super tiredness!!!!

currently listening to_: The Veronicas - How Long

oh my...
im super tired today...
couldnt get anything into my head!!!!

ytd played badminton from 7 to 10,
talked to roy til 1215am.
slept,
wake up at 530am,
ran 4km at 730am,
played badminton for 30mins,
did saikang for 2 hours,
practice tkd pattern for 1 hour,
ate lunch for 15 mins,
rush back do more saikang,
slack here n there - go gym, skip ropes, read mags, surf net, walk ard, stone...
den go for prac lesson.

couldnt absorb wat e ins was teaching...
made a huge mess of everything!
couldnt concentrate,
fell off my bike,
stalled engine many times!
urgh.
results came
failed
had to retake...
so sad...

need some space....
to jus shout out super LOUD!!!!

currently listening to_: Neyo - So Sick

another day tat passes by with me being scolded for nothing once again...
haiz...
oh well...
jus endure it thru yet again...

yeah finally can go back for tkd,
but too bad i'll only stay for less den an hour...
have lessons to go to...

argh, have to sleep early!

???

currently listening to_: Backstreet Boys - Over Her

woah, new record again...
ytd i rode at 150km/h!
went to e motoshow ytd too...
$10 was really worth it...
worth e gazing n drooling of all e gals cars n bikes on display there!
too bad i forgot to charge my hp otherwise it wld b picture taking frenzy time!!!
awww...
if only there were more car models on display tat day + more freebies!
such a limited range aimed to sell cars instead of wow-ing e crowd!
n theres not even any mitsubishi cars there!
oh well, but wat amazed me was e isuzu section.
1 entire section of nobody entering tat area!
n y???
coz they r e only lorries on display!
wat e rene!
totally out of e world!!!
crappy ya.

n ya today had many lessons cancelled due to either e timetable cock-up or bad weather...
but today something struck me...
struck me hard,
struck me fast...


::
have i ever been toooo nice to others til others dun even recog my efforts?
nono,
in short,
am i over nice?

i dun hav e ans to tat too...
i really dunno...



anw, gtg for riding theory lessons now...
cya

=]

currently listening to_: Zhang Hui Mei - Jie Tuo

yupx had a G R E A T day ytd.
thanks SER!!!
yupz lets see...
aft a hectic day of teaching at ocs n maju e entire day.
met ser at maju camp opp.
really sorry ya?
wasted much of ur time.
jus coz i din see tat sms,
n i went 1 big round...
anw, yeah, took 61 to vivo with e initial intention to watch step up but, ah well,
e next showtime was like 9+?
too bad...

or rather, i prefer not catchin e show!
y?
well coz of e following reasons:
1) kolo mee was nice!!!
2) kolo mee was quite nice!!!
3) e water chestnut drink tat came with it was not tat bad too
4) met roy there too! wat a coincidence!
5) went aboard e Douvos ship to look admire e wide myriad of Chrisian titles
It was totally awe-inspiring!!!

yupz den aft tat we began e usual long long long but entertaining way home!
THANKS AGAIN SER!!!


anw yeah,
i finally took a big gigantic leap to break thru tat mental n physical barrier!
FINALLY!!!
jus went to enrol at BBDC for my riding lessons only la...
haha
might b a small thing to others but its a big deal for me!
cant imagine i hesitated for like 2 months +!!!
oh my rene!!!

yeah!

currently listening to_: Final Fantasy X - Eternity

yeah today was pretty cool.

ytd worked til kinda late coz got some community service at some temple/ welfare service
they were having some 38th anni of e temple so we were made to help out as volunteers.
i dunno y but i was super hungry ytd
ya e whole day.

ate lunch,
still wanted to eat lunch again,
den went for canteen break with a bunch of biscuits in mouth,
went to spec mess see my fren eat fish n chips,
den went pantry to eat biscuits n milo for canteen break.
ate chicken rice for dinner at JP.
den went temple and ate vegetarian beehoon with nice vege curry for 2 servings.
den finally e actual dinner with a 7 course meal during e anni.
woah.
hope i dun get too fat!

yeah ytd was fun.
supposed to help out by shifting crates of oranges.
n go usher ppl to their seats.
which we all sorta did by jus standing or walking or chattin ard for 1hr+
ya den they invited us to eat together for e 7 course meal!
of coz halfway we left e table to help them distribute oranges n some 'lucky' rice to every1 of them old folks.
den return back for dinner!!!
haha.
den aft tat jus help them clear tables n sweep floors.
kinda gross though.

well we sorta walked away with e extra bottles of drinks namely 7up n miranda orange.
i grabbed 1 each!
hee.
ya n we all received a $10 red packet.
feel so bad.
gave us too much stuff for e effort tat we gave them.

yeah den reached home at bout 12.


den today,
went for seminar at Holiday Inn from 9 to 1130
something bout wat- the key to inviting success- the title.
kinda intellectually challenging if u dun really pay attention.
den u'll lose wat he's saying.
something bout wat : in / out of e box concept.
pretty cool i gotta say.
makes u think in a new light.
went there for free coz my unit needed some1 to replace a slot.
anw, got enlightened n oso a free book costing $42.
dun forget a FREE HALF DAY OFF!!!
gonna save it for Christmas.

yeah den aft tat saw a trainee at Cineleisure cross-junction.
first time outside where u get to hear some1 shouting "Instructor!" across e street!
haha
hope he remembers me not coz of all those tekaning but as someone who imparts knowledge.
den i went to FEBC at newton n sat there from 12 plus til 3.
sounds kinda crazy but at least i have some Weekend Today papers n my new Walkman to keep me company all e way under e hot sun at some bench while being stung by mosquitoes which i failed to kill...
grrr

yupz den went for YPF...
bla bla bla...
encourage one another...
n almost fell off my chair 3 times coz e backing jus gave way.
no choice but to sit up super duper straight for e 1st time in my life for dunno how many hrs.
food was nice.
charsiew bao
fried meat rolls or wateva u call tat
3 types of chips-ruffles,normal n nachos
crunchy juicy seedless grapes
n mangoes!

ya had a fun activity of writing 'encouragement cards' to each n every1 present.
had a great time
well ya sorta
coz there was a jam of e passing round of cards at my turn!
had to write super fast!
write so fast til i dunno wat im writing n i wrote wrongly.
hahaha
*minor details left out*

yup tat pretty much sums up my day...
neat huh?
hope i could have such a fun time again sometime soon

many stuff happened today...
haiz

taught at 5sir bukit panjang
was a disaster
i mean e men
they were e worst of e worst of e worst recruits ive ever seen!
even though i dun like to whack ppl but well
it jus irks me to see them so ill-disciplined


anw, ive been arrowed as some stupid emcee for some night outing 2007.
dunno wat saikang i hav to do this time
lets see tml.

hav been e new target of some senior recently
someone jus 1 batch above me
pickin on me
for every minor thing tat i do...
crappy

fortunately i hav e backing of another senior
someone above him.
ha
really very fortunate to God tat he's ard
cant imgine wat'll happen if he's gone in feb.
e stupid 63rd batch will jus climb ALL OVER our heads!
they're jus 1 batch tat we wanna kick out n FAST!
they're ruining our image n reputation.
CRAP!

$$$ minded

currently listening to_: Lin Jun Jie - Zhi Dui Ni Shuo

made up my mind...
im gonna go out less for e next month
hmmm
wait
mayb i SHD go out more!
cant stay at home too long!!!
it'll corrode my mind!!!
hmmm
yupz
jus go out as much as poss BUT not spend tat much money...
is tat ok?


need cash...
$_$
gotta save
im hard up...






btw... my new tattoo!!!
lol!!!

new song by hossan

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWmLAui6OOw


cool!
its a muz hear!!!

silent roarz

currently listening to_: Lin Jun Jie - Ai Qing Yogurt

i guess i hav no choice but to suck thumb n jus endure thru another week?
haa
anw, ya today wasnt as bad as i tot.
aftnoon was fun
haha
went to klunch again!!!
at lot 1
n ate vietnamese fish set or something.
not tat shabby.

sang til no voice...
den aft tat got lesson!
haha
taught most of it again
n surprisingly enjoyed it
haha
ended early again!!!
hahaha
dunno but we jus aint scared...
once bitten, not tat shy?
haha how daring...

den aft tat went to meet feng, suru n ting
haha
ate at clementi momoko house
cheap n nice!!!
like it lots.
n now im back home slacking
haha
SLACK!!!!
i like...

crap.

currently listening to_: Evanescence - My Immortal

its really crap
my tml deepavali off has been cancelled
n postponed to fri
doesnt seem tat menacing
but e fact is
tml got 2 lessons
n as e only junior there, i will 'absorb' everything
n as for fri?
its a super slack day where u dun even do anything
n they're giving me an off for tat???
wat a joke
im already losing my voice.
n i expected to relax tml...
now all my plans hav changed.
URGH

i'd rather NOT take e off this way.


anw,
it aint true tat i dun wanna go for ypf camp
its tat i really cant lor
den clement still wanna say tat wat im soooo free but i dun wanna go...
it aint tat easy to b in my vocation...
wait til u try it out
new rules hav been implemented
seniors hav been stripped of their titles...
extras given for free
regulars backstabbing here n there
PTIs giving trouble for us...
URGH.


anw, sad tat i cant eat my mini cake today
ha
oh well...

anw, i experienced another deja vu-ed situation last night at cine
somehow jus seems so familiar
me teaching my bro's fren how to kick
ha
can still vaguely remem tat purplish hue of e pool room..

yeah
guess i forgot to blog down 1 thing
its e entry of a new family member!
well...
it came on my birthday!
so coincidental rite?
jus realized its called a lovebird
ha
n coz of tat well...
i named it 'Cupid!'
hee


almost kana-ed 7 extras in a row too...
all coz we left early for some tues lesson
e person who caught us was our OC
personally came down to check somemore
e person who recommended e extras was oso him
e person who acted as e good guy n let us start afresh was oso him
so wat e hell is his purpose?
crappy.

argh
jus hope tat i can claim my off on another day.
im going bonkers

speed.

currently listening to_: Christina Aguilera - Ain't No Other Man

yay!!!
tml we're going out for e first time in dunno how many months!
e 3 of us havent been together for a looooooonng time!
anw, i guess ive been making all e decisions so far...
all responsibility kana pushed to me de.
UNFAIR!!!!
grrRr

yup, oso looking forward to my mini cake tml!
hee =]
thanX (u noe who U r)!!!

argh cut my hair today...
tot it would b fine but i realized...
my fringe is super duper short!!!
esp in e center!!!
stupid auntie go cut off my stub of hair in e center!
now it looks so awkward...
super awkward.
can only style it 1 way.'
e stupid beckham fin...
eeeew

anw, yeah,
been pillioning my bro's bike e entire day!!!
woohoo so shiok
but too bad...
coz i was ard,
so he couldnt go tat fast.
only bout 130km/h...
but e acceleration was like woah!
only 1 word to describe it: fast!!!!!

oh shucks its like 1225am le...
gtg sleep early for church tml!
remind me to call feng to wake him up too!

randomized n shuffled all ard

Basically you put your Ipod/Itunes/Windows Media Player on shuffle mode and plug in the name of the songs which come up for each qs...

Q. How do you feel today?
A. Fall Out Boys - Dance Dance {Feel like dancin' !!! LOL}

Q. Whats your outlook on life?
A. Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved {Ermz... mayb? shd b?}

Q. What does your family think of you?
A. The Veronicas - Revolution {VERY TRUE!!! WAHAHA. ~IM A REVOLUTION~}

Q. What do your friends think of you?
A. North - Better Off Without You {NOOOO!!! THEY HATE ME TAT BAD???}

Q. What do strangers think of you?
A. Utada Hikaru - Colours {Im colourful n bright, i presume?}

Q. What do your ex's think of you?
A. Saving Jane - Girl Next Door {Shd hav been boy next door ba...}

Q. How has your love life been so far?
A. Jay Chou - Jian Dan Ai {Hope it'll stay tat way too!!!}

Q. Will you get married?
A. Westlife - Why do I Love You {Doesn't sound like I will...}

Q. Will you have kids?
A. Wang Li Hom - Forever Love {Err dun really get this... Mayb no kids?}

Q. Are you in school?
A. Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life {ARGH!!! CANT SPEND MY ENTIRE LIFE IN SCH!!!!}

Q. Will you be successful in life?
A. Huang Yi Da - Na Nu Hai Dui Wo Shuo {O. K. . . }

Q. What song should they play on your birthday?
A. Final Fantasy IX - Battle {Fightin ain't allowed on my BDAE!!!}

Q. What song should they play at your funeral?
A. Fianl Fantasy IX - Melodies Of Life {Hmmm sounds appropriate enough! HA}

Q. Soundtrack of your life?
A. Utada Hikaru - Sakura Drops {Wow...}

Q. You and your best friend are...
A. Lin Jun Jie - Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou {1000 yrs later, we'll b together again? Dun wait too long ya?}

Q. Sad times...
A. Wang Li Hom - Ai Cuo {scary...}

Q. Everyday is...
A. SHE - Yuan Fang {Everyday is so far from me...}

Q. Tomorrow is...
A. Utada Hikaru - Hear Me Cry {Better prepare a packet of tissue in case}


-chosen out of 289 songs in e com

.roar.

currently listening to_: Cascada - Everytime We Touch

yeah jus blasting out music again...
too bad ytd din hav any fireworks...
haiz...
anw, im jus bursting out wateva i wanna say out now...
so i dunno wat will come next
anw, today tekaned those stupid recruits quite alot.
watched them squirm for help.
ha
well too bad, they deserve it.
n y?
coz its their first lesson,
n ya we're expected to KILL them!
well, think we were kinda too lenient today...
floor was kinda dry though.
= not enough sweat we making those recruits produce.
is tat our inefficacy or tat we've been too lenient?
i dunno too.
perhaps e best ever time to have fun
its like bcct all week round.
ha
1 week's worth of tekaning fun!!!
is tat wat we black shirts r paid to do?
sometimes i wonder wat r we supposed to do.
to impart?
to instruct?
to tekan?
or to do sai kang?
or to get blamed for everything?
or to rebel with every order tats given to us?
or to be jus another pawn under e direct noses of e incompetant PTIS who r e so called 'angels' while us, the 'devils'?
or r we supposedly going to b replaced by them?
im not sure too
u decide
although e 'all of e above' ans seems e most appropriate...

anw, when is e stupid Special Investigations Bureau gonna give me my punishment?
a charge?
many extras?
big fine?
hope they choose fast.
n not waste my time.
to think tat i went there for some stupid interrogation from 1130 to 130am
n theres still no news huh...
lousy fellows...

bla


stupid AFC
wat a waste of time to b e duty staff.
cant they jus get a permanent caretaker, some ah pek to man e stupid gym?
we r trained to kill
not to idle ard in front of some desk n wait for phone calls to do more sai kang like some shitfaced operator.
oh ya, WE ARE supposed to do shit work. tats wat our black shit is for,
it camouflages e shit so tat u can nvr see tat we've done it.
unlike those PTIs who wear white n remain spotless all coz they push all e shitwork to us.
yes all to us.
n stupid colin, who threw away my 3 dvds
jus coz of tat stupid check by SIB
n tats worth like 4.7GB x 3 of space.
crappy

guess its back to techno huh jon?

back to e old ways...

-e 1st blog born out of frustration-

staying in(doors)

currently listening to_: Sheikh Haikel - Witulah

yup ytd i stayed back in camp again...
doing gym duty, taking care of e gym...
felt like time passed super fast.
perhaps coz e entire day was filled with many fun activities.
did my tranport claim ytd for e whole morn.
den went lunch at e nicer cookhouse.
den straight away went to climb some rocks!!!
woohoo!!!
it was superbly tiring but FUN!!!
did e medium n easy ones ytd.
den aft tat went back to gym counter n read SPIDERMAN!!!
hehe
den it was time for e mid autumn celebrations.
ate nasi lemak for dinner, coupled with green tea packets n chi tea
n of coz not forgetting MOOOOONcaKEs!!!
aiya, even though its 1000calories but i dun care.
haha
haze was pretty bad.
got minor throat irritations
den watched prison break n went to sleep...

today, did rock climbing again today!
did e super hard 1 n passed it!!!
yeah,
e only 1 frm my team to reach e top!
but my prize?
a dead bird at e top...
zZzz
yup n oso,
e s'pore sports sch came to attend a mini course on rock climbing conducted by my regulars.
n aft tat, i wanted to try somemore but well i gotta go Maju to teach later...
so now im at home,
waiting for e week to end!!!!!!!

(had a great day on tues{or isit mon?}, haha. a real enjoyment!! =P)

title 101

currently listening to_: Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

yep u guessed it.
its my no 101 post!
yay!

anyway,
went to changi chalets ytd
quite boring,
weird ORD function...
ran so much n super fast n got 7th in e end.
other ppl walked n came in much much later n scored higher points
urgh.
frustration

anw, im watching old school batman on central now.
super funny
got all those special effects like "pow","boom","bang", etc.
lol

took half day off today,
slept e entire aftnoon.
shiok
havent done tat in a long long long time.

n now, camps ard s'pore r stepping up security for camera hps
i guess...
i cant get my much awaited hp til 2008...
urgh x2
wat am i gonna do???

new 9ame

currently listening to_: Linkin Park - Numb

today jus traded in my old game for a new one called DJ Max Portable.
feels like those type of dancing genre games like DDR, Para Para, BeatMania etc.

but its kinda nice to play.
seen e reviews, most of them r like 9/10.

played abit n its like kinda hard even though its only 4 buttons for e easy mode.
haha
guess tat im kinda noob at it ya?

tml n tues going maju again.
perhaps can go to e nearby SIM canteen to eat lunch again???
hehehe

roar

currently listening to_: High School Musical - Breaking Free

haiz..
perhaps i shouted much ytd...
all coz of tat stupid construction dozer jus behind e multipurpose hall...
it only went on when it was my turn to teach...
urgh...
senior shouted at me to shout louder coz those behind couldnt hear
shouted at e extreme top of my voice

n now...
i have like blood in my throat.
spat out some this morn
argh
doesnt feel pain but it feels kinda spoilt...
wth

changing lifestyles

currently listening to_: Shayne Ward - No Promises

yup, did lots of thinking this week...
cant really write down wat i tot coz well,
i think by e time i write this, i wld hav been forgeting everything tat i tot of...
well, at least i noe tat i hav made some progress if i blog this out...

i guess i need some kit kat; some time out to jus relax...
it indeed is very stressful n i dunno y...
thinkin wat it feels like to DRINK for leisure but not get drunk..
yep, tats wat ppl call escapism...
ah, wateva...

tryin hard to learn to b independent...
to get a life
instead on relying n depending on others
but im not a leech nor parasite...
jus tat perhaps ive been giving too much effort for others...
gotta learn how to please myself instead of others now...
how not to go out of my way for others...
how to give a heck to others...
yada yada...


yeah, findin somethin to perk me up...
nothing interests me anymore

what it shd have been

ahhh...
its not $200 tat i earned overnight.
it was only $100!!!
$200 is for reservists...
sobx

IPPT

currently listening to_: Craig David - Im Sorry

yay today jus earned myself another $200!!!
phew
i barely made it...
all becoz of 1 stitch
ouch
couldnt run

yeah
perhaps its tat chicken carbonara + 2 cups orange juice + 1 cake roll + 1 vege soup
haha
ate too much i guess...

finally got a record high of $2000 in my bank account!
haha
yeah im poor
=p