chao keng' ppl ran 14km(n tat includes me btw)which we were supposed to run.
SO tat makes me e 1st!
wheee!!!
well, 1:12hrs divided by 14km would mean ard 5mins per km...
n e passing time required for us wld b 6 mins per km...
hmm i think tats fast enough.
haha
phew...
well, imagine if u had to meet e deadline of 2hrs 45mins for e actual 21km...
i think i wld roughly finish by 2hrs 20 mins if u do e maths correctly.
well mayb im wrong coz i havent touched maths for a looooong time.
if u r so free,
do the maths for me n tell me if im rite k?
-next chapter-
-next chapter-
wow, i didnt expect to meet yushi during e 'outing'.
even less to see a short-haired yushi!
wow,
jus imagine her in tat outfit,
with a bigger bag,
n a sketchpad in hand.
she looks like some budding artist!
SO COOL!
yup n sry shimin,
i forgot tat we had to go vegetarian.
my apologies.
really sorry i forgot bout u. =P
yeah,
we had a greeat time at pastamania,
ok another apology:
sorry to yushi if u ever see this blog,
really sorry to take ur dish by mistake,
n even pouring lotsa cheese over it.
haha.
oops.
lets see if i remem:
i ate carbonara,
yushi ate creamy chicken,
shimin ate al funghi,
winnie ate chicken bolognese,
wei liang too,
n erm fabius...
hmm was it tat prawn n 'something' dish?
haha i forgot.
hey!
cheese n pasta really rocks!
n its cheese as in really a mountain of cheese,
not jus a speckle!
mayb u guys shd try adding tobasco too!
adds to e taste.
yum yum
n yeah dun complain bout me eating e real-slowest.
its e way to enjoy n savour ur food to e max k!
e spinning of e pasta too!
erm somehow it adds to e flavour (i think?)
haha
oh wellz...
n oh ,
3rd apology:
sorry winnie for deleting tat uber ugly pic of me which u claimed was e only photo taken at pastamania.
sorry winnie for deleting tat uber ugly pic of me which u claimed was e only photo taken at pastamania.
im really sorry.
it was really 'accidental'
REALLY!
*heeeee*
yup n aft our fantastic meal,
we went for muddy mud pie n 'teh ping' n 'kopi ping' and erm iced mocha vanilla n banana milkshake n a glass of 60cent iced water at tat 'coffee shop'
yep its e place where fabius whipped out his metrosexual jap magazine,
which didnt fail to impress us!
heres e pic!
heres e pic!
hahaha he's so engrossed in it.
oh yeah n here's the sneak pic i took of winnie
hehehe. i cant remem wat she was doing.
n here's e '2 dif worlds' pic by winnie.
haha
its kinda hard to comprehend the meaning though...
-next chapter-
yeah we went to JB aft tat!
did lotsa stuff on my bike...
replaced e spoilt bulbs,
tightened my chain,
n fixed my left footrest tat was kinda spoilt too due to e fall during tat saturday fellowship.
yep somehow, i made my bosses wait quite a long time due to e mechanics not being able to find e fault of my lights blinking at e wrong time.
yep, i went with my 2 bosses!
n here's a pic tat my direct boss told me to shoot of e other boss!
hahaha,
said i could blackmail an off day with tat!
heres it!
hopefully i can blackmail him b4 he executes his lightning fast kicks on me.
oops!
n tats how i left at 1045pm n reached home at 2am...
zzzz.
-bonus chapter-
oh i think i jus beat e red light today!
oh no!
Friday, 13 July 2007
Army half marathon training...
hmmm. lets see...
tml's schedule:
645am - run at east coast park for 14km.. (shag...)
9am - better be home by den coz my erp unit is spoilt and erp starts at 9
*sleep*
3pm - find a way ard orchard with erp gantrys if not hav to go repair shop
*repair*
6pm - hav dinner with 04s26 classmates! (jus a few though..)
9pm - go to jb to topup petrol and fix faults of bike?
12am - reach home
*sleep......zzzz*
yup basically tats it...
whee wat a fun day.
nitez
tml's schedule:
645am - run at east coast park for 14km.. (shag...)
9am - better be home by den coz my erp unit is spoilt and erp starts at 9
*sleep*
3pm - find a way ard orchard with erp gantrys if not hav to go repair shop
*repair*
6pm - hav dinner with 04s26 classmates! (jus a few though..)
9pm - go to jb to topup petrol and fix faults of bike?
12am - reach home
*sleep......zzzz*
yup basically tats it...
whee wat a fun day.
nitez
Tuesday, 10 July 2007
blog v5
wow i finally updated my blog skin
haha.
kinda happy.
wheee~
lol, ive got nth better to do i guess...
yup its fun to create it urself...
haha.
kinda happy.
wheee~
lol, ive got nth better to do i guess...
yup its fun to create it urself...
Thursday, 21 June 2007
oooh yeah.
yup, ive found out y it was being cut off.
apparently...
e phone line was being burnt by e iron tat was left beside it!
no wonder i could access e net but not e phone.
cool huh.
nvr knew such stuff like tat could happen.
well...
ive finally gotten my new com.
am using it at this instance.
n it costs 3.3k!
wow! now tats really expensive.
but its a good investment i hope
haha.
well wat i wanted to do with this com, u ask?
i jus hope tat i can use i to its fullest capabilities...
n tat it could guide me all e way thru my uni.
now wats left tat i need is an adobe-like software tat i can edit or create stuff with all my unused creative juices tat were left stagnant up there.
yup, im still finding 1 so tat i can change this weird backgrd of my blog...
haiz... my lollipop...
*sigh*
my dad ate it?
i really think its absurd.
i mean wat for?
to create more space in e fridge?
but it doesnt even take up as much space as a milk carton, does it?
i think he's crazy...
come on...
who else throws away ur dearly beloved pillow n bolster when u're away n make up excuses by saying, "oh its dirty. throw."
zzzz
so i shd reply by saying, " oh u r not giving me respect, i tthrow u?"
i cant rite?
of coz i cant.
im a good christian boy... (or am i?)
but seriously...
i've lost so many stuff dear to me since i was young.
lost them without any consciousness tat it was even missing...
back to e lollipop...
its well kinda precious to me coz...
it has a meaning behind it.
(yeah i guess im overly sentimental but tats not e point)
it was e only material item given to me with e hope tat it would cheer me up when was sad...
but many times i wanted to taste it, i jus cant bear to eat it...
haha
yeah im stupid.
now its gone, of coz i'll miss it...
luckily theres 1 thing left in e fridge tats still intact...
haha
my box of chocs i received during christmas last year.
hopefully he doesnt find it....
shhhh.
oh yeah.
guess wat?
Da BAT is in da house!
nono, not batman...
its a baby bat.
hee.
its really cute!
i found it in OCS in a drain being picked on by many red ants...
well, seeing it in such pain, i jus couldnt bear to leave it in e lurch.
it really wwas a hard time getting rid of them all...
they(red ants) were so persistent tat even aft we killed them, e head was still biting it!
how cruel...
aft a gruelling 15mins, all were exterminated by us!
HAH!
but now thres a new prob.
wheres e mother??
we cant find it anywhere near...
so aft a debate here n there we decide to bring it home to 'rear' it.
so yeah.
it sure does make alot of noise at nite...
fortunately theres something called a 'door'.
n my fren is supposed to collect it frm me today coz i cant poss keep it in my house.
my mom is alreeady making much more noise den e bat itself.
n i dun hav any apples for it to feed on!
(if it really eats apple n not blood though).
u noe... recently im like so being targeted...
big boss finds me sleeping in office twice this week.
hopefully there r no stunts up his sleeve.
n today, ive been arrowed to be a taebo(some kickboxing, muscle straining exercise) assistant.
fortunately e plan to get me on stage doing tat strenous workout was thwarted by e higher powers.
phew...
i dun need to go up stage tml morn!
wahaha!
yup, final thing.
yeah its always bout food aint it?
finally went to this botak jones as they call it.
wat it seems to me is much more like a cheapo but good tasting western food stall in a coffeeshop.
n e portions tat they give r soooo great, its hard to finish them all!
any, thaanksfor e treat ya SERENE?
=]
oh n i hope u enjoyed ur soggy cheese fries aft u got home. =X
n i really thank u for e initiative to clarify stuff with me...
appreciate it.
well i guess... really no more chance???
heeee, im jus kidding.
oh yeah ive finally completed e CHOBITS series.
tats really nice n heartwarming
haha
well, like any other show, it creates new sights n ideas tat will keep u questioning bout it..
like these kinda shows.
alrighty den, i'll end this post here.
hopefully my 120gb pocket media drive will b delivered soon.
its been 3 weeks!!!!
yup, ive found out y it was being cut off.
apparently...
e phone line was being burnt by e iron tat was left beside it!
no wonder i could access e net but not e phone.
cool huh.
nvr knew such stuff like tat could happen.
well...
ive finally gotten my new com.
am using it at this instance.
n it costs 3.3k!
wow! now tats really expensive.
but its a good investment i hope
haha.
well wat i wanted to do with this com, u ask?
i jus hope tat i can use i to its fullest capabilities...
n tat it could guide me all e way thru my uni.
now wats left tat i need is an adobe-like software tat i can edit or create stuff with all my unused creative juices tat were left stagnant up there.
yup, im still finding 1 so tat i can change this weird backgrd of my blog...
haiz... my lollipop...
*sigh*
my dad ate it?
i really think its absurd.
i mean wat for?
to create more space in e fridge?
but it doesnt even take up as much space as a milk carton, does it?
i think he's crazy...
come on...
who else throws away ur dearly beloved pillow n bolster when u're away n make up excuses by saying, "oh its dirty. throw."
zzzz
so i shd reply by saying, " oh u r not giving me respect, i tthrow u?"
i cant rite?
of coz i cant.
im a good christian boy... (or am i?)
but seriously...
i've lost so many stuff dear to me since i was young.
lost them without any consciousness tat it was even missing...
back to e lollipop...
its well kinda precious to me coz...
it has a meaning behind it.
(yeah i guess im overly sentimental but tats not e point)
it was e only material item given to me with e hope tat it would cheer me up when was sad...
but many times i wanted to taste it, i jus cant bear to eat it...
haha
yeah im stupid.
now its gone, of coz i'll miss it...
luckily theres 1 thing left in e fridge tats still intact...
haha
my box of chocs i received during christmas last year.
hopefully he doesnt find it....
shhhh.
oh yeah.
guess wat?
Da BAT is in da house!
nono, not batman...
its a baby bat.
hee.
its really cute!
i found it in OCS in a drain being picked on by many red ants...
well, seeing it in such pain, i jus couldnt bear to leave it in e lurch.
it really wwas a hard time getting rid of them all...
they(red ants) were so persistent tat even aft we killed them, e head was still biting it!
how cruel...
aft a gruelling 15mins, all were exterminated by us!
HAH!
but now thres a new prob.
wheres e mother??
we cant find it anywhere near...
so aft a debate here n there we decide to bring it home to 'rear' it.
so yeah.
it sure does make alot of noise at nite...
fortunately theres something called a 'door'.
n my fren is supposed to collect it frm me today coz i cant poss keep it in my house.
my mom is alreeady making much more noise den e bat itself.
n i dun hav any apples for it to feed on!
(if it really eats apple n not blood though).
u noe... recently im like so being targeted...
big boss finds me sleeping in office twice this week.
hopefully there r no stunts up his sleeve.
n today, ive been arrowed to be a taebo(some kickboxing, muscle straining exercise) assistant.
fortunately e plan to get me on stage doing tat strenous workout was thwarted by e higher powers.
phew...
i dun need to go up stage tml morn!
wahaha!
yup, final thing.
yeah its always bout food aint it?
finally went to this botak jones as they call it.
wat it seems to me is much more like a cheapo but good tasting western food stall in a coffeeshop.
n e portions tat they give r soooo great, its hard to finish them all!
any, thaanksfor e treat ya SERENE?
=]
oh n i hope u enjoyed ur soggy cheese fries aft u got home. =X
n i really thank u for e initiative to clarify stuff with me...
appreciate it.
well i guess... really no more chance???
heeee, im jus kidding.
oh yeah ive finally completed e CHOBITS series.
tats really nice n heartwarming
haha
well, like any other show, it creates new sights n ideas tat will keep u questioning bout it..
like these kinda shows.
alrighty den, i'll end this post here.
hopefully my 120gb pocket media drive will b delivered soon.
its been 3 weeks!!!!
Saturday, 9 June 2007
Thursday, 26 April 2007
Wednesday, 11 April 2007
this ain't a scene, its a TRAGEDY
i had e scariest nightmare every in my entire lifetime.
all summarised 2 nights ago.
n y e scariest?
coz i had bout 6 of e worst case scenarios happening to me all combined in e same dream.
1) bike stopped at traffc light. bro called for 'me' to hurry home. pedestrian went forth to "disturb" 'me' to get revenge.(?)
2)'me' got off bike. chased after pedestrian. ran many blocks. forgot bout bike. bike was clamped. went to see TP. had to wait til 1159 for them to process e papers.
took their time to decorate e paper. handed to 'me' a tad later.
3) reached home void deck. saw ypf members sitting in a circle eating packed lunch. ignored 'me' somehow.
4) some1's funeral. (my grandma's??? hope not)
5) saw her with another guy. 'nuff said.
6) handed 'me' back a pair of rings. i assume its 'our' "attachment rings"(or wateva u call them). took my right hand n placed 1 thru 'my' middle finger.(shdnt it b my left hand?)
it left me stunned after i awoke.
i was jus devoid of emotions, feelings, energy, yada yada.
somehow i wasnt really scared or wat.
jus sorta brain dead.
tats wierd.
ahh wateva.
its jus a dream...
or was it?
being called back to hq on mon to draw stuff.
y me?
i suck at drawing.
argh.
all summarised 2 nights ago.
n y e scariest?
coz i had bout 6 of e worst case scenarios happening to me all combined in e same dream.
1) bike stopped at traffc light. bro called for 'me' to hurry home. pedestrian went forth to "disturb" 'me' to get revenge.(?)
2)'me' got off bike. chased after pedestrian. ran many blocks. forgot bout bike. bike was clamped. went to see TP. had to wait til 1159 for them to process e papers.
took their time to decorate e paper. handed to 'me' a tad later.
3) reached home void deck. saw ypf members sitting in a circle eating packed lunch. ignored 'me' somehow.
4) some1's funeral. (my grandma's??? hope not)
5) saw her with another guy. 'nuff said.
6) handed 'me' back a pair of rings. i assume its 'our' "attachment rings"(or wateva u call them). took my right hand n placed 1 thru 'my' middle finger.(shdnt it b my left hand?)
it left me stunned after i awoke.
i was jus devoid of emotions, feelings, energy, yada yada.
somehow i wasnt really scared or wat.
jus sorta brain dead.
tats wierd.
ahh wateva.
its jus a dream...
or was it?
being called back to hq on mon to draw stuff.
y me?
i suck at drawing.
argh.
Sunday, 8 April 2007
i feel weird today...
totally off course.
n im not so sure y...
i feel lotsa diff emotions welling up inside of me...
im confused.
confused by myself.
i dunno wat i want.
i dunno wat im thinking.
i jus feel weird...
i think i really am going crazy...
well, iits a sooner or later matter by itself.
even if it doesnt come now,
itll creep in into my mind sometime.
in fact its already in my genes.
my family's mad.
not as in my immediate or wat but yeah,
they really are kinda crazy.
and its tat potent mixture of crazy type of crazy.
totally venomous.
am i like tat already?
hmm i wonder...
i guess i need to see a doc.
there's my brain, my heart n my body to b examined.
3 things.
seems a little troublesome dont u think?
y not jus let me absorb e blow of a full fledged accident to my head when i fly off my bike.
will tat solve everything?
i hope so...
im beginning to hate myself more n more.'
well, not only this guy.
but also almost every1 else.
yeah im crazy...
hate them for any reason.
hate them for no reason.
hate them for e wrong reason.
n i dunno y.
yeah, ive become a hater myself.
a threat to e world.
ppl shd jus annihilate me...
dear God,
where's my loud music n punching bag...?
totally off course.
n im not so sure y...
i feel lotsa diff emotions welling up inside of me...
im confused.
confused by myself.
i dunno wat i want.
i dunno wat im thinking.
i jus feel weird...
i think i really am going crazy...
well, iits a sooner or later matter by itself.
even if it doesnt come now,
itll creep in into my mind sometime.
in fact its already in my genes.
my family's mad.
not as in my immediate or wat but yeah,
they really are kinda crazy.
and its tat potent mixture of crazy type of crazy.
totally venomous.
am i like tat already?
hmm i wonder...
i guess i need to see a doc.
there's my brain, my heart n my body to b examined.
3 things.
seems a little troublesome dont u think?
y not jus let me absorb e blow of a full fledged accident to my head when i fly off my bike.
will tat solve everything?
i hope so...
im beginning to hate myself more n more.'
well, not only this guy.
but also almost every1 else.
yeah im crazy...
hate them for any reason.
hate them for no reason.
hate them for e wrong reason.
n i dunno y.
yeah, ive become a hater myself.
a threat to e world.
ppl shd jus annihilate me...
dear God,
where's my loud music n punching bag...?
Sunday, 25 March 2007
Sunday, 4 March 2007
its been a long time since ive blogged...
yeah.
oh ya,
ive finally gotten hold of my license!
so im sorta free free to go wherever i please!!!
heh heh!
hmm
wat has interested me these few days is a really nice show,
a jap drama called"nodame cantabile"
basically an orchestra drama bout ....
hmm y not u watch it for urself n tell me how it is?
i'll give it bout 9.5/10 !!!
0.5 less coz its only 11episodes long(or rather short)
yep.
kinda gotten hanged onto it
hehe
its super dramatic n so aesthetically inclined tat it made me feel like pickin up piano!
yep.
hav an off tml coz of e Army Career Exhibition on fri, sat n today.
but i din go today coz its a sun!
sun is Sabbath day!
yaaay!
haha
oh well, i hav to go back to my show watchin soon enough.
cya!!!
yeah.
oh ya,
ive finally gotten hold of my license!
so im sorta free free to go wherever i please!!!
heh heh!
hmm
wat has interested me these few days is a really nice show,
a jap drama called"nodame cantabile"
basically an orchestra drama bout ....
hmm y not u watch it for urself n tell me how it is?
i'll give it bout 9.5/10 !!!
0.5 less coz its only 11episodes long(or rather short)
yep.
kinda gotten hanged onto it
hehe
its super dramatic n so aesthetically inclined tat it made me feel like pickin up piano!
yep.
hav an off tml coz of e Army Career Exhibition on fri, sat n today.
but i din go today coz its a sun!
sun is Sabbath day!
yaaay!
haha
oh well, i hav to go back to my show watchin soon enough.
cya!!!
Thursday, 22 February 2007
chi new year...
another boring hols with nth much to do...
jus plainly slackin ard.
in fact,
ive only went to 4houses in total this yr.
how boring.
aneeways, yeah,
next TP test is on e 28th...
hope i wun fail again.
n spend another 100 bucks which really is suckin me of my money
yeah
went to NUH again on 21st jus ytd.
hmmm this time at least i didnt really waste my time.'
not like tat time go there jus for a blood test.
ytd i went for an xray
finally progress on my ailment.
oh ya,
not forgetting tat i had a fun time going to both ser n roy's houses ytd.
yeah
tooo bad i couldnt join tie for cycling at ecp.
k fast forward to today.
really terrible terrible terrible day.
Military Police came to my unit
caught me with a camera handphone.
n yeah
of coz its a terrible thing.
its a contraband item
n its banned!
argh,
if only i hadnt went back to my locker room n instead jus hideaway at e toilet.
i think i would escape this fate.
if only i hadnt put it into my bag this morningwhile rushin for work
argh...
i guess this is e worse ever scenario ive ever encountered in my life..
oh no...
wat am i gonna do...
jus hope no charges are pressed against me...
Lord save me!
another boring hols with nth much to do...
jus plainly slackin ard.
in fact,
ive only went to 4houses in total this yr.
how boring.
aneeways, yeah,
next TP test is on e 28th...
hope i wun fail again.
n spend another 100 bucks which really is suckin me of my money
yeah
went to NUH again on 21st jus ytd.
hmmm this time at least i didnt really waste my time.'
not like tat time go there jus for a blood test.
ytd i went for an xray
finally progress on my ailment.
oh ya,
not forgetting tat i had a fun time going to both ser n roy's houses ytd.
yeah
tooo bad i couldnt join tie for cycling at ecp.
k fast forward to today.
really terrible terrible terrible day.
Military Police came to my unit
caught me with a camera handphone.
n yeah
of coz its a terrible thing.
its a contraband item
n its banned!
argh,
if only i hadnt went back to my locker room n instead jus hideaway at e toilet.
i think i would escape this fate.
if only i hadnt put it into my bag this morningwhile rushin for work
argh...
i guess this is e worse ever scenario ive ever encountered in my life..
oh no...
wat am i gonna do...
jus hope no charges are pressed against me...
Lord save me!
Tuesday, 6 February 2007
TEA(RED)
lalalaalala...
my Traffic Police Riding Test is on 12 Feb.
yup jus a few more days!
sadly, i missed my practice lesson ytd!
all coz my gastric suddenly came to.
at first i tot it was jus air in my stomach, n aft a few visits to e toilet, it wld subside.
but it didnt.
in fact it got worse...
e pain became unbearable for me to even stand up straight.
i was in e toilet since like 730 til 815.
all e while jus squattin beside e toilet plate n endurin e pain.
somehow i felt like vomitin at e same time too.
but well i didnt, perhaps coz i din eat much for dinner.
so i asked my sis to accompany me to e doc n he prescribed me as havin food poisonin n even suspected appendicitis coz i oso had a pain on e bottom rite of my abdomen.
before tat he allowed me to borrow a bed to lie on.
fortunately, for without e bed, i would be jus sittin on e chair n clutchin my knees.
love e bed to bits.
could squirm in peace til i jus died there.
haha kiddin.
but it(the pain) was 1 of a kind.
it was severely acute. n e moment i shifted my body, e pain increased.
ya til i dunno when, i jus kinda fell asleep there.
when i woke up, everything was much better.
ya, n he told me to go for a follow up check-up this morning.
n ya, e pain was still there, e one on e bottom right.
n so he referred me to NUH A&E.
cool huh?
like how often do u go there.
blablabla(skippin all e paperwork n stuff)
e 1st doc jus took my blood for testin n found everythin to b normal.
so SHE told me to stay in a ward for more observation.
den e clerk said tat e ward would take bout 5 - 6 hours to b ready.
n like tat time was 5plus le.
so she advised me to go home pack my stuff to stay in.
so i went to my aunts house at Clementi to jus sit ard instead coz i already packed them.
den at 7 another doctor called me n kinda scolded me for wandering off without permission.
being wronged again, haha
yeah
so on e phone HE told me tat i didnt need to stay over(perhaps not enough beds?)
n asked me to go for another checkup on thur to make sure it was/wasnt appendicitis coz it could still be in its early stages, symptomless.
so ya,
here i am, back at home typing away aft not typing at this same page for like 3 plus weeks...
n i hav another ridin practice tml...
yeah.
MC til thurs!!!!
my Traffic Police Riding Test is on 12 Feb.
yup jus a few more days!
sadly, i missed my practice lesson ytd!
all coz my gastric suddenly came to.
at first i tot it was jus air in my stomach, n aft a few visits to e toilet, it wld subside.
but it didnt.
in fact it got worse...
e pain became unbearable for me to even stand up straight.
i was in e toilet since like 730 til 815.
all e while jus squattin beside e toilet plate n endurin e pain.
somehow i felt like vomitin at e same time too.
but well i didnt, perhaps coz i din eat much for dinner.
so i asked my sis to accompany me to e doc n he prescribed me as havin food poisonin n even suspected appendicitis coz i oso had a pain on e bottom rite of my abdomen.
before tat he allowed me to borrow a bed to lie on.
fortunately, for without e bed, i would be jus sittin on e chair n clutchin my knees.
love e bed to bits.
could squirm in peace til i jus died there.
haha kiddin.
but it(the pain) was 1 of a kind.
it was severely acute. n e moment i shifted my body, e pain increased.
ya til i dunno when, i jus kinda fell asleep there.
when i woke up, everything was much better.
ya, n he told me to go for a follow up check-up this morning.
n ya, e pain was still there, e one on e bottom right.
n so he referred me to NUH A&E.
cool huh?
like how often do u go there.
blablabla(skippin all e paperwork n stuff)
e 1st doc jus took my blood for testin n found everythin to b normal.
so SHE told me to stay in a ward for more observation.
den e clerk said tat e ward would take bout 5 - 6 hours to b ready.
n like tat time was 5plus le.
so she advised me to go home pack my stuff to stay in.
so i went to my aunts house at Clementi to jus sit ard instead coz i already packed them.
den at 7 another doctor called me n kinda scolded me for wandering off without permission.
being wronged again, haha
yeah
so on e phone HE told me tat i didnt need to stay over(perhaps not enough beds?)
n asked me to go for another checkup on thur to make sure it was/wasnt appendicitis coz it could still be in its early stages, symptomless.
so ya,
here i am, back at home typing away aft not typing at this same page for like 3 plus weeks...
n i hav another ridin practice tml...
yeah.
MC til thurs!!!!
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