currently listening to_: Shayne Ward - No Promises
yup, did lots of thinking this week...
cant really write down wat i tot coz well,
i think by e time i write this, i wld hav been forgeting everything tat i tot of...
well, at least i noe tat i hav made some progress if i blog this out...
i guess i need some kit kat; some time out to jus relax...
it indeed is very stressful n i dunno y...
thinkin wat it feels like to DRINK for leisure but not get drunk..
yep, tats wat ppl call escapism...
ah, wateva...
tryin hard to learn to b independent...
to get a life
instead on relying n depending on others
but im not a leech nor parasite...
jus tat perhaps ive been giving too much effort for others...
gotta learn how to please myself instead of others now...
how not to go out of my way for others...
how to give a heck to others...
yada yada...
yeah, findin somethin to perk me up...
nothing interests me anymore
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