i'm so bored today.
so i'm like uploading pics of e moon which i saw tonight.
really BWIG today!
although i've seen much bigger ones but well,
tonight is jus another night with it being big enough for me to notice.
i love to jus stare at e starry stary night.
if there ever is one here at my area.
its so vast n free...
hmm,
freedom...
reminds me.
i hav freedom because im a rebel.
but still, im bonded by sin.
how ironic.
im free to roam anywhere at night.
i free to stay up til e wee hours of e morning like 7am?
im free to leave my house as and when i want.
im free to go wherever i please with no one to stop me.
im free to not even come home for the night.
but den,
so wat if im free...
it doesnt mean a thing to me.
mayb im jus taking it for granted
since i do noe of ppl with curfews, have to report to parents etc.
but den, to seek freedom, isit a far better side to stand on?
freedom without self-control is deadly poison.
den again, without guidelines,
u wun noe wat it means to hav self-control.
u wun noe wat r e boundaries.
den again,
i dunno wat im rambling about.
could it be im sick of all these freedom?
or mayb i jus need an outlet of literary escapism.
if so, y arent i starting on my reflection paper instead?
im weird.
haha
looking forward to GD food tml!
i really wanna eat fries now though...
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