back to teaching vol.1

currently listening to_: The Veronicas - Heavily Broken

yeah!
i'll start teaching PTIs/FS from tml onwards...
wonder how im gonna do it...
gonna need lots of courage n confidence n lots lots of WISDOM!
hope tat i can get e singlet in time too...
dun wanna spend cash when u can use credits...
n its free credits given by e govt somemore...

end of pt!

currently listening to_: Bosson - One In A Million

jus 1 more bout of sparring n aikido lesson to end it all!!!
den got 1 day of admin stuff n 3 days BREAK!!!!


yep, now got backache...
cant really move with ease...
finger still cant clench...
n im getting my BLACK POLO TEE SOON!!!!
together with my beret!!!!

woohoo!

bought 2 pants n a belt today.
n went for a whole body massage too!
so SHIOK!!!

currently listening to_: Utada Hikaru - Wait And See

yay!!!
finished Advance le!!!
haha
now its Enhanced phase where they teach u more stuff out of syllabus
yeah n now i've new injuries(as always)
left index finger cant bend,
right palm got prob,
right elbow n left knee cracky...
n 1 BIG pimple still left on my face!!!

haiz gonna do advanced taebo tml...
seeing tat black man in a super tight leotard n asking us to kick here n there in double quick time while he keeps chao keng-ing by walking ard to his demonstrators n talking to them...

yeah n ytd nite being forced to drink Tiger beer. it jus tasted ugly.
n today i had a mini hangover n almost couldnt wake up...

jus 3 more days to end my physical phase n 1 more week to start my instructional phase...
n im super shagged out today...
cant think straight...
ending here.....

lesson plan

currently listening to_: The Veronicas - 4Ever

yeah, i finished intermediate training le...
tml gonna start on advanced focusing more on throws instead of locks n holds which i did for e past 2 weeks...
n this means much much more easier to get injuries..

argh...

more blood

currently listening to_: Lin Jun Jie - Now That She's Gone

yeah...
there's blood n pus again...

much much more....






yeah, forgot to add some stuff last sun.
lazy to post it out
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yeah...
it looked like i was having menstruation sia...
theres blood after i shit'ted.
n its really alot
haiz
shd b too heaty or internal injuries...
so far theres no relapse of it this week

not tat PAIN

yup.
theres no more blood.




BUT WAIT!



theres more!


much much more PUS!!!!!!

yup!
which solidies quicly to form a barrier over e wound.
total vol of liquid: 1cm^3
colour: opaque yellowish white(liquid), translucent yellow(solid)
texture: super sticky (liquid), hard n fun-to-peel(solid)

PAIN

yeah. finally finished my 1st week of training.
few words to describe it.
tough tough n xiong.
well, e physical conditioning is crazy!
we keep doing breakfalls til my elbow is...
argh...
e skin has come off.
e wound is bout 2 by 2 cm on both elbows.
theres blood.
it's an abrasion over an abrasion.
on mon there will b more abrasions...

e worst ever thing is e rolling...
i almost vomited!
but all these breakfalls r gonna give me a blood clot in my brain sooner or later.
we're all having concussions already.

yeah, we done front, back, side, rolling, n next 1 will be flipping breakfalls le.
which is a rolling breakfall without using hands.





ya, other den breakfalls...
pushups n more pushups...

2nd day:60
3rd day:80
4th day:200
today:300

they will like purposely shag u out jus b4 e activity.
so tat we will (supposedly) be trained to b better den e ppl we teach.
COZ WE R INSTRUCTORS

ya.
e only thing tat seperates us n other vocations (including commandos)
is our knuckle pushups tat we (r supposed) to do.
jus compare e knuckle between us n a commando's.
ya.
knuckles combined with both normal n 'wide-arm' pushups...
wow
commandos have e clap thingy rite?
well,
we oso jump up but we dun clap, we land with our knuckles instead.


ya, wat we r learning r DEADLY ARTS!!!
ie, as compared to e usual tkd unarmed combat,
they take bout 15 - 20 mins to takedown a group of ppl.
but for us:
max 5secs.


we r taught where to hit to inflict e max damage to knockout ppl more effectively.
ie. e joints of e body, solar plexis, temple, chin, nose, groin etc.
we aim to kill...
or at least break a few bones here n there...

ya, this is jus a mini summary of my job scope...
theres more to come..

posting results

yeah man! i got e posting which i had been wanting to go to for weeks!
Praise e LORD!!!!














btw, my tagboard got some probs....

break...

exactly 1 week left to do wateva i want...
to take a break from e greenery ard me...
n to adapt to my environments n future career...



tired.

POP loh!!!

3 more days!!!
oh yeah!!!

haiz...

lets see...
i got 16km,
24km route marches...,
SOC,
GAC,
Games Day,
CO nite,
OC nite,
POP rehearsal,
den finally POP...

all cramped up in these final week...

crap...
cant wait to suicide halfway during my 24km route march carrying tat heavy shitload tat we're not even gonna use at all...

hmm, i think better not to...
coz i'll already b braindead by e time i reach e halfway point.
but euthanasia's not a bad idea too...
hmmm
shall consider more...

hmm

jus wondered something...
e title of this blog is chasing a dream..

wat den is my dream...
i really dunno
can some1 tell me?

i dunno wat im doing...
everything seems stupid to me...

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I feel much better...

Field Camp

argh, it was disashorrendous...

life as an NSF

army sux...


period.

HAHAHA

yeah tml's e BIG BIG DAY!!!!
im already trembling with fear when think bout tat...
yeah..
do pray for me lots!!!
THX!!!

woohoo!!!

yeah, ive been playing badminton consecutively for 2 nights le!!!
so fun!!!!
yeah!!!
not much time left...
so i gotta train more...

by playing more badminton!!!!!!!!!
hahaha

yeah, tml gonna make sushi at yang's house!
hope theres gonna b loads of fun!!!!
yeah

cooking is so fun!!!

yay!
i jus saw boys fighting downstairs.
haha
so funny.
n so lousy.
aft a few seconds pin e other guy down le...
hahaha...
im tired.
niteZ

at long last..

yeah, its been more den 2 weeks since i last blogged...
hmm, ya, went to sentosa again ytd...
too bad today's 1 was cancelled...
bla bla bla...
watched musical fountain aft countless years n realized tat its changed..
found out tat sentosa'a ferry terminal's BK dun hav student value meal n dun allow u to use coupons...
ya,
super sianz...
well at least not as fun as last week's...
mostly jus lying on e sand...

yeah...


finally completed e YPF presentation thingy...
FINALLY...
could have tore out my hair over it.
v pek chek.
ya
jus hope tat i dun hav to give a testi this sat too...

great day!

yeah, went out cycling at ECP again!
quite fun!
although we cycled for like only 3 hrs?
yeah, most of e time we were talking by e beach.
took some photos here n there...
haha
ya, e it was rather quirky,
for e 1st time in my life, i couldnt finish eating a whopper meal!
haiz
i old le la
even my sugar cane drink i only drank a few cm of it in height
wasted my 2 bucks
ya den aft cycling went to cine to (try to) watch 'fearless'
but couldnt make it in time
reached there at bout 7 30
nxt show ard 9.
so were 'i not stupid too', 'memoirs of a geisha', 'dick n jane', 'cheaper by e dozen 2'
haiz
ser tml got work so hafto go home early...
haiz
den went to e nearby restaurant cafe to eat dinner
beside e subway there
ate teriyaki chicken + seafood pasta + soup of e day + garlic bread + can drink
yeah
stupid prawns
hard to peel
ya, luckily there's always Ser e prawn sheller
super fast eh!
i already peel til super pek chek le
den 1min n all is done
pro

gtg sleep le
nitez