Here's more free food i ate in RP last week!
FREE FOOD WAN SUI!!!

these r some of the great food(except the oysters) i had for e past few weeks!

jus posting this to share e joy!

WOW... So much fun today!
HAHA,
old temps came back,
present temps leaving.
So we tried to have breakfast together.
Oh n lunch too!

n like aft lunch we went to the Karaoke Room!
where we had abit of fun singing songs! (wat else can we do there)

hahaha! oh wells,
its running late,
time to end work n enjoy my fri by going to e 2nd nite of Youth Conference!
WHeee~

Change is a constant? u sure?

hmmm looking thru my previous posts esp the one i wrote on the 6th may,
I think Im gonna take back my words.

jus 1 line.
i feel very hopeless about this matter.

i havent changed much since sec sch.
n yeah.
TATS BAD!

i guess i really need a drill.
open 1 hole in my brain, stuff in all those thoughts, n use cement mixed with super glue to keep it stuck there...

*grind grind grind!*

hmm i think its a little too late but den,
Thanks to all guy n gals who went to Sentosa!
haha
wanted to write this many days ago but was lazy to.
so yeah.
Had a great time like sitting at the beach eating Long John's, with e sea breeze.
Playing with e frisbee n writing names on e sand.
Stepping on a starfish n splashing abit of water.
Hee.
great time of cycling n sitting tat Sentosa Express!
next time we go there to sit e tram k!
shall not paste any pics up coz i dun wanna vie with SM.
for reference jus see my facebook photos!

YAY weird dreams!!!

hmm 1st weird dream,

SAT nite dream 1: TYPICAL DRAMA STORY

dreamt tat someone was being caught in a cave-in/explosion/earthquake?.
lets name this person A.
well, main gist of it = A was missing from the collapse of the building.
(abducted? kidnapped? taken away by enemies? wait, ENEMIES?)
next, me journeyed far and wide in search of A.
many trials n obstacles.
spent many yrs.
(or seconds in realtime)
in the end, found A in somewhere bizarre and yet unexpected.
bla bla bla, hug and wept.(A didnt weep...)
end of story.

Sat nite dream 2: SHUTTER
hmmm, now im in some 'museum'.
with my trusty cam in my hands (ok its actually my sis' cam)
but hey!
this cam is weird!!!
one look through its display shows 'other' stuff!
aka silent hill style.
like u noe...
u see weird stuff...
like wat isnt supposed to be there is there.
like u see the past/ the other dimension of that place.
wat u see with the naked eye are clean walls, yet wat e cam shows u is dirty walls with some goo-ey thing on them. like veins.

theres more!!!
u see like bright red things on the display.
with ur naked eye, u see people.
hmmm, ppl marked with red on the cam...
who are they???
i peeped at them, n they sense that something is wrong.
they take caution, glancing at me as they passed...
they look at each other as though they are plotting something..

i sense danger! my instincts spark off, forcing me to walk away as fast as my feet could hold.
next scenario, on e top of a hill of a countryside.
alls well.
hmmm, spotted an rundown house/shack at the bottom of the hill...
thinks to myself,"doesnt look like there'll b anyone living there... oh well, lets take a snapshot!"
looks thru display of cam,
n one 1 red figure appears on it.
i tried to find with my own eyes for anyone down below which seemed 1km away!

all was still, other den the movement of something in the house.
i saw someone moving ard.
seemed as if it was wary of my presence.
it seemed to take on a defensive stance!
I had to retreat!!!
it started to run aft me!!!!

*to be continued*


mon nite dream: SUMMON-ED!!!!

a rather short dream,
went to a park, parked my bike at a parking lot, thinking i'll b there for awhile so i din put any coupons.
when i was back, there were many summons!!!!
ahhhhh!!!
like all over my bike!!!
i was going crazy!!!

next scenario:
park my bike at e side of e road for some road stalls.
when i went back,
bike was gonna be clamped!!! n towed!!!!
i pleaded with the clampers for 1 min n finally they agreed!!!
had to treat them drinks as a result!

n den it ended!

phew, good riddance to this nightmare!!!!

ahhhhhh!
dreams are so fun.
i dunno y some ppl dun like them! hahaa

Im soooo gonna NEED a beach to relax on.
(or jus send me a seashell to hear e [fake] sounds of e sea)

*rants*

Hymnal Humour

Hymnal Humour


The Dentist's Hymn........ ......................Crown Him with Many Crowns

The Weatherman's Hymn............................ There Shall Be Showers of Blessings

The Contractor's Hymn........... ................ The Church’s One Foundation

The Tailor's Hymn......... ......... ............ Holy, Holy, Holy

The Golfer's Hymn......... ...................... There is a Green Hill Far Away

The Politician's Hymn........ ......... ..........Standing on the Promises

The Optometrist' s Hymn........ ................. Open My Eyes That I Might See

The IRS Agent's Hymn............. ................ I Surrender All

The Gossip's Hymn.............. .................. Pass It On

The Electrician' s Hymn............ .............. Send The Light

The Shopper's Hymn........ .......... ......... .. Sweet Bye and Bye

The Realtor's Hymn..... .......................... I've Got a Mansion Just over the Hilltop

The Massage Therapists Hymn.... ................... He Touched Me

The Doctor's Hymn.......... ......... ...............The Great Physician



AND for those who speed on the highway - a few hymns just for you:

45mph....... .......... .....God Will Take Care of You

65mph....... ......... ..........Nearer My God To Thee

85mph....... ......... ....This World Is Not My Home

95mph....... ......... ........Lord, I'm Coming Home

100mph..... ............ .............Precious Memories

no. 170

hmmm,
1 big word i hav on my face today...
BIG BIG eyebags!!!!
WAHHHHHHH...
sob sob...
muz b coz of the OT til 10pm ytd nite...
sadz...
T_T

hmmm,
feeling very down these few days...
muz b coz all my frens r so busy, n i dun hav much time to interact with them...
so perhaps im feeling... ?lonely?
wait, ive always been a loner,
but y only these few days?
i hav no idea either.

WEIRD

anw,
i think im pretty psyched out with my savings!
i feel soooo poor.
need to save up for alot of stuff now tat im older.
ARGH i hate growing up!
haha.

Yeah, I love the present immature me!(?)
haha


OH NO...
my 2A TP test is on next tues...
*gan jiong gan jiong*

yeah hope i pass.
i dunno if i really can.



yeah still feel sad tat all my close frens are so busy...
sobz...
nvm,
shall tahan for 3 weeks til june hols!
haha
wait,
den by tat time they will all b having hols while im still working!
so not fair!!!

'cause u had a bad day...

argh!
1st things 1st!
yep i failed my BTT.
funny huh?
aft 1 yr exp of riding still can fail.
so paiseh!
ahhh but oh well...
i din study...
i din pray abt it...
so there goes e consequences.

yeah, e fault goes 1 big round n back to me...


oh well, work today was hassle free.
really not as stressed as usual, mayb coz i only worked for e later half of e day?
yeah.
there comes e worst part ever.
wanting to find e route to lavender thru streetdirectory.com but WTH!,
it was being sued by LTA so its down?!
next came e least favourable option titled www.can.com.sg
which i dunno how to navigate thru at all!
in e end had to borrow e streetdirectory from my boss instead.
ok, all went well at this point of time.
printed out pages of e streetdirctoy...

ok now as we were setting off, i found no cashcard on me body!
argh!
couldnt borrow from Ric too coz he needed his!
so had to go to 7-11 to buy a new 1...

ok nxt was e stupid traffic at PIE near toapayoh!
it jus suddenly came to a halt!
ARGH!!!!
had problems to keep movin off n stopping n moving off n stopping every 5 secs!
tat was still ok...
e 2nd worst was tat i missedd e exit tat i noe how to go by!
like i was supposed to exit thru Exit 15,
but somehow, e no. jus skipped from 16A to 13!!!!
n there was no signboard telling me anything in between!
GOSH!

so yeah i exited thru kallang n made my way to e nearest petrol kiosk n asked ard.
first he told me backtrack n turn right at e 2nd junction.
tats still ok. coz i jus had to find my way to a u-turn where there wasnt any!
so i found a real big bend turning right! (lets name this Bend A)
n found myself going towards somewhere else den where i was supposed to back track!

den i had to u-turn yet again n go down to e big right bend (Bend A) n turn make a u-turn to e way im supposed to backtrack.

when reaching e 2nd junction, i was hesitant to turn right, which was like leading me to paya lebar already!
so i asked e taxi driver for directions at e junction.
den he told me to u-turn n go straight down e path i originally took n turn left at e end.

ok den i u-turned again, n went straight down...
before passing Bend A, there was a left turn leading to MacPherson road which Ansley told me tat it shd b e correct direction. disregarding e comments, i headed straight down to find myself at whampoa east aft skipping Bend A.
den like i was tthinking, where e heck is Whampoa?
sounds pretty north east to me!
so den i took another big right turn bend (Bend B)to make a u-turn n tried to make my way to tat McPherson road.
jus at e junction b4 turning in, i asked another biker there bout directions again.
guess wat he said... "u hav to go all e way straight down tat road(pointing to tat original road direction i was heading to from e start) n u'll reach lavender"

ZZZZZZZZZ

yes, another u-turn yet again...
this time e 4th time passing thru / by Bend A...

argh! i had been going ard in circles!!!
[btw, it was a massive jam thruout]

n thus reached lavender at 745 intead of 645 which i targeted...
n i made feng wait for an hour...
n i made Ansley to be late for her 7pm meeting at City Hall!!!

ARGH! Im feeling sooooo guilty!!


heres a visual description:

lalalala
long time since i've blogged again.
but oh well, since im kinda free rite now..
y not?

yeah,
i've been pretty much caught up with my own work
though at times i still do make blunders n mistakes...
zzzZZZz
haha
but im glad tat all is solved (i hope)
yeah, like losing a key, disturbing others, bla bla bla.
haha


how...
i see all my uni/sim frens...
they all seem so so so so stressed up til they fall sick.
u guys get well soon k?
i wonder if i will b like tat when i enter in future.
sob sob.
i cant handle stress.
yeah yeah i noe tat stress is gd.
coz it produces a certain amount of adrenaline bla bla bla.
but i already hav my own source of adrenaline! (other den those created frm stress)
will i even survive a sem in Uni?
or will i die there in e midst of all e knowledge pounded on me.
God forbid.

yumE (dream)

had a dream last night...
a weird dream where i saw hilary duff!!!
yep.
really WEIRD.
cant tell u most parts of e dream but it was a rather amicable 1.
somehow, i could feel and remember the feelings i had in e dream, even the feeling of touch i had.
it felt sooo real, yet u noe its all a dream, it's surreal...
n den again, wats a 'dream'
some figment of ur imagination when u r subconscious?
or isit something more den tat?
n y isit tat some nights, we dun dream.
ist coz there r no dreams for us tat night.
or isit tat we r too tired to dream.
or perhaps we cant remember wat we dreamt of?

den again,
it links to e question of deja vu.
for me, i guess i feel tat sometimes certain situations r soo familiar.
its like uve seen them b4, heard those words or even jus felt it as a repetition of ur live.
it feels as though uve seen them all thru tat eye(or rather, tat mind) of urs when we all dream.
once e deja vu is triggered, somehow u'll feel weird.
den u'll ponder about it.
and as u ponder, ur surroundings jus fit into wat u felt it was in e past.
n e words or scenes tat come aft jus seem as though u knew it all was abt to happen.
it was as if e future was being foretold in front of ur eyes...
n ur 5 (or 6) senses jus keep screaming tat its something u noe u experienced.
but u jus cant seem to comprehend wat its meaning is, or when u experienced it, or y its happening in front of u.
and den as u try to understand wats revolving ard u, soon tat feeling fades away n den u forget all about it.
all til it reappears again.
i call this e 'deja vu cycle'.

so den,
wats e link between them 2.
r 'deja vu's dreams tat u had in e past?
if so, den wouldnt some of ur dreams be prophecies of the future?
den if tats e way,
u mean its plausible to say tat 'DREAMS DO COME TRUE???'

Whee~

ORD LOH!!!

missin' the simpler stuff of life

hmmm, guess i dunno wat to do rite now other den jus blogging..
somehow i feel kinda tired mentally...
proper use of term to describe this situation wld b called 'genki nai'(meaning "no energy" in jap)
yeah,
its times like these where u really feel like slacking n jus lying on e bed doing nth but stare...
den somehow u'll think about wat u shd b doing now.
wat i mean is not e workload tats waiting for u, or tat urgent deadline u hav to meet.
but rather, yeah, e simple simple stuff u used to do(or wish u would)
i dunno bout everyone else but right now i jus feel like laying down on a mat amidst a field of grass n jus staring into e sky/stars.
yep simple brained ppl r like tat.
perhaps we're jus easily contented with such stuff...
perhaps i dun really need tat expensive handphone, or tat laptop, or anything else tat wld b deemed luxurious to b satisfied.
in this super busy n rushing world, we all need some sort of escapism...
(haha yeah, im thinking of escaping frm reality again)
but yeah,
i guess reality really is cruel after all.
i miss the times of fun at e beach.
the times u cycle in e park with music in ur ears.
the times u feel e waves on ur feet.
the times u jus sit down at e edge of e shore n enjoy the ocean breeze brushing against ur cheek.
the times u play with candles during mid-autumn n end up burning ur lantern.
the times u try to cook for someone else.
the times u splashed water at each other.

guess its all a fantasy now...

argh im sooooo shagged!!!!

taught lesson again(even when im finishing my army term?) in e morn...
phew...
next, rushed off to maju camp at clementi for a 180men grading which ended at 630pm,
well after e usual end time of 530pm..

shouted many many times n got a very splitting headache which i dunno wat its due to.
woah, fortunately my fren taught me to press some acupuncture point near e thumb if not i guess i'll reach home with a cracked skull instead.
cant imagine myself ridng home with a headache.
scary...
worse still if i ride n faint on e way.
n when i wake up I'll see God!
wait, isnt tat supposed to be THE happy ending?


anw, ive been itching to get tat k850i for mths now, but like reading pros n cons bout it... i guess e cons do outweigh e pros.
yeah its a nice hp but i guess its still to early to get it. still having an unstable firmware. but its 5megapixels!
argh...
tat itchy feeling inside me...
mm-u-z-s-a-v-e-mm-o-n-e-y...

ahhh n i hav a deadline to meet!
gotta do some stuff for it asap!
need creativity n a boxless mind!

n oh... PATAPON is FUUUNN!!!

lots of stuff, no motivation...

yawns,
its my last time for duty this thurs.
gotta stay in camp all alone..
Awww~
but who cares...
i noe im supposed to do lotsa stuff but i jus cant find e willpower to do it...
card-making, washing tat cup on my table, perhaps even bathing?
oh nono, cant skip tat, can i?

i guess my army time is gonna b served finish...
wat am i gonna do?
really no idea there...
somehow after being tied down sooo much by e army,
i guess total freedom seems alien to me.
yeah its weird im saying this but i think im truly gonna miss my life here.
yeah it does sound weird indeed.
ok forget i said it.

hmmm i bought these pretty cool speakers lately n ive been blasting out music regularly, watching online movies n playing more games to fully utilise them.
n like im gonna spend abit more to buy those speaker holders/brackets which u put on e wall to hold ur speaker. den i can finally enjoy tat surround souund! cool eh?
yeah its 5 small speakers n 1 subwoofer(e big big box with bass!!)

hmmm, somehow i dun really look forward to any events this yr, like hols or anything.
mayb coz they dun seem to interest me anymore.

oh n i jus watched balls of fury(yeah, online)
n i jus realised tat Masa Oki, tat guy who acted in Heroes as Hiro Nakamura is in e movie itself!
was pretty shocked tat he did only less den 10 seconds of showtime n got kicked in e face...

oh i wanna watch A Walk To Remember, I Am Omega and A Cinderella Story there too.
guess i missed these movies e last time.
ah.. well gtg bathe now...

argh, finally back from YPF camp...
super tiring~
not coz theres lots of physical or wat but mainly coz i couldnt sleep well even with e fantastically soft pillows n comfy bed but rather e irritating snoring i get every night...
zzz...

lets see~
nth much noteworthy, jus tat i still remem after going to e beach,
i came back with a tiny hermit crab somewhere in my pants(or underwear) while bathing.
made new frens there, built relationships,
learnt more bout ppl,
trained tkd for this mon's grading
n most imptantly,
learn more bout Him n wat i believed in...

oh well its gonna b a busy Christmas with not much time to make/buy presents.
tml's gonna b church n clean e house day.
mon's grading n night service day.
tues gonna b carolling n family gathering day...
left only wed n thurs free...
zzz.

anw, gotta catch up on my sleep again.
gonna b going out with my frens later~

rrandomly

another normal friday where time passes by with no one at home.
but im glad...
PEACE....

oh i jus watched finished some anime called REC.
not bad even though its only 9.5 episodes long...

hmmm now when i wonder about it,
y do i like watchin animes so much???

isit coz i cant look at any other fantasy out of reality?
isit coz i long for such a fantasy?
isit coz they can do wat normal shows cant do?
isit coz they depict a different life frm wat we can achieve?
isit coz u can 'feel' more for the characters inside?
isit coz u can learn from the mistakes tat they do?
isit coz those mistakes cant be actually portrayed in our lives?
isit coz we will noe to do when scenarios like tat happen in real life?
or isit coz we really dont have anything else to do?

hmm i wonder y too...
im sure theres a happy ending out there to my life,
but will there b a happy ending to every topic of my life,
i dont think so...
reality is harsh...


whhich reminds me of a 'challenge' posted to me.
to cut down on e no. of 'worldly' (non-christian) songs i listen to...
will i be able to fully fulfil tat challenge?
i dun think so..

well, listening to songs hav always been part of my passion.
my def` of gd songs =

nice rhythm.
nice tune.
meaningful words.
lyrics tat portrays emotions.
beautiful n clear voice.
someone u can relate the song to.
n lastly e emotions evoked thru tat voice.

hmmm one thing bout me,
i somehow like sorrowful, sentimental songs...
y?
im not so sure myself but i guess reality is harsh too.
n u need something to describe wateva feeling tat we get at tat time.


yeah i like teary songs,
songs full of hope...

of coz, those who like songs, definitely like to sing too...
hmmm so tats how humans effectively communicate with others eh?


yeah so rite now my stomach is communicating to me too with a 'song'...
no one at home, no dinner for me.
cup noodles anyone???