yeah!

currently listening to_: Final Fantasy X - Eternity

yeah today was pretty cool.

ytd worked til kinda late coz got some community service at some temple/ welfare service
they were having some 38th anni of e temple so we were made to help out as volunteers.
i dunno y but i was super hungry ytd
ya e whole day.

ate lunch,
still wanted to eat lunch again,
den went for canteen break with a bunch of biscuits in mouth,
went to spec mess see my fren eat fish n chips,
den went pantry to eat biscuits n milo for canteen break.
ate chicken rice for dinner at JP.
den went temple and ate vegetarian beehoon with nice vege curry for 2 servings.
den finally e actual dinner with a 7 course meal during e anni.
woah.
hope i dun get too fat!

yeah ytd was fun.
supposed to help out by shifting crates of oranges.
n go usher ppl to their seats.
which we all sorta did by jus standing or walking or chattin ard for 1hr+
ya den they invited us to eat together for e 7 course meal!
of coz halfway we left e table to help them distribute oranges n some 'lucky' rice to every1 of them old folks.
den return back for dinner!!!
haha.
den aft tat jus help them clear tables n sweep floors.
kinda gross though.

well we sorta walked away with e extra bottles of drinks namely 7up n miranda orange.
i grabbed 1 each!
hee.
ya n we all received a $10 red packet.
feel so bad.
gave us too much stuff for e effort tat we gave them.

yeah den reached home at bout 12.


den today,
went for seminar at Holiday Inn from 9 to 1130
something bout wat- the key to inviting success- the title.
kinda intellectually challenging if u dun really pay attention.
den u'll lose wat he's saying.
something bout wat : in / out of e box concept.
pretty cool i gotta say.
makes u think in a new light.
went there for free coz my unit needed some1 to replace a slot.
anw, got enlightened n oso a free book costing $42.
dun forget a FREE HALF DAY OFF!!!
gonna save it for Christmas.

yeah den aft tat saw a trainee at Cineleisure cross-junction.
first time outside where u get to hear some1 shouting "Instructor!" across e street!
haha
hope he remembers me not coz of all those tekaning but as someone who imparts knowledge.
den i went to FEBC at newton n sat there from 12 plus til 3.
sounds kinda crazy but at least i have some Weekend Today papers n my new Walkman to keep me company all e way under e hot sun at some bench while being stung by mosquitoes which i failed to kill...
grrr

yupz den went for YPF...
bla bla bla...
encourage one another...
n almost fell off my chair 3 times coz e backing jus gave way.
no choice but to sit up super duper straight for e 1st time in my life for dunno how many hrs.
food was nice.
charsiew bao
fried meat rolls or wateva u call tat
3 types of chips-ruffles,normal n nachos
crunchy juicy seedless grapes
n mangoes!

ya had a fun activity of writing 'encouragement cards' to each n every1 present.
had a great time
well ya sorta
coz there was a jam of e passing round of cards at my turn!
had to write super fast!
write so fast til i dunno wat im writing n i wrote wrongly.
hahaha
*minor details left out*

yup tat pretty much sums up my day...
neat huh?
hope i could have such a fun time again sometime soon

many stuff happened today...
haiz

taught at 5sir bukit panjang
was a disaster
i mean e men
they were e worst of e worst of e worst recruits ive ever seen!
even though i dun like to whack ppl but well
it jus irks me to see them so ill-disciplined


anw, ive been arrowed as some stupid emcee for some night outing 2007.
dunno wat saikang i hav to do this time
lets see tml.

hav been e new target of some senior recently
someone jus 1 batch above me
pickin on me
for every minor thing tat i do...
crappy

fortunately i hav e backing of another senior
someone above him.
ha
really very fortunate to God tat he's ard
cant imgine wat'll happen if he's gone in feb.
e stupid 63rd batch will jus climb ALL OVER our heads!
they're jus 1 batch tat we wanna kick out n FAST!
they're ruining our image n reputation.
CRAP!

$$$ minded

currently listening to_: Lin Jun Jie - Zhi Dui Ni Shuo

made up my mind...
im gonna go out less for e next month
hmmm
wait
mayb i SHD go out more!
cant stay at home too long!!!
it'll corrode my mind!!!
hmmm
yupz
jus go out as much as poss BUT not spend tat much money...
is tat ok?


need cash...
$_$
gotta save
im hard up...






btw... my new tattoo!!!
lol!!!

new song by hossan

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VWmLAui6OOw


cool!
its a muz hear!!!

silent roarz

currently listening to_: Lin Jun Jie - Ai Qing Yogurt

i guess i hav no choice but to suck thumb n jus endure thru another week?
haa
anw, ya today wasnt as bad as i tot.
aftnoon was fun
haha
went to klunch again!!!
at lot 1
n ate vietnamese fish set or something.
not tat shabby.

sang til no voice...
den aft tat got lesson!
haha
taught most of it again
n surprisingly enjoyed it
haha
ended early again!!!
hahaha
dunno but we jus aint scared...
once bitten, not tat shy?
haha how daring...

den aft tat went to meet feng, suru n ting
haha
ate at clementi momoko house
cheap n nice!!!
like it lots.
n now im back home slacking
haha
SLACK!!!!
i like...

crap.

currently listening to_: Evanescence - My Immortal

its really crap
my tml deepavali off has been cancelled
n postponed to fri
doesnt seem tat menacing
but e fact is
tml got 2 lessons
n as e only junior there, i will 'absorb' everything
n as for fri?
its a super slack day where u dun even do anything
n they're giving me an off for tat???
wat a joke
im already losing my voice.
n i expected to relax tml...
now all my plans hav changed.
URGH

i'd rather NOT take e off this way.


anw,
it aint true tat i dun wanna go for ypf camp
its tat i really cant lor
den clement still wanna say tat wat im soooo free but i dun wanna go...
it aint tat easy to b in my vocation...
wait til u try it out
new rules hav been implemented
seniors hav been stripped of their titles...
extras given for free
regulars backstabbing here n there
PTIs giving trouble for us...
URGH.


anw, sad tat i cant eat my mini cake today
ha
oh well...

anw, i experienced another deja vu-ed situation last night at cine
somehow jus seems so familiar
me teaching my bro's fren how to kick
ha
can still vaguely remem tat purplish hue of e pool room..

yeah
guess i forgot to blog down 1 thing
its e entry of a new family member!
well...
it came on my birthday!
so coincidental rite?
jus realized its called a lovebird
ha
n coz of tat well...
i named it 'Cupid!'
hee


almost kana-ed 7 extras in a row too...
all coz we left early for some tues lesson
e person who caught us was our OC
personally came down to check somemore
e person who recommended e extras was oso him
e person who acted as e good guy n let us start afresh was oso him
so wat e hell is his purpose?
crappy.

argh
jus hope tat i can claim my off on another day.
im going bonkers

speed.

currently listening to_: Christina Aguilera - Ain't No Other Man

yay!!!
tml we're going out for e first time in dunno how many months!
e 3 of us havent been together for a looooooonng time!
anw, i guess ive been making all e decisions so far...
all responsibility kana pushed to me de.
UNFAIR!!!!
grrRr

yup, oso looking forward to my mini cake tml!
hee =]
thanX (u noe who U r)!!!

argh cut my hair today...
tot it would b fine but i realized...
my fringe is super duper short!!!
esp in e center!!!
stupid auntie go cut off my stub of hair in e center!
now it looks so awkward...
super awkward.
can only style it 1 way.'
e stupid beckham fin...
eeeew

anw, yeah,
been pillioning my bro's bike e entire day!!!
woohoo so shiok
but too bad...
coz i was ard,
so he couldnt go tat fast.
only bout 130km/h...
but e acceleration was like woah!
only 1 word to describe it: fast!!!!!

oh shucks its like 1225am le...
gtg sleep early for church tml!
remind me to call feng to wake him up too!

randomized n shuffled all ard

Basically you put your Ipod/Itunes/Windows Media Player on shuffle mode and plug in the name of the songs which come up for each qs...

Q. How do you feel today?
A. Fall Out Boys - Dance Dance {Feel like dancin' !!! LOL}

Q. Whats your outlook on life?
A. Maroon 5 - She Will Be Loved {Ermz... mayb? shd b?}

Q. What does your family think of you?
A. The Veronicas - Revolution {VERY TRUE!!! WAHAHA. ~IM A REVOLUTION~}

Q. What do your friends think of you?
A. North - Better Off Without You {NOOOO!!! THEY HATE ME TAT BAD???}

Q. What do strangers think of you?
A. Utada Hikaru - Colours {Im colourful n bright, i presume?}

Q. What do your ex's think of you?
A. Saving Jane - Girl Next Door {Shd hav been boy next door ba...}

Q. How has your love life been so far?
A. Jay Chou - Jian Dan Ai {Hope it'll stay tat way too!!!}

Q. Will you get married?
A. Westlife - Why do I Love You {Doesn't sound like I will...}

Q. Will you have kids?
A. Wang Li Hom - Forever Love {Err dun really get this... Mayb no kids?}

Q. Are you in school?
A. Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life {ARGH!!! CANT SPEND MY ENTIRE LIFE IN SCH!!!!}

Q. Will you be successful in life?
A. Huang Yi Da - Na Nu Hai Dui Wo Shuo {O. K. . . }

Q. What song should they play on your birthday?
A. Final Fantasy IX - Battle {Fightin ain't allowed on my BDAE!!!}

Q. What song should they play at your funeral?
A. Fianl Fantasy IX - Melodies Of Life {Hmmm sounds appropriate enough! HA}

Q. Soundtrack of your life?
A. Utada Hikaru - Sakura Drops {Wow...}

Q. You and your best friend are...
A. Lin Jun Jie - Yi Qian Nian Yi Hou {1000 yrs later, we'll b together again? Dun wait too long ya?}

Q. Sad times...
A. Wang Li Hom - Ai Cuo {scary...}

Q. Everyday is...
A. SHE - Yuan Fang {Everyday is so far from me...}

Q. Tomorrow is...
A. Utada Hikaru - Hear Me Cry {Better prepare a packet of tissue in case}


-chosen out of 289 songs in e com

.roar.

currently listening to_: Cascada - Everytime We Touch

yeah jus blasting out music again...
too bad ytd din hav any fireworks...
haiz...
anw, im jus bursting out wateva i wanna say out now...
so i dunno wat will come next
anw, today tekaned those stupid recruits quite alot.
watched them squirm for help.
ha
well too bad, they deserve it.
n y?
coz its their first lesson,
n ya we're expected to KILL them!
well, think we were kinda too lenient today...
floor was kinda dry though.
= not enough sweat we making those recruits produce.
is tat our inefficacy or tat we've been too lenient?
i dunno too.
perhaps e best ever time to have fun
its like bcct all week round.
ha
1 week's worth of tekaning fun!!!
is tat wat we black shirts r paid to do?
sometimes i wonder wat r we supposed to do.
to impart?
to instruct?
to tekan?
or to do sai kang?
or to get blamed for everything?
or to rebel with every order tats given to us?
or to be jus another pawn under e direct noses of e incompetant PTIS who r e so called 'angels' while us, the 'devils'?
or r we supposedly going to b replaced by them?
im not sure too
u decide
although e 'all of e above' ans seems e most appropriate...

anw, when is e stupid Special Investigations Bureau gonna give me my punishment?
a charge?
many extras?
big fine?
hope they choose fast.
n not waste my time.
to think tat i went there for some stupid interrogation from 1130 to 130am
n theres still no news huh...
lousy fellows...

bla


stupid AFC
wat a waste of time to b e duty staff.
cant they jus get a permanent caretaker, some ah pek to man e stupid gym?
we r trained to kill
not to idle ard in front of some desk n wait for phone calls to do more sai kang like some shitfaced operator.
oh ya, WE ARE supposed to do shit work. tats wat our black shit is for,
it camouflages e shit so tat u can nvr see tat we've done it.
unlike those PTIs who wear white n remain spotless all coz they push all e shitwork to us.
yes all to us.
n stupid colin, who threw away my 3 dvds
jus coz of tat stupid check by SIB
n tats worth like 4.7GB x 3 of space.
crappy

guess its back to techno huh jon?

back to e old ways...

-e 1st blog born out of frustration-

staying in(doors)

currently listening to_: Sheikh Haikel - Witulah

yup ytd i stayed back in camp again...
doing gym duty, taking care of e gym...
felt like time passed super fast.
perhaps coz e entire day was filled with many fun activities.
did my tranport claim ytd for e whole morn.
den went lunch at e nicer cookhouse.
den straight away went to climb some rocks!!!
woohoo!!!
it was superbly tiring but FUN!!!
did e medium n easy ones ytd.
den aft tat went back to gym counter n read SPIDERMAN!!!
hehe
den it was time for e mid autumn celebrations.
ate nasi lemak for dinner, coupled with green tea packets n chi tea
n of coz not forgetting MOOOOONcaKEs!!!
aiya, even though its 1000calories but i dun care.
haha
haze was pretty bad.
got minor throat irritations
den watched prison break n went to sleep...

today, did rock climbing again today!
did e super hard 1 n passed it!!!
yeah,
e only 1 frm my team to reach e top!
but my prize?
a dead bird at e top...
zZzz
yup n oso,
e s'pore sports sch came to attend a mini course on rock climbing conducted by my regulars.
n aft tat, i wanted to try somemore but well i gotta go Maju to teach later...
so now im at home,
waiting for e week to end!!!!!!!

(had a great day on tues{or isit mon?}, haha. a real enjoyment!! =P)

title 101

currently listening to_: Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

yep u guessed it.
its my no 101 post!
yay!

anyway,
went to changi chalets ytd
quite boring,
weird ORD function...
ran so much n super fast n got 7th in e end.
other ppl walked n came in much much later n scored higher points
urgh.
frustration

anw, im watching old school batman on central now.
super funny
got all those special effects like "pow","boom","bang", etc.
lol

took half day off today,
slept e entire aftnoon.
shiok
havent done tat in a long long long time.

n now, camps ard s'pore r stepping up security for camera hps
i guess...
i cant get my much awaited hp til 2008...
urgh x2
wat am i gonna do???

new 9ame

currently listening to_: Linkin Park - Numb

today jus traded in my old game for a new one called DJ Max Portable.
feels like those type of dancing genre games like DDR, Para Para, BeatMania etc.

but its kinda nice to play.
seen e reviews, most of them r like 9/10.

played abit n its like kinda hard even though its only 4 buttons for e easy mode.
haha
guess tat im kinda noob at it ya?

tml n tues going maju again.
perhaps can go to e nearby SIM canteen to eat lunch again???
hehehe

roar

currently listening to_: High School Musical - Breaking Free

haiz..
perhaps i shouted much ytd...
all coz of tat stupid construction dozer jus behind e multipurpose hall...
it only went on when it was my turn to teach...
urgh...
senior shouted at me to shout louder coz those behind couldnt hear
shouted at e extreme top of my voice

n now...
i have like blood in my throat.
spat out some this morn
argh
doesnt feel pain but it feels kinda spoilt...
wth

changing lifestyles

currently listening to_: Shayne Ward - No Promises

yup, did lots of thinking this week...
cant really write down wat i tot coz well,
i think by e time i write this, i wld hav been forgeting everything tat i tot of...
well, at least i noe tat i hav made some progress if i blog this out...

i guess i need some kit kat; some time out to jus relax...
it indeed is very stressful n i dunno y...
thinkin wat it feels like to DRINK for leisure but not get drunk..
yep, tats wat ppl call escapism...
ah, wateva...

tryin hard to learn to b independent...
to get a life
instead on relying n depending on others
but im not a leech nor parasite...
jus tat perhaps ive been giving too much effort for others...
gotta learn how to please myself instead of others now...
how not to go out of my way for others...
how to give a heck to others...
yada yada...


yeah, findin somethin to perk me up...
nothing interests me anymore

what it shd have been

ahhh...
its not $200 tat i earned overnight.
it was only $100!!!
$200 is for reservists...
sobx

IPPT

currently listening to_: Craig David - Im Sorry

yay today jus earned myself another $200!!!
phew
i barely made it...
all becoz of 1 stitch
ouch
couldnt run

yeah
perhaps its tat chicken carbonara + 2 cups orange juice + 1 cake roll + 1 vege soup
haha
ate too much i guess...

finally got a record high of $2000 in my bank account!
haha
yeah im poor
=p

too fast too early

currently listening to_: Simple Plan - Welcome To My Life

phew... luckily its only 10km tat im gonna run this sun.
but e stupid prob is tat...
i hav to reach e stupid war memorial by 615AM!!!!!!!!!
tats totally crazy!
rite?
any1 who agrees with me pls breathe!

thanx 4 supporting me!
xie xie, xie xie!

anw,
ive decided
either i stay over at my frens house at toa payoh
or i stay over at somewhere near tat memorial (or at tat place itself)



yeah,
been posted to e west side sungei gedong camp
u noe tat ulu ulu 1 in sarimbun / lim chu kang area?
yup there...
haiz...
nvm la
jus accept my fate
haha

ytd jus d/lded a nice nice cute cute game called loco roco!
haha
addicted to e cuteness!

my posting!

currently listening to_: Stacie Orrico - More To Life

finally, get to reconfirm where i'll b going to teach.
yup its e west area...
n i'll b going frm camp to camp lots...
so i sorta jus decided.
i wanna learn how to ride a bike, n fast.
its more convenient i feel.

its no influence frm my bro.
besides, i feel tat i'll b a safe rider unlike him.
i'll jus stick to e 1st 2 lanes.

yup. i dunno if i can learn it fast n get a bike with my measly miserable pay...
yup.
i need a form of transport.
CONVENIENCE

traumatised

looks like i forgot to mention something...
i jus had my dinner!!!
yup, as in i JUS ate finish.
at 220am!!!
oh yeah!
myojo seafood bowl noodles with a rather half-cooked egg!
yummy

sleepy daze

currently listening to_: North - Better Off Without You

yeah
got injured AGAIN!!!
cant clench my fists properly...
cant chop thru tat stupid block of concrete with 1 hit today...
had to use 2...
n now my hand is breaking apart.

stupid camou...
now i look like im wearin mascara again...
havent looked like tat in 2 mths...
but it was kinda cool...
camou-ed face + camou-styled bandana + stupid army uni
looked like some JI militant.

yeah...
e final day im gonna eat at e yucky tasting cookhouse tat has much much pretty low standards for humans...
they r more like cheating SAF of their money n us of our food.
i'd rather eat at e more ex canteen...
but well, i've got no cash...

n ya... today went to PS to eat Manhatten Fish dunno wat restaurant for lunch with e other instructors aft our demo for e 9div parade this morn
was rather nice tasting n palatable.
den went to parklane, somewhere near selegie road to play LAN with frens...
no choice but to tag along with them.
den walked to far east to walk ard den went to meet up with roy to play LAN again...
n now im back home n i jus remembered to sms Tie n Ta on their 18th bday...
phew... although i was 15 mins late...

yeah n now im back here in my own room writing this stupid post which only serves as a diary to keep myself busy, n help me remem wat happened in my life, for e future...

currently listening to_: The Veronicas - Nobody Wins

Life is like a bus ride.
there r humps n bumps along e way...
u meet diff ppl in there too...
but sometimes u jus gotta get off n change buses to get to ur final destination
e ques is:
do u enjoy tat ride?
or isit jus another place for u to nap it thru...


i guess its time for me to alight...






if goodbye is wat u want, goodbye is wat u'll get

back to teaching vol. 2

currently listening to_: Mandy Moore - Cry

im tired...
no mood...

back to teaching vol.1

currently listening to_: The Veronicas - Heavily Broken

yeah!
i'll start teaching PTIs/FS from tml onwards...
wonder how im gonna do it...
gonna need lots of courage n confidence n lots lots of WISDOM!
hope tat i can get e singlet in time too...
dun wanna spend cash when u can use credits...
n its free credits given by e govt somemore...

end of pt!

currently listening to_: Bosson - One In A Million

jus 1 more bout of sparring n aikido lesson to end it all!!!
den got 1 day of admin stuff n 3 days BREAK!!!!


yep, now got backache...
cant really move with ease...
finger still cant clench...
n im getting my BLACK POLO TEE SOON!!!!
together with my beret!!!!

woohoo!

bought 2 pants n a belt today.
n went for a whole body massage too!
so SHIOK!!!

currently listening to_: Utada Hikaru - Wait And See

yay!!!
finished Advance le!!!
haha
now its Enhanced phase where they teach u more stuff out of syllabus
yeah n now i've new injuries(as always)
left index finger cant bend,
right palm got prob,
right elbow n left knee cracky...
n 1 BIG pimple still left on my face!!!

haiz gonna do advanced taebo tml...
seeing tat black man in a super tight leotard n asking us to kick here n there in double quick time while he keeps chao keng-ing by walking ard to his demonstrators n talking to them...

yeah n ytd nite being forced to drink Tiger beer. it jus tasted ugly.
n today i had a mini hangover n almost couldnt wake up...

jus 3 more days to end my physical phase n 1 more week to start my instructional phase...
n im super shagged out today...
cant think straight...
ending here.....

lesson plan

currently listening to_: The Veronicas - 4Ever

yeah, i finished intermediate training le...
tml gonna start on advanced focusing more on throws instead of locks n holds which i did for e past 2 weeks...
n this means much much more easier to get injuries..

argh...

more blood

currently listening to_: Lin Jun Jie - Now That She's Gone

yeah...
there's blood n pus again...

much much more....






yeah, forgot to add some stuff last sun.
lazy to post it out
...















yeah...
it looked like i was having menstruation sia...
theres blood after i shit'ted.
n its really alot
haiz
shd b too heaty or internal injuries...
so far theres no relapse of it this week

not tat PAIN

yup.
theres no more blood.




BUT WAIT!



theres more!


much much more PUS!!!!!!

yup!
which solidies quicly to form a barrier over e wound.
total vol of liquid: 1cm^3
colour: opaque yellowish white(liquid), translucent yellow(solid)
texture: super sticky (liquid), hard n fun-to-peel(solid)

PAIN

yeah. finally finished my 1st week of training.
few words to describe it.
tough tough n xiong.
well, e physical conditioning is crazy!
we keep doing breakfalls til my elbow is...
argh...
e skin has come off.
e wound is bout 2 by 2 cm on both elbows.
theres blood.
it's an abrasion over an abrasion.
on mon there will b more abrasions...

e worst ever thing is e rolling...
i almost vomited!
but all these breakfalls r gonna give me a blood clot in my brain sooner or later.
we're all having concussions already.

yeah, we done front, back, side, rolling, n next 1 will be flipping breakfalls le.
which is a rolling breakfall without using hands.





ya, other den breakfalls...
pushups n more pushups...

2nd day:60
3rd day:80
4th day:200
today:300

they will like purposely shag u out jus b4 e activity.
so tat we will (supposedly) be trained to b better den e ppl we teach.
COZ WE R INSTRUCTORS

ya.
e only thing tat seperates us n other vocations (including commandos)
is our knuckle pushups tat we (r supposed) to do.
jus compare e knuckle between us n a commando's.
ya.
knuckles combined with both normal n 'wide-arm' pushups...
wow
commandos have e clap thingy rite?
well,
we oso jump up but we dun clap, we land with our knuckles instead.


ya, wat we r learning r DEADLY ARTS!!!
ie, as compared to e usual tkd unarmed combat,
they take bout 15 - 20 mins to takedown a group of ppl.
but for us:
max 5secs.


we r taught where to hit to inflict e max damage to knockout ppl more effectively.
ie. e joints of e body, solar plexis, temple, chin, nose, groin etc.
we aim to kill...
or at least break a few bones here n there...

ya, this is jus a mini summary of my job scope...
theres more to come..

posting results

yeah man! i got e posting which i had been wanting to go to for weeks!
Praise e LORD!!!!














btw, my tagboard got some probs....

break...

exactly 1 week left to do wateva i want...
to take a break from e greenery ard me...
n to adapt to my environments n future career...



tired.

POP loh!!!

3 more days!!!
oh yeah!!!

haiz...

lets see...
i got 16km,
24km route marches...,
SOC,
GAC,
Games Day,
CO nite,
OC nite,
POP rehearsal,
den finally POP...

all cramped up in these final week...

crap...
cant wait to suicide halfway during my 24km route march carrying tat heavy shitload tat we're not even gonna use at all...

hmm, i think better not to...
coz i'll already b braindead by e time i reach e halfway point.
but euthanasia's not a bad idea too...
hmmm
shall consider more...

hmm

jus wondered something...
e title of this blog is chasing a dream..

wat den is my dream...
i really dunno
can some1 tell me?

i dunno wat im doing...
everything seems stupid to me...

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I feel much better...

Field Camp

argh, it was disashorrendous...

life as an NSF

army sux...


period.

HAHAHA

yeah tml's e BIG BIG DAY!!!!
im already trembling with fear when think bout tat...
yeah..
do pray for me lots!!!
THX!!!

woohoo!!!

yeah, ive been playing badminton consecutively for 2 nights le!!!
so fun!!!!
yeah!!!
not much time left...
so i gotta train more...

by playing more badminton!!!!!!!!!
hahaha

yeah, tml gonna make sushi at yang's house!
hope theres gonna b loads of fun!!!!
yeah

cooking is so fun!!!

yay!
i jus saw boys fighting downstairs.
haha
so funny.
n so lousy.
aft a few seconds pin e other guy down le...
hahaha...
im tired.
niteZ

at long last..

yeah, its been more den 2 weeks since i last blogged...
hmm, ya, went to sentosa again ytd...
too bad today's 1 was cancelled...
bla bla bla...
watched musical fountain aft countless years n realized tat its changed..
found out tat sentosa'a ferry terminal's BK dun hav student value meal n dun allow u to use coupons...
ya,
super sianz...
well at least not as fun as last week's...
mostly jus lying on e sand...

yeah...


finally completed e YPF presentation thingy...
FINALLY...
could have tore out my hair over it.
v pek chek.
ya
jus hope tat i dun hav to give a testi this sat too...

great day!

yeah, went out cycling at ECP again!
quite fun!
although we cycled for like only 3 hrs?
yeah, most of e time we were talking by e beach.
took some photos here n there...
haha
ya, e it was rather quirky,
for e 1st time in my life, i couldnt finish eating a whopper meal!
haiz
i old le la
even my sugar cane drink i only drank a few cm of it in height
wasted my 2 bucks
ya den aft cycling went to cine to (try to) watch 'fearless'
but couldnt make it in time
reached there at bout 7 30
nxt show ard 9.
so were 'i not stupid too', 'memoirs of a geisha', 'dick n jane', 'cheaper by e dozen 2'
haiz
ser tml got work so hafto go home early...
haiz
den went to e nearby restaurant cafe to eat dinner
beside e subway there
ate teriyaki chicken + seafood pasta + soup of e day + garlic bread + can drink
yeah
stupid prawns
hard to peel
ya, luckily there's always Ser e prawn sheller
super fast eh!
i already peel til super pek chek le
den 1min n all is done
pro

gtg sleep le
nitez

was 10 mins late for e training...
den when i reached there,
got no 1 de...
sobx
so ya, give up finding lor...

den i went to citilink MPH bookstore...
look at books...
came across books on sudoku...
super super chim!!!
i cant even solve e easy puzzles...

ya,
was totally engrossed in an art book.
teaching e techniques n equipments of drawing
SUPER COOL!!!

oso came across another book about e top music pop songs for e last 10 yrs
got alot of super super ultra nice songs with guitar chords too!
nxt time when i learn guitar le den i buy tat book!

ya, den came across many other nice titles...
but no cash buy...
yeah, n i read this month's Electronic Gaming le!!!
(n its free!!!)

den went to HMV listen music.
saw jay's new album called 'huo yuan jia'
only 2 songs...
but got attached dvd
so still not too bad...

den later went to funan to try find PL
went up to lvl 6 n slowly walked past every store to try find her...
in e meantime, was playing e PC version of Need For Speed: Most Wanted at lvl 6 Challenger
got steering wheel de lehz!
but i not used to it.
den e guy beside me playing Matrix: The Path Of Neo was laughing whenever i keep banging into e wall
(!@#)
ya den finally found her at lvl 2 (i think it was 3, cant remem)
she funny sia,
she was attending to a customer at e counter when she saw me.
den she suddenly jumped up frm her seat!!!
lol!!!

ya, den we talked abit lor...
.yadda yadda yadda.
den i made my way to harbourfront le
had to go to my choir conductor's baby boy's 1st mth celeb
frm e map tat was printed in e invitation letter,
i tot tat road was rather close to e old SAJC

took a bus i tot could reach some 'yew siang rd'

budden, it didnt.

so i walked there.

n e prob is,

the dist was more den 5 bus stops away!!!

but i still reached there in time

3.50+pm

no 1 there...so lonely, den finally at 4.15 meet some ppl i noe...

i tot every1 wld b there at 4...

coz tat was e timing written in e letter...

n i tot e buffet wld start at tat time oso...

but e worst thing is...

even as i left for church frm there,

they still havent started eating!!!

but too bad i had to leave...

got buffet dinner!!!

den oso got drawing competition!!!

so fun!!!

(but i think e comp is for e kids...)

ya, den aft tat go church le lor...

so sad... only ate breakfast at Marina Square Mac for e entire day...

now eating maggi for dinner...

n this morn in e wee wee hrs,

my left leg calf muscle got cramp!

when i sleeping somemore!!!

now still abit achy...

now eating onion flavoured no msg maggi with assorted vege n 2 hotdogs...

i really really really like this song...

楊丞琳 - 理想情人
Rainie Yang - Ideal Lover


作曲：小冷 填詞：艾利絲 編曲：林從胤
穿上洋裝看著手錶
Chuan shang yang zhuang / Kan zhe shou biao
(Dressing up nicely, I looked at the watch anxiously)
時間快到心碰碰的跳
Shi jian kuai dao xin, peng peng de tiao
(My heart was beating fast as the time approached)
和你的第一次約會來臨了
He ni de di yi ci yue hui lai lin le
(This is my first date with you)
金色的陽光灑滿人行道
Jin se de yang guang sa man ren xing dao
(The golden ray of sunlight poured on the sidewalk)
換了新唇膏把頭髮弄好
Huan le xin chun gao ba tou fa nong hao
(I’ve changed a new lipstick and set my hair)
要你看到我的好
Yao ni kan dao wo de hao
(For you to see the goodness in me)

＊喜歡看你走路充滿自信
Xi huan kan ni zou lu chong man zi xin
(I like the confidence you have when you walk)　
說話時候你的專注眼神
Shuo hua shi hou ni de zhuan zhu yan shen
(Your attentive look when you speak)　
溫柔的表情笑容裡的天真
Wen rou de biao qing xiao rong li de tian zhen
(Your gentle expression and your innocent smile)　
我相信　找不到有比你更好的人
Wo xiang xin / Zhao bu dao you bi ni geng hao de ren
(I believe I can never find a better person than you)　
你心裡理想情人是幾分
Ni xin li li xiang qing ren shi ji fen
(How is your ideal lover in your heart?)　
是否也會有我的份＊
Shi fou ye hui you wo de fen
(Will I be qualified?)

CHORUS
＃好想知道你的100分　會給怎樣的人
Hao xiang zhi dao ni de yi bai fen / Hui gei zen yang de ren
(I really wanna know what kind of girls can get your perfect marks)　
親愛的你不要再陌生　增加我戲份
Qin ai de ni bu yao zai mo sheng / Zeng jia wo xi fen
(My dear, please let me play a more important role in your life)　
我想問　親愛的你把感情升等
Wo xiang wen / Qin ai de ni ba gan qing sheng deng
(I wanna ask, my dear, when you prepare to enhance the relationship)　
朋友變成情人　可不可以
Peng you bian cheng qing ren / Ke bu ke yi
(From friends to couple, Can you)　
告訴我標準　不要讓我一直等＃
Gao su wo biao zhun / Bu yao rang wo yi zhi deng
(please tell me your benchmark, so that I won’t wait in vain)

REPEAT STANZA 2 & CHORUS

聽著那時間滴答的走　對街的你在點頭
Ting zhe na shi jian di da de zou / Dui jie de ni zai dian tou
(I heard the sound of the footsteps of timeYou nodded to me from the opposite street)
好像一個夢　漸漸走到我前頭
Hao xiang yi ge meng / Jian jian zou dao wo qian tou
(Everything was like a dream, as u walked slowly towards me)

REPEAT CHORUS

slacking le!!!

got transferred to toa payoh today...
e worse thing is,
i went to chinatown branch tat morn
den it was there at 9am tat they told me i was posted there
sianz
nvr call me ytd nite...
their excuse = dun hav my no.
(lame)
anw, toa payoh there super super dirty.
wun describe further...
but e gd thing is i can slack more...
n really v slack.
but e bad thing is,
e shop super small,
den cannot get free gifts frm e shop
haiz
anw,
i gotta start working 10 to 10 from next week... mon to fri...
haiz...
super super tired le...

anw, i dunno how it'll end up tml morn...
i'll jus let Him lead me lor

n ya...
was jus reminded in e bus home jus now...
gotta go in hiding every weekends from 29 april onwards...
its not only 'mei lian jian ren'
ITS
'mei fa jian ren'...
sobX!!!
dun dare to even show my face in public le...

all done with bak kwa???

super happy today!
ritz carlton called!!!
ask me go down for training on sat!

yeah, but i scared tat this banquet job is very tiring,
or worse den this bak kwa thingy...
n i hope tat it doesnt clash with any other events tat i hav...
ya,
jus a little tiny upgrade frm 5bucks to 6 only...
but well, its better den nth...
at least i get much much more $$$$$!!!
=p

.bored.

...bak kwa...

ya, today i'vr been eating, smelling, arranging, sorting, dissecting, dismembering, sweeping, carrying n throwing bak kwa...

i dun think i gonna eat any more bak kwa for CNY le...
1 day n i buay tahan le...
haiz...
still got 12 more days...
haiz...
lots of sai gang(sh*t work)...

fainting le..
n summore tat guy ask me if i can work til 1am tml...
siao..
i can go 7eleven stay over le...

eating west-north wind

xi-bei feng = west north wind rite???

sry my china not tat proficient...
ya, saw dear winnie at JEC...
slacking...
or rather being paid for slacking...
n watching screenings frm Poh Kim Video...

somemore is paid super highly...
6+ per hr rite?

haiz
nvm...
ren4 ming4
tot i finally found a job...
but alas...
haiz...
nvm, at least i dun hav to fret over my offdays
which r in conflict wih e sabbath n ypf...
n its a 6 day working week
plus only a mere 1200 a mth...

who cares bout Barista...
haiz...
no $ to buy food le..
gonna starve soon...
hungry...
eat grass...

Nothing to lose

literally,
got not much fats to lose...

but den,
once i go in,
i gonna lose lots n lots of hair!!!

n i hope they wun put me in e centrifuge
den spin me round n round!!!
i'll vomit de!!!
i'll rather not go air force

owWwW

today,
i puah tou!!!
was sparring with some1 tall tall de
den his leg so long i cant even get near him
den i side kick high high
den
POOM!!!!

landed on e edge of my pelvic bone
e hip there la
e point where e bone jutting out frm ur waist

at first still ok
still continue sparring
den now...
wah
think i cannot walk le la!!!!
some1 buy me a wheelchair for CNY

haiz

feel SOooOOOoO sad
some1 dun wanna talk to me de
somemore sit so far

aiya
anw,
super sad...
my 115 buck shoe!!!!
soaking wet!!!

nvm
e worse thing is
e food super nice to smell...,
my stomach was grumbling like crazy!!!!
n super duper LOUD!!!!
for like 5 mins!!!!
wah so paiseh!!!!!!!!!!!

aches?

stomachache, find toilet.
headache, find Panadol.
bodyache, find Osim.
heartache, find wat?
cardiologist?

pics

http://sg.pg.photos.yahoo.com/ph/jon_lee_87/album?.dir=4468&.src=ph

yupz
heres e webbie link for e pics so u can download them from here
n erm paiseh i dun look v well
coz e stupid flash
haha
k
nvm

i oso noe i only hav 1 facial expression de
haha
sry ar...

=]

well i guess i left this special portion out frm e previous posts...
yeah,
i had a really really great time together during these past 2 yrs in JJ
well, its jus undescribable...

esp to all my frens in 04s26 who hav nvrtheless made all our days...
n to JJ TKD who has almost helped me to split
yeah...

we had joy,
we had fun,
we had seasons in e sun???

haha,
well, i dunno how to say it out..
mayb i jus use 2 words to describe all e times we shared together...

Funtastic!!!

in commemoration of qiyang's psp

my condolences for Yang as i jus heard tat he has 'lost' his PSP in a fatal accident 2 days ago
it is now crippled n in e ICU(Intensive Care Unit)
now e lcd screen more den 80% became black
so now its become a $515 1 GB mp3 player..
so ya, this blog is in memory of his 2 week old PSP which has diligently served him throughout its lifetime...
so let us observe 1 min of silence...
*tick tock tick tock*
yeah... goodbye PSP
we will always remember u...

Prom-ed 2

yep i woke up at bout 5plus

had a great great time ytd
i glad tat i went to e prom
got really really nice food eh!!!
but i missed out e steamed black sea bass n thai chao fan
yeah
chao fan eh!!!

den e waiter keep clearing e table so fast
couldnt digest finish e food
den he take away liao...

anw, ya
e stupid bingo game
made e entire floor spring up frm our chairs
den made us all look like cuckoo lor

ya
took lotsa pics
anw, who goes to grad nite jus to take pics de?
lol

ya, anw, i wore a black shirt
n black pants
n black socks
n black shoes
with not-so-black hair
(well it looked black anw)

ya den wat shocked me e most was Serene Ong
from long black straight hair to brown curly hair
makeup til look like a doll!!!
den got purple lens contacts
guess e theme Chrysalis suited her well
total metamorphasis!!!

e best part of e prom was when e teachers gave a little testi for e class
den Mr Ng was so weird lor
his attitude so serious
so unusual

ya den after tat
took more pics den zao go swissotel merchant court

n ya, 04s26, den xiang wai (think slant)
ser was only having diff walking in her 3 inch heels so i had to support her
no other thoughts
ya lor!!!
3 inch heels eh!!!
1st time made her look taller den me
not fair!!!

ya den aft tat took NR1 there...
reached at bout 12 plus close to 1
den i had to lug her all e way back to her hotel room
hmm wat do u think,
2 guys n 1 girl
wat could we possibly do there?
hiak hiak hiak
no la we were jus talking about personal stuff
den i was watching tv
coz feng had to leave at 2 plus so i let him talk all he wanted

den we go send him off
b4 going to e nearest 7-11
den bought bei bei mian
n LAYS barbecue flavoyred chips n a 1.5 litre water

found a teochew restaurant
den there got chairs n tables so we ate there
den talk bout personal stuff lor

den go back hotel lobby
n ate our chips there!!!
n talked somemore
at tat time was bout 4 plus le
den e security guard go chase us out coz e lobby was sorta officially closed
ya den we behind e hotel there got ledge so we sat there n continue talking

dunno how we talked about names la
first we talked of how un-serene all Serenes r
(well it is true wat... all super noisy de, not tranquil enuf..)
den we were judging wat name suited wat body size
ie Mary sounded fat
or Jonathan sounded medium sized
dun worry
no Winnie
no charmian
(but got charmaine)

ya den got 1 super super more-wayang-den-me cat
when i look away, it slowly creep up beside me de!
den when i look at it, it pretended to lick itself all over
den when i try to shoo it away
instead of scampering off,
its eyes kept following e movement of my hands!!!
argh
stupid cat
aft a while i bochup it already...
5 mins later as i was talking n facing e river along clarke quay
den dunno by wat reason, e STUPID cat was already beside me!!!
den when i saw it, it gave me a shock so big tat i shouted eh!
but as soon as i saw it, split second later i had e thought of shooing it away.
yeah, so e end result???
a shout tat sounded super weird.
lol
like 2 emotions combined into 1...
lol

yeah so aft tat we chatted a little while more la
til bout 6plus close to 7 den i took 190 home...
den on e way passed by orchard.
n e amazing thing is..
its super super quiet n tranquil n peaceful!!!
i really loved it this way...
ya at tat time was 7 le...

so ya, i reached home at 7plus den sleep til 5 plus
den wrote this blog frm 6 plus to 8 plus den accidentally deleted it(argh)
den go church den rewrite again at 1plus...
phew
now like 145am le!

i guess ya, this shd b e longest ever blog entry i've ever written...
really proud of it haha.
lol

anw,
wishing myself n u guys (n girls) out there
a Blessed New Year 2006!!!

Prom-ed

sianz!!!!!!
argh..
accidentally deleted my post!!! argh
i write frm 6 plus til now!!!
argh

r u ready?

yeah, i think i've gotten my clothes le ba...
but im not really mentally prepared for e thing itself...

yeah, jus dyed my hair...
of coz brown la,
u think wat,
purple?
red?

but white looks nice eh!!!
haha
lol
heard of ppl wanting to dye white???

singing marathon is over
now its
e final year project on watchnite service this sat
at 10.15pm i think...
last singing for e year le!
gotta prepare!!!

tkd chalet

hmm yeah,
its supposed to be a training camp btw.
i dunno y, it evolved into a ps2 training camp instead...
(plus bluff n big 2)
they were all playing fatal frame 3...
n its not tat scary at all.
lol
yeah,
aft lunch comes ps2
den dinner den ps2 again!
WAH!!!
think they're all ps2 deprived.
e best ever time of e camp was e time when we went to e pasir ris park n sat on e rocky 'cliff'
yeah, u hear e waves churning,
e winds blowing,
n my stomach growling coz of all e bbq stuff i ate earlier.
we sat there talking n just staring out into e open.
some were talking bout DOTA...
(at e park? wat the heck?)
others were spilling their personal stuff.

me? sit there, away from e grp. all alone. jus staring n thinking of stuff.
n i like it.
sry ar, i really like e peace.
n at times, i was listening to 'quiet night' e song.
n well, it really suited e atmosphere.

i really hav to thank yuko who made tat night special.
yah, she lighted a candle n tried to go down to e deepest edge.
just above e waves.
she told me to make a wish on tat candle.
well, den she came about telling me tat e lower we go, the higher e chance of it coming true.
but since i dun even believe in wishes, it was rather wu liao.

i dunno y, perhaps its a woman's sixth sense,
she somehow knew tat i was a little little bit sad
so she told me to put all my troubles into tt 1 candle.
n placed it at e lowest edge,
n began guarding tat candle frm e wind.
til it all burns away..

i really feel v touched...
coz no one has ever done something like this b4.
(n it made me much sadder)

but well, i couldn't place all my troubles there, so i placed it all with God...
so i guess much of her effort was wasted.
lol
but nvm, i still am glad to hav a fren like her anw...

but its still cool to jus sit there n watch how frm a cloudless night sky bcame a super cloudy night sky den back again.
den u can see e orion's belt.
pretty cool i guess.
literally 'cool' too
was shivering all e way.
got all e sea breeze n e cold chilling wind

yeah
sat there frm 11 plus to 3 plus...
n i didnt noe tat time passed super fast oso!
i tot it was merely 1am when we decided to walk back...

n back there, u can see those who went back earlier playing ps2 again.
well not really playing at least.
i guess ming xiong was really tired.
he slept while playing!

heres a pic i took of him













can u see that ps2 controller still in his hand?
LOL. haha
i guess e game tat he was playing was rather sleep inducing
haha
e gameplay n music:
birds chirping in e forest
haha.

yeah
anw, i still had a great great time there...
(though its abit too much ps2 le ba)

4d1 gathering

yeah!
had a great great day on e 3rd of dec!
we went to Roy's dad's pub!
sang karaoke there!
ate sakae, golden pillow, pizza n others!
too bad e disco upstairs cannot use
but i still had a great time jamming on e drumset with a pen n pencil
(well, at least i tried to jam)
lol
den aft tat me, roy , yf n qy went to Mos to talk den go arcade play World Combat!!!
wooHoo!
1st time i got to e highest rank eh!
n 1st time i reached to stage 5 or 6 there with onlt 1 token!!!
feel v happy
haha
den ya, aft tat go eat at some nearby coffeshop n talk somemore den zao le
while e rest of e class went to play pool...

huh? y i dun wanna play pool?
err well,
coz i err play til sianz le?
everytime go Roy house play for free de
lolz

which reminds me
he got all sorts of entertainment for free lor!!!
his house got free pool
his dad's pub got free karaoke
dun need to go k box le
mayb next time ask him buy an arcade oso
muahaha

.

Relationships r much worse den a game of snakes n ladders.
For it is merely a game.

Relationships r like a case of drunk driving,
u get intoxicated in e process,
deriving pleasure n excitement.
e faster u speed, e greater ur risk.
e more u try to control e wheel, e more u lose control of it.
Eventually, u noe its all gonna end e same way.
Its jus a matter of time.
Uncertainty, e key factor.

crap

The Past is in the Past.
Wats Past is Past.
Y shd we worry bout e Past,
when it has Passed.
The Passed muz not live in the Past.
For the Passed will become the Past.
For those who Pass through e Pass
in e Past will have Passed
e Past in e Past.
N soon those who Passed e Pass will Pass away
to form e Past of e Passed.

craziness...

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha...


i think i am crazy le, dun u think so??

jus 1 week more le!!!

n im still playing with my blog...

haha

funny sia...



someone faster WAKE ME UP!!!!

Skies...

yaY i'M sicK agaiN

hey, is there such a thing as dengue flu???
ive been bitten more than 8 times by mosquitoes lehz~!

u noe all those with white white bands on their legs,
tats a mark of their deadliness n super sucking abilities...

yupz, n i hav fever on n off...
so cannot b dengue fever de...

o ya, which reminds me,
shimin said in class tt only female mosquitoes suck rite?

hmmm, isit bcoz
a) all e females r bloodsuckers
b) all e females r hardworking
c) males leave e females to do all e 'sai gang'
d) all e females care for their child n r willing to sacrifice being squashed

( )

Wats ur ans?

if (a), well, cant say much, but its a fact... -hehe-
if (b), generally true for most...
if (c), u r obviously a female
if (d), u feel for e needy

haha, CRAP...

i feel awful...
like some A bomb ready to implode internally...
den all e radioactive waste all flowing out...

i feel super bad today eh...
ive been spreading this epidemic to every1 ive been in contact with...
its not gu yi 1

hafta quarantine myself for few days...
n buy lotsa lotsa tissue!
all running out le...

btw, dengue got wat other symptoms arr?
other than fever n backaches n mosquito bites n such...

jus wanna make sure i dun get it...


O YA, Serene complaining tt i keep saying sorry n paiseh n dunno n wateva n anything
yeah, i gotta stop saying tat coz she say, if keep saying like no cheng yi.
so gotta warn me if i say it... k?

yeah, me gtg do something le!
ermz, like watch TV???
hehe
=]

cyaZ n take care hoR!!!
(ps. eat more citrous fruits, got vitamin C can help u improve immune system)

whee~

lets see...
im terribly happy today!
got back most of my results.
well, it was above expectation!
^-^

haha

bla bla bla...
nitez

esplanado II

^
before crossing under e bridge

^
on e other side

esplanado

ytd, me n serene n yun feng went to cine to catch The Myth.
den we saw many many classmates n old frens.
ie. Zhi Jie, Thong Le, Rufus etc.
yeah...
but b4 tat, we went to Suki Sushi at Cine for lunch.
ate lotsa good good stuff like CHAWANMUSHI!!!!
n e FRIED TOFU!!!!
n e TORI KARAAGE!!!
n e AGE GYOZA!!!
but too bad cannot eat soft shell crabbie...
coz we were eating e buffet...

hehe,
JEALOUS???

haha, too bad i oso lost my skill in e art of eating buffets le...
now, 'wo de wei da ru shi jie' only. 'yu zhou' no more le.
perhaps ive stopped developing???
i dunno...

haha, n b4 all these...
i went to cine at 10+ am to book tix...
for e 4.20pm show.
CRAZY HUH?
de aft tt, i waited at somerset ALL E WAY til 12.20pm
all e while i was jus standing there stoning...
CRAZIER HUH?

ya, e movie is super fantastic.
esp love e main theme song
chi n korean de..
i sing for u to hear.

la la la la la la la la, la la la la la......

nice nice???

sure?

wei not fair,
nvr applause de...

hehe

yeah, anw, its about a sad sad story of a long long lost love of a concubine for e general n e mystery of e terracotta army n levitation n when objects are at high speeds, their weight will decrease.

yupz, tats all...

ya, den aft e entire thing,
we were supposed to go to east coast cycle + star gazing.
but too bad feng jus undergone physio n ES so cannot cycle.
summore he had to go home early...

so we went to Esplanade there to jus sit n enjoy scenery...
HOWEVER,
e ambience was totally ruined by some rock n' roll band at e Theatre On e Bay
sorry, i know some ppl like them
but i prefer peace n quietness n serenity...

den later we ban jia to somewhere abit further,
jus beside e bridge there,
den sit down, think bout more stuff again...
den feng left,
only me n serene le..

den we talked bout some stuff ba...
coz she somehow knew tt i was abit sad n tired le...

so we left tt place n walked towards e merlion there
den we cross using de long long highway...
den she arr...
keep wanting me to memorise some song called
"Sherpard of my soul"
haha, but up til now i still dun remem...

den on e way we kept singing n singing n singing...

!!!ultimate enjoyment!!!

so we jus stood at e bridge up there, with e sea n the merlion in front, and e highway behind...
too bad she dun wanna take pic, so i had to take a pic of e scenery le...
will add them later for u all to see...

ya den aft tt, we took 97 home(not mine)
bla bla bla...

im gonna miss those moments...

ya,
e movie makes me think bout lotsa lotsa stufff...
ie. are dreams real?
or do they depict n symbolise another meaning...
are they jus visions or do they mean something else...
it is a gift for humans to dream, isnt it?

well, i got lotsa memories obtained frm my dreams...
most of them r real n become real...
perhaps tts wat they call deja vu...
some instances jus seem familiar to me.
e exact words n ppl n environment...

but im sure i'll find an answer soon...
or else all will come to naught...

.Advent Children.

1 word
SHUAI!

haha
tts my dream movie if i were an animator
its e BEST pure animation movie i've seen so far...

phew
jus re-read e storyline for FF7...
its amazing how e developers can come up with a plot to distinguish FF7 frm e rest n rank it as e best RPG ever...

if u dun re read e plot, u wun get to find out about a deeper meaning in e game...
it makes u wanna replay e game to gain new perspectives n insights....
besides, it has e ability to intrigue players into 'feeling' for e chars.
esp when Aeris/Aerith dies,
u'll feel more than jus a connection to a game char...


yeah
im lost for words le....
haha
so ya, cya den

zhong chew jie

yeah today's mid autumn festival!!!
although we cant really celeb it haha.
can still remem tt last yr our class had a mini mooncake + green tea appreciation stright aft Chi lesson..

e moon looks pretty today(tonite)
illuminating e entire sky...
like a lighthouse in e break of e nite...

too bad my hp camera cant capture its entire beauty n ardour...
wait ar, me go eat some yuebing 1st..

*chew chew*
*swallow*
*yum!*

wah! shiOK!!!
haha

now trying to pia for FM2 tml,
but i keep getting distracted...
jus 2 more days, 3 more exams...
FM n PH1/2 on thur.
den its de-stressing time!!!



yeah,
i jus officially bcame e Logistics n Food Ic for this yr's YPF camp.
hope tt i can do my job fully n responsibly aft my A's.
though its my 1st time n i dunno wanna cock-up.

Hey, i saw two airplane exhausts (those 1 line de) with e moon as e setting..
den e moonlight casts a shadow on e exhaust fumes... super cool..
too bad my cam cant capture that too...
but my mem can
i hope...

\\ \ (o)
\\ \
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haha trying to use ASCII art to portray but it looks rather ugly...
=p

o ya, reminds me of a song...
derrick's yue liang dai biao wo de xing...
so it muz mean tt my heart is big big n round round today huh...
=]

haha, im being reminded of a dream i had many mths ago..
cant really tell any1 bout it coz its a secret to my lifetime happiness,
or rather a clue to it...
its my only key to finding out e truth...

yeah! im gonna go watch wat 'shenhua' on fri with Ser n Feng..
den mayb go eat Suki Sushi buffet!!!
wondering if its nicer n cheaper than Sakae...

now e virus is affecting my ear le...
hav a ear block tt i cant remove.
n it hurts whenever i swallow.
rather, it's pain in e ear, not in e throat
wonder when will e virus evacuate my body...
anw,

jia you for my FM tml n others who r still taking prelims tml

my 40th blog!!! WeEeE~^

time sure does fly fast fast...
i feel super old le...
im 17+ with a mentality of hmm, 17?
n a body of a sec3 malay guy... (ermZ...)

weird huh?

yeah, anw,
i flunked my FM1 today!!!!
perhaps e most i could get could b 30+ ba...

imagine urself taking a paper where u keep skipping ques
n by e time u try to finish it,
time's up!
n when u look back on e ques tt u hav done,
u dun see anything much coz u hav skipped almost every ques...

BUT

at least its much much better than my midyrs
haha
12/100

my 'best' ever score so far...




yeah, n im still sick!!!!
haha
think i tio some ultra mutated virus
it sure does noe how to migrate...
now, its like evenly spreaded between all 4:
sore throat, cough, phlegm n flu...

lalalalalala...~
cya
=p

*cough cough*

My sickness has gone frm my throat to e nose,
then e head, n now back again to my throat...
Cool eH?

my mucus in e nose has turned to phlegm in e throat.
couldnt breathe well ytd, like havin asthma/ a hole in e lung
den this morn i cough out again,
luckily no blood le. Yeah!

haha, but its green green n goo-ey goo-ey de...

wonder wat colour n texture it'll b like tml...?


hmmm, todays tune was v catchy, more like those kid's song.
had a lotta fun during choir prac today!
o ya, sok fong's performing solo at mohd sultan road today.
haha, i didnt go support her...
feel v bad. but nvm, got some1 more impt den me to pei her so it doesnt really matter.

o ya, my fren, Clementi, was in high spirits today...
kept shaking me like some toy..
*ulk...* (vomit blood)
haha.
den Herbie gave me some Hello Panda chocs to 'congratulate' me for e coming of my prelims.
strawberry flavour de!
its not my no.1 choice but, o well,
^dun take white dun take

(but e white white milk milk 1 nicer than strawberry de...)


yay! today last day le!
tml chiong le!
yay!!!
Gp1, Gp2, Maths 1
all e way til 4pm!!!
WeEeE~!!!!

sick again...

yeah, im finally sick again after countless months...
lets see,
im self-diagnosed with:
(slight) fever
sore sore throat
n dunno wat else tt makes me see blood
whenever i blow my nose in e morn aft i wake up
n e mucus its...
(dun read further if u dun wanna be disgusted)
v v goo-ey n coagulated...

haha, anw, i guess im still alive but not kicking..
coz this week hols dun hav tkd...
cannot de-stress...
=p
gonna start on phy revision soon i hope...
yeah, i d/l many many songs today...
all v nice de...
but i still cannot find e JJ's song when he sang at e Grand Finals of e Proj. Superstar...
tats super stylish wor.
A mix of heartily-blended favourites n beats...
"Huan ying lai dao JJ de ying yue shi jie..."

o ya, remem i got sore throat hor?
coz of tat, now i cannot sing!!!!
wat gd is a guy if he cant sing?
not like weilian, at least he's blind but not a mute..
i cant eat properly nor drink properly...
n i hav to eat all those non-fried foodstuff...

talking about being dumb,
im reminded of a char in some anime called 'Peacemaker'.
"Saya" is an orphan whose parents were killed(duh)
she's v graceful n v elegant n shy...
e way she smiles:
sweet n innocent

this anime still low profile
but i still managed to find some pics




oops, i shd go n rest le...
feelin abit giddy again...
cyaZ
jia you~

pia-ing lesson 101

argh, today's stressful.. esp with vectors n yeah fmaths vectors-planes. imagine u already having a point n a line.
what more could u ask for?
a plane!!!
yeah! n all those eqns on find projections on a line n finding angles between planes n argh...
cant enter my mind.
theres this barrier obstructing it u see.
its called an academic firewall. all those 'bad bad' stuff cant enter into e main processing unit.
even with hacking, there is not enough memory to store those downloaded files...
argh...


yeah, ive been thinking these few days,
wat will happen when im gone suddenly?
all my frens will get leave me,
no more tkd...
no more ps2...
no more final fantasy...
no more sch!!!! yay!

haha, i shouldnt b saying these...
but...
haiz, nvm,
anw,
i hope tt i can fully treasure my frens with all tat i hav...
dun wanna lose them..
coz yeah! my name's called 'Jonathan'!
n i thrive only on friendships n relationships n abit of passion too la...
without tt source of life, me already 'thong chiang thong chiang' le!
(den can hear my fav song-it is well with my soul)
=]

ryan cabrera - true

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing thats true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waited
This is true

mug

yeah, jus d/l many many more pics n trailers of kingdom hearts 2 and FF7...
its totally awesome~!

yeah, i started mugging today...
but e results,
erm,
was rather disappointing though...
cant blame me,
i havent started mugging seriously since p6...
rather long time
ya, had headaches e entire day,
couldnt concentrate much...
haiz, prelims in jus a weeks time
wat more could i ask for...
jia you jia you!
(gotta start wearing tt jap headband with e words 'bi sheng')

.

yay today's teacher's day eve!
nth much to do except go back ctss lor...
go there oso not many ppl de..
every1 all at home studying de...
not like me so slack...
i feel so lazy suddenly....
haiz anyway, me gtg sleep le
jus hope tat i'll meet many frens tml...
n tt i'll b able to have more motivation..

sat(sud) lor...

yeah yeah! todays saturday... finally got to watch e qian zou 1 today...
coz i missed it last wed due to our compulsory weekly detention by Ng Jee Wai. jus stay back for forced revision... tats all...
i still dunno y JY can b voted out... haha
o ya, when they say 'jue dui superstar' tat time... haha
v cute sia...
they all bai pose de...
yeah, jus got my talentime 2005 cd...
haiz, see my performance le, i wanna cry...
now i noe y we got 4th out of 4
haha
yeah, i gotta improve my singing le... i think i really su*k at it le...

its friday again...

yay! finally e end of another week...
prelims in jus 3 more weeks! waH~!
yeah, today got 2 chim chim tests...

• FM mechanics :

1) Vertical circular motion with variable speeds
2) Moments
3) Moments of Inertia

• GP Mock Prelim Papers

haiz, dunno how i'll fare when i get back e results... hope i'll pass though...
yupz, my TCA results: over philosophical le.. (i didnt noe i could write philosophically though)
haha, 23/50 wor... my previous essay(mid yrs de) was e opp of tat - 32/50...

9 marks diff...
anyway, im super starving le.
e last time i ate something was this morn 9.30am... n now its, lets see, 7.20pm...
hmmm... its only around 10 hrs w/o food...
wait! 10 hrs!!!!
aiyo aiyo!
waH i gtg stuff myself full le!!!
*stomach growling*

My friend forever...

I jus wanna dedicate this very special song to my very special frens...I am utterly grateful, for even ur presence here in this world, with me...

Thanks

"My Friend"

We are standing at the crossroads
And now it's time
For you to go your way
And me to go mine
I will pray the Lord
Will keep you safe
Until the day I see your face again

[c h o r u s]
My friend
We have been through so much
And you have been my Godsend
With your sure and steady love
My friend
You know I will be there
If you ever need
'Cause you've always
Been a friend to me

I may travel the world over
But one thing I know for sure
One day this road will lead me
Back 'round to your door
I will pray the Lord
Will keep you safe
Some bonds are just too strong
To break in the end

[c h o r u s]

Nothing will change the way
I feel about you
Not the miles or the years
Or the place this life takes me to

[c h o r u s]

sunDazE...

yeap, super blur today... i was like huh-ing e whole day...
wow, today's ND rally was rather fantastic... hey, he did talk about Clementi Town Sec eh...
bout wat, using maths to calc best bargains for e year end hols n stuff... too bad it wasnt my era..
hmmm, we ate some golden pillow for dinner...
on e outside, it looks just like a big big big loaf of bread, but when u tear it open, ahA!
its a big packet of curry wrapped inside~!
so u get to enjoy e bread outside by dipping it into e curry inside. cool huh?
gotta go sleep le... with all tat curry inside. burpZ

yay!

its sat again! hmmm, nth much happened during e entire week.. jus tat,
argh, my right FOOT!
think it was during thurs when i climbed up e stairs.. there was this pain in e nerves as i walked up. somewhere at e instep of e foot.

SARFP(Severe Acute Right Foot Pain)

wah, i couldnt play/train/practise TKD ytd... Sad...

o ya, hmmm, about e superstar thingy, its jus like wat others feel too: sadness, despair...
superstar n e audience is jus as 'blind'(or deaf) as Weilian... they missed out on a talent.. anw, hope tat he gets a CD recording by other companies...

haha, this seems to contradict wat i said on Thur ya?
haha... mi gtg YPF le..
cyaZ

jui due superstar is biased?

kelvin sings damn pro wor~
esp his eng song sung by Rick Price - Heaven Knows
if e judges werent biased, he would hav gotten n estimated 45 n above de lor...
its e best song ever in today's finals... junyang's 'if u come back' fell short of weilian's eng song. junyangs slang n accent sounds sooo Chee-na, unlike weilian's...
i think e best song tt junyang sang was 'ai hen jian dan'...
wadeva la, im not e 1 competing anyway, y i bother so much...
anw, project superstar is RIGGED...
period.

yeah!

i finally got my broadband le!
now can surf e net unlimited! haha. although my wireless connection for laptop still unstable, but by using e LAN cable den ok le...
but still trying to configure e wireless settings...
hmm, today's TCA went rather ok. Praise e LORD!
got to scribble down almost all e points i had in mind. except for e last 1. no time.
heeZ...
yeah...
anything else?
if not me go sleep le
Good Nitez~!
=]

Sci vs Religion

hmm, ya, me doing GP (general paper) paper1 TCA (dunno wat, dunno wat, assessment) preparations... decided on e so-called easiest ques.

"Science and religion will always conflict." Discuss.

sounds chim rite? but to me, quite interesting. at least i got my own personal thoughts n tones tt i can inject into e essay... luckily i oso got some exp in this topic too! (oops, no such thing as luck)
o ya, tat jus reminded me of something... wait ar, i type something 1st...

*type type*

*tyoe type*

okie done...
huh? wat was i doing? err haha

"Creation vs evolution(Darwinism)
[intricate designing / God’s sovereign will] V.S. [luck/chance + time]"

ya, this was wat i remembered... chim?

anyway, i still believe in e creation. like wat Roy said," do u believe tt many small molecules bond together to form ?"
lolz....

ya, me gtg sleep soon... doing essay tml, gotta have a clear mind. wish me gd luck! (oops again, no such thing as luck..)
Nitez~!

Maple any1?

did anyone tell u? yeah, jus started playing maple story... at first heard tat wat, ' mario is much more nicer than tat' etc... but now, i find tat this game is rather ok lor...
i like e graphics n stuff... but ya, too little variations in terms in customization of chars... n it takes a long time to train n level up n such
Overall arr: hmmm, quite sianz n fun at e same time lor
sianz=training n training n training jus to level up
fun=when u got lotsa cash/mesos or ur level is high enuf to kill monsters tt beginners cant or have special items tat others dont or when ur damage is super high n it keeps increasing or e customization of ur own char to make him unique

I'll give it 7.5 over 10...

til death do us part...

hmmm, whos not afraid of death...? i dunno why, but even im afraid. imagining about the afterlife is scary... who will be with me when im gone. most imptantly, who will not b with me up there... life on Earth sux...
"when this passing world is done, when will set yon glorious sun..."

A's

how long til i get to see her again... after A's? A's sux... den after tt go NS... den hopefully i get to see her in Uni... provided i can get in... aRghhh.
e future's bleak for me.
no where to go.
dunno wat to do.
slacker...

if LIfe was a game...

wat character would u be if life was a game?
for me ar? 2 choices: ninja/samurai

Ninja:
yeah! i like to hide in e shadows for oncoming targets. i hate to be e centre of attraction...sneakin up on ppl will be my forte. i LOVE speed n agility... hit n run squad. attackin long range using shurikens or slashing their throat from behind. 'assasination' is the worD. WAH, cooL siA~

SAmurai:
Loyalty loyalty loyalty... WE live to serve, serve to live. Honour, by the way of the sword... cutting through all obstacles head-on.

i prefer being ninja though, i like to run away from reality... suits my personality much much more...
hmmm, wat bout u?

Fairytale

I will become the angel u love,
just like in that fairytale.
Spreading open my arms,
turning into wings to protect u.
You have to believe,
believe that we will end up like the fairytale.
Happiness and bliss will be our end

Beautiful Soul - Jesse McCartney

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

Haha

Its been roughly a month since i updated my blog. Sorry guys, forgive me... =p

1 thing i can remem is my NAPFA, with jus a retake jump of my standing broad, i jumped from my supposedly bronze to GOLD!!! WooHoo~

Haha, rather rough week we have this week. Its gonna b a confinement week. Wa, everyday end sch at bout 4 plus, i presume? Well, if i hav training i gotta stay til bit later... ard 6. haiz, me feel like i'm getting old. not as energetic as my former self ya? i get tired easily these days. i heard from my sis sayin tat im gonna age v fast, got 2 reasons:
1) My hair at e back of my hair grow super fast!
2) My fingernails grow v long in jus a week!

O no, this means sooner or later i gotta get Alzheimer's Disease (Lao Ren Chi Dai Zhen) ?

SAd...

yupz today is another day where i din go sch coz, well,

Great grand aunt just passed away this morn at roughly 3am
though i dun really noe them well but yeah, still feel sad...
Yeah, jus another short blog...

shucks~

Got lotsa homework... The worse thing is that I havent updated my blog for a LONG LONG time... Sorry guys~!
O ya, hmmm, ermz, o no 4got wat i wanted to say... *thinking*

Yupz, hope to see u soon pl...
Miss ya lots!!!
Missed e 'old' times together...
Missed ur attitude...
Missed ur height..
loLz@

Another hectic day for me these few days:

Fri: TKD
Fri evening: Roy House BBQ
Sat morn: Roy House
Sat aft: TKD
Sat late aft: YPF
Sat nite: Typing these words
Sun morn: Church
Sun aft: YPF Lunch
Sun late aft: Supposed gathering
Sun evening: Dinner + slack
Sun nite: Study for test of next day
Mon(whole day): SCH + tests
Tues: Same as above
Wed: Same as above
Thurs: Same as above
Fri: Same as above


Sianz, well gtg sleep soon haha. CYA guys!

"Untitled"

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't

How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

yummy!

hmmm, yeah, i went to roy's big big place ytd nite aft church!!!
There we ate erm black pepper hotdog, taiwan xiang chang, cocktail sausage, stingray, satay, chicken wings, n many many more!!! Wah! super delicious! Special thanks to Auntie for preparing e food n roy for opening his house. Yup tats it!

No lah, haha. haven intro finish yet. We (Qiyang, Sok Fong n Me), sad only got 3 ppl... haha but nvm, we had lots of fun. Watched I Do I Do n abit of Drumline. Totally Cool~! Haha, i of coz confirm got suan Ah Ma as always... (oops...) Haha!

Haha, me gotta go eat dinner le! Cya!
(ps. muz remind me come online write blog!!! otherwise e page will b super duper sianz rite?)

Ouch

Haha din go to sch today...
Experienced several severe headaches in e morn when i woke up... Phew...
Not only tat, my right eye was painful n it couldnt open upwhen i woke up.
My backbone oso felt some acute pain...

Fortunately, all these sufferings were gone either after i took e panadol or aft i slept til 9+ 10...
Tried to do tutorials n assignments today but did not noe how to proceed...
Die, im gonna lag behind academically... haha.
E only way out is tat either i learn/remem all e syllabuses by e 'A's (which possibility is 5% coz i noe my memory is failing me) or tat i go Poly aft NS(which is 50%), or i do other sai gang(the rest of e % lorz)

haiz, wish tat e world will end soon... Hehe

again...

phew, finally back online...
hmmm, let's see...
SAT: JJ Love Fiesta,
SA Funfair,
Scouts Donation Drive,
TLYPF's 1st anniversary,
Gotta meet Eugene Oon for tour around JJ...

Gotta SLEEP!!!!

busy dayz ahead....

Might get measles if u ask me, was in contact with my fren(carrier)...

So with these, i end my blog again...

Finally~

after sooooOoOoO long, i can finally come back online! Shd b recovered from my 1month battle with e viruses inside of me. Phew, flu den fever of ~40 degrees, den flu again!
haha so now i oso dunno wat to do.
homework oso quite a lot.
jus started pia-ing FFX again haha.