phew, havent updated for awhile.
due to all those long nights every night (or every morning)
too lazy to write down wat happened over e weeks but yeah.
lotsa events here n there.
i think i actually cant remem wat happened!!!

oh my oh my...
oh wells,
nvm
lets talk bout today.
other den it being a sunny sunny day.

i cant believe im actually being discriminated against!!! (or was it?)
hmm.
was having my usual meepok (my fav usual dish from times past)
*digress digress*
used to be fried rice when my appetite was big! like in sec sch?
den meepok was my usual when i didnt feel like eating.

den it grew to become mixed veg rice due to e variety of ingredients.
n now my appetite has yet grown even smaller,
meepok is back on e list!
YAHOO!!!
*back to topic*

anw today's meepok was nicee,
ate it at this partially modern and partially rundown suburban coffeeshop jus behind my house 5 mins away.
only ate there like twice or thrice in my entire life.
(YES i noe im super-pure lazy to even go down there)
went there on e way to find thinner for saffie.

n den like, this drink stall auntie asked e two ppl in front of me whether they wanted a drink.
den when she came to me, she seemed to totally ignore me n looked hesitant to ask me!
not til i gave her a glance!
okok tats jus e starting.
ordered e usual ice milo and when it came, guess wat?
It's $1.40!!!!
can u imagine that?
i think even e airconditioned kopitiam at e plaza sells it for much less!!!
let alone this not-here-not-there coffeeshop!
n not only tat,
i dun even hav a straw to drink with!!!
had to resort to sipping using e edge of e semi-black-rimmed cup!
oh my...
isit jus inflation + bad service or pure discrimination against this poor malay-looking chinese guy?
or isit my age?
but wait, that guy in front of me doesnt look older den me!
(ok, i look younger den my age but still...)
or isit that bottle of thinner in a plastic bag tat i placed on e table?
(does look like some tiger beer bottle though)
or isit my shirt?
or am i jus thinking too much!?

argh.
but $1.40 for a cup of strawless iced milo is purely atrocious!
shall not eat drink there ever again!

grrr...
okok, i can hear someone starting to lecture me: "In everything, give thanks!"
i get it, i get it.

cant believe tat i was entertaining e thought of being ashamed of being a christian jus now.
not really 'being' a christian per say se,
but rather, being one in this society where u always get associated with City Harvest.
like zettai ALWAYS.
im sorry but i really detest the idea of band music n waving of hands n jumping n 'dancing' in church.
i dun mind those at e club, coz that's wat it's for.
but a church?
n nono... i dun wanna be associated at all.
but u cant help it.
y cant churches b jus, u noe?
a silent and solemn place full of solace, peace and serenity?
oh wells...
i'd rather go clubbing den go to these 'sanctuaries'.