Tuesday, 29 December 2009
Sunday, 27 December 2009
Monster
the squirrel tat tried to run into the glass door b4 my alvin and the chipmunks 2 movie really made my morn. =]
36 hrs without sleep and counting.
36 hrs without sleep and counting.
Saturday, 5 December 2009
Nickelback - Gotta Be Somebody
Gotta Be Somebody Lyrics
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.
Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.
Thanks Daph for dedicating this song to us on 987!
Thanks for always being the pillar of support for us all. ^^
This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I'll know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my own breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with
`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Tonight, out on the street out in the moonlight
And dammit this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my own breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I'll spend forever with?
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.
`Cause nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
There's somebody else that feels the same somewhere
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
You never know but when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on
‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.
Nobody wants to do it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.
Nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.
Thanks Daph for dedicating this song to us on 987!
Thanks for always being the pillar of support for us all. ^^
Friday, 4 December 2009
Wednesday, 25 November 2009
Tuesday, 24 November 2009
UnInitialize
Just realized...
just how often do i pray for my 'enemies'?
almost... never.
guess i shd start asap.
just how often do i pray for my 'enemies'?
almost... never.
guess i shd start asap.
Tuesday, 17 November 2009
401
Sunday, 15 November 2009
Saturday, 14 November 2009
tainted.
time after time after time, i've failed over n over.
as flashbacks swarm me, so does my thoughts n regrets and guilt.
if only i could undo those wrongs i've committed.
life for me would b lighter den air.
as i write this out with a heavy heart, i trudge along forward with a suitcase full of bad times.
it is my extra baggage. my sins. my fears.
i cant look backwards.
it pains, it saddens me much that i wished sometimes i could lock them away somewhere.
or better yet, may God grant me amnesia.
but i know that i can never be the same person i knew a yr ago.
life rushes on.
we encounter new experiences that make us and shape us; Our future.
the old is replaced with each new commodity that breaks into our environment.
it permeates our protective membrane and forces those miniscule changes in us.
many a times i've tried to fight them away but i've failed.
it's like a wave that rushes all over me, sweeping me along in its current,
changing our intended course of direction.
life is just that random and cruel.
and life never stops for you to catch a breather.
it bombards you with everything that it has.
trying to wear you down.
ok, fine. that's just the negative side.
to be fair,
life does give a fair bit of thrills and spills of pure bliss
although the frequency stays low.
but such things have been looking less and less colourful as days pass.
soon i fear, i'll turn blind to colour.
in fact im already steadily and surely attaining it.
this, is what i analyse.
this, is what i foresee.
and this, is what i don't want it to be.
but it is...
as flashbacks swarm me, so does my thoughts n regrets and guilt.
if only i could undo those wrongs i've committed.
life for me would b lighter den air.
as i write this out with a heavy heart, i trudge along forward with a suitcase full of bad times.
it is my extra baggage. my sins. my fears.
i cant look backwards.
it pains, it saddens me much that i wished sometimes i could lock them away somewhere.
or better yet, may God grant me amnesia.
but i know that i can never be the same person i knew a yr ago.
life rushes on.
we encounter new experiences that make us and shape us; Our future.
the old is replaced with each new commodity that breaks into our environment.
it permeates our protective membrane and forces those miniscule changes in us.
many a times i've tried to fight them away but i've failed.
it's like a wave that rushes all over me, sweeping me along in its current,
changing our intended course of direction.
life is just that random and cruel.
and life never stops for you to catch a breather.
it bombards you with everything that it has.
trying to wear you down.
ok, fine. that's just the negative side.
to be fair,
life does give a fair bit of thrills and spills of pure bliss
although the frequency stays low.
but such things have been looking less and less colourful as days pass.
soon i fear, i'll turn blind to colour.
in fact im already steadily and surely attaining it.
this, is what i analyse.
this, is what i foresee.
and this, is what i don't want it to be.
but it is...
Crunch
To all who felt tat Friday the 13/11/09 was a bad day:
Cheer up!
Though life's bitter,
Eat more bittergourd.
Fight fire with fire!!!
Cheer up!
Though life's bitter,
Eat more bittergourd.
Fight fire with fire!!!
Friday, 13 November 2009
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
URGHHH...
how come i always feel SOOOO irritated with myself every tues n fri nites!
i jus cant do things well!
i fumble up like always!!!
i go blank.
i make mistakes.
n more mistakes.
old bad habits still not conquered.
n everything jus seems sooooo wrong.
urgh.
wat else am i missing.
wat else can i do to rectify these.
im so darn tired of it.
stupid old mistakes jus keep coming back.
even if i give my all, it's still not enough!
it feels so painful tat i feel like giving up.
im just not gd enough.
i muz admit, my expectations of myself are high.
i wanna see some change.
i dun wanna be stagnant.
i wanna grow too.
conquer myself n my weaknesses.
but it jus aint happening!
pissed. PISSED.
my smile jus turned upside down.
*edit*
i will.. I WILL CONQUER THIS PEAK! ROARS!!!!!
how come i always feel SOOOO irritated with myself every tues n fri nites!
i jus cant do things well!
i fumble up like always!!!
i go blank.
i make mistakes.
n more mistakes.
old bad habits still not conquered.
n everything jus seems sooooo wrong.
urgh.
wat else am i missing.
wat else can i do to rectify these.
im so darn tired of it.
stupid old mistakes jus keep coming back.
even if i give my all, it's still not enough!
it feels so painful tat i feel like giving up.
im just not gd enough.
i muz admit, my expectations of myself are high.
i wanna see some change.
i dun wanna be stagnant.
i wanna grow too.
conquer myself n my weaknesses.
but it jus aint happening!
pissed. PISSED.
my smile jus turned upside down.
*edit*
i will.. I WILL CONQUER THIS PEAK! ROARS!!!!!
Tuesday, 10 November 2009
the Definition
What made me happy this morn:
1) the calmness of the morn
2) e usual weird antics of ShoeBox
3) some partially irritating coursemate to currently mug with
4) getting 28/30 for an algo test. (like finally aft failing all others)
5) confirmation of internship
6) did my calls and was shown hospitality by some agents (except one who muttered a 'nabei' as he ended the call)
guess these are all settled. wats left is e comp and exams.
so what made u happy this morn?
1) the calmness of the morn
2) e usual weird antics of ShoeBox
3) some partially irritating coursemate to currently mug with
4) getting 28/30 for an algo test. (like finally aft failing all others)
5) confirmation of internship
6) did my calls and was shown hospitality by some agents (except one who muttered a 'nabei' as he ended the call)
guess these are all settled. wats left is e comp and exams.
so what made u happy this morn?
Monday, 9 November 2009
Outsourcing
BAH!
not jus low but devoid of both intrinsic n extrinsic motivation.
had to drag my @$$ all e way to sch early early in e wee hrs of e morn to force myself to study.
it takes extreme measures to get some input into my head, for better output in 10 days' time.
i,
i'm gonna sleep in sch.
not jus low but devoid of both intrinsic n extrinsic motivation.
had to drag my @$$ all e way to sch early early in e wee hrs of e morn to force myself to study.
it takes extreme measures to get some input into my head, for better output in 10 days' time.
i,
i'm gonna sleep in sch.
Sunday, 1 November 2009
Thursday, 22 October 2009
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