weee..
i went to my seniors house again to play guitar hero
haha looks like im kinda hooked on it
*loves music games*
haha.
oh well, trying to d/l e game for my ps2 as well.
all e best to me!

yeah, it looks like SF was ok...
seems she had some emo disorder or something n cant help but pop 20 panadols.
thank God she jus had vomitting n stomach pains.
no real threat to her body.
yep.
phew

cant believe i somehow managed to see her earlier in e aftnoon instead of evening.
*details unable to be divulged*
yeah... den i saw her back home n went for a mini tea break.
chit chat a bit den went home le.



ytd took urgent leave in e aftnoon aft class to go my senior's house to play XBOX360!!!!
it was totally stunning!
coz like he bought a 'Guitar Heroes' guitar controller game plus 2 more games all at e same time!
tats like close to 300!
wow he sure is rich...
yep.
tat game is soooo fun coz u can play songs on e guitar to famous songs like 'sweet child of mine' n others tat ive nvr heard of.
its like those music games tat tests ur reaction n psycho-motor skills.
kinda like my style
haha.

well of coz,
nth beats a gd day rest aft uve psyched out ur mind n body over a gruesome 5 hour continuous strain.

but b4 tat, i had a fun time introducing my little game-addicted cousin to a new game tat partially warded him from e com.
its called F.irst E.ncounter A.ssault R.econ.
it is a regular first person shooter kinda game tat has a theme based on e sixth sense.
yeah...
it totally freaked my cousin out!
haha.
results were somewat successful.
he only played e parts where there were shooting involved,
not those where he had to navigate though dark dark corridors that looked like silent hill(before it was dusk)
conclusion: this game deters players, esp those of a weak heart, frm playing excessively when u limit him to playin only this game. ahahaha


yeah, today can stay whole day at home coz i took leave for e whole day for no reason.
haha.
AND, tml i gotta go run at ECP again!
NOOoooOOOOOooOOOO......
this time its 16km.
hope i wun jus fall flat aft i complete.
16km.
sounds pretty loong.
sigh

ok this is really bad news...

i jus heard frm roy tat SF jus attempted suicide...
oh man...
heard she tried to pop some panadol but later regretted n called e ambulance...
zzz

shucks...
wats e whole gettin into nowadays...
will visit her tml evening
hopefully she hasnt been discharged yet.

y sia...

'now now...
14km wasnt so bad was it?'

tat was wat i had tot til i actu ran it...

its even comical to even start with.

the rest of e group had a headstart of bout 2 mins plus!

how come?

well coz i had an unexpected bout with my nature call which i was beaten hands down.

no choice there.

yep we had to run from carpark B2 to F2 if u actu noe how far it is,

n aft tat do a u-turn n run back.

it was undoubtedly hard at first,

knowing tat u r being left behind, with no 1 to run with.

n if u look real far ahead,

u can see e slow runners jus barely at the horizon.

mentally challenging...

oh well no choice but to jus run n run.

tats all to it.

brainless running.

yupp n soon before i noe it,

aft 5 mins i had caught up with e last 2 runners.
my boss n terence.

hahaha

yup n soon soon, i had overtaken them

hahaha

so fun.
yeah i guess tats e thrill of a marathon ya?

i met quite a lot of my OCS trainees there too!

i guess it was ard 2 companies if im not wrong.

more on tat later.

yeah.

getting to e turning point was easy.

but not the other way round.

in fact,

i believe the briefing announced tat there was some water point there too but apparently when i got there...

yeah, doesnt need any explanations,

obviously there wasnt any.

so i ended up not drinking at all for the entire 14km.

oh well wat the heck,

i dun even drink plain water anw...

yup.

i was planning to catch up to tat female exercise scientist(yeah they really exist) who joined us for e 14km run instead of e 16km which the entire 9th Division was running.

but yeah,

truth is,

she was sooooo far ahead,

i only saw her like 500m from e turning point in e other direction.

so MALU!

hahaa

nvm i got excuses(toilet break!!!)
*heee*

yep as i said,

the return journey was much much worse.

wat u feel is not only e strain on ur feet bout oso in my mind!!!

its a psychological challenge from here on!

its hard to keep ur sanity in this condition.

u'll jus break down!

tats wat almost happened to me for every other run tats more den 10km.

"patience is a virtue, but im afraid i do not possess it"

u'll keep thinking of e end point,

how far it is,

how far u've ran,

how much longer it takes,

how u ended up in this miserable n pathetic state?

yeah,

fortunately i had my 200+ worth of songs in my hands.

naturally,

its e only way to kill tat boredom while u run.

n yeah

remem those ocs trainees i saw?

at first they were doing their warmup,

on e way back,

they were running towards me...

yeah so i had no choice but to face about more den 50+ of their faces...
n..

their usual reactions of a close combat instructor:

1) 'FRONT BREAKFALL!!!'

2) 'GOOD DAY!!!'

3) 'HIIIAAAAH!'

wat to do...

aiyoz...

i didnt noe we were so etched in their minds like these...

oh wellz,

sooner den i expected(not really, i was very expectant of this)

i reached the finishing line with a timing of 1hr 12 mins 28 secs.

well i think tats quite gd enough,

thinking tat i was e 1st to reach back,

out of our 'outcasted' grp of 6 instructors in e midst of 30 PTIs.

well, y am i 1st?

e 3 very 'garang' ppl ran 16 km with e rest while e slower, more 'chao keng' ppl ran 14km(n tat includes me btw)which we were supposed to run.

SO tat makes me e 1st!

wheee!!!

well, 1:12hrs divided by 14km would mean ard 5mins per km...

n e passing time required for us wld b 6 mins per km...

hmm i think tats fast enough.

haha

phew...

well, imagine if u had to meet e deadline of 2hrs 45mins for e actual 21km...

i think i wld roughly finish by 2hrs 20 mins if u do e maths correctly.

well mayb im wrong coz i havent touched maths for a looooong time.

if u r so free,

do the maths for me n tell me if im rite k?



-next chapter-

wow, i didnt expect to meet yushi during e 'outing'.

even less to see a short-haired yushi!

wow,

jus imagine her in tat outfit,

with a bigger bag,

n a sketchpad in hand.

she looks like some budding artist!

SO COOL!

yup n sry shimin,

i forgot tat we had to go vegetarian.

my apologies.

really sorry i forgot bout u. =P

yeah,

we had a greeat time at pastamania,

ok another apology:

sorry to yushi if u ever see this blog,

really sorry to take ur dish by mistake,

n even pouring lotsa cheese over it.

haha.

oops.

lets see if i remem:
i ate carbonara,

yushi ate creamy chicken,

shimin ate al funghi,

winnie ate chicken bolognese,

wei liang too,

n erm fabius...

hmm was it tat prawn n 'something' dish?

haha i forgot.

hey!

cheese n pasta really rocks!

n its cheese as in really a mountain of cheese,

not jus a speckle!

mayb u guys shd try adding tobasco too!

adds to e taste.

yum yum

n yeah dun complain bout me eating e real-slowest.

its e way to enjoy n savour ur food to e max k!

e spinning of e pasta too!

erm somehow it adds to e flavour (i think?)

haha

oh wellz...

n oh ,

3rd apology:
sorry winnie for deleting tat uber ugly pic of me which u claimed was e only photo taken at pastamania.

im really sorry.

it was really 'accidental'

REALLY!

*heeeee*

yup n aft our fantastic meal,

we went for muddy mud pie n 'teh ping' n 'kopi ping' and erm iced mocha vanilla n banana milkshake n a glass of 60cent iced water at tat 'coffee shop'

yep its e place where fabius whipped out his metrosexual jap magazine,

which didnt fail to impress us!
heres e pic!

hahaha he's so engrossed in it.

oh yeah n here's the sneak pic i took of winnie

hehehe. i cant remem wat she was doing.

n here's e '2 dif worlds' pic by winnie.

haha

its kinda hard to comprehend the meaning though...

-next chapter-

yeah we went to JB aft tat!

did lotsa stuff on my bike...

replaced e spoilt bulbs,

tightened my chain,

n fixed my left footrest tat was kinda spoilt too due to e fall during tat saturday fellowship.

yep somehow, i made my bosses wait quite a long time due to e mechanics not being able to find e fault of my lights blinking at e wrong time.

yep, i went with my 2 bosses!

n here's a pic tat my direct boss told me to shoot of e other boss!

hahaha,

said i could blackmail an off day with tat!

heres it!

hopefully i can blackmail him b4 he executes his lightning fast kicks on me.

oops!

n tats how i left at 1045pm n reached home at 2am...

zzzz.

-bonus chapter-

oh i think i jus beat e red light today!

oh no!

Army half marathon training...

hmmm. lets see...
tml's schedule:

645am - run at east coast park for 14km.. (shag...)
9am - better be home by den coz my erp unit is spoilt and erp starts at 9
*sleep*
3pm - find a way ard orchard with erp gantrys if not hav to go repair shop
*repair*
6pm - hav dinner with 04s26 classmates! (jus a few though..)
9pm - go to jb to topup petrol and fix faults of bike?
12am - reach home
*sleep......zzzz*

yup basically tats it...
whee wat a fun day.
nitez

blog v5

wow i finally updated my blog skin
haha.
kinda happy.
wheee~
lol, ive got nth better to do i guess...
yup its fun to create it urself...

oh n bout tat bat...
yeah,its moved on...
sob sob

oooh yeah.
yup, ive found out y it was being cut off.
apparently...
e phone line was being burnt by e iron tat was left beside it!
no wonder i could access e net but not e phone.
cool huh.
nvr knew such stuff like tat could happen.

well...
ive finally gotten my new com.
am using it at this instance.
n it costs 3.3k!
wow! now tats really expensive.
but its a good investment i hope
haha.
well wat i wanted to do with this com, u ask?
i jus hope tat i can use i to its fullest capabilities...
n tat it could guide me all e way thru my uni.
now wats left tat i need is an adobe-like software tat i can edit or create stuff with all my unused creative juices tat were left stagnant up there.
yup, im still finding 1 so tat i can change this weird backgrd of my blog...

haiz... my lollipop...
*sigh*
my dad ate it?
i really think its absurd.
i mean wat for?
to create more space in e fridge?
but it doesnt even take up as much space as a milk carton, does it?
i think he's crazy...

come on...
who else throws away ur dearly beloved pillow n bolster when u're away n make up excuses by saying, "oh its dirty. throw."
zzzz
so i shd reply by saying, " oh u r not giving me respect, i tthrow u?"

i cant rite?
of coz i cant.
im a good christian boy... (or am i?)

but seriously...
i've lost so many stuff dear to me since i was young.
lost them without any consciousness tat it was even missing...

back to e lollipop...
its well kinda precious to me coz...
it has a meaning behind it.
(yeah i guess im overly sentimental but tats not e point)
it was e only material item given to me with e hope tat it would cheer me up when was sad...
but many times i wanted to taste it, i jus cant bear to eat it...
haha
yeah im stupid.
now its gone, of coz i'll miss it...

luckily theres 1 thing left in e fridge tats still intact...
haha
my box of chocs i received during christmas last year.
hopefully he doesnt find it....
shhhh.

oh yeah.
guess wat?
Da BAT is in da house!
nono, not batman...
its a baby bat.
hee.
its really cute!

i found it in OCS in a drain being picked on by many red ants...
well, seeing it in such pain, i jus couldnt bear to leave it in e lurch.
it really wwas a hard time getting rid of them all...
they(red ants) were so persistent tat even aft we killed them, e head was still biting it!
how cruel...
aft a gruelling 15mins, all were exterminated by us!
HAH!
but now thres a new prob.
wheres e mother??
we cant find it anywhere near...
so aft a debate here n there we decide to bring it home to 'rear' it.
so yeah.
it sure does make alot of noise at nite...
fortunately theres something called a 'door'.
n my fren is supposed to collect it frm me today coz i cant poss keep it in my house.
my mom is alreeady making much more noise den e bat itself.
n i dun hav any apples for it to feed on!
(if it really eats apple n not blood though).

u noe... recently im like so being targeted...
big boss finds me sleeping in office twice this week.
hopefully there r no stunts up his sleeve.
n today, ive been arrowed to be a taebo(some kickboxing, muscle straining exercise) assistant.
fortunately e plan to get me on stage doing tat strenous workout was thwarted by e higher powers.
phew...
i dun need to go up stage tml morn!
wahaha!



yup, final thing.
yeah its always bout food aint it?
finally went to this botak jones as they call it.
wat it seems to me is much more like a cheapo but good tasting western food stall in a coffeeshop.
n e portions tat they give r soooo great, its hard to finish them all!
any, thaanksfor e treat ya SERENE?

=]

oh n i hope u enjoyed ur soggy cheese fries aft u got home. =X
n i really thank u for e initiative to clarify stuff with me...
appreciate it.
well i guess... really no more chance???
heeee, im jus kidding.

oh yeah ive finally completed e CHOBITS series.
tats really nice n heartwarming
haha
well, like any other show, it creates new sights n ideas tat will keep u questioning bout it..
like these kinda shows.

alrighty den, i'll end this post here.
hopefully my 120gb pocket media drive will b delivered soon.
its been 3 weeks!!!!

oh, my home line has been cut off.
n no one knows y?
not even e staff at singtel..
now tats weird.

n oh, e new pc is making its way into e lee household and i shall claim full possesion of it all.
i duno how but i WILL!!!

and i got wind of my verdict...
for that stupid mistake.
crappp

argh.
quarelled with my sis today.
angry.
went to camp to sleep instead.
end.

this ain't a scene, its a TRAGEDY

i had e scariest nightmare every in my entire lifetime.
all summarised 2 nights ago.

n y e scariest?
coz i had bout 6 of e worst case scenarios happening to me all combined in e same dream.

1) bike stopped at traffc light. bro called for 'me' to hurry home. pedestrian went forth to "disturb" 'me' to get revenge.(?)

2)'me' got off bike. chased after pedestrian. ran many blocks. forgot bout bike. bike was clamped. went to see TP. had to wait til 1159 for them to process e papers.
took their time to decorate e paper. handed to 'me' a tad later.

3) reached home void deck. saw ypf members sitting in a circle eating packed lunch. ignored 'me' somehow.

4) some1's funeral. (my grandma's??? hope not)

5) saw her with another guy. 'nuff said.

6) handed 'me' back a pair of rings. i assume its 'our' "attachment rings"(or wateva u call them). took my right hand n placed 1 thru 'my' middle finger.(shdnt it b my left hand?)


it left me stunned after i awoke.
i was jus devoid of emotions, feelings, energy, yada yada.
somehow i wasnt really scared or wat.
jus sorta brain dead.
tats wierd.







ahh wateva.
its jus a dream...
or was it?










being called back to hq on mon to draw stuff.
y me?
i suck at drawing.
argh.

i feel weird today...
totally off course.
n im not so sure y...
i feel lotsa diff emotions welling up inside of me...
im confused.
confused by myself.
i dunno wat i want.
i dunno wat im thinking.
i jus feel weird...
i think i really am going crazy...
well, iits a sooner or later matter by itself.
even if it doesnt come now,
itll creep in into my mind sometime.
in fact its already in my genes.
my family's mad.
not as in my immediate or wat but yeah,
they really are kinda crazy.
and its tat potent mixture of crazy type of crazy.
totally venomous.
am i like tat already?
hmm i wonder...

i guess i need to see a doc.
there's my brain, my heart n my body to b examined.
3 things.
seems a little troublesome dont u think?
y not jus let me absorb e blow of a full fledged accident to my head when i fly off my bike.
will tat solve everything?
i hope so...

im beginning to hate myself more n more.'
well, not only this guy.
but also almost every1 else.
yeah im crazy...
hate them for any reason.
hate them for no reason.
hate them for e wrong reason.
n i dunno y.

yeah, ive become a hater myself.
a threat to e world.
ppl shd jus annihilate me...

dear God,
where's my loud music n punching bag...?

yay...
my very 1st accident!
hoorah!!!

its been a long time since ive blogged...
yeah.
oh ya,
ive finally gotten hold of my license!
so im sorta free free to go wherever i please!!!
heh heh!

hmm
wat has interested me these few days is a really nice show,
a jap drama called"nodame cantabile"
basically an orchestra drama bout ....
hmm y not u watch it for urself n tell me how it is?
i'll give it bout 9.5/10 !!!
0.5 less coz its only 11episodes long(or rather short)
yep.
kinda gotten hanged onto it
hehe
its super dramatic n so aesthetically inclined tat it made me feel like pickin up piano!
yep.
hav an off tml coz of e Army Career Exhibition on fri, sat n today.
but i din go today coz its a sun!
sun is Sabbath day!
yaaay!

haha
oh well, i hav to go back to my show watchin soon enough.
cya!!!

chi new year...
another boring hols with nth much to do...
jus plainly slackin ard.
in fact,
ive only went to 4houses in total this yr.
how boring.

aneeways, yeah,
next TP test is on e 28th...
hope i wun fail again.
n spend another 100 bucks which really is suckin me of my money

yeah
went to NUH again on 21st jus ytd.
hmmm this time at least i didnt really waste my time.'
not like tat time go there jus for a blood test.
ytd i went for an xray
finally progress on my ailment.
oh ya,
not forgetting tat i had a fun time going to both ser n roy's houses ytd.
yeah
tooo bad i couldnt join tie for cycling at ecp.

k fast forward to today.
really terrible terrible terrible day.
Military Police came to my unit
caught me with a camera handphone.
n yeah
of coz its a terrible thing.
its a contraband item
n its banned!
argh,
if only i hadnt went back to my locker room n instead jus hideaway at e toilet.
i think i would escape this fate.
if only i hadnt put it into my bag this morningwhile rushin for work
argh...
i guess this is e worse ever scenario ive ever encountered in my life..
oh no...
wat am i gonna do...
jus hope no charges are pressed against me...
Lord save me!

TEA(RED)

lalalaalala...
my Traffic Police Riding Test is on 12 Feb.
yup jus a few more days!
sadly, i missed my practice lesson ytd!
all coz my gastric suddenly came to.
at first i tot it was jus air in my stomach, n aft a few visits to e toilet, it wld subside.
but it didnt.
in fact it got worse...
e pain became unbearable for me to even stand up straight.
i was in e toilet since like 730 til 815.
all e while jus squattin beside e toilet plate n endurin e pain.
somehow i felt like vomitin at e same time too.
but well i didnt, perhaps coz i din eat much for dinner.
so i asked my sis to accompany me to e doc n he prescribed me as havin food poisonin n even suspected appendicitis coz i oso had a pain on e bottom rite of my abdomen.
before tat he allowed me to borrow a bed to lie on.
fortunately, for without e bed, i would be jus sittin on e chair n clutchin my knees.
love e bed to bits.
could squirm in peace til i jus died there.
haha kiddin.
but it(the pain) was 1 of a kind.
it was severely acute. n e moment i shifted my body, e pain increased.
ya til i dunno when, i jus kinda fell asleep there.
when i woke up, everything was much better.
ya, n he told me to go for a follow up check-up this morning.
n ya, e pain was still there, e one on e bottom right.
n so he referred me to NUH A&E.
cool huh?
like how often do u go there.
blablabla(skippin all e paperwork n stuff)
e 1st doc jus took my blood for testin n found everythin to b normal.
so SHE told me to stay in a ward for more observation.
den e clerk said tat e ward would take bout 5 - 6 hours to b ready.
n like tat time was 5plus le.
so she advised me to go home pack my stuff to stay in.
so i went to my aunts house at Clementi to jus sit ard instead coz i already packed them.
den at 7 another doctor called me n kinda scolded me for wandering off without permission.
being wronged again, haha
yeah
so on e phone HE told me tat i didnt need to stay over(perhaps not enough beds?)
n asked me to go for another checkup on thur to make sure it was/wasnt appendicitis coz it could still be in its early stages, symptomless.
so ya,
here i am, back at home typing away aft not typing at this same page for like 3 plus weeks...
n i hav another ridin practice tml...
yeah.
MC til thurs!!!!

hmm its been bout 2 weeks since i last blogged...
wat happened?
well, jus tat ive been super busy these days...
hav many units scheduled for lessons these few weeks.
in fact it nvr got finished somehow
when 1 was over, another 1 popped up.
yeah
no time to rest.
last fri evening i had to do my second guard duty.
all i did was stand at some spot for 2 hours 3 times
slept for like only 4 plus hours
den finished at 9am,
rushed to bbdc to get my provisional driving license,
den rushed back home to sleep
den woke up at 12 for a lesson at 130 at clementi camp on e same day.
yup super duper tiring...
n now i've got my hands busy again this week trying to teach lessons.
today my senior had a quarrel with some company today.
it was his 1st time teaching there n problems arose asap.
haha
well, mayb becoz he wasnt tat familiar with e scenarios ard here coz he came frm e offshore island pulau tekong.
yeah, e style of teachin is diff.
over there, u r king, wateva u ask them to do, they hav to follow.
over here at this forsaken camp of lim chu kang,
where e mono intakes of sch dropouts/bengs/ite bla bla blas all converge to form a unit.
well, he tried to discipline them by, well, e usual physical punishments.
n since they were already well-versed in all these exercises,
i roughly think they were havin fun being punished instead!
since my senior couldnt really control e class, he started hurling abuses here n there, trying to instill fear into them, but...
well it turned out otherwise.
tats where ME came into e picture...
well,
my senior n some soldier were already at loggerheads, with e aura of i-really-wanna-whack-u-into-bits surrounding them both...
yeah,
me n another officer literally tried to pull them apart but my senior jus shrugged me off...
somehow i sensed tat he knew wat he was doin n so i trusted him.
til finally i got a chance to say my piece.
PHEW!
yeah...
here comes e backgrd story:
i have been teaching them for e past 3 lessons,
n all this while i did not punish them even when they made much noise n i couldnt control them.

yeah
but coz of tat im happy tat at least i noe i had a connection with them.
aft i asked my senior to relax,
i began to talk to e men, my trainees.
guess wat they said,
"instructor, we see face one."
n
"we prefer you to teach us, instructor."

wah, i tell u,
e feeling is THERE man!
i was quite overwhelmed by wat they said...

haha
truthfully, i did...

so yeah, i came up with a cock n bull story to appease them of their sufferings and yeah, i hope they accepted it.
e best part comes here:
when i addresed them,
they replied with a super loudest ever "YES INSTRUCTOR!!!"
i den boosted their morale abit more before i handed e class back to my senior.
n,
when he addressed them, they replied with a much much softer shout!
woah,
den i tested them again,
n they shouted super loud again!
wah,
super biased man, i tell u.
but i really pity my senior.

guess i hav to teach them again tml ya?
even though i hav another lesson going on concurrently...
oh well, wat can i do,
they REALLY DO like me!
=]


oh yeah,
i jus got my PDL on sat,
so by tml onwards,
my riding lessons will b taken out to e public roads.
previously could only ride in e school premises...
oh well, i hope God will help me again!
very scared tat i'll screw up n spend lotsa time n money again!
haha
may e LORD help me!

currently listening to_: The Veronicas - When It All Falls Apart

i not sure y im really feelin this way...
but i just feel

disposable.

feels like my presence is not needed
feels like im being taken for granted
feels like IM not really needed at all...

n even on e contrary,
im only needed
when ppl really need help when they hav no one else to turn to.
when they need someone to help them do their chores
when they want someone to do it so tat they can slack off
when they need ppl to fill e gaps


i guess...
i dun hav e heart anymore...
e heart to go out of my way for others.
to help n support others frm behind e scenes
to really give all tat i hav for them.

i cant continue any longer...
yeah
im too tired already.
i dun hav e strength to carry on.
i dun hav e strength to continue believing.
to continue believing in relationships
no strength to believe in my friends
no strength to believe in my family
no strength to believe in my colleagues
i feel weak.



e only thing sustaining me rite now is God.
n i dunno wat else to do.




wanna scream but my mouth is shut

currently listening to_: Ayaka - I Believe

wah...
i was pretty shocked today.
really very shocking.
1 wrong move n its a BYEBYE for me...

k wait b4 tat,
flashback to tues:
took my prac stage 3.02,
emergency braking.
first few times were like.
oh my
total disaster.
it was only til at e last 30 mins of e lesson,
tat things took a change
i finally grasped e correct technique.
b4 tat i was like fumbling n fumblin all over
n YEAH!!!
i passed it with 1 try!!!
n i tell u,
it was really unexpected!
i was actu thinkin tat i wld fail badly!
but e Lord gave me grace!
phew!!!
coz normally, they wld b askin for consistency.
n like i was only consistant for e last 30 mins!!!
out of 1hr 40mins!
so ya,
PRAISE e LORD!!!

ok next,
fast forward to thur at 8pm.
my riding theory test!!!
yup e actual 1,
not e trial or evaluation or wateva.
its e one n original Traffic Police theory test!
e rules were simple,
get at least 90% correct out of 50 ques.
N
not b late!
but oh well.
tat nite was total chaos for me!
waited at e bus stop at 730 since e journey took bout 10 mins to get there
i waited
n waited
n waited...
was super uneasy already
waited til 750 n finally e bus came!!!
BUT!!!
jus b4 i wanted to board e bus,
I DID NOT BRING MY EZLINK CARD!!!!
WAH!!!
NOT EVEN MY WALLET!!!
N I FELT LIKE DOING LOCI(pronounced as lou-sai)!!!

so i ran back all e way home!!!
grabbed my wallet n ezlink card
n rushed back to e bus stop.
n guess wat,
another bus came!!!
urgh.
fortunately i did not take tat bus,
i took a taxi instead.
BUT
i was LATE!!!
reached at 805!!!
i was super freaked out i tell u.
n there they said on e notice board:
latecomers will b barred frm takin e test!
n so with tat notion in mind,
i hurried to e classroom n PHEW!!!
tat guy let me in!!!
but now e prob is tat i had e urge to, u know, defecate.
but time was sparse,
thus i jus continued e test.
at e end of it,
i had a total of 6 ques which i didnt really noe whether my ans was right or wrong.
n like, i could only allow to fail 5!
yep,
but wat e heck,
i jus didnt really care n inputed my results!!!
IT WAS A .....

*drumroll*


PASS!!!!

woohoo!
i was super glad man!
but tat wasnt all,
aft e toilet business i went to take a bus.
n i only had like 37cents left in my card!
if i had taken e bus earlier,
i would hav enough cash to take e trip back!

n i really praise GOD for this messy n complex situation tat i had diff typing it all out like some drama.
hahaha!
helped me to trust HIM even more.

wait!
theres 1 more!!!
this morn.
prac 4.01.
S-course n crank course.
basically its to test u in ur turning skills at high speed at a narrow lane somemore!
at e start i was like riding super slowly n carefully.
but still, within only 30 mins of practisin,
i had fallen off e bike or went up e kerb for more den 5 times!!!
really a problematic situation!
n ya,
heres e shocking part.
e instructor took my bike n i pillioned him.
we went thru e S-course.
n like,
it was really really frightening!
he entered e bend at such a high speed tat i was really expecting an accident!
totally traumatic!
aft i got off e bike i was like in shock for a few seconds.
i didnt move at all.
but really,
aft tat demonstration,
i finally improved.
how?
by going much faster n banking more to e side!
its was e ultimate scare ride ive ever taken!
den once again,
i only improved durin e last 30 mins,
n PRAISE e LORD once again!
i did everything perfectly!
n i really mean all e small details!
n yeah,
ive passed it with 1 try again!!!

if u think it sounds easy,
it aint.
especially e higher u go,
e harder it is to pass!
n im really glad tat i didnt hav to waste money by failing!
each lesson is $20!!!
really very EX!!!

these were e most memorable events tat happened this week.
n ya,
each one confirmed had some divine intervention in it.
i could nvr pull such a stunt!

HOW MATCHLESS N BOUNDLESS IS E MERCY N GRACE OF E LORD!!!!!
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